D.C. County Jail ***************** "Mulder, you've got a visitor" The gaurd yelled, upset. "Your attorney's here. "Attorney? I don't have an attorney..." Mulder's nose crinkled in confusion as his mind reeled through any possibility. "The law fairy," the guard grumbled. "I guess in this profession you gotta keep a sense of humor, huh?" Mulder mumbled, and was lead into a room with tables split between cages. At one of the cages, waiting for Mulder's arrival was a young man with sandy hair and a thin smile, that, for now, had a small bandage over it. "I am with the law firm Carter, Spangle, and Adams, Mr. Mulder. I read about your case and have heard a lot about you. Just from glancing over the police and autopsy reports, I can see that most of the pile of evidence against you is a bunch of circumstantial crap. I think we can build a good case toward proving your innocence." "I heard lots of lawyer jokes, but never actually thought somebody would rough one up, what happened?" Mulder asked, gesturing to the nasty gash and multi-colored fist-shaped bruises that covered his face, and took a seat on the opposite side of the gate. "I got into a little rough-and-tumble with my brother, nothing to worry about." The man lied. Mulder knew he lied, but was careful to conceal his observation. For now. "I appreciate your help, of course, Councilor, but I'm not quite sure I can trust your intentions. There are lot of questions I need answers for...like...your name, for one...and your credentials." "I graduated from Virginia State University Law School, and set up my own practice. I want to help you for lots of reasons. One of the biggest is that I'm a new lawyer and need the publicity..." "The other?" The lawyer let out a heavy sigh, and cast his eyes downward. "I know your background at the FBI, Mr. Mulder. You work with...um...UFO's. Especially alien abductees." "I don't understand..." "I was eighteen. Two weeks before graduation, me and my then-girlfriend Lilly were out in the woods in my Caddy convertible." His voice became soft and detached, "The sky was so full of stars that night. She was sixteen, and wearing this blue sundress...I had saved for a year for an engagement ring for her...I was about to give it to her when she happened to look up and noticed a bright light...I just stood there, watching her floating up into this beam...then she was gone...the beam of light was gone, and the ship..." he broke off, not able to regain composure. "So you think Lilly was abducted by aliens?" Mulder finished for him. "I know she was...I watched her...I wanted to take your case, because I knew if I could get you in the clear, you could help me find her again." "So, how are you planning to defend me?" "Well," the lawyer began slowly, "like I said, it seems to me that their entire case is pretty much circumstantial. I also think if I do a little digging, I can find the truth behind who really murdered Mr. Starkweather." "What's your fee?" Mulder demanded, still cautious of this man's intentions. "Because I think you can help me after I get out, I'm doing this pro bono." "One service for another?" "Exactly." the man said, punctuating it with a nod of the head. "You're scheduled for trial in an hour. Have we got a deal?" "We've got a deal Mr...." Mulder replied, hinting that he never got a name. "Leo." The man answered, picking up the hint. "Justin Leo. I have no doubt that you'll be back with that girl and baby boy of yours in no time." He said with a grin. "The beginning of a beautiful friendship..." Mulder mumbled almost inaudibly, as he was led back to his cell. "Sandy?" Leo said as soon as Mulder was lead out of the visiting area. "I want you to check and see who's on the docket for this afternoon. Can you do that for me? Judge Carlson? Thanks. I owe ya one. Bye..." he dialed another number. "Judge Carlson, Leo here...the powers that be don't want this Mulder case to go. Can you do me a favor?...Can you set bail as high as the books will letchya? Thanks. I really appreciate this. I owe ya one." He said, turning off his cell and packing up his briefcase. "After this is over, I'll be up to my ears in I-O-U's...but, if it buys me Lilly..." he said sighing, and left the room. As promised, the preliminary hearing was scheduled wiht arraignment court in an hour. In a half an hour, Leo was prepared for the case, procuring a suit with an unMulderlike pinstriped tie for Mulder to wear during the trial. "Mulder versus the city of Washington, D.C., your honor." The court clerk introduced them as a bailiff brought in Mulder. "The charge is one count of premeditated murder." "Fox Mulder was brought in for murder when a body," the D.A. began, hesitating to open a folder for the , "90% burned confirmed to be that of one Benjamin Starkweather, an environmental attorney who was building a case against the FBI, Mr. Mulder's former employer, regarding the case which led to his dismissal from his former position regarding the division he led known as the x-files." "Mr. Mulder, how do you plea?" The Judge inquired, looking him squarely in the eyes. "Not guilty, your honor." Mulder said simply, "I'm innocent of all the charges brought against me, and fully intend to proove that contention." "We'll let a jury decide that once a trial date is set, sir. Charlotte, you got anything to say to this?" The judge said, eyeing the D.A. over her glaces. "Your Honor," the D.A. began, her green eyes scrutinizing the defense lawyer, "the defendant is a former FBI agent. He is well-trained in manual force, and is well-versed in how to use a weapon. He also has a record for loosing his temper, and a reputation for violence. I think it is a hazard to this community for him to walk the streets. It is my recommendation that this court sets bail at the maximum amount." "Your Honor," Leo began pretentiously, "his assistance in solving this case is crucial. His clearance with the FBI could shed light on my argument better than anyone else. He is also a servant of the city, currently employed by the city as Deputy Mayor. I should also add that he is a new father." "Mr. Mulder, while I congratulate you on your new baby, I cannot, in good conscience, allow someone, as the D.A. pointed out, who knows how to incorporate manual force and is suspected of premeditated murder walk scott-free. Bail is set for the maximum amount of $65,000." With the rap of the gavel, justice was done, and Mulder was back to square one. "Bailiff, please remove the defendant from the courtroom." 5:03pm Scully's Apt. Georgetown ************* Skinner met Scully at her apartment within a couple of hours. "What's this all about, Scully?" "Mr. Starkweather was not the man whose autopsy I performed a couple of hours ago." "How do you know?" "Dental records matched...I don't know how...but the dental records matched. I didnt' realize that the body I just finished an examination of was not Mr. Starkweather's." "That still doesn't explain how you know it wasn't his." Skinner persisted. "I was looking at what was left of the victim's eyes for detection of poisoning beforehand, and the color wasn't right. Starkweather had brown eyes...the body I examined had blue ones." "So what do you think that means?" Skinner asked, messaging his sinuses. "I'm not sure..." Scully hesitated, "it could be entirely likely that Ben Starkweather is still alive." "Have you showed your evidence to the detectives in charge of this case yet?" "No..." she said, taking a deep breath, "As long as we think Ben Starkweather is dead, whoever is behind this whole mess won't harm us." "Scully..." Skinner began cautiously, "I think Mulder's getting to you...do you realize what you're implicating? I *know* he didn't do anything he was charged with, but to say it's part of some giant conspiracy is a bit far- fetched." "I know it's out in left-field...but Doggett and I saw four men...one of them Mulder's boss and one of them ours. Another was Admiral Jeremy Bailey..." "Starkweather's father?" Skinner blurted out. Scully nodded. "Do you think Agent Starkweather was put here to cover for her dad? "It's possible...but Sir...she's one of the best Agents I've worked with in a long time...she's held her own in that office, and just because her adoptive father's used her as a pawn is not cause for dismissal." "I agree completely..." Skinner "I have absolutely no intentions of transferring her. Kersh would be all too happy to see her go." "I'll bet Kersh is dancing on Ben's casket." Scully said with a sly grin. "Well, Kersh is thrilled with this incident," Skinner admitted. "With Mulder out of the way like this, and Doggett concentrating on his own issues, there's no time left for investigation of his own office, let alone media frenzy reflecting negatively on the FBI. The FBI is positively glowing right now. How's Agent Starkweather holding up?" "Doggett's the better one to field that question, sir. Quite frankly, with my ties to Mulder, I'm not sure I want to be caught in her crossfire just yet. She's got a very strong spirit, Sir." "Wilting flower, Jerilyn Starkweather ain't. That's for sure." Skinner growled. "How do you propose to prove all this implications?" Sam knew Mulder's only offense was his talent to get people annoyed at him, but jack-assness wasn't something that was punishable by law. As aggravating as he was at times, Sam was beginning to understand that Mulder sometimes had to forego being likable in order to find the truth he made his life's work to seek. Despite that, or maybe even because of, Sam still found himself wishing he could spend more time on Mulder's quest for the Truth, and more driven than ever to stop his projected end. People that driven by such a one-sided cause are sometimes as compassionate as they are purposefully irritating. But...Sam decided...that just came with the territory. Either way, he couldn't let Mulder end his quest...not now. The first step in that direction seemed to be getting Starkweather convinced that Mulder didn't commit her husband's murder. He had to convince her somehow that there was no murder even committed, but that wasn't the first priority for now. The first priority at this moment was getting Scully to convince Starkweather that Mulder wasn't playing her for a fool. Sam got in the pick-up and headed to Doggett's house, whipped out the cell phone, and dialed Scully's number. "Scully, it's Doggett." "What's going on? You found anything?" "Sorta...how do you feel towards Starkweather right now?" "What does that have to do with anything?" Scully demanded "Oh...nothing..." Sam lied, "just answer the question, will ya?" "Um...no hard feelings, sympathy...why?" "Wouldn't you agree that she'd be a good ally to have on this case?" "Of course...but she won't stand up to her father, and she thinks Mulder killed her husband. I wouldn't wanna stay in the x-files if I were her either." "Well...I think she might have changed her mind about staying in the x-files. What if I brought her over to your place say around six to talk things over?" "Sure...that sounds fine...I'll order some pizza or something for dinner. I'd fix a real meal, but there isn't many groceries here beyond baby food." "That'll be great Scully...thanks. Making any progress?" "Uh huh," Scully said, nodding her head as if he could see her, "Booked a flight to Martha's Vineyard a half an hour ago. Skinner's going to get me a search warrant for the Admiral's summer home. I'm hoping I'll have something solid there." "Me too...see you at six." He affirmed, and hung up, hoping that he would be able to touch base with Al. As hard as it was going to be for him, he needed to give Starkweather some proof that Ben was still alive. He hoped that was what she really wanted. Sam knew Scully would straighten Starkweather out where Mulder was concerned, now all he needed to do was come up with some way to convince her that Ben was still alive. Al was waiting for him inside. "How's it going, Sam? How's Starkweather holding up?" "She'll be just fine if I can figure out some way to convince her Ben's still alive. We need her as an ally. I think she's coming around, though." "That's good to know..." Al said it as if he was waiting for something more. When Sam filled the beat of silence with a gulp of coffee, he decided to drop the issue. "Any ideas?" "Al...I know what you're thinking..." "Sam...it would be much easier if you just follow my philosophy with women, you know buddy?" "...over one million served is a slogan with golden arches under it...not a philosophy." Sam growled. "I just hate seeing you beat yourself up over women every single time. Your brain ain't the only organ swiss- cheezed**." "My love life is not up for discussion, Al..." he hissed indignantly, "this is about getting Mulder out of jail so I can leap...who knows..." "...yeah, I know...I know...for now, though, we gotta come up with some way to get the Little Hurricane to help break Spooky outta the joint...listen to me...I sound like someone off the A-Team..." he grumbled, shaking his head. "Can she still see you?" "Huh?" "Starkweather...can she still see you?" "I think so...why? What have you got up your sleeve, Sam?" "How are your wings?" "My wings?" Al sputtered, "Sam...I think the swiss-cheeze effect has gotten to your head, kid." "Pollish your halo, Al...Starkweather's gonna have a revelation tonight." "Sam...I think I lost my halo with my Little Orphan Annie decoder ring. No...wait," Al spat, "I lost *that* with my virginity...I lost my *halo* somewhere in the pacific...we got bored, so we started playing frisbee with it, wind caught...and..." "Al..." Sam admonished, pretending to be annoyed. Then he headed out the door to Scully's place Scully, still waiting for files to load, picked up her cellphone again. "Byers, it's Scully. Can you boys do something for me please?" "Sure, Scully. What's up?" "I need you to get something for me. Is there any way you can access Mulder's phone records and personal files and fax them to the office?" "Yeah, sure..." Byers