THE FLIGHT OF THE PHOENIX By: Traveler Category: Casefile, Angst, MSR Rating: PG13 for a few curse words and a little hanky panky. Summary: This is a sequel to a story I wrote for Virtual Season 11 titled PHOENIX RISING. Despite veiled threats from outside sources and possible disciplinary action from the FBI, Mulder and Scully find a way to bring a truth to light. See author's notes for further explanation. Spoilers: Lots from early seasons of the series. Some reference to Vickie Moseley's GREAT BALLS OF FIRE. Disclaimer: Mulder, Scully, Skinner and other characters from the series are the property of FOX and Ten Thirteen. I just borrowed them for my story. All the other characters are figments of my imagination. Authors Notes: While this story follows events in the VS universe it should not be considered a part of the VS mytharc but rather this authors interpretation of events several month after the conclusion of PHOENIX RISING. Mulder and Scully are living together as this story enfolds. If you wish to pursue how that came to be I suggest you read Vickie Moseley's GREAT BALLS OF FIRE. Special thanks to my beta and ebuddy Chris for her encouragement and tired eyes and for continuing to walk the journey with me. Archive: Please email me for permission first. Feedback: iluvxf@hotmail.com EXECUTIVE SUBCOMMITTEE CONFERENCE ROOM, WASHINGTON D.C. 4:32 PM "We knew sooner or later that this would be exposed," Commander Henderson stated matter-of-factly as he fidgeted before the committee. "Agent Mulder has been a thorn in our sides for years but we've always been able to keep him in check with subdued threats." "You speak as if you are an authority on this," stated Harold S. Parker, the presidential advisor on the committee. Henderson looked annoyed. "He and I crossed paths years ago when I was in charge of cleaning up a fallen angel out in Wisconsin. Our current situation has nothing however, to do with UFO cover-ups; this is something entirely different." Henderson was quickly loosing his cool facade, his face becoming redder as he continued. "We now have people coming out of the woodwork to testify in this investigation. Many of them are claiming to have participated in these alleged cover- ups. Or their family members have been used as test subjects, or you name it, they're adding credence to Agent Mulder's claims and the public is getting restless for answers we can't give!" "Who do you think was behind this sudden aggressive behavior of his?" The question came from a representative from the Surgeon General's office, a thin man with dark hair and a pair of glasses that were way too big for his lean face named Hershberg. Henderson stood up to address the committee. "Last fall, Agent Mulder was involved in a case in Cleveland. Sometime during that case he was approached by a man we believe is a member of an underground group whose purpose appears to be to expose our plans. We think this man recruited Mulder. Whatever he told him gave Mulder some kind of incentive to make the allegations he made concerning corporate and governmental cover-ups. The press loves stories like these and the pressure they put on the executive branch regarding those allegations is why we are here today." "So this Agent Mulder has become their spokesperson?" "Agent Mulder is not a part of the FBI mainstream, he and his partner, Agent Dana Scully, are involved the investigation of X-Files, a nickname of sorts given to unsolved cases. Their investigations have led them to some very confidential information regarding what you might call TOP SECRET research." Henderson slid several folders marked with a red "X", across the table for the committee to view. Hershberg grabbed the top folder and flipped though it. "If they have this kind of information, what's prevented them from going public with it before this?" he questioned, pushing his glasses back up his nose and fixing his gaze on Henderson. "To be honest, Sir, we don't know what they have. We know they gathered evidence several years ago that Pinck Pharmaceuticals was involved in some sort of bio-toxin development; that they believe that the government might still be involved in bio-weapons technology...things that the public believes are no longer being done. You all know as well as I do what goes on in our Advance Weapons Research Facilities. If the public gets wind of this, it will open up a can of worms so huge no one will be able to put the lid on it." "It's our belief that what they have is bits and pieces," Major Willhelm added, his Air Force uniform emblazoned with colorful metals. "Over the years our operatives have been able to destroy some of the more conclusive evidence they have gathered. They still have too many questions to be able to present a damning case against us. But by opening the door with his accusations in a public venue, Agent Mulder has put the seeds of doubt in the minds of too many people." "So what do we do about this?" Hershberg said as he tossed the folder back on the table. "We discredit Agent Mulder and in doing so, debunk his accusations," replied Parker. "No, we can't be that obvious. We have to make it look to the public like we are fully involved in an investigation into these allegations. We need to make the public feel their fears are unfounded and that we are still a government for the people. These files that the press has obtained, they are all unsolved cases-cases Agent Mulder claims he and others in his profession are unable to solve because of these cover- ups. It's apparently become his and his partner's job now to explain why they are unsolved. I think we should let him do that. We get him down there on that floor with the cameras rolling and he will not only discredit himself, he'll discredit everyone else we've heard from." The look of approval passed about the room. DANA SCULLY'S APARTMENT 6:10AM Scully rolled over to gaze into the sleeping face of her partner. "Partner" she thought. In the FBI, your partner was your working associate. Webster said a partner was someone who shares an action or endeavor with another; a player on the same side or team as another, two people who dance together, that idea brining a gentle smile to her face. She and Mulder, she thought to herself, had been sharing the same dance for years. A partner as Webster also put it was a husband, wife or lover. They had long since crossed the lover line but it remained to be seen when they would cross that final threshold. She lay there in the early morning light studying him. Mulder's face had not changed much in all the years she'd know him. Despite his early morning stubble and the flecks of gray that now specked his temples, he still had that boyish quality that went along with his never-ending curiosity and eagerness for discovery. A boy trapped in a man's body she often thought except this boy had lost his innocence long ago. His lashes stirred and she quickly closed her eyes pretending to sleep lest she be caught indulging. "You've been starring at me for an hour Scully, you're not fooling me." Mulder said, the early morning huskiness of his voice making her stir elsewhere as well. She opened her eyes to find his