started, but Langley took over. "Only if you tell me why you need them." "You don't think he's up to something, do you?" Frohike butted in. "You haven't read the paper this morning yet have you?" Scully said with a heavy sigh. She really hated giving them bad news. "Scully, we don't exactly have a mailing address, remember?" Frohike reminded. "I don't think he's up to something, but we...I...need those as proof." "Proof for what? Mulder's in trouble again?" "We have to ask that, Frohicke?" Langley butted in. "He was arrested this morning for the murder of Mr. Starkweather. We need that stuff as proof so we can get Mrs. Starkweather..." "The one who had me in a death grip yesterday?" Frohike interrupted. "That's the one." Scully answered with an annoyed tone. "Nice girl." Langly chided. Scully barely held in a scream. "We need that proof so we can get Mrs. Starkweather on our side. If she's convinced Mulder didn't kill her husband then she'll help us clear his name." "That shouldn't be a problem." Frohike said. Scully heard the beeping and whirring of a computer being booted up. "We can send it to you as a .ZIP file in about half an hour." "That'd be great guys, thanks." Scully said, taking off her glasses and messaging her forehead, "I appreciate it." "How's Will doing?" Frohike managed to sputter out before Scully hung up. "He's asleep." She said flatly. "Frohike, I'd love to chat, but I'm just a bit busy at the moment." She abruptly hung up on him as the files she was waiting on finally printed out. Just as the last page printed out the phone rang again. She would've just left it to order the pizza, but the CLD identified the number from the FBI. "Scully." She responded curtly. "I've got the warrant issued." Skinner was saying. "I hadda pull a few strings, but I got it. All you hafta do is pick it up before your flight departs." "Thanks, I appreciate it. See you tomorrow." She didn't wait for him to say anything before hanging up. Then she dialed for pizza. Later on that afternoon.... George Washington University Hospital 901 23rd Street NW Washington DC "Ready, Mrs. Starkweather?" The doctor said with a smile, holding the small circular saw which he was going to use to cut the cast off. Starkweather flinched at the word 'Mrs.' "Ready," she said, positioning her arm. The saw gnawed loudly through the plaster. Starkweather turned her head away. "Here we go," he said, peeling the rest of the cast off of her. "Looks good as new," he proclaimed. Starkweather thought it looked skinny and dandruffy. "Gross," she muttered, brushing the dead skin flakes off and away. "That will all wash off." The doctor said good naturedly. He rotated her wrist. "Any pain?" "No." "Tingling sensations in the fingertips?" "No. Feel fine." "Then, why are you so pale, Mrs. Starkweather?" "Um... I just received some REALLY bad news before I came here." "I'm sorry to hear that," he said but did not push for which, Starkweather was infinitely grateful. He fitted her with the splint that she had to wear for another month, which would be a pain, but infinitely preferable over the hot, heavy cast she had been wearing for over a month. The doctor gave her some instructions For her at-home physical therapy and released her. Starkweather got into the car, but did not go home. She did not go to Scully's right away either. She went to the Federal Bureau of Investigation. She needed to re-read that damn file that started this entire mess. Starkweather was convinced that there was something that everyone was overlooking. "Unfortunately, I'm only gonna know it when I find it," she muttered, flexing her "bad" hand, the right hand, before she started up the car and drove away while thinking guiltily for only a few nights back, she told her husband not to drink too much while at dinner with friends because she wouldn't be able to work the Kawasaki very well with her broken hand. In a park in Starkweather and Mulder's neighborhood... ***************************************************** "Look, Admiral," Kersh was saying, "I'd like to stop it, but we've gone too far now. The scale is too momentous; your daughter is only a grieving widow now. Undoubtedly, she will leave her position on the x-files after this ordeal, and do so with her career unscathed." "Kersh," the Admiral replied, skirting around him making it certain that they wouldn't be seen talking, "how long have you been working on the FBI?" "A very long time, sir." "In your entire career, have you ever known someone to willingly leave the x-files office?" "Come to think of it Jeremy," Kersh paused for a thoughtful beat of silence, "I haven't. If I didn't know any better, I'd say Mulder still sucks people in somehow." "That senior officer, Agent Scully..." Admiral Bailey mused, "I knew her as a little girl. We'd vacation over the summer. I would never have figured her to work with the likes of Fox Mulder. Even as a little girl, she was all seriousness. I don't want to start anything that leads in bloodshed. I just want my little girl to stay ignorant." "If that's going to happen, Admiral," Kersh answered, "we're going to have to close the x-file division. Even then, we still can't guarantee your daughter won't find out the truth through other venues. Some people will have to be terminated." "I can't have that weight on my conscience, Alvin. Knowing the truth would kill my little girl...but not at that cost." "People will be terminated, Admiral Bailey, regardless of what Jerilyn may or may not know. The x-files division cannot remain open if our cause is to continue. What if we save thousands of lives at the sacrifice of a few, or what if we save the human race..." "What-if games only get people killed." Mayor Swanson softly insisted as he approached the pair. "I want them stopped. We have done enough--we have done too damn much. Admiral, do you want your little girl to love you for a lie?" "I don't want her to hate me for the truth." The Admiral answered in a self-admonishing whisper. Without a word, Kersh pointed a gun at the Admiral. "I think you should reconsider your stance on this, Jeremy." Mayor Swanson stood wide-eyed at the barrel pointed at the Admiral. The Admiral closed his eyes slowly. "Lynn, honey..." he murmured softly looking Heavenwards. "Alvin, are you sure you know what you're doing?" the Mayor began cautiously. "In a public place...in broad daylight...we'd be found for sure." "No one's around for a few miles, Harry. No one but the birds and squirrels, and they ain't talkin'." The gun clicked as his finger tightened around the trigger. Despite Mayor Harry Swanson's slight build, by having the advantage of surprise, he managed to grab Kersh's arm and point the gun skyward. "Jeremy!" Mayor Swanson hollered, and the Admiral leapt to his feet, both the men tackling Kersh, the Admiral belting Kersh in the stomach, hard enough to make him double over. "Murder is not our policy." The Admiral hissed, shakily holding the gun in Kersh's ear. "I'd keep that in mind if I were you, Alvin." Mayor Swanson chided. "I heard about how you ran things." The Mayor said, giving him a swift kick in the gut, eliciting a low groan. "My Deputy told me everything." "You're right...no one around..to hear us...but birds...and squirrels...for miles." the Admiral said, accentuating every so often following the Mayor's movements. "And they ain't talkin'." "Mulder's in jail now," The Mayor said, silently admonishing himself for the small part he played in that, "the x-files are no harm to our cause anymore. There's no need to bring any bloodshed unless it's from your own ass. I can't...I can't do this anymore." He glanced at both at them. "You both make me nauseous." he fumed indignantly, "How you two can sit back and save the world at the cost of the people who make living in this world worth it is beyond me!" "You are such a hypocrite, Harry." Kersh growled as soon as he was able to catch his breath, "Here you are pontificating about what you were doing, and there you go sitting on a fence. At least we are choosing to do something about our fate." "Our fate was something we could do about?" The Mayor fired back, and stormed off. The Admiral shot Kersh one last dirty look, and followed him. They didn't stay long enough to see Kersh's form twist and contort until Kersh was no longer recognizable as the Deputy Director of the FBI... ...but as Billy Miles. Later on.... J. Edgar Hoover Builder The X-Files Office Starkweather had been sitting at Mulder's old desk for over two hours now, pouring through the oil rig case file, unconsciously nibbling on the sunflower seeds that had been laying on his desk. "F*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck, F*CK!!!!!" she finally cursed aloud, in complete frustration. With one sweeping motion, she knocked EVERYTHING off of his desk. She buried her face in her hands. Skinner walked in just in time to see pens, sunflower seeds, pages of files, folders, desk planner, highlighters, paper clips, a calculator and a coffee mug flying everywhere. The coffee mug shattered on impact. "Agent Starkweather?" he asked carefully. She didn't even look up. "Yes sir?" "You should be at home." "I was going insane at home sir. I thought if I came here, maybe I could be productive," she finally looked up. "Ha," she said bitterly. Skinner coughed before going on. "I took the liberty of notifying Ben's parents of the bad news," he said gruffly. "I hope I didn't overstep my boundaries." If Skinner was worried about being on the receiving end of her mingled wrath and grief, the look of gratitude on her haggard face alieved any concerns. "No... that... that was good of you," she said, equally gruff. "Starkweather, go home." "Sir, with all due respect... I can't... I have to..." "You have to take time to grieve, Agent," Skinner said sternly. Starkweather rested her head in her hands again. He crouched down to pick up the scattered sheets of paper from the file she sent sailing across the room. "Let Scully and Doggett take care of this. You need to tend to your personal needs," he stood up, holding papers in his hand. "That is an order, Agent Starkweather." But Starkweather wasn't listening to Skinner, she was staring at the photocopy that he was holding. "Let me see that sir," she said, getting up from Mulder's desk. "See what?" Skinner asked but she had already taken the paper from him. "Oh my God... oh my God... this is it... this is the link. Jesus... sir... if Mulder is innocent... then this entire fucking game makes sense..." "What is it?" Skinner instantly forgot his order for Starkweather to relieve her duties. "It's not conclusive, it won't get Mulder out of jail... but it makes perfect sense... and it's a start," she waved the photocopy of an indigenous man's green card in front of him. "I can't believe I missed this. According to Doggett's report, two men were singled out and killed on the rig. Two men from a remote indigenous village in Mexico. They were immune to that black oil stuff. Now, whether it's truly go from Mars or a man-made biologically engineered nightmare is inconclusive, but it HAS been proven that it exists and documented that it is a virus, capable of destroying a living organism within days, correct?" "Yes..." Skinner said slowly. "You can say that." "Plus, it has also been proven and documented that Agent Scully was infected with this black oil by a bee sting and was saved by a vaccine given to Mulder from a dubious source, correct?" "Yes... but I don't follow Starkweather." She continued, growing excited, "If Mulder's wild tales are true... about the Syndicate... launching a massive biological war on the public... as dogged as our fine media is... the minute they would find out there is a deadly virus out there, but there was a race that was immune to the disease, they would broadcast it to the four winds. As advanced as our medical technology is as well... WE could have our own vaccine or maybe at least a therapy to slow the progress of the black oil's effects until a cure could be found. Plus, if you connect it to the whole bee-sting thing... if you remember, a few years back, there was a scare about killer bees, aggressive, volatile stinging bees coming into the United States from Mexico. Scully was stung by a bee in Texas and according to THAT file..." she dove into the tall file cabinet, thumbed through some files, pulled out the one she wanted and flipped through the pages, "she was stung by a African honey bee, the same bee that was imported from Africa to Mexico that started the panic. She was stung in Texas, near the Mexican border." She said triumphantly. "Don't you see? It would completely blow the conspiracy into the open. Mulder and Doggett didn't want this to come to light because they were worried about the safety of their near and dear ones... but they never thought about the bigger picture." "Which is?" "The AIDS virus has been around for years, decades. So has Ebola, the Hanta virus... you name the disease, it has been around longer than the dinosaurs. There is no such thing as a 'new' disease. People think it's new because they've never heard about it before. Only when they become educated about it, then they panic and start screaming for a cure. Plus, if it comes to light that the oil rig has been attempting import the virus itself to the United States, all hell would break loose. The Syndicate would be screwed because either A-- if they really are aliens and they're in cohorts with them... they're screwed because ET is going to be pissed that the race of immune humans were not taken care of. And then we're talking about 'Independence Day.'Or B -- if they are doing this themselves... with all the information Mulder and Scully have complied over the years... we've got the makings of a real witch hunt right here. Heads would start to roll. And all of this would have come out if Ben would have succeeded in bringing it to trial. " "How does that clear Mulder of..." Skinner stopped himself before he said "Ben's murder." "That's the problem..." Starkweather said. "It doesn't. But it's making me re-think somethings..." "You think Mulder's innocent then?" Skinner asked hopefully. His hopes were dashed when she said "I said it's making me rethink some things. I only said this theory makes sense if Mulder was innocent, but I have no evidence. Just a hunch. I'm not going to run on a hunch, I'm going to research it. I'm making no moves until I have conclusive proof of either his guilt or innocence." "A man is innocent until proven guilty." He reminded her. To which she responded, "Every man is guilty of something..." Skinner couldn't place it, but the way Starkweather looked up at him, and the way she was sitting at the desk with her arms confrontation-ally crossed echoed something familiar. He stooped down, helping her pick up the debris on the floor. "Regardless of whether or not Mulder's guilty or innocent of his charges, you still need the rest." Skinner insisted. "Sir, I'm only going to be able to rest until I find out the truth behind what happened to my husband. That truth may or may not clear the x-files, and along with it the founder of this division. Scully and Doggett both have their hands full right now." "I appreciate your dedication to finding the truth, but your health and well-being is not up for discussion. Scully and Doggett are very capable of carrying on this investigation by themselves." "Is that all you came down here, for, Sir? To tell me to go home?" She said, crinkling her nose in amusement, making Skinner wish again that he could remember why that seemed so familiar, "Because I have a hunch to research, and Ben's not going to rest in peace until I resolve his case." "Yes, I did come down here for something. Deputy Director Kersh wants you, me, Doggett and Scully all in his office tomorrow for review, and I have a s--" he stopped himself short of saying 'search warrant' "something for Scully." "I'm on my way over to her apartment in a few minutes, I can deliver it for you." "That won't be necessary, Starkweather, but I appreciate the offer. Off the record, Jerilyn," Skinner began gruffly, "I'm sorry for your loss." "You're only sorry Ben was murdered" Starkweather hissed coldly, "because the FBI's former Golden Boy is in trouble for it, and will probably spend the rest of his life behind bars for what he did. With all due respect, I know full well that if Ben's case had been allowed to continue, your little cause would be shot down in a heartbeat, and your career would most likely be over." She glowered, her gaze full of ferocious intent. "Agent Starkweather," he growled with his jaw clinched fiercely, "are you even aware of what you just implicated? You have just proven to me now more than ever that you need your grieving period. Don't think for one minute that taking your anger out on me, Mulder, or anyone else is going to bring Ben back. And if this anger harbored towards anyone is causing friction within the ranks of this division, believe me, I will not hesitate to recommend a transfer." With that, he stormed out. At that moment, Starkweather was grateful that her wrist had just been taken out of the cast, because she needed to throw something. Hard. "Well, Ben got what he fucking wanted." She grumbled. She picked up one of the larger fragments of the mug that was still scattered on the floor and threw it against the wall, smattering it into smaller bits and then landing it in the trashcan. "You hear that Ben!" She screamed picking up another piece, and promptly smashing it against he wall, "I fucked up ANOTHER position, got on ANOTHER boss's bad side." The motion was followed again swiftly with another of the larger fragments. She didn't notice that her wrist was throbbing. "I'll be lucky now to get a janitorial position at Quantico after this." She almost-whispered, nursing her wrist. She sat back down at the desk, hoping one more look would earn her the answers she needed, looking sadly over at Doggett's desk. Doggett, for reasons beyond her comprehension, seemed to think Mulder was innocent. She knew Skinner was certain of his former agent's innocence. Her eyes averted to Scully's desk. She walked behind it, and glanced at the picture of her, Mulder, and Will at what was a apparently taken at Will's christening. She didn't know Scully for very long, but the brief period of time that she had watched Mulder and Scully interact showed her that Scully was no pushover. There wasn't very much that Scully let Mulder get away with, and as much as she wanted to hate Mulder, she knew that it was illogical to think that Dana Scully would allow herself to be taken for a fool. She glanced at her wristwatch. Maybe, Starkweather hoped, the meeting in Scully's kitchen was for answers. She locked the door behind her and headed for her car. She drove by just missing the stiff movements of a form that what was once Kersh, and what was once a human Billy Miles swiftly approaching the tourist entrance of the FBI office. En Route to Scully's ******************* Something gnawed at Starkweather as she started up her car. She couldn't quite put her finger on it, but something wasn't right. She stopped by the county courthouse for the arresting report. To Starkweather, Mulder had a crystal clear motive for killing her husband. Ben's investigation would challenge the world as we know it. If they wanted to nail Mulder, the strongest evidence for the prosecution would be any peice of Ben's argument. But the hole in her case against Mulder was that there was none of Ben's evidence in the police reports found in the searches done either at Mulder's or Scully's apartments. It's the end of the world as we know it (I I am am not alone) It's the end of the world as we know it (I I am am not alone) It's the end of the world as we know it And I feel fine "Michael Stipe, you don't know the half of it." Starkweather grumbled as she flipped the station. She couldn't deny that a lot of the police evidence piled up against Mulder was circumstantial. I know your only protecting yourself I know your thinking of somebody else Some people look for a miracle cure Some people just accept the world as it is But I know this is a fight I can't loose The accused is an innocent man Starkweather was thrilled at that moment that she just pulled up into Scully's place. It hit her as she rang ascended in the elevator. Doggett could have easily been set up, or herself for that matter. It made sense that Mulder would have been set up, but she still needed proof that he didn't commit the crime. She approached Scully's door with a great deal of apprehension. After all, she did just destroy the x-files shrine. Maybe she shouldn't own up to that just yet. "Starkweather, come in, I've got pizza on the way. I'm...uh...sorry for your loss." Scully said rather awkwardly with a strained, thin, smile crossing her lips, and ushered her on the couch. "Doggett's on his way. I've got some fresh coffee brewing if you'd like some." "That'd be great, Scully, thanks. Listen...about what happened this morning with Mulder..." "Starkweather, it's alright." Scully consented, rising to get the coffee. "I know what it's like..." she handed her the mug, "not to belittle your situation, but the strange thing about what you did is that I've seen Mulder act the exact same way." She buried her head sheepishly in her hands. "If I wasn't around a bunch of people when I first met Doggett, I would have done a lot more harm than get his face wet. It's forgiven and forgotten." "Do you have any idea why Doggett asked me here?" Starkweather questioned, taking a long gulp of coffee. "I think it has something to do with the case. I've got something to show you. I want you to know that I still count you as an ally, whether you think Mulder is guilty or not." "I appreciate that..." Starkweather hesitated, "but there's something else you should know before you stick up for me..." "Just because Skinner threatened to transfer you doesn't mean we're gonna let it happen..." Scully started. "That's not it..." Starkweather said sheepishly. "What is it?" Scully asked harboring a quizzical smile across her face. "Gravity." Starkweather replied slowly "Huh?" "I was looking for anything that might help Doggett's case," Starkweather began sheepishly, "and I kind of knocked everything off the shrine. The mug...everything...I'll replace the mug, of course..." "That's alright Starkweather," Scully said with a groan. "I dunno why we keep his old desk like that. While he was missing it was a way of keeping him in that office, as though he'd be coming back. Doggett kept it up out of respect for me, but eventually when Reyes comes back full time, we'd have to make room for her. I appreciate your honesty." "Well," Starkweather replied. "I'll go in tomorrow and put the mess back. Any new light on the case?" Just then the doorbell rang. Just behind a youth with a face just as pepperonied as the pizza in the box he was carrying came Sam. He took the box and paid for it. "You didn't have to do that, John." Scully said with a broad smile. "Consider it a consolation prize." Sam said dryly. "Scully," he said, setting the pizza box down on the kitchen counter, "I want you to explain to Starkweather exactly why Mulder couldn't have been guilty of killing her husband." He felt like a parent talking two kids out of a fight. It was Scully's turn to hesitate, she prolonged the answer by playing hostess. "I'll get some plates." "I need to hear why you think Mulder's innocent of his charges, Scully." Starkweather started. "Starkweather, the e-mail I was printing out earlier is something I want you to look at." Scully said, skillfully skirting the question Sam had wanted her to answer. "I had Byers scan me a copy of Mulder's phone records and email all his e-mails, from both his work account and personal account. They're all to either people with the FBI or the Gunmen. Not one of those numbers are questionable. None of his e-mails are questionnable either...well...unless you count his sense of humor...but his behavior is completely in line." "You asked me here to get me to believe Mulder's innocent?" Starkweather demanding, her eyes glancing from Scully to Doggett. "That is phucking incredible..." she murmured. "Starkweather," Sam began desperately, "look, if it *was* a set-up for what happened on that oil-rig case, I could have just as easily been set up as Mulder was, or Scully." "We're not trying to persuade you to believe anything, Starkweather." Scully argued. "We're trying to find the truth here. I understand that the grief is clouding your judgment right now, but I think you missed one clear peice of evidence." "And what was that?" Starkweather questioned fiercely. "That all the evidence built up against Mulder was circumstancial." Scully finished, sighing exasperatingly. "They are about to hang someone over proof no more solid than"--he saw Al appear in a shadow just then, "a hologram." Sam offered. "Look Starkweather," Scully persisted angrily, "The reason I know positively beyond a shadow of a doubt that he is innocent of those charges is" here she glanced warningly at Sam, who in kind gave her an urging nod, "he was with me that night." She finished softly with a sigh. *Busy bunnies* Al mouthed from his shadows. Sam shot him an annoyed glare. "Oh God." Starkweather whispered. "Scully...I didn't....well, I did but...Jesus fucking Christ, Scully...I'm really sorry." "Starkweather, it's alright...you didn't know." She looked apologetically up at Sam. "Nobody knew." "I think they got the idea when Will came along." Al couldn't help himself from whispering, earning him another warning glare from Sam. "Who said that?" Starkweather demanded, snapping around in the direction of the whisper. Sam feigned ignorance. "Damn, I need to lay off the coffee. Ever since this whole thing exploded, I've been hearing things. You think the alien DNA is contagious?" "Do you still think Mulder's guilty of killing your husband?" Scully softly persisted. Starkweather bit her lip, pressing her palm in her forehead with her elbow propped on the edge of the couch. "I don't know what to think, Scully. If he was with you...I believe you...but if he's innocent of these charges..." her voice wavered and her lips quivered as she made the realization. "...then there's only one other likely possibility here..." "Your father?" Sam finished for her, and over her shoulder, gave an urging glance over at Al. *I'll find what I can* Al mouthed. Starkweather bolted up the minute the click and sweep of the chamber door resounded. "I'm loosing my fucking mind." Starkweather mumbled. "Starkweather," Scully hesitated, "If you want a transfer still..." "No." she answered firmly, "This is the only way I can protect Ben's memory..." a thin smile crossed her lips, "by fighting the darkside. So...where do we start looking for evidence." "Doggett and I will handle gathering evidence. Starkweather," Scully insisted gently, "you have to take time for yourself now." "I *need* to find the truth, Scully." "I know you need to find the truth, but you won't find it with a clear head." Sam insisted. "Sometimes," Scully said thoughtfully, "the truth is like rain--repressing, oppressing, comforting, gray, and drenching all at once but in the same composition, refreshing and life-giving; offering rainbows or clear skies at its end. Get out of the rain for a little while, Starkweather. You need to rest." Sam drove Starkweather home. During the pow wow, he couldn't help but notice that Starkweather had kept nodding off, jerking her head up whenever she started to doze off. Her exhaustion caused her to miss another opportunity to formally meet Agent Reyes as she came over to sit with Will again. Starkweather just sort of mumbled hello with her eyes closed as Sam lead her out the door. In her daze, Starkweather went to her car, dropping the keys on the sidewalk. Sam scooped them up. "Uh-uh, you're coming with me." "Aw, Doggett, come on..." Starkweather complained. "I'm not that feeble." "But you're exhausted," Sam argued. "And it's been proven that more automotive accidents are caused by sleep deprivation than drunken driving. I'll take you home." And so, as Sam took her to her apartment, she had fallen asleep, her head leaning again the window. Sam kept stealing looks at her. She was still wearing the white shirt and black dress slacks she had on this morning when they went to the police station. The cast was gone though, replaced by a slender white splint that molded to her wrist. Her hair, lock by lock, was beginning to escape the military perfect bun she usually styled her hair in. Sam parked Doggett's truck in front of Starkweather's apartment building. He looked at himself in the rearview mirror. Doggett's tired face stared back at him. Huge purple- smudges ring the icy blue eyes. The lines in the craggy face looked even deeper than before. He needed a shave. He needed to sleep, perhaps even worse than Starkweather. He had almost nodded off a few times himself as he drove Starkweather home. "Starkweather?" he said gently. "Jerilyn? Hey, wake up." "Huh?" Starkweather's eyes popped out as if waking up from a bad dream, then her eyes fluttered shut again. Sam smiled wryly. He got out and walked around the truck to Starkweather's side. He carefully pried Starkweather's house keys out of her hands. He picked her up and slid her out of the truck. Awkwardly, he managed to hit the power locks of the trucks, then kicked the door shut. Starkweather never stirred. Sam carried her up the stairs to her apartment and into the livingroom, placing her gently on the sofa. He found two pillows and propped them behind her head. Then he fumbled through her darken apartment to hopefully find blankets. In the process, he tripped over the cat who was laying peacefully in front of the open doorway to Starkweather's bedroom "Ooff!," Sam landed face first. He could have swore he heard the cat snickering. Grabbing a quilt off of the bed, he went back to the living room. He covered Starkweather. But she still looked dreadfully uncomfortable, so Sam tilted her head up just a bit and one by one, plucked the hairpins out so she wouldn't be laying on an uncomfortable knot of hair. The only sounds in the moonlit apartment was the **plink plink** of metal hairpins dropping on the coffee table. Starkweather, as if drugged, never even stirred. Sam gently lowered her head back on the pillow, pushing her long, thick hair out of her face. He pushed her heavy bangs out of her eyes and noticed an odd looking scar on her forehead <> Sam wondered. He noticed that, even in sleep, her brow was crinkled in dismay and her lips were turned down. Not even in sleep was Starkweather getting a reprieve from the guilt and sorrow that hounded her. Sam turned his attention to her socks and shoes, lifting the blanket off her feet so he could remove her sensible black penny loafers, shined to a military spit polish. Starkweather moved slightly, giggling just a little in her sleep as Sam slipped her shoes and socks off. Sam could not suppress a grin, "Ticklish, huh?" he said quietly as he turned back to look at her face, which looked a little more peacefull. "Sorry," he whispered as he kissed her cheek. "SAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM," Out of nowhere, Al's voice, chock full of warning rang out. Sam turned and saw Al glowering at him at the foot of the couch. "Uh-uh, she's a married woman." Meanwhile... Starkweather twitched... dreaming. Later... The Mayor's office City Hall Washington DC The Admiral sunk into the Mayor's comfortable leather sofa. He pulled out a handkerchief and mopped his brow. The Mayor went to his little private wet bar and prepared two stiff drinks. "I made you a double, Jeremy," he said, handing him the glass. The Admiral took a long pull from the glass, letting Dr. Jack Daniels work his miracle cure. "Deputy Director Kersh seems to have forgotten himself," he mumbled. "I'll say... Jesus, Jeremy... I thought you said you have control over him?" The Admiral shook his head miserably. "Control is an illusion. I haven't had control over anything for the past twenty-eight years." He turned to look at an ashen-faced Mayor. "Oh relax," he chuckled. "I still have the power to destory Kersh's career if push comes to shove. The gun just surprised me though. So not Kersh's style. He's not really into blatant threats, just slithering innuedos, like a rattlesnake sliding through the desert sands, waiting for a victim to pounce on." The Mayor took a swallow of liquid courage before continuing. "Jeremy," he said seriously. "I don't know what you've gotten yourself into, what you've been involved with for the past thirty years. I don't know what strings you pulled to get me this position. And now the strings you pulled are going to strangle me." The Admiral looked at his old friend. "I never meant to get you involved this deeply." "This deeply! Do you realize what I stand to lose?" The Mayor looked out of the window at the city below him. "My job... my family... Jesus, I have my daughter to think of." "I have my daughter to think of as well," The Admiral retorted hotly. "YOUR daughter?" The Admiral turned to face him. "YOUR daughter?" He snorted with ironic laughter. "I hired Mulder, as a favor, to you, to protect YOUR daughter. Now, this man, who I actually like and respect very much; this same man you begged him to find the truth to protect YOUR daughter, is rotting in jail for something we both know he damn well didn't do to once again, protect YOUR daughter." "If I didn't help set Mulder up, Jerilyn would be dead. I don't know how they figured out I went to Mulder and Scully for help, but they did and they threatened to kill Jerilyn. They almost succeeded twice before. I didn't want to find out that the third time was going to be the charm so, against my better judgement, I went along with it... and sacrificed not only Mulder... but my son-in-law in the process." The Mayor went to the Admiral and took his glass. As he prepared two double strength Jack and Cokes, he asked quietly, "Jeremy... you know... and I know that Benjamin Starkweather isn't dead." The Admiral jerked his head up. "How did you find out?" The Mayor handed his friend, his buddy from the nightmarish haze that was Vietnam, whose life he saved, who had been trying to repay him for his heroic deed ever since. "I have a dirty cop on the take. A Detective Somerset. The Chief and I have been after him for years. But he's worse than Teflon. Anyway, two and a half years ago, we assigned Carillo to go on deep undercover on this case we've been building against Somerset. For two years, Somerset has been buddy-buddy with Carillo and have been absolutely clueless." "Carillo is good," The Admiral mumbled. "Carillo is VERY good," The Mayor agreed. "But he hadn't been able to get anything on Sommerset. Until today..." The Mayor sat on his desk, folded his arms. "Right before we went to our happy meeting with Deputy Director Snakebite, I got a call from Carillo. He thought it was a little fishy that Somerset had such a hard-on for Mulder..." The Mayor took another sip of his drink before continuing. "Especially since all the evidence was circumstantial. Especially since all the evidence is still circumstantial. No matter how many judges that little sh*t Justin Leo has up his sleeve, the DA is MY friend and she is drooling for a judgeship," The Admiral looked up at his friend in surprise but the Mayor kept talking,"She would not allow herself to be made a fool of and bring a weak case to trial, especially if she knows that bringing Mulder to full trial would piss me off. She knows the case is too full of holes. Motive yes, but she has to rely on the word of two drugged-out car thieves, she has no murder weapon and the accused spent the night at Agent Scully's. The DA would plead-bargain it and get him off with time served." "How does Somerset fit in?" The Admiral asked wearily. "Somerset is caught on tape," The Mayor took a security cam tape out of his briefcase. "Carillo's got a copy, the Chief's got a copy, the morgue... Washington Hospital reported theft of a body... a burn victim... from their morgue late last night..." the Mayor said smoothly, "know anything about it?" The Admiral hung his head. "So that's where the body came from." The Mayor leaned forward. "It's only a matter of time, Jeremy. Carillo doesn't think Mulder's guilty, he's using the man as a front to get to Somerset to get to the man he's working for. Somerset's under twenty-four hour survelliance, Leo is a heartbeat away from getting disbarred, the evidence is mounting, Carillo is ready to pounce." "The minute Carillo pounces, both Jerilyn and Ben are dead," the Admiral protested. "The minute Carillo pounces, EVERYTHING comes out in the open and I'm out of a job. If I'm out, Mulder is out too." The Mayor sighed. "And to think... I helped the Chief start his undercover campaign for Somerset. Now it's going to bite me in the ass... unless you and I find a way to solve this, quickly and quietly." "You don't know these people," the Admiral said quietly. "Then you better give me a crash course," the Mayor said firmly. "Because I am not going to lose the job that I love or risk the well-being of my family because I allowed myself not to be educated about the risks." "The best defense you can take," the Admiral said. "Is to stay out of it and let me take care of this. These people are ruthless. Twelve years ago, I threatened to blow their conspiracy to the media and let the press try them." The Admiral was very quiet for a moment. "They killed Lynnette." The Mayor looked confused. "I thought your first wife died of cancer?" The Admiral glared at him, "They killed Lynnette," he repeated himself. "And they promised me if I played by their rules, not only would I have all the political clout I could ever dream off, but Jerilyn would not be harmed." "Looks like they're not keeping up with their end of the bargain if they're still after her." The Admiral fell silent again. The Mayor cleared his throat. "Look, say what you want, but I'm in this up to my neck. I'm not staying out so I need you to tell me the truth." "What truth is that?" The Mayor ran his fingers through his hair. "Jeremy... you know I love Jerilyn too... I watched her grow up, I was at her wedding, she was bright as a button as a kid and she's grew up to be a pretty great person but... Jeremy... admit it... she's not exactly..." he searched for an appropriate word, "normal? I guess? Am I right?" "You are right," he said slowly. "Jerilyn is very special." "Jeremy... buddy... who's daughter is she?" County Jail DC *********** Mulder sat after the trial with a degected expression on his face. "Tough day man?" Manny asked sympathetically. "Well...they set bail at this insane amount, so there's no way I'm getting out before the trial." "You got a lawyer?" "Yeah...I've got this guy who offered to take the case for free--" "Oh...one of them spring chickens who need a case." "Not quite..." Mulder said with a heavy sigh, "He offered my services for his." "What do you do?" "I'm an FBI agent." Mulder said disinterestedly. "Really? I guess lawyers need protection." Manny remarked flatly. "So what do you do?" "A little of this, a little of that...mostly I'm in agricultural enhancement." Manny shrugged. "When my partner and I were off my division, we were placed dealing with shit...literally." "Manuer?" Manny finished incredulously. "Yep...the powers that be tried to shut our division down, and they sent us on the crap cases...investigating farms and manuer and stuff." "Oh man...that stinks." "No pun intended, huh?" "Right..." "Well, believe what you want, but it's the truth. I've investigated conspiracies, aliens, freaks of nature..." "That's just plain bizarr-o, man." "No...that liver-eating mutant...*that* was bizarr-o." "Hombre, you're a nice guy, so I'm gonna tell you this for your own good. Lay off the science fiction flicks." "Oh man...science fiction makes up half my video collection!" Mulder announced excitedly. "What makes up the other half?" "Porn." Mulder answered flatly. "No kidding!" Manny whispered. "That's scary..." "Not half as scary as this smoking guy who has the FBI under his thumb." "What's the dude's name?" "Doesn't have one." Mulder said shaking his head, "We just call him the Smoking Man...evil doesn't need a name to be identified." Later that night Martha's Vineyard The Admiral, carrying a duffle bag and a small bag of groceries, let himself into his summer house he hadn't been to in over fifteen years. However, he made a tidy little profit by renting it out to vacationers. He knew that it was going to be empty for the next two weeks before the new renters came down to escape from the pressures of the city. Plus, he could take a look-see to make sure it was still in pristine condition... which, naturally as he only rented it out to extremely wealthy people, it was. Plus, his current wife, the Honorable Jenneva Wesley-Bailey, United States Senator for Arizona, used it quite often to entertain guests and potential political allies. She always double- checked to make sure it was in shipshape condition. The Admiral knew a pang of guilt. Not only has he not called his daughter, but his wife. He liked Jenny, they had always been friends but they did not married because of unbridled passion for eachother. They needed to form an alliance, so, much like ancient Rome, where men wed their friends' daughters to earn their respect and support, the Admiral and Jenny married eachother so they could both reap the benefits of their political clout. And with a Republican president in the White House, Jenny's clout increased tenfold. But even Jenny was on a leash. Jenny's power would remain as long as she voted the way THEY wanted her to vote. So she did. She lobbied hard against ethanol, alienating herself from the Iowan senators whose state economies depended on the