starring right back into hers. "You counting my gray hairs when I'm not looking?" Raising his arms to stretch, he ran his fingers though his unruly morning hair. "Maybe I should start using whatever it is you use?" Bemusedly, she didn't know whether to be insulted or play along, she chose the latter. "Red's not your color, Mulder." "Well, I didn't mean the same color. There must be something close to Mulder brown," he said rolling onto his back. "Gray on a man makes them look distinguished, on a woman; it just makes us look-old. Besides, who says I have any gray?" Mulder, deciding he wanted to live to see the sunrise, let that comment go. "So you think with a little gray, people might start to take me seriously?" "They are taking you seriously, Mulder." He chuckled softly. "You must be living in a different universe than I am. Since when?" She rolled over to face him. "I watched some clips from that subcommittee hearing yesterday. They had people testifying on everything from DDT spraying to medications used in the Gulf War; most of them claiming that the public has been used as guinea pigs for all kinds of unethical research. You started that you know." He was quiet for a long time, making her think that he had fallen back to sleep until she heard him swallow hard. "Scully? Did you ever do something that afterwards you realized might not have been a healthy thing to do?" "Frequently." He turned to look at her wondering just what it was that she was implying but seeing the gentle smirk on her face he shook his head. "For years, hell, getting to the bottom of all this and exposing these bastards has been my goal in life. Something I think my father tried to do and being his son, something I'm supposed to continue. Not just for him but for my sister, because of what they did to you, what they've done to me and probably millions of other unsuspecting souls. But I look at what those comments of mine started and I think of the fear it will generate in the public eye and something inside me says that maybe I just should have kept my big mouth shut, that maybe it was better that people didn't know the truth." Realizing how serious he was, Scully closed the gap between them on the bed, leaning on her elbow and placing her hand on Mulder's bare chest. "You did what your heart told you to do Mulder, I believe that. Yes, it is frightening, and for that reason, it has to stop. National security be damned, whatever the purpose of these cover-ups, it's not worth the cost of human lives." Mulder sighed. "You don't believe that the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few?" "This isn't Star Trek, Mulder, its real life." "I know that Scully, but what I did, I did for purely selfish reasons. I can't help but feel now that what I've put in motion could jeopardize the survival of the human race." Scully had been lazily drawing circles in on Mulder's chest with the tips of her fingers. She could feel him tensing under her ministrations. "You're serious, aren't you? Do you honestly believe now that whatever's being done behind the public's back is for their benefit?" His breathing had quickened slightly, his breath puffy as he spoke. "I think in the big overall picture, perhaps, yes." He reached up to still her hand. "Stop that, we're due in Skinner's office at 8 and I refuse to walk in there with a warm glow on my face again and have him look at me with one of those shit-eating grins of his." As she withdrew her hand, he slid from under her and out of bed; grabbing clean underwear from a dresser drawer, he pulled the door too as he left the room. OFFICE OF A.D. SKINNER Mulder's uneasiness had continued most of the morning. He had insisted they drive to work separately, stating that he had some things to do later in the day. She knew that he was still not entirely comfortable with their living arrangements. Mulder, like anyone else, needed his space and there just wasn't any extra space in the apartment. If this was to become permanent, they were going to have to look for some place larger, a subject she had yet to breach with him. The two of them now sat in the appointed chairs opposite the AD. Neither of them had said a word past the normal pleasantries upon their arrival in the office. Skinner thumbed through a file he had on his desk seemingly contemplating whether or not to make its contents common knowledge. It was Scully who finally broke the silence. "Sir? We're here at your request-is there something you needed to discuss?" Skinner looked up, almost startled by her voice and giving her a sensation of dread as to what this meeting was about. Out of the corner of her eye she saw Mulder dry wash his face with his hand and realized he too was a bit nervous. They both knew that they had been living on borrowed time. The events of last fall possibly the only reason the X-Files had been kept open. Finally Skinner cleared his throat and spoke. "Agents, what I have here has nothing to do with the X- Files. It won't take you long to figure out there is nothing paranormal about this information what so ever." Scully caught the quick glance from her partner. "I'm sure you're both aware of the executive subcommittee hearings going on right now." He handed the file to Mulder who nodded acceptance in return. "You're going to be called to testify Agent Mulder." Mulder looked up wide-eyed at that announcement and glanced again at Scully verifying the fears he had expressed in their bed that morning. "Testify about what?" Scully asked nervously. Skinner looked from Scully to her partner. "Because of information brought to light during these hearings, the committee has requested several of your files to examine. You know what they're looking for-evidence you may be holding that will be detrimental to building a defense. Several high profile personnel have been called in for questioning regarding allegations by dozens of investigative reporters. I think it's pretty obvious that if they put you on the block and you can't produce evidence of any cover-ups you and the Bureau end up looking like an ass. What's in that file may very well give you the evidence you need." Mulder continued to flip though the reports in the file. Exasperated he looked up. "But these are just medical reports about people afflicted with some yet undiagnosed respiratory disease, some type of flu perhaps." "Undiagnosed?" Scully questioned. Skinner met her eyes. "Yes, if you read through those reports the symptoms of the victims are identical, it appears to be some form of virus yet doctors are unable to determine the strain." 'What's the lead time on this? How long have they been working on isolating the virus?" Skinner obviously had Scully's attention. "The symptoms started to appear about two weeks ago in several locations..." As Mulder got to the last page he noticed a Post-it note attached to the inside of the back of the file. 