fuel from corn to sustain their small state. But Jenny wouldn't budge. If the country went from petroleum to ethanol, it would become increasingly difficult to smuggle the lethal black oil into the country. If ethanol was approved and became mainstream... the oil company that Doggett and Mulder risked their lives on and which Kersh received healthy dividends on would lose their contracts with the military bases... military bases who coincidentally had planes go off radar and crash miles and miles and miles off target... such as the plane Starkweather, Scully and Doggett investigated in Scotland just a month and a half ago.... The Admiral closed his eyes. <> he told himself as he put his groceries away in the kitchen. But his mind's eye betrayed him and replayed a scene from the not-so-distant past A month and a half ago... The Admiral's house Sedona, Arizona "So, you met Deputy Mayor Mulder," he got right to the point. "Yes." "What did you think?" "He's insane... Was any of the horseshit the Deputy Mayor told me true?" "I really wished he hadn't told you anything." "Was any of that horseshit true? Yes or no, Daddy?" The Admiral shifted in his chair. "I did summon Agent Scully and Deputy Mayor Mulder to dig into your past to discover what really happened to you as a child, yes." She repeated to him what she had said to Mulder "Did it ever cross your mind that I don't want to know?" "I had counted on that." "Okay, Dad, I really don't get this. In the same breath, you said you asked Scully and Mulder to get the true story about my childhood but at the same time, banking on the fact that I don't want to know? What???" She dropped her hands into her face. "I get promoted to the X-Files and instead of working on the cases, I become one of the cases?" To temper her anger with humor, she said "That will not look good on my resume." The Admiral laughed. She had begun to develop her biting sarcasm around the age of twelve. Lynnette had tried to curb her daughter's blooming acerbic humor, but the Admiral had secretly it. When Lynnette passed away, only the drill sergeant had the power to still her tongue, but only during the trauma of Basic Training. Once she made the return to "real life", the pent up sarcasm erupted. "Dad, I'm serious," she said. "Look what happened to Mulder. I don't want to be forced out of the FBI because of little green men. Yeah, okay, so I'm investigating paranormal and other weirdness now, but Dad, how can I do my job when people are questioning my credibility because they think I a nutcake alien abductee?" "We don't know that for sure." "Mulder seems to think so." "It's a possibility that I've asked Mulder to explore," the Admiral admitted slowly. "What? Dad, no. You can not be serious." Starkweather bounded out of her chair in anger. "Dad, I do not want that man involved in my life whatsoever. I don't want all of this. ANY of this. Please," she knelt by his side, her big eyes gazing up him, pleading. "Daddy, whatever influence you used to start this, please stop it. Please let me live a normal life. If I am," she rolled her eyes in disbelief that these words were about to leave her mouth, "an alien abductee or experiment, whatever, I don't want to know. Okay? Please get Mulder out of my life. Please let me live like everyone else." "But angel, you're not like everyone else and you KNOW that," he said insistently, gripping her small hand. Starkweather didn't pull away. "My God, Jerilyn, you learned by ear to play Bach's "Goldberg Variations' flawlessly on the piano when you were seven years old. You've always been special and people want you dead because of it. Baby, even if I wanted to stop this, I can't. This is so much bigger than you and me and your private life. There's so much you don't understand!" "Then TELL me! For Christ's sake, Dad, I'm not a little girl anymore! I haven't been one for a very long time. I'm old enough to have had a military career, complete a medical degree, go through FBI training. I'm old enough to be a federal agent who willingly puts her life on the line every damn day. I'm old enough to be someone's wife. I'm old enough to have carried and lost a child. Dad, if I'm old enough to be, to have all of that," Starkweather gripped his hand, "then I'm old enough to hear the truth on why you went behind my back to have an unwanted investigation about my childhood, only to have me find out from someone I completely and totally hate? Do you know who Fox Mulder is? He's the man that upset Mom so bad a few days before her death? He's so blinded by his quest, he couldn't even let a suffering woman die in peace. So you tell me, you tell me right now, what the hell is going on and why are you treating me like an idiot child?" The Admiral looked down at her with genuine tears in his eyes. "Because, even though you're a retired Airman, even though you're a doctor, even though you're a highly competent and exceptional FBI agent, even though you're married and even though you and Ben will someday have grandchildren for me." Starkweather laughed a little, but only a little. "You're still my little girl. Even when," he stroked her pretty hair with a trembling hand, "God willing that I live long enough, you hair turns gray, I'm still going to see you with hair ribbons and curls. Yes, I used my politic influence to investigate what sick monster could... do what they did to you. But I went behind your back, hoping you wouldn't find out, so you COULD live a normal life. Because a normal life is what you deserve, because a normal life was a luxury you never had as a child. Angel," he touched her face. "Even to this day, I still get death-threats, not for me. For you." Starkweather felt twin tears slip down her cheeks. "But why me? What did I do?" "It's not what you did. It's what you are." "So, what am I?" "That's what I asked Mulder and Scully to find out. That's why..." he paused, debating whether or not to tell her, deciding to confess, "that's why I had Jenny pull strings to get you transferred to the X-Files. Jerilyn, listen to me," he said urgently. "All of this," he waved his hand around, indicating his garden, his house, his wealth, his being. "All of this, means nothing if anything happens to you. I've told you all I can tell you. Anything more, endangers your life even more. Hate Mulder all you want, but let him help you," he insisted. "If not for yourself, but for me, for Benjamin, for everyone who loves you and whose world would collapse without you in it," his voice cracked at the end of his speech... (From Starkweather: Introitus) "But why me? What did I do?" Sitting on the porch, alone not even the roars of the ocean at sunset could banish his daughter's broken voice from the Admiral's ears. ears. "Angel, I don't know... but I'm going to find out... and I'll get Ben home to you... I just don't know how yet..." He didn't know how much time on the big clock was left for either Mulder or Ben. He knew he had taken a big risk going to Mulder to ask him to help him protect Jerilyn but he was running out of options. Mulder had been the logical answer. But the Admiral had a sinking feeling that it was only a matter of time before the Syndicate would wise up, stop playing Austin Powers/Dr. Evil World Domination games with Mulder and just kill him off for good. Ben, on the other hand, was a different story. He was a civillian in this war, the classic case of wrong place, wrong time. <> he mourned to himself. <> He turned his head to pop his neck and looked over at the little bungalow a few yards away... the answer hit him... "Scully..." he said aloud. He had been good friends with Agent Scully's father while they were both in the Navy. They had been stationed at the same time in San Diego and on the recommendation of another mutual friend of theirs, vacationed out at Martha's Vineyards one fine summer. The Admiral smiled as he remembered the good times... little Dana Scully, dirty and barefooted, running after her hulking brothers on the beach, just to prove she could keep up with the boys. Maggie Scully and Lynnette sitting on the porch, either playing cards or working on various sewing projects; Lynnette was always making fancy quilts or frilly dresses for Jeri, when Jeri would wear frilly dresses while Maggie patched the boys and Dana's torn jeans and overhauls. He and William Scully would usually get the boat out and go deep sea fishing together, talking shop and talking about family life. And Melissa Scully, luminous and spiritual even at that tender age, would stay and watch the baby Jeri. In fact, Jeri's first words were not "mama" or "dada" but "Missy." The smile faded from the Admiral's lips.... just two miles away from here was the Mulder summer home, where a thirteen year old Fox Mulder struggled through his first summer without his sister, not realizing how close he was to his future partner who, at the time, was a grubby little tomboy. Neither Dana, nor her brothers nor her parents, nor Lynnette and certainly not little Jeri knew what the future held. Teena Mulder and her son certainly did not know what was going to happen either... but the Admiral did. And Bill Mulder did. Bill Mulder was the one who clued him on what the future held. The Admiral went inside and went to the picture hanging over the fireplace. He took it down and turned it around. Taking his pocket knife out, he flipped it open and cut down the back of it. A letter, hidden for twenty-seven years fell out. He picked up the letter and unfolded it... reading it for the first time in almost three decades. He placed it on the coffee table, partially hiding it under some magazines. He would call Dana Scully tomorrow. He would invite her here in the guise of helping her clear Mulder's name when actually, she would be helping him save Jerilyn and Ben's life. After Lynnette's death, Jerilyn was all that he had ...a couple of hours later in the same Jail cell... **************************************************** "...you like porn huh?" Mulder asked. "What guy doesn't?" Manny returned. "You ever see Forrest Hump?" "Space Kittens From Mars..." "Yeah. Oooohhhhh...I didn't know that position was humanly possible..." "Don't laugh, but I got the most hard ones off of Madonna's Erotica." Manny said sheepishly. Bwaahahahaha. Was all Mulder contributed to the rest of that conversation. He was still bursting out laughing when Scully approached. Manny and Mulder both exchanged glances and bursted out laughing. "Mulder...I'm glad you two howler Monkeys find me so amusing..." Scully started flatly. "Monkeys!" Manny blurted out, sending the two into fits of laughter. "Mulder...I can come back another time if this isn't working." Scully said crossly. "Scully...I'm sorry," Mulder tried to apologize whiping tears of laughter away from his eyes. "Hey Manny, this is my partner, Scully. Scully, Manny the Illegal Alien" Scully was not amused. "Manny, do you think you can give us a little privacy here, man." "Sure, I'll uh, make myself scarce here." "Thanks, Manny." Scully said. "Glad to see your playing nice with your roommates Mulder." Scully said with a slight grin. "Where's Boo?" "It's after 9 oclock at night, Mulder, he's sleeping. I left Reyes with him." "Scully, what color license plate do you want? I've been looking at the activity schedule, and we've got poetry coming up..." "Mulder..." Scully said, taking his hand through the bars, "you're innocent. You're going to be home next week. Skinner, Doggett and I have already got leads we're looking into and we'll find out who really did this." "Well, that's good, Scully, because orange is not my color." He smirked. "Don't do this, Mulder...please...no jokes. We're doing everything humanly and nonhumanly possible to get you out of this. Just hang in there, alright?" "You better, I don't think a jail is a good place to bring Will. I mean, no offense Manny, but you wouldn't make the best Uncle." "I don't think the Lone Gunmen are a good enfluence on him either, but I still let them come over." Scully said with a small smile. "I'm not going to let them keep you here for long. Don't forget that." "Scully, you and Will are my freedom." He said softly, carressing her face. "I'll bring a barfbag when I come next time." Scully said with a slight smile, voice quivering and eyes tearing. "Scully, this place has so much potential for us here." Mulder was saying, "I mean...bars...handcuffs...public place...this is a 900 caller's fantasy." "Mulder you better watch it, if you take a cold shower around here you hafta take it with some ex-con named Barry." "Oooohh...people watching us...Scully! You little sex- kitten! I didn't know you had it in you!" Mulder teased. Mulder, don't think I won't be able to kick your *ss from here." Scully threatened. "Oooohhh, S&M...even kinkier!" Mulder smirked. "Mulder..." Scully said, sighing defeatedly. "This is nothing, Scully...just wait...a month down the road with no women around...unless you count Klinger impersonators." "Mulder, before me how long had it been since you were laid? Ten years?" Scully returned. "Yeah, well...chasing little gray men and mutants kept me from dating. How about you? You didn't have much of a sex life before me, either...that vampire with the bucked teeth?" "He did NOT have bucked teeth!" Scully protested. "Yeah...neither did bugs bunny." "Two words for you Mulder...Diana Fowley" Scully said with a grin. "Two words for you Scully...Daniel Waterson." Mulder retorted. Scully was opened and shut her mouth a couple of times before she realized that Mulder was going to have the last word. "Cheap shot, Mulder." Scully admonished. "Yeah well...you must be losing it, Scully...'cheap shot' is the best comeback you can think of?" Mulder taunted. "It's late..." Scully began. "Yeah...you better get back, I bet Boo misses his Mommy." "He misses you too, you know." She said softly "Yeah...I know..." Mulder croaked. "What's that noise?" Scully said as she heard sniffling in the corner. "I think someone forgot to turn off the waterworks." Mulder said in his monotone. "You guhihihis...you're like...Boggie and Becall...better....*sniff!* than Boggie and Becall" *Bogie and Becall?* Mulder mouthed to Scully. "You know, they both want to be together *sniff!* but they can't. It's soo beeeeeeeeautiful *Pfffffmmmmmmmmmt* said Manny blowing his nose. "Scully!" Mulder begged with desperation. "Mulder, you two were getting along. Why...of all the offices...in all of Washington, did you hafta walk into mine..." "Uhhhh...you walked into mine, Scully." Mulder retorted. "Mulder, do a Bogie impression and I'll kick your ass." "Scully...just get me outta here, please." He pleaded almost in jest. "Don't hold your breath, Bogie, I've got Dolf Lundren waiting at the airport for me." she said with a sly grin on her face and with that, decided to leave. Meanwhile... The Lone Gunman's Lair Langly, the insomniac, was the one who noticed the persistent knocking on the door. Byers, not a night owl by nature, escaped to the small room in their secret compound that he had commandeered as his private bedroom. Frohike, meanwhile, had fallen asleep at his computer console, mumbling incoherently in his sleep. Langley continued to work on by himself for a little while, but eventually, frustrated by his lack of progress, gave up and hopped online to play "EverQuest." So deeply into the game, it took a little while for Langley to notice the knocking on the door, but eventually it got loud enough to annoy him. Langley checked out the video monitor that fed him images of the outside world. A figure, dressed in a long black trench coat and wearing a black hat was persistently pounded on the dress. Langley licked his lips. He may look like a scrawny chicken man, but he was just as brave as Mulder or Doggett... when he had to be. He picked up a wrench and went to the door. Clenching the wrench tightly in his hands, he called out, as intimidating as he could with his nasally voice "Who's there?" The knocking stopped. Langley stood there for at least five minutes. He turned back to check the monitor. There was no one there, but there was a package on the doorstep. Langley put the wrench down and went to Frohike: "Dude, wake up." Frohike murmured "Dana... my pet..." "Oh BARF," Langley groaned. He shook Frohike awake. "Dude, GET UP. I need your help." "Huh?" Frohike joined the world of the living. "Langly, what the sam hell are you doing?" Langly filled him in. "I'll cover your back, you get the package." "Wait a minute, why should I have to go out? YOU go out there and I'll cover your back." They argued like that, wasting more time until Langly said: "Let's get Byers to get the package." "Now you're thinking," Frohike went to wake Byers. Byers, in a black t-shirt and blue boxer shorts with purple and green polka dots stumbled out after Frohike. Yawning enormously, he asked. "Wha'?" "Get the box that's on the doorstep," Langley told him, picking up the wrench again. Frohike found a dusty, never used tennis racket and poised by the door, ready. Made stupid by lack of sleep Byers mumbled, "Oh, okay." Langley unlocked the door and threw it open. Byers stepped out, picked up the box and carried it inside without incident. Langley slammed the door shut and locked it. Starting to wake up a bit, Byers asked "What is this?" "We don't know," Langly said and he filled him in on what he saw. Which woke Byers up completely. "You-you-you l-let me go out there!!!" he sputtered furiously. "Hey, buddy, we had your back," Frohike said as Langley got out a stethoscope and a small metal detector. Langley swept the metal detector over the box without getting so much as a crackle. He then listened to its contents with the stethoscope. "Nada," he concluded. "It ain't a bomb." He reached into one of their many junk drawers and pulled out an exactor knife. "I'm gonna open it." "If Gwyneth Paltrow's head is in there, I'm gonna puke," Frohike mumbled. "Shh," Byers hushed him, scratching his beard as Langley put on a pair of latex gloves before starting his work. Langly carefully cut through the paper wrapping and sliced through the duct tape that kept the box shut. Uneasily he opened the box lid. "Oh man..." "What?" Byers asked as he and Frohike came closer. "What is it?" "Well, it ain't Gwyneth Paltrow's head... but there's blood." "Blood?" Byers instantly paled. Langly lifted out two plastic vials of blood. "What the fuck, man?" Langly quailed. Frohike adjusted his glasses and peered at the vials. "They look like blood samples... like from a hospital," he observed. "They're labeled too... I can't read 'em from this far away, what do they say?" he stood on tiptoe to try to get a better look while Byers put a pair of latex gloves on his shaking hands. Langly put one vial down. He read the label on the vial he held to himself. "What the fuck...?" he repeated as Byers took the vial Langly had put down. "What IS it, Blondo?" Frohike snapped. "Mulder," Langly read, "Fox, William." "WHAT?" Frohike exclaimed. "And this one reads, Starkweather, Jerilyn M.B." Byers said. "I don't get it," Langley said. "What the hell is someone doing sending up *blood*, an' Mulder and Starkweather's blood, of all things?" "And how do we know if it's really theirs?" Byers reasoned. "We could very well be set up on a wild goose chase." "We compare it with other DNA samples." Frohike went to the closet and pulled out the coat he had been wearing the first and last time he had been to the Starkweathers. He pulled off a long blond strand of hair that had clung to his coat via static electricity. "Girl sheds like a cat," he grunted, putting the hair into a jar. "Almost two months later and I'm still picking her hair off of my clothes." "Alright," Byers said. "But what do we have of Mulder's that was can test against?" The Lone Gunmen pondered for a bit. Then Langly remembered something. "His puke!" "WHAT??" Byers and Frohike asked in unison. "Remember after our... um... unsuccessful visit to the Starkweathers, Mulder had gotten sick," Langly went on. "When we got 'im to Scully's, he threw up on her shoes. Well, some of the barf got onto some of my clothes too... wait a minute..." and he bounded off. Frohike grumbled. "No wonder this place stinks." Byers, meanwhile busied himself, examining the box. "There's an envelope in here," he said, taking it out. Langley came out again, holding a pair of jeans and one sock, stained with vomit. Frohike sniffed and gagged. "Gross." "Do you think it will work?" Langley asked. "I mean... these stains are pretty old." "Just think how old the stains were on Monica Lewinsky's dress," Frohike pointed out, holding his nose. "It should work." "Guys, listen to this," Byers said, reading the letter he had taken out of the envelope: The truth is not out there It's in here. "And these two color photo copies were enclosed with the letter," Byers laid the last two pages on the counter top. "Pictures of kids?" Frohike asked, looking at the photocopies. "Not just any kids," Byers said, pointing to the typewriter names and dates on the pages. "Holy shit," Langley said, looking at the picture of the little boy. "Fox Mulder, September 15, 1969." Frohike read aloud the name and date on the picture of the little girl. "Jerilyn Bailey Starkweather, September 8, 1981." He looked up. "Pictures of Mulder and Starkweather when they were age 8." "Are we sure it's really pics of them?" Langly asked even though they all knew the answer. It was undeniable. The little boy had a small birthmark on his face in the same place Mulder did. The little girl's nose was crinkled in amusement the same way Starkweather's did when she was privately laughing at some joke. "And look at this," Byers, using his hands, covered up the long braids that hung down, in front of Starkweather's ears. Langley and Frohike looked. "Holy Jesus Christ on a Pogo Stick," Langley burst out. "Looks like the same kid, doesn't it?" Byers said. He picked up Starkweather's vial of blood. "Make some coffee, Langley," he said with a sigh. "Looks like we're going to have a long night." ****************** The figure in the black trench coat had waited patiently in the shadows until the tall man with the beard came out and picked up their gift from her. Only then did she slip into her car, take off her hat, shaking her platinum blonde hair out of its bun and drove away without looking back. Marita Covarubias knew that these men had helped the X- Files in the past. She knew that they would get conclusive proof of the truth that the Cancer Man had desperately tried to hide. She knew she was endangering the project with the truth, but she had motive. She had been scorned by the Cancer Man and hell hath no fury... The Syndicate had been running fine until the old man seized control again. Now they were back in the olden days of long drawn out conspiracies and complicated plans and other such foolishness. Like keeping Ben Starkweather alive. This idiotic plan of planting a fake body, forging the dental records and trying to entice Ben into working for them was ridiculous. But, as usual, CSM wasn't listening to anybody and everyone else was too scared to stand up to him, herself included. Eventually, Mulder and Starkweather would have to be taken out... but first, let them to the dirty work of distracting the Cancer Man. Maybe they'll even get lucky and do what she and Krycek couldn't... which was wipe him out. Permanently. Starkweather dreamt she was in a kitchen of a modest one story, three bedroom home with a large front yard and an even bigger backyard. Big enough for a small vegetable garden, a swingset, a playhouse and a flower bed. She dreamt she was standing at the counter, slicing vegetables from her garden for a salad as she talked on the phone. "That would be awesome if you could do that... as long as you don't care... let me ask..." she turned around to look at the little girl playing with a kitten at the kitchen table, "Bailey," she said firmly, "what did we say about animals on the table?" The little girl looked up at her with brilliantly beautiful blue eyes "We said no animals on the kitchen table," she said sliding the kitten off the table into her lap. "Alright then, say..." she softened her tone, "your Aunt Dana called, she wants to know if you and your brother want to spend the night at their house and watch movies." "Can I watch movies then come home?" the little girl asked hopefully. "You don't want to sleep over?" Starkweather asked her. The little girl shook her head. "Fox might miss me," she said, hugging her kitten tightly, nearly squishing him. The kitten looked up at Starkweather as if to say "Kill me now." "Honey, you're going to squeeze the life out of him, remember, he's only a baby, hold him like a baby, hold on Scully," she said into the phone before she put it down to teach her daughter how to hold a kitten. "That's better. Well... if you don't want to spend the night, I suppose you don't have too. Why don't you and..." she grimaced as she said the kitten's name "*Fox* go play in the back yard until your dad comes home." Bailey, carefully cradling the kitten in her arms, scampered out. "Well, Bailey doesn't want to spend the night because she wants to spend time with her new kitten... did Mulder get the thank you card from her? Okay... good...... sure, I can send Will home for you. I'll talk to you later, bye..." She left the kitchen and went to the front door and yelled at two little boys tearing around on their bikes. "WILL!!! YOUR MOM CALLED!!! SHE WANTS YOU TO COME HOME... AND JB.... YOU COME IN AND GET CLEANED UP BEFORE YOUR DAD GETS HOME!!!" A descolate voice called back "Oh... alright..." Before going back to the kitchen, Starkweather paused in front of the mirror over the fireplace of her cluttered living room, constantly littered with toys and books. She had tried to keep it neat, but with a pair of active and michevious twins... it was impossible so she gave up. She took her glasses off and examined the crow's feet at her eyes. She couldn't help but notice just a touch of silver in her shoulder length brown hair. She wondered if she should start dying her hair again but really didn't want to. She sure couldn't pose as a teenager anymore, but she still did not really look her age. She looked to be late twenties, early thirties, not staring forty straight in the face. She had just started to slice up the rest of the cucumbers when she heard a familiar voice yell out over the slamming of the door. "Doc? I'm home!" Starkweather rinsed her hands and walked out into the living room, drying her hands on a dishtowel that has seen better days. It was undeniable that the little boy was hers. He had a moptop of dark brown hair and a pair of sparkling hazel eyes like her own. With a huge gap-tooth smile, he started up at his father. Starkweather gasped when she looked at the man who's hand the boy was holdng. He was tall, broad shouldered, with straight dish-water blond hair save for one lone lock of hair that had gone completely gray. He had kind eyes. But he was not her children's father. She snatched the boy away from him and pulled her ever- faithful Baretta out of her ankle holster. "Who are you?" she said, holding her son, stepping away from the stranger, pointing her gun at him. "Mom," the boy said calmly, taking the gun away from her as if it was a toy and handing it to the stranger. "His name is Sam and he said he can bring Dad home....." ************************* Starkweather woke up with a gasp and found herself in the little apartment she had shared with Ben... Meanwhile... "Ticklish, huh?" Sam said quietly as he turned back to look at her face, which looked a little more peacefull. "Sorry," he whispered as he kissed her cheek. "SAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM," Out of nowhere, Al's voice, chock full of warning rang out. Sam turned and saw Al glowering at him at the foot of the couch. "Uh-uh, she's a married woman." Sam sighed forcefully. "I know," he snapped at Al. "But