'MEET ME AT CASEY'S AT 7, WE NEED TO TALK'. He looked up at Skinner who did nothing but blink in acknowledgement. Interrupting him he added. "We'll get right on this sir," and rose to leave. Surprised at his sudden departure, Scully could only follow him from the office. Mulder walked briskly down the hall in front of her and she watched him stab the button for the basement. He hesitated only briefly as she stepped in behind him and then hit the button again to close the door leaving them in complete privacy. "You going to tell me what's in that file or am I going to have to torture it out of you?" A leer she hadn't seen in some time returned to his eyes and he leaned down to her ear. "Don't tempt me, woman. I'll let you know when I find out myself." He then flipped to the back page of the file and showed her the note from Skinner. Her eyes met his with a suspicious look. "What I need you to do is some research on these symptoms," handing her the file he continued. "I need to know if you've seen anything like this before. We need to know how these people were infected and then treated, perhaps there's something common between all of them we can use as a basis for our investigation." "Mulder, I might need to get a hold of some medical records here." He dry washed his face again and turned to her gesturing with his right hand. "The guys will help you with that. You know how they love hacking into hospital records." As they stepped from the elevator, Scully grabbed Mulder's sleeve. "What are you going to do about this investigative committee?" "Not a damn thing-until they contact me," he said, shrugging his sleeve from her grasp and heading towards the office. They spent the rest of the morning going through files. It became all too clear after a short time that the X- files cases the committee had requested from their files were also the ones most likely to contain information they could use now. Many of which had been painstakingly restored after the fire in the office several years back. From then on Mulder had copied the guys on just about everything; building his own personal library of cases for future reference. That library was about to come in handy. Scully looked up from the stack of reports Skinner had given them. The symptoms of all the patients had been the same. She had divided them into groups from several large metropolitan areas. Boston, Atlanta, Chicago, St. Louis, even right here in D.C. It seemed odd to her that these same acute symptoms would manifest themselves in so many different places at the same time. A virus usually spread from area to area, it naturally wouldn't afflict so many all at once. She looked over at Mulder and caught him rubbing his eyes. "You hungry?" He pulled his hand away from his face and blinked owlishly at her. "Hmm?" "It's almost one; do you want to go get something to eat?" He turned back to his computer and hacked away, then reached out to turn off the monitor. "Yeah, the sun's shinning," he said as he stood to grab his jacket. "I need to go to the library; I think I know a librarian I can bribe with cheese steaks." They were going to see the Gunmen. OFFICE OF THE LONE GUNMEN Scully picked away at her chicken Caesar and watched Mulder and his three librarians indulge in their greasy concoctions. Mulder's diet had been forced to make a sudden change when the only refrigerator he could raid was hers. He seemed to take it in stride but occasionally he'd come in with his own bag of groceries that included Frosted Flakes, Stouffers French Bread Pizza and beer...just in case he had to cook for himself he'd said. Man could not live on lettuce alone. Frohike had the reports from Skinner spread across the table as they ate. "You say Skinner gave these to you? I don't see a case here, why do you suppose he's passing out medical reports?" Mulder swallowed the last bite of his sandwich. "He said I'm gonna need this evidence when that investigative committee calls me in to testify. I go in there and can't produce evidence of what I alluded to in Cleveland and they come out smelling like a rose. Case closed" "Shit." "Deep shit," seconded Langly. "I went through all these reports, Scully began. What I believe we have here is evidence of a man-made virus. We have acute symptoms reported simultaneously in five major cities in the eastern U.S. That just doesn't happen naturally." She met Mulder's eyes across the table. He had shed his jacket and loosened his tie. She slipped off her shoes. This was going to be a long afternoon. "I think we're eventually going to find that this is a mutated form of a very common virus." "For the purpose of?" Byers questioned. "To create a vaccine against it," Mulder suggested. "To find a way to constantly be one step ahead of something?" Langly looked a little uneasy. "We're not talking about the flu here are we?" "No," Mulder said with some regret. "Well-yeah, maybe. Every time we turn around the public is being warned about some new strain of flu that's going around. They're told to run out and get a flu shot. Maybe these viruses are being created so pharmaceutical companies can research vaccines to prevent them. Research in preparation for something on a much larger scale." Everyone, including Scully stared at him as he got up, crushed up his sandwich wrapper and made a 3 point shot into the trash can. "Anyone got any Tums?" Mulder's paranoia was alive and well. Scully was the first to speak, swinging into full scientific mode. "Mutations happen in nature all the time. I'm meeting with one of the doctors here in D.C. who treated several patients who came down with this infection. He seemed very eager to talk with someone because of the unusual nature of the cases and when he called the CDC to report his findings they didn't seem very interested. You know, Mulder, it's not unusual for something like influenza to mutate into different strains. "I know, but you just said that it IS unusual for a virus such as this to strike several areas at exactly the same time. That's what makes me think we're dealing with something else here. We've seen this before, testing on the unsuspecting-all the way from prison inmates, to the elderly, to children, Scully." He had crossed the room to come to stand before her, his eyes full of the memory, his voice softening as he mentioned children. Though the years had eased it some, the pain of Emily would always be there for both of them. She broke his gaze and he reached to tuck her hair behind her left ear. "Us," was all he said. OFFICE OF DR. NATHAN THOMAS D.C. GENERAL Scully had left Mulder with the Gunmen and taken the car to her appointment. His melancholy attitude at meeting their boss later that evening had translated into the fact that he might not be in any shape to drive it later on. As she waited for her meeting with the doctor, she contemplated his attitude of late. While he would never again be the eager, somewhat naive man-child she had met some 10 years ago, some of the cynicism he had developed over the years had dissipated. Since Cleveland, he seemed to enjoy the work more, and a new easiness had developed between them, in part due to their living arrangements. She knew that in some way he believed that the hearings now going on would bring to light some of the things they had battled over the years if in no other context then to make people aware of what was going on. She feared however, the reasons he would be called upon to appear before the committee. If they were to discredit him and their work before a national audience it would change everything. Dr. Thomas entered the office. He was a tall man, Mulder's height, with nicely graying hair and an easy smile which he greeted her with before introductions. "Agent Scully?" at her nod he continued. "I'm Nathan Thomas. I can't tell you how glad I was to get your call." He reached over and shook her hand with a firm professional grip. "Yes, well my partner and I are investigating some deaths attributed to this viral infection in several other cities..." "There have been other cases similar to this elsewhere?" The doctor looked totally surprised by her comments as he made his way behind his desk. Taking a seat and waiting for her answer. Surprised as well, Scully took out her reports and handed them across the desk to Thomas. "Yes, there have been what appear to be identical cases reported in several eastern U.S. cities. Atlanta, Boston, Chicago..." "Wait a minute; you're saying this is localized in these cities? I can't tell you how unusual that is." "Actually sir, I'm a medical doctor, a pathologist and I'm well aware that this is highly unusual which is why I'm here. I was hoping to get authorization to do an autopsy on the latest victim." "Victim? You make it sound like we're talking about murders here Agent Scully." "If my partner and I can prove that this is not a natural outbreak, that these people have been deliberately exposed to something without their knowledge then they very well could be murders sir." Thomas met her gaze with one of shock. "I'm sorry, but what you're talking about is not only illegal but unethical. We're talking Saddam tactics here. You're not suggesting something like that could happen in this country are you?" Scully could tell she was frightening this man. "Dr. Thomas, I'm sure you're aware of the hearings going on on Capital Hill. Allegations have been made by the press that the government might indeed be involved in unethical medical research and that they are also involved in a cover-up of said research." Thomas hesitated a moment as if contemplating to himself whether what he was about to say would reveal his opinion of the current establishment. "Somewhat, I haven't really been paying much attention to it frankly." Scully smiled to herself, Mulder's fears becoming obvious with the doctor's comment, nobody was listening. "My partner and I believe this case could provide important evidence that would indeed implicate those involved. We just need a little information." The doctor appearing much more relieved than moments before shuffled through some of his own files. "I don't see where an autopsy would be any problem then, he was one of my patients." He handed Scully the file. Glancing through it quickly she noted that the doctor had started the patient on course of strong antivirals and oxygen almost immediately due to the extreme respiratory problems he was suffering. White cell counts were extremely high and the patient had and extremely high fever; all evidence of some type of massive infection. Several hours later the patient had experienced respiratory arrest and had been placed on a respirator. He died within 10 hours of admittance. The same thing had been true for the other victims. Whatever this was, it progressed at an unnatural rate. "Were you able to identify the cause of the patient's symptoms?" "It appeared to be viral, like a flu virus, but like nothing I've or anyone else I contacted had ever seen before," Thomas looked out of his league despite his credentials. He pushed his hair back and sighed. "These other cases, they had the same symptoms?" "Yes, exactly. Do you think I could take a quick look at Mr. Mack's body?" Scully continued to look through the victims' file as they made their way down to the hospital morgue. Phillip Mack had been 47 at the time of his death and in fairly good health. He was employed at the Hall Drug Warehouse and lived in Arlington with his wife and two sons. She made a mental note to find out if Hall Drug was in any way connected to Pinck Pharmaceuticals. She also desperately wanted to talk with Mrs. Mack. They entered the morgue and were greeted by the attendant who gave them the drawer number for Mr. Mack. After snapping on latex gloves Dr. Thomas pulled open the drawer, the empty drawer. "Jason!" The morgue attendant came running at the sound of his name. "Yes Doctor?" Both Dr. Thomas and Scully turned to the young man. "We seem to have misplaced Mr. Mack." "Geez, let me recheck my logs," Jason said with a worried look and jogged back out to his desk. After contacting the funeral home that was to pick up the body and a rather morbid search through the morgue the three of them determined that Mr. Mack had indeed gone missing. "What the hell is going on here?" Thomas was angry and confused. He looked first at the bewildered morgue attendant and then at Agent Scully for an explanation. "Evidence sir, of what we were talking about earlier. You said the CDC refused to talk with you about this?" "I've talked to the CDC several times. Nothing was mentioned about cases appearing in other cities, they won't even acknowledge to me there is any influenza outbreak. It's highly unusual for this time of year. And I sure haven't seen anything mentioned on the news either." "Well it's not necessarily an outbreak when they appear to have it contained to several localized locations. Do you have any further blood work or other test results on this patient?" "I'm not sure if it's back from the lab yet, I can check," flustered he went into the attendant's office to phone the lab. Returning only minutes later to confirm what Scully had already suspected. There was no lab work for a Mr. Phillip Mack. CASEY'S BAR 7:17PM It was a warm evening and by the time Mulder had reached the bar he had shed his jacket and tie and his sleeves were rolled to his elbows. Scully had contacted him after her interview with Thomas to inform him she was going back to the Gunmen's in hopes they could gain access to medial records of some of the other patients. If what she suspected was true she would have a lot to tell him when he got home. Through the smoky atmosphere he spotted Skinner sitting in one of the back booths near the restrooms. He was nursing a beer and a similar one sat on the table across from him. Mulder tossed down his jacket and slid into the seat across from the A.D. "I'm not sure it's a good sign when your boss buys you a beer." "You're probably gonna need more than that one when you hear what I have to tell you. Did you and Scully go over what I gave you this morning?" Mulder took a slow drag of his beer and set the mug back on the table, stroking the condensation off the glass with his fingers. He signed deeply. "We think what you've given us is evidence of some elaborate medical research project. Scully's over at the Gunmen's right now trying to gain access to the medical records of some of the victims." "Victims?" Skinner questioned. "What else would you call them? These people have been exposed to some kind of acute respiratory infection, perhaps a form of influenza. I'll tell you what I think but just so you know, Scully doesn't share my theory- just yet. To Mulder's surprise, Skinner downed the rest of his beer and signaled for another round. At Mulder's surprised look he explained. "I'm just trying to prepare myself for your explanation." Mulder faked a smile. "I'll make it brief," he said, picking up his beer and taking another drag of the cold liquid. The chill it gave him sliding down his throat was not half as bad as the chill he was getting thinking about what he was about to say. "I think this has to do with government funded research on some form of biological toxin or weapon; or perhaps preventative research for such." Skinner looked around, as if making sure no one was listening to their conversation. "You might not want to say that too loud, Mulder. Nothing fuels the media more than corruption. When you get home, Scully's going to tell you she found that the bodies of those who have died from this infection have disappeared." "What?" Mulder downed the rest of the beer and slid the second one over in front of him. "There have been 19 deaths attributed to this silent outbreak. Scully's going to find that there have been no autopsies on any of them because there were no bodies to autopsy. "They all just disappeared from morgues?" Mulder sat across from Skinner, his mouth agape. "Within hours of their deaths. Someone doesn't want any investigation into why these people died because information revealed in those autopsies could very well link the deaths to government funded projects. There as also been the release of an unpublicized preventative vaccine in these same major cities. You need to find that link, Mulder. One that ties the manufactured vaccine to whatever this project may be. Scully needs to isolate the virus and determine its origin. It has to be something that was intentionally released in all these areas and you need proof as to who is responsible." Mulder wasn't exactly happy with his boss barking orders on how he and Scully should proceed with their investigation. "Tall order for so late at night don't you think?" Skinner looked around again. Mulder found it odd that he seemed so nervous about their conversation. "Listen, you and Scully have investigated cases like this before, pesticide spraying in Pennsylvania, Cumberland Prison, the New Spartans. But you have no evidence that the government was involved in any of them nor can you prove that the government or the private sector was involved in the cover-up of any wrongdoing. You want to look at an organization called Roush." Skinner suddenly seemed to have too many answers for Mulder's liking. It reminded him very much of his conversation on the bridge with Kritschgau or even years ago as he and the same man had strolled undetected though the halls of the DOD. Suddenly everyone seemed to have all the answers but they weren't talking to the right people. "How is it that you now know where I'm supposed to look for answers? You're a part of this aren't you? Why the hell haven't you pointed any fingers at anyone all these years?" The angry inflection evident in his voice rising as he spoke. "You let them maim Scully and pick apart my brain and when I've got nothing left to loose but her, you and your buddies coheres me into becoming a part of your rebellion or what ever the hell you choose to call it!" Mulder's voice had risen with his tirade. Several patrons in the bar were now looking towards their table. In one swift move, Skinner reached across the table and grabbed Mulder's left wrist. As Mulder tried to twist it away, he squeezed harder, the watchband on Mulder's wrist biting into his flesh from the pressure. "Look you ass," Skinner seethed. "We brought you into this because we didn't want to see either of you hurt any further." "Bullshit," Mulder seethed back. Still trying to wriggle free of Skinner's hold on him he soon realizing that it wouldn't take much at this point to snap the bones of his wrist and relented. Skinner let go. As Mulder started to bolt from the booth, Skinner pushed him back down in his seat with a crushing hand on his shoulder. "Sit down!" Mulder glared at Skinner, rubbing his chafed wrist. "You know damn well you've been used in the past; you know what's been done to me. It's got to stop!" "Don't you think I've been trying to stop it? You think I-that Scully and I want to live the rest of our lives having to constantly look over our shoulders for whomever is about to stab us in the back. I can't do that anymore!" "Then just listen to me for a minute," Skinner was almost pleading with him. Mulder said nothing so Skinner took that as an acceptance to continue. "You chose to bring this all to light Mulder. No one told you to make the comments you made in Cleveland but because you were the one who set this ball rolling, you and Scully have become key figures in this executive investigation. Should anything happen to you now, it wouldn't take long for all those media friends you've made to put two and two together and an investigation could turn up evidence that points directly to the people involved in these cover-ups. I can't help you if I'm in the middle of this. I told you this once before and I think you understood. You don't want to forget who your friends are, who you can trust. You may not think of me or even Kritschgau as a friend now, but by making you aware of what's being done it was a way to buy you both some insurance, Mulder. You sleeping with your partner is no longer much of a secret you know. Fraternization is not exactly against Bureau policy unless we're talking on a supervisory level. And your status as a supervisor is being rather conveniently overlooked by the powers that be. And quite frankly I don't understand why. It might, however, not look good to others outside the loop. These people believe you have nothing to support what you claim and when they get you in there and start picking you apart, that's going to become very evident to the public. You're going to be right back where you started from." Mulder met Skinner's eyes but still didn't say anything. "Can I ask you something?" Skinner said, his voice soft, trying to maintain the fragile calm that had settled on the table. Mulder only nodded. "Does Scully know the identity of the man you met in Cleveland?" "Yeah," he answered hesitantly. "We're both guilty of withholding information." Skinner took a last sip of his now slightly warm beer and stood to leave. "Go home, Mulder," Skinner said, throwing a twenty on the table as he walked towards the front of the bar and out the door. The irony of Mulder's home being Scully's apartment was not lost on him. DANA SCULLY'S APARTMENT Scully had just finished filling the kettle to make tea when she heard the key in the lock and Mulder came through the door. He had told her just the other day that he still felt like he should knock before he came in sometimes. Throwing his jacket in a heap on the chair he made his way into the kitchen. She could smell him before he even got close. The dark circles under his eyes and heavy 5 o'clock shadow only emphasized how tired he looked. She knew however, that it was more mental fatigue than anything physical. "Better make that coffee," he said, kissing her lightly when as she made a face at his beer breath and smoky clothes. "That bad huh?" She gave him a disgusted look. "If you're gonna sit in my kitchen you need a shower and a change of clothes." We have a lot to talk about." "Yeah we do," he sighed rubbing his aching wrist. She noticed his actions and the bruising that was already evident. "What happened to your wrist?" "I had to arm wrestle Skinner for the tab?" The disbelieving look he got made him wince. "You're both right handed, Mulder. Go get cleaned up and I'll get you some ice." He just gave her a half-hearted smile, nodded and headed off towards the bathroom, her comment about 'my kitchen' ambling around in his brain. Some things had yet to become 'theirs'. "Don't suppose you want to come wash my back?" Scully smiled and a few minutes later, followed him into the bathroom. As she pushed open the door, the steam from the shower was already starting to build in the room. Mulder had dropped his smoke-ridden clothes in a heap on the floor. She shed her pajama's and as silently as possible popped the shower door open. Mulder was standing under the hot spray facing the wall, his palms and forehead pressed against the tile. He didn't acknowledge her presence. She stepped up behind him and grabbed the soap and shower sponge from the shelf. Squeezing on an ample supply of soap she began rubbing the sponge in circles across his tense shoulders. She could feel him relaxing under her ministrations. She then heard him whisper a thank you into the tile. Something had happened tonight that had brought the weariness back to his voice. Stopping her impromptu message she placed her cheek against his back and wrapped her arms around his middle. He turned then in her arms and she looked up into his face. His eyes were closed and the water from the shower ran down his forehead and dripped off his long lashes. He said nothing but placed his fingers against her cheeks and raised her face to his, their lips meeting in a deep hungry kiss. WATERGATE APARTMENTS 11:47PM "Do you have any idea what he and Skinner were talking about?" Former U.S. Attorney John Leamus, his ear to the phone, stubbed out his cigarette. The pack on his desk was now empty and he began rifling through his drawers looking for another. "No, I think we can assume that Mulder's AD friend is a part of this. He has been for years." When it became evident he wouldn't find what he was looking for; he slammed the drawer suddenly chuckling at what his comrade was saying on the other end of the line. "Yeah, that would be the easiest thing to do but it would be too much fuel for the media at this point. Mr. Mulder needs to understand what's at stake here, what the information he might release would do in the long run. He's not a stupid man, I think he's already figured out this is part of a much bigger plan." Leamus sat back and rubbed his eyes. "No, leave her out of this, that card's been played too many times already by other parties. I'll take care of this." X-FILES OFFICE NEXT DAY They had stayed up half the night going over what Scully and the Gunmen had uncovered. Skinner had been right; all the bodies of the nineteen victims from this infection had disappeared. According to local law enforcement, they had all disappeared within several hours of succumbing to their illness. A phone interview with Mrs. Mack had revealed that her husband and twenty- nine other employees and families of the Hall Drug Warehouse had voluntarily received flu shots a week prior to her husband's death. Two of them were now also dead. Calls to relatives of several of the other victims had revealed they too had also recently received flu vaccinations. Scully had also contacted the CDC. Whatever this bug was, their reports indicated no outbreak of any kind. Several cities, Boston, Atlanta, and Chicago were being watched and vaccines were being administered in these areas as a preventive precaution. Someone had already started to cover their asses. All the two of them had at the moment were medical reports of a very selective viral infection, 19 deaths caused by this infection, but no bodies to autopsy and only the possibility of it being chemically induced as a form of transmission. They had set the guys on the trail of Roush Technologies in the wee hours of the morning but so far all they had come up with were some web sites they could search regarding Roush's current projects. What they needed was information that would connect the dots. Mulder hadn't said much about his encounter with Skinner the previous evening but she knew that the marks on his wrist were not from any arm wrestling match he had had with their boss. It had taken a while but he had finally confessed to her to what had happened on the bridge in Cleveland. The man he had wrestled into the river that night had been Michael Kritschgau and in their brief conversation he had told Mulder of a covert group working to expose an elaborate governmental conspiracy against the American people. Skinner, Mulder believed was in one form or another, also a member of this group and together they had decided it was time to recruit him too. Mulder's allegiance Scully knew had not come without a price. She had realized a long time ago, that he did everything for her, and this was no exception. He'd exchanged his independence for their security. After spending most of the day searching the internet for information on Roush and other government funded research projects, Mulder now paced the office like an expectant father. The request for his appearance before the executive investigative committee had been hand delivered early in the morning. He was due in their chambers at 9AM sharp Monday morning. "Maybe you should cut back on the coffee, Mulder." Her vain attempt at breaking the ice chilling the office went flat. "Or maybe I could prescribe some valium." "Yeah, that'll help. Drug me into a stupor and I won't feel the knife between my shoulder blades." He came to stand next to the desk where she now had taken up his abandoned search and squatted down to her eye level, his knees popping. They caught each other's eyes at the sound and smiled. "Don't say it," he mugged. "I'm the lamb being led to the slaughter here, Scully, we have to find something." "Mulder, I don't think that case in Phoenix back in 1998 has anything to do with this. Just because that man worked for Roush doesn't mean whatever happened to him was connected to his work. I know you believed that some type of entity was responsible for his death and that of his co-worker but what does that have to do with what we're dealing with now?" Breaking eye contact and looking down Mulder sighed. His ever-skeptical partner never gave up questioning him. He looked back up and placed his left hand over hers to still it. His fingers felt like ice. "Roush is a lobbying group. They are constantly looking for tax dollars to fund projects and get an absurd amount of it from what I've seen. Kritschgau was on their payroll when we first met him." "I thought he worked for the DOD?" "So he moonlighted a little." "He told me a long time ago how the government has been doing research on anything from agricultural chemicals, to weapons, to aids vaccines and using and unknowing public to test them on. It goes all the way back to the 1940's. I always believed that the people had a right to know about this." "But now you don't?" "I don't know what I think." He stroked the back of her hand with his thumb and Scully found it somewhat disturbing here in the office. "The 1940's Scully, Roswell was the 40's. I think we both agree that the government has some knowledge of what we believe is a coming apocalypse. What if the alien virus we've both seen has a way of mutating itself to insure its survival? And-and, all this research that I've believed has been geared towards turning us all into human drones is really a way of fighting back or stopping it?" Scully turned her hand over and took hold of his still chilly fingers trying to warm them. "So you're saying that you think Roush appropriates funds for research on the alien virus? Mulder, I don't see anything here that would substantiate that. All these projects are legitimate." "But what if they are using these other projects as a smoke screen-creating these other bugs, mutating man- made viruses so they can come up with a way to stop an alien virus? Wouldn't that be a good thing?" Mulder never ceased to exasperate her at times. "But we're not talking about an alien virus here Mulder; this appears to be some sort of influenza." "I know that, but the principle is the same isn't it? All viruses can mutate. What if by researching and creating vaccines for something as common as the flu in actuality they're trying to come up with a vaccine for an alien virus that itself keeps mutating?" God, what he was suggesting was incomprehensible but frighteningly possible. She put her right hand over their clasped hands. "I suppose in those terms it would but it's not a good thing if they are using the public to test their progress." Mulder slid his hand out from between hers and put his right hand on the back of the chair making an effort to stand. "Scully?" Alarmed at his tone she looked up. "Help me up," he begged as he pushed himself slowly back to his feet. His legs had fallen asleep below the knees from squatting so long and he now bent over rubbing them to get the circulation going again. Scully watched with some amusement. Finally he stood and took a few steps towards the file cabinets at the back of the office, turning again to face her with his hands on his hips. "You know I've read a lot of theory," at Scully's eye roll he smirked. "That's also confirmed in some scientific research journals by the way, that there is a very real possibility that the earth may undergo a catastrophic natural disaster some time this century. An event not unlike others that have occurred before in the history of the planet, like whatever caused the extinction of the dinosaurs or the ice age. Most people have no idea what a fragile existence we have here on this planet and I don't mean just environmentally." He took a few steps and came to stand near the desk. "The earth is part of the whole solar system, Scully. The sun, the planets are all connected to each other. A catastrophic event on one will affect all the others. There are huge gravitational and magnetic fields involved here. If something were to happen within our solar system that would disrupt the magnetic field of the earth it would cause a disaster of biblical proportions. Do you know that the story of Noah and the great flood exists in some form or another in just about every culture on this planet? A lot of evidence points to the fact that it really did happen." Mulder had gone into story mode. Most of the time she loved his antidotes, that mind of his contained an amazing amount of knowledge from the sublime to the mundane. Other times, like now, she wondered where he was going with this seemingly off topic. "Just about every culture has a Jesus figure too, Mulder. A savior figure who's return has been prophesized." He could see her disinterest and became more animated using his hands to convey the information. "You know the story of Atlantis... "It's a myth Mulder. "Yes, but many a myth has its basis in fact, Scully. The story goes back as far as Plato and recent findings theorize that the continent of Antarctica could very possibly be the lost continent of Atlantis." "I thought Atlantis was in the Atlantic?" "You've heard of continental drift?" "Mulder, where are you going with this? What does it have to do with this case?" She suddenly saw some of the man-child return. His eyes sparkled with the knowledge he was about to convey to her and whether it meant anything to the case suddenly became irrelevant. "Scully, lets just say that Atlantis DID exist. What catastrophic event could have caused the disappearance of an entire continent? An entire civilization? Suppose these people knew they were doomed. It's believed that the Atlanteans were great astronomers and seaman; it was a highly sophisticated society. At the time Atlantis was supposed to have existed the rest of the world was in chaos and then suddenly you had these tremendous civilizations popping up around the globe, the Mayans, the Egyptians. What if these people were refugees from Atlantis? There's a modern day theory that's generated a lot of controversy among archeologists that many of the sacred sites from early history like Stonehenge, the Great Pyramid, Machu Picchu are a hidden global pattern of measuring devices created by this incredibly advanced civilization long before history is even supposed to have existed; devices that were used to predict a disaster." Scully tilted her head back, the easy smile she used when she refused to argue his theories spread across her face. Mulder watched it happen and she saw his shoulders sag. He blew out a huff. "You're not buying any of this shit are you?" "Mulder, there are always theories, especially about these sites because no conclusive evidence has been established as to what their real purpose is. So what if they are warning signs, no one can figure them out." "Maybe they have figured them out, maybe that's what this is all about; preventive measures. If-if some catastrophic event happened in the solar system or here on earth that caused some form of continental displacement it could change the whole magnetic field of the earth, even cause it to reverse. Outside of the fact that such an event would cause horrific weather related problems, if something caused the earth's magnetic field to reverse nothing would work. Your car wouldn't run, or your appliances, anything with a magnetic motor in it would be useless. There would be no electricity because the huge turbines used to produce it wouldn't run. Anything stored on magnetic tape or similar devices would be useless. We live in a digital age; CD's DVD's all data stored that way would still be accessible should this happen. Solar energy, cell phones, liquid crystal display, perhaps all these wonderful new gadgets are just another subtle way of preparing the public for the future without their direct knowledge. They just all think it's really cool." "It's progress," Mulder. "Is it?" "So what you're saying here is that now you think we're better off living in the lie?" "I just don't think I have the right to suggest it's all a lie." "To live the lie, you have to believe it. Like these men who deceive the public. You told me that Mulder and I know you, you don't believe it. So regardless of whether we're looking at a natural or man-made disaster if the public is being duped by being left in the dark about preparations to survive any such catastrophe they have a right to know. You know how I feel when you try to protect me from something. I should have the right to control my own fate. No one, especially a government of elected officials should have the power to take that away from me." Mulder spread his arms in an act of supplication. "So what do I do about it?" "Once again, you're saying I a lot. What do WE do about it," she corrected. "I'm the one who has to go in front of that committed Monday, Scully, and right now I have no idea what I'm going to tell them." She got up from the chair and walked over to where he now leaned on his elbow against the file cabinets. Reaching down and taking his left hand in hers again she begged him to look her in the eyes. "You have the strength of your beliefs, Mulder." The memory of her words came back in a rush and he squeezed her fingers with his and then he did something he wasn't supposed to do in the office, he kissed her. OFFICE OF THE LONE GUNMEN By the time Saturday evening rolled around they still had little to go on. Holed up with the Gunmen most of the day they had found that Pinck Pharmaceuticals was indeed the manufacturer of the vaccine being used to prevent the spread of the virus. In each city affected the first person to be diagnosed had been an employee of a local drug warehouse. Roush Technologies was responsible for getting funding for Pinck's drug research on infectious diseases. The evidence was circumstantial at best. By 7PM everyone's stomach was growling. "You want I should rustle us up some grub?" Frohike suggested. Mulder mimed a gagging expression. "Please no, take out is fine by me." Scully was quick to insist. "Okay, so what do we want?" Langly was like a hungry puppy. "Pizza, cheese steaks, Mexican, Chinese, McDonalds? They settled on Chinese and Scully called in the order to their favorite Chinese take-out. "We gonna draw straws to see who picks it up?" Langly again, he'd probably eat his on the way back. "No, I'll go," Mulder said somewhat half-heartedly. "I need some air." "You need money, man?" Mulder just waved them off as he headed for the door. He'd had an uneasy feeling since they had left the office yesterday and it had continued through much of the evening. He hadn't been very good company. As Scully had prepared dinner he'd sat at her desk, pretending to work on the computer all the while keeping his eye on a dark SUV that had taken up residence in a parking place across from the apartment. They were being watched he was sure of it. This was all supposed to have ended with his joining the force so to speak but clearly it had not. They were still pawns in the game. He'd picked though his dinner and suffered though some movie he couldn't remember with Scully. Refusing to discuss anything further about what they were working on. If they were being watched someone might be listening too. Though he'd tried to pretend it was just their usual Friday evening off, Scully had been acutely aware of his silence. As he exited the Gunmen's he'd made a quick visual search of the area, not seeing the SUV or any other suspicious vehicles he got in the car and headed for the restaurant. The restaurant was back in Georgetown so it took him about twenty minutes to get there. He didn't notice the black Ford Explorer that had followed him into the lot. He pulled in against the wall of the building and stepped out of the car slamming the door and startling with the screech of tires and the bright lights of the Explorer as they hit him straight on. Momentarily shaken, the vehicle bore down on him before he could leap from its path and he suddenly found himself almost pinned between the car's bumper and the brick wall. Slamming his palms on its hood, as if he could stop its momentum, it stopped inches from crushing him against the wall. After several minutes the passenger door opened and Mulder found himself staring into the face of former U.S. Attorney John Leamus. "I'd like several minutes of your time, Agent Mulder." Shaking and breathless, Mulder starred the man down. "You could have just called me, I'm sure you know my number." "I'd like you to take a ride with us, if you don't mind." As usual, Mulder used a little humor to cover his fear. "That's gonna be a little difficult from where I'm standing." Leamus waved at the driver who backed the vehicle up just inches enough for Mulder to slip out from his captive position. Extending his hand, Leamus directed him to the back door and opened it, motioning him inside. As he was about to climb inside Leamus stopped him with a hand on his arm. "Your weapon please, Mr. Mulder," he said, again extending his hand. Mulder slowly removed his service revolver from his hip and handed it to Leamus grip first and slid into the back seat. Leamus shut the door and climbed back into the front seat, the driver popped the car into reverse and they sped out of the parking lot. OFFICE OF THE LONE GUNMEN Byers hung up the phone, it had been almost an hour since Mulder had left and the restaurant was calling to find out if someone was going to pick up their order. Scully just stared at the three of them. Frohike jumped on the police scanner but found no reports of accidents on any routes Mulder would have taken. His disappearance so close to the date he was to appear before the committed gave them all cause for alarm. "Someone give me some keys," she demanded. "Whoa, where do you think you're going to go?" Frohike was loaded with precaution. "To look for him, maybe his car broke down or something. I'm sure I know what route he would have taken." "Doesn't he have his cell with him-it's usually glued to his ear," Langly was trying to keep the concern out of his voice. "He would have called, Dana." Byers, trying to be placating only gave her more cause to worry. "We'll all go, okay? We don't want you out there alone." She nodded reluctantly, gratified by their concern but still a little annoyed by their over-protectiveness. "Someone has to stay here," she looked back and forth between the men. "In case he comes back-or calls." "We'll leave Langly on guard duty, come on, let's go." STREETS OF WASHINGTON, D.C. "Can I ask where we're going because I really should call my answering service if I'm gonna be out for the evening." Mulder hoped the sarcasm was hiding the fear he was still harboring. "You're walking a very dangerous line, Agent Mulder. I just want to have a little chat-make sure you understand what path you're on." Mulder looked out the window as they turned onto Pennsylvania Avenue and were about to pass the White House. He guessed their route had been preplanned-and effort to emphasize the importance of