she's not happy though." "Well, of course not, you dummy," Al lit up a cigar. "She thinks Ben's dead." "Have you guys been able to get a lock on Ben's location?" Sam got back to business. Al fussed with his hand held link. "Ziggy's still not completely up to speed, the virus is out of her, we're still cleaning up the mess that it left behind. The good news is that we don't have to worry about her crashing and burning anymore..." "'And the villagers rejoiced'" Sam quoted Monty Python. "'Yay...'" Al glowered at Sam, "How is it..." Al asked "that you can forgot almost all of American history but your Swiss Cheesed memory can remember 'The Holy Grail'?" "Just lucky, I guess," Sam grinned for a minute before gettng back to business. "Now, about Ben?" "Oh yeah..." Al thumped the console. It squealed like a dying animal. "Well, so far, we've figured out that Ben's still in DC, which is good, but we can't get a lock on his exact location. Goush is working on that." Al smacked the console again. "As for other news... well, we've got four days left before Mulder gets his internal organs re- arranged... but I finally have some good news for you Sam... Sam... Sam, are you listening to me???" Sam had been staring at Starkweather's sleeping face, watching her lips moving along with her dreams. "I heard you... it's about time that we got some good news..." Al groaned, "Sam... look... I know... she's a great girl... I understand what you're going through..." "Do you Al?" Sam snapped. "Do you really? Do you know what it's been like... these past fifteen years, drifting in and out of lives... getting so close to so many people... being treated like a son, a father, a brother, a lover, only to disappear out of their lives again and I can't even give them the courtesy of remembering their names. Not to mention the loved ones I may have back at home that I don't even remember... I don't even though if I'm married or not, Al... and don't you DARE tell me if I am or not... well," Sam looked at the floor for a minute, "I guess it wouldn't matter since I was instantly forget the minute I leapt into a new life, wouldn't I Al... Al... Al...?" But Al had stopped listening to Sam. He was staring wide- eyed at Starkweather. "Doggett?" Sam suddenly heard as he felt her hand, trembling, on his shoulder. "Please tell me you see a little man in an electric blue zoot suit and a butt-ugly tie," Starkweather said in a trembling voice as she locked eyes on Al. "Um..." Sam tried to stall. Al leapt into action, hoping that she would still be in the greylands between sleep and wakefulness. "He can't see me honey because you're still dreaming. Just close your eyes again and go back to sleep. Your nerves are shot from what happened today, just go back to sleep," he said in a lulling voice, as if trying to coax a child back to bed. Sam noticed that Starkweather was not buying it. She leaned over and pinched Sam on the arm, hard. Sam leapt up. "Ouch!!!" he cried, "What was that for?" "You think I'd pinch myself??" Starkweather kicked off the covers and pulled her gun out of her holster. Al dropped his arms, sagging in defeat. "Honey, that's not going to do any good." Whispering to Sam, she said "Doggett, am I losing my mind or is there really a little dude smoking a cigar over there?" Al burst out, "He can't me, only you can." Sam mumbled lamely, "I don't see anything..." Starkweather started to shake. Sam, nervously asked, "Starkweather let me have the gun..." Starkweather turned it on him. "Who are you?" she demanded as she took the safety off. Sam thought very very quickly as he stared down the shaft of Starkweather's gun. Noting how badly her hands were trembling, Sam realized that she was one heartbeat away from becoming totally unhinged. With that realization, he took a chance, swinging his hands in an inside-out guarding block, knocking the gun from Starkweather's unsteady hands. He grabbed her shoulders and yelled at her, "Listen to me, Jerilyn, okay? It's ME. It's John Doggett," Sam lied, knowing that the truth would probably send her over the deep end. "I'm your partner, I'm your friend... Jesus, Jeri, look at me!!!" he shook her a little bit. Starkweather twisted her way out of his grip. Sam tried to grab her again, but she leaped over the coffee table like a hurtler and snatched up her gun. Hands no longer shaking, she pointed it at Sam again. "Doggett," she informed him coolly, "NEVER calls me by my first name." <> Sam groaned to himself. "Starkweather-" he started up lamely, while watching Al who was standing behind Starkweather now. Al had tucked the console in his pocket and was trying to use sign language to him while at the same time mouthing a word, a monosyllabic word... it looked like... "Doc..." Sam spluttered out. "You're being ridiculous!" he snapped, hoping he correctly guessed Al's charades and that he was nailing the character of John Doggett. "What is with you? Put that gun down!" It worked. With a stifled sob, Starkweather safetied the gun and handed it to Sam. "I don't know..." she whimpered. "Jesus... I just came back from a month long medical leave... I haven't even been back two whole days and I'm being sent right back out again..." she put her hand to her head. "I just... I don't know... nothing seems real... I mean... it doesn't even FEEL like Ben's gone and now I'm SEEING things and I'm HEARING things...." Al decided that now would be a good time to leave. When Al had left, Sam said, "There's no one here, honey." Starkweather, dry-eyed but still over-emotional, started to shake again. She leaned against the wall, and slid down, holding herself. "Oh God, oh god, oh god..." she whispered as she hung her head. Sam went over to her in a shot and wrapped his big arms around her. She felt cold. She was in shock. Seeing Al was too much for her. "Come on Starkweather," he said, rocking her back and forth, wishing she'd cry or yell or do SOMETHING. Finally, she came around, "I'm sorry I freaked out on you," she mumbled. Sam laughed "It was the cherry on the Sundae from hell," he said. Starkweather scootched closer to him and hugged him fiercely around the neck. "Is this nightmare going to end?" she asked. "God, I hope so," Sam said to her, holding her tight. Then, to himself he muttered again. "God I hope so." And so, huddled together like two refugees from a war-torn land, the agent and the time traveler fell asleep, only holding it together because they were holding each other. The next morning... Ben and Jeri's apartment June 18, 2002 7:17 AM Sam awoke, feeling bright sunshine on his face. His neck was one solid stress knot from sleeping leaning against a wall. He looked down and saw Starkweather's head resting on his chest. He craned his neck and noticed that in the crook of her legs, Caesar the cat was sunning himself, purring loudly, looking as smug as only a cat could. Laughing a little, Sam leaned back against the wall. He rotated his neck in a vain attempt to work out the kinks. Then, he took Starkweather in his arms and scooped her up. Slowly, he stood up and staggered over to the sofa and laid her down. "Let's try this again," he said as he covered her up with the quilt. Caesar leapt upon the couch and sat on Starkweather's stomach, hissing and growling at Sam. When Sam tried to rearrange the blanket, Caesar swiped at him, claws extended, catching his hand. "Ow!" Sam exclaimed, putting the scratches to his mouth, sucking on the wounders. Caesar merely glared and spit at him. "He knows you aren't Doggett," Al said casually, suddenly appearing next to Sam. "Al!!!" Sam said, "what the hell happened last night?" Al sighed and started punching on the console, "Well, I told you that the virus left little surprises in Ziggy.... last night was one of them... fortunately, like I said... she's stable right now." "But SHE isn't!" Sam gestured to the sleeping Starkweather. "Al... when I was looking down the barrel of that gun, I really thought I was going to bite the big one there for a second." "Me too," Al said. "Buddy, I had to check my drawers for cake when all was said and done." Al cleared his throat. "And don't think for a moment that telling her the truth is going to make it okay. That will only send her screaming for the nearest padded cell... if she believes you." "Al..." Sam said with a rueful smile. "I think it's time for you to get on those wings..." "SaaaaaaaaaaaAM," Al whined. "I really hate doing the whole guardian angel routine." "Would you prefer I have you dress in a diaper and boogey like the dancing baby from Ally McBeal?" Sam fired back. Al rolled his eyes. "Angels we have heard on high..." he crooned out of tune. "That's better," Sam said, scribbling a note to Starkweather. "Now... I'm going to go to Doggett's to take a shower and get some clean clothes. Before you don your halo for Starkweather, I need you to do something for me, Al." "Name it buddy." "Go pay a visit to the Deputy Mayor." "Anything but that." "AL," Sam hissed as he walked to the front door. "Mulder WILL figure out that I'm not Doggett. Just two days ago, I overheard him make the comment on why I didn't have a Southern accent anymore. I didn't know Doggett HAD a Southern accent." "Oh," Al said, guiltily. "Hey, Sam? Doggett has a Southern accent." "Gee thanks." Sam retorted. "Al... I need you to clue Mulder in on what's going on. He may be able to help us. Starkweather was in the process of finding a connection between the oil rig case and the case they had just worked on concerned a crashed F-15 in Scotland. But her concentration is shot to hell right now. Maybe Mulder can finish what she started. If we can make the connection, maybe we can stop this nightmare." "Fine, fine... I'll go say hi to Spooky in Sing-Sing..." Al punched out... Sam left the apartment. The County Jailhouse Washington DC 7:45 AM Mulder, after returning to his cell after the insanely early breakfast, laid down on the bottom bunk. Manny had not returned to his cell, as his court appointed lawyer wanted to meet with him. So Mulder planned on enjoying a little bit of solitude. It didn't last long. "Hiya, Spooky," Al said, gnawing on his ever present cigar. Mulder jumped and banged his head on the top bunk. "YEOWWW!!!" The bored voice of the guard called out from the end of the hall. "Keep down, down there." Mulder, rubbing his head, looked up. "AL???" he whispered incredulously. "You're back..." "What can I say?" Al said drily. "I can't get enough of ya, baby." Mulder reached out and watched his hand pass through Al's body. "This means Sam's back too..." Mulder remembered from last year, when Sam had leapt into Scully. A queasy feeling settled in his soul. "Um... how long have you guys been here..." assuming Sam was back in Scully. "This is the third day." Al said, wondering why Mulder was turning very very green. "And you waited until NOW to tell me?" Mulder said, clutching his stomach. "You mean to tell me that was **Sam** just walked out of here last night!" He went from green to grey. "Oh my God... the remarks I made last night about handcuffs and bars and being a sex-kitten... and yesterday, I made love to her... him... oh God..." Al couldn't help but let Mulder torture himself for just a bit longer. "In fact... we had sex not just yesterday morning, but the night before... and the night before..." Al arched an eyebrow at him. Mulder bridled at him. "Hey, we have eight years of stupidity to make up for..." now he went from grey to white. "... but the past three days... it wasn't Scully... I feel so dirty..." Al let Mulder off the hook. "Mulder, you moron, Sam's not in Scully!" "Oh." Feeling like a complete nitwit, Mulder tried to save face. "If Sam's not in Scully... who's he in?" A thought crossed his mind. "Starkweather?" "No no, that would be too easy," Al sighed. "He's in Doggett." Mulder's face color returned to normal as a evil grin crossed his face. "Sam's in the Puppy-Man?" After all the grief Doggett-in-Sam had given him, Al couldn't help but grin nastily. "Puppy-Man, huh?" Al took out his Palm-Pilot "Memo to me...." Georgetown Scully's Residence 7:46 AM ********************* "What the hell do you mean I can't go to Martha's Vineyard today?" Scully snapped into her phone. "Scully, I hate to tell you this, but we have a review up before Kersh this morning at ten. Apparently, he's calling you, Doggett, Starkweahter and me on Mulder's arrest and Ben Starkweather's murder." "Sir, he can't do that! We have absolutely nothing that can implicate anybody on this case!" "The fact is, Scully, that you have a history for covering for Mulder." Skinner said before he realized it. "Sir, so do you." Scully replied frankly. "You and I both know that, Scully, but at least Doggett and Starkweather will be there to back us up on this. Look, if there was anything I could do to stop this meeting, believe me, I would do it. But Martha's Vineyard will just have to be delayed a little bit." "Delayed!" Scully erupted, "Sir! I was heading on my way out! If it is true that whoever is behind this is inside the FBI, then it is very possible that the evidence we need will be removed from the premises! I think it is very possible that this whole meeting is nothing more than a front to keep me from finding out what they don't want us to know." "Scully, I just can't grant you a reprieve on this as much as I'd like to. The future of the x-files division may very well hinge on this meeting. We need your input on this matter. Besides," Skinner sighed grudgingly, "if you don't show up, that's just going to make it easier for them to hang you later." "Is there something your not telling me, sir?" Scully demanded. "Billy Miles came into this building last night." Skinner confessed. "He murdered the security guard and the only reason you, me, Starkweather, and Doggett aren't split in half at this very moment is because we weren't in the building." "Fine. I'll uh, change my plane reservations and see you in a couple of hours." Scully consented, hung up, and hopped on her computer to print out her findings on the current case. Meanwhile... Mulder laid back down on the bunk, idly kicking the bottom of the top bunk's mattress. "If I remember correctly," Mulder droned, "Dr. Samuel Beckett theorized that one could time travel in one's own lifetime. He started up a massive project back in 1999, calling it Quantum Leap. For some reason or other, he decided to test Quantum Leap before it was 100% ready. He stepped into the chamber and vanished. Lost in time, Sam leaps from life to life, putting right what once went wrong, hoping that each time, the next leap, will be the leap home." "Well... yeah that's pretty much it... in a nutshell." "And it is safe to assume that me being arrested for Ben's murder is what went wrong." "You could say that..." Al said. "Except that somehow, history changed. He's not dead." Mulder sat up, hitting his head again. "OW! Damn it." "Stop doing that, it hurts," Al warned him helpfully. Mulder glared at Al. "Ben's not dead?" he croaked out, rubbing his noggin. "Well, zippa-dee-do-da, that's great, so why the hell am I still here?" Al groaned and rolled his eyes. "I forgot what a joy and pleasure it is to be around you." Al lit up another cigar. "Ben's not dead, but he's being held prisoner somewhere. We believe that Ben's disappearance is directly connected with the oil rig case that you and Doggett worked on." "Galpex Petroleum Orpheus," Mulder said, laying back down, head throbbing. "Yeah... and Mr. Mini-Johnny Cochran thought he was going to take that case to trial and be a big legal star." "Starkweather was working on a connection between the oil rig and the downed plane in Scotland-" "Which one?" "Which what?" "Which Starkweather?" "Oh, sorry. Jerilyn." Al had forgotten that the Mrs. Starkweather did have a first name. "Anyways, she was working on a connection and we think if we could just figure out what the big hairy deal is between Scotland and the oil rig, we might be able to figure out exactly WHY Ben was snatched and maybe even find him." "So," Mulder huffed. "Go ask Starkweather." "Um... she's a little... testy right now." "A LITTLE testy?" Mulder turned his head. "If this," he pointed to his face, "is what you classify as 'a little', I would hate to see what you call 'a lot testy.' Personally, I would file this under 'Hormonal B*tch' but that's just me." Al took a closer look at Mulder. "Oooh... Geez... she did THAT?!?!?" LGM lair a few hours earlier ********************* "You think we're looking at this wrong, Byers? I mean, we could just be seeing the results funky because we're sleep- deprived." Frohike grumbled, staring open-jawed at the DNA samples. "Who knows, maybe we're still in the middle of a nightmare." "Hold out your arm." Frohike demanded to Langly. "What for?" Langly wanted to know. "Just hold out your arm." Frohike said, and then immediately pinched what little was showing underneath his long-sleeved shirt. "Ow!" Langly shouted, and threw up his arm, unintentionally b*tch-slapping Byers. "This is reality." Byers said, heaving a disappointed sigh. "Whatever the hell this is, I sure as sh*t ain't gonna be the one to spill it to Scully." "Do it again, maybe we did the tests wrong." Frohike suggested hopefully. "Maybe the two-month-old vomit sample isn't reliable...maybe the aliens changed the DNA make-up when he was abducted..." Langly frantically reasoned. "Didn't Mulder say she was possibly abducted, too?" Frohike interjected. "There's only one way to find out." Byers answered. Again, Byers took another of Mulder's two-month-old vomit sample. "Got another peice of her hair, Frohickey?" "Double double, toil and trouble." Frohike mumbled, plucking a blond strand from his jacket. "We've got the horney toad," Langly said, nodding in Frohike's general direction, "All we need for a complete spell now is an eye of newt." That hair strand and the vommit were put on slides and the levels were compared. "It's a match..." Byers croaked unbelievingly, "98.5%." "You don't think they can kill us for telling them, do you?" Langly nasalled. "We better change our locks." Frohike suggested. "We better change our identities." Langly offered. "It's a match...that changes everything..." Byers concluded. back at Mulder's Cell *** Mulder had small purple bruises around his neck, where Starkweather had tried to choke him. His nose, broken before and broken again, had puffed up. As she had punched his nose, she also had split upper lip which the prison doctor had to stitch shut. "I spent three hours in the infirmary being stitched up by Dr. Frankenstein before they took me off to be strip-searched." Mulder said, rolling back over. "Yesterday wasn't exactly a banner day for me." Al, was still in total shock. "SHE did that?" "No, the other little b*tch who thinks I killed her husband." "But if we find the little b- um..." Al tried again. "If we can find Ben, they all will be well and we can get you out of here, so dammit I need to know what is so crucial about that case staying in the dark, other than the fact that you and Doggett's careers get shot to kingdom come!!" Al was getting REALLY tired of the G-men from the X-Files. Mulder turned his head again. "There's something you're not telling me." Al opened his mouth, then shut it again. Mulder rubbed his eyes. "Come on Al, I've been in worse positions that this." "Um... if we don't find Ben and prove that you didn't kill him... thenbillihkljhfdsfr," Al mumbled. "What?" "If we don't find Ben and prove that you didn't kill him... then someone... or something named Billy Miles is gonna come and rearrange your face worse than that Hurricane did." Mulder was quiet for a moment. "Okay... that's a new one." Mulder said. "So, because Starkweather married an idiot who got himself involved in an X-File when he had absolutely no right to, I'm going to be bent, stapled and mulitated unless I pick up where Starkweather, and that's the Mrs. Starkweather I'm referring to, left off, find out, from my locked jailcell, if you will, on what secret that oil rig contained and how it's connected to the case Starkweather, again, Mrs. Starkweather, Scully and Doggett worked on. Once I figure out this secret, this secret by the way I have been pursuing for about ten years, we can also figure out where the idiot, and I'm referring to MR. Starkweather now, where the idiot is being held, reunited the Starkweathers, Mr. and Mrs. and I can skip out of here a free man... but there's a catch, isn't there Al? I'm working under deadline, aren't I?" "According to Ziggy, we've got four days left." "Of course we do," Mulder grumbled, starting to massage his temples. "Almost a decade of chasing after the truth and I've got to catch it, from a prison cell, in less than ninety-six hours," Mulder groaned. "That women," he said, referring to the Mrs. Starkweather, "has been a pain in the ass since I've met her." Al, overtired, overwrought, scared for Sam and in dire need of a stiff drink, retorted "Must run your the family, bucko." "What do you mean?" Mulder said caustically. "I have no family except Scully and Wil-." Just then the clue bus made a stop and Mulder climbed aboard. "Oh my God-" he sat up again and again banged his head. "OW!!! GOD DAMN IT!!" "You took that a helluva lot better than Ziggy predicted you would." He swung his long legs out and sat on his bunk, glaring at Al. "Are you saying that... Starkweather and I... are related...how? My parents were both only children, so I have no cousins. It was confirmed that Samantha was killed, so I have no nieces or nephews." But Mulder's mind began to race, thinking about all the times he and Starkweather had met and talked, how there was a spark, a surge, a preternatural sensation of <> That would sear his soul even when he was the most inflamed at her cutting tongue. Al finally said what had never been spoken aloud for twenty-eight years. "She's your sister." Mulder's fists were clenched in rage. "Samantha's dead." "I didn't say she was Samantha, I said she was your sister. Half-sister anyway." Al got out his handy-dandy console. "Ziggy said that it's 65 perce- holy Moses roses!" Al said, looking at the new figures. "History changed again Mulder, I dunno how, but now Ziggy's saying that there is a ninety eight point five percent change that you and Starkweather share the same biological..." he looked down at Mulder. He was not taking this well. He was not going to take the next word well either. "Father." Mulder closed his eyes. "My father had an affair?" Al said sadly, "I can't get you answers until you get me answers." Mulder opened his eyes. "Alright, I'll do what I can." "THANK YOU," Al said opening the chamber door. "I'll be in touch... no pun intended." "Ha." Mulder deadpanned. "Goushie," Al said, "center me on Starkweather." As Al disappeared, Mulder couldn't help but allow himself a mean little smile. <> he thought in glee. He couldn't wait for Starkweather to find out. <> Just then the guard came to let Manny back in and Mulder out. "Come on, Mulder," the guard said, none too friendly. "Your lawyer's here." Mulder wondered if he should tell Justin Leo that Ben might be alive. As he was escorted to a private interview room, Mulder tried to hurry and organize his scattered thoughts and emotions into one nice neat line. Of course, it was hard being cool, calm and collected while wearing a bright orange jumpsuit and handcuffs, but Mulder did the best he could. It was, after all, not the first time he did jail time. The unsmiling guard let him into the interview room where Justin Leo awaited his arrival. Uncuffing him, he told Mulder. "Behave yourself." Mulder resisted the impulse to salute him but he did say casually, "Yes, mein Fuhrer." The guard snorted. "Pain in the ass," he muttered as he swung the heavy steel door shut behind him. Leo looked up from his legal pen. "Mr. Mulder," he said warmly as he stood up to shake his hand. "How are they treating you?" "The service here is awful," Mulder said, absolutely straight-face. "I plan on writing a letter of complaint to the management." Leo laughed. "They told me you had a quick wit." "I was hoping your legal manuveuring would be quicker than my wit." "Well, we'll have you out in no time," Leo said sincerely. "Funny, I thought I'd be out now on bail since all the evidence is purely circumstantial," Mulder found himself becoming resentful towards the neatly dressed lawyer sitting across from him. He couldn't quite place his finger on it. <> he reasoned. "I understand you're frustrated," Leo said, "believe me, I can't tell you how disappointed I am at the judge's ruling. Between you, me and the fencepost, I think he's on the take, and let's face it Mr. Mulder,you've gotten on the bad side of a lot of powerful people. I wouldn't be surprised if the judge is being paid by someone to make your life a living hell." "But who could that be?" Mulder said. "Everyone I pissed off is dead." "I beg to differ." Leo argued gently. "Deputy Director Kersh is alive... Jerilyn Starkweather is alive." "Kersh works for the FBI... he doesn't have the money to bribe anyone," Mulder said while thinking <> "and Starkweather... bribery is not her style. She'd rather just beat the shit out of me rather than waste money bribing a judge." "Do you want to press charges against her for... um..." Leo pointed at his face. "That?" Mulder shook his head. "She's suffering enough right now." <> "Are you sure?" Leo argued, a little more heat now, but not much. "I've been doing some research into Agent Starkweather and she's a huge liability to our case." "I'll say," Mulder said dryly. "She thinks I killed her husband." "Sir, with all due respect," Leo said. "I think we should go after her for her attack on you. Not only will you get monitary recouperation for your injuries, but since she's one of the main witnesses for the prosecution, a law suit against her might help us discredit her, if the judge will allow it, of course." Mulder, in light of the information he had just received this morning, shook his head. "I'm not comfortable with that line of defense, Mr. Leo." "Why not?" Leo persisted. "She's in the way. I am not comfortable with her out there as their star character witness. She'll be on that stand, telling them about the arguement you two had at J. Edgar and weeping crocidile tears for her poor dead husband... "Is there a chance that the dead husband isn't dead?" Leo sighed, exasperated. "Mr. Mulder... I understand that you recently underwent an experience which makes you question the permenance of death but I can assure you. Mr. Starkweather is NOT partially dead or even mostly dead. He is completely dead. And the prosecution is going to use the grieving widow to gain sympathy for their case. Face it Mr. Mulder, I know your scruples are up in arms about attacking Agent Starkweather's creditbility, but her testimony completely interfers with our defense strategy. Discrediting Starkweather is an issue of priorities and securities, Mr. Mulder. Not whether or not we're comfortable." Mulder merely murmurred thoughtfully, "I see..." he closed his eyes. "Say that last part again?" "Whether or not we're comf-" "Before that." "Priorities and securities?" <<"Mayor," a man was protesting, "he is in our way. He can't continue to hold this position without interfering with our agenda. He says it's an issue of priorities and securities.">> Mulder, like a lazy tiger, opened his eyes and stared at him as if the lawyer was a sleeping gazelle. "I think, Mr. Leo," Mulder said calmly. "I need another attorney." Leo also eyed Mulder as if he was the predator and Mulder the prey. "I understand," he said evenly. "Good day, Mr. Mulder." They shook hands and Leo took his leave. The minute Leo was out the door, Mulder yelled, "GUARD?!?!?! I NEED TO USE THE PHONE PLEASE?" The minute Leo was out of the jailhouse, he pulled his sleek little Nokia phone out of his pants pocket and hit speed-dial. "It's Justin Leo. We have a situation.... he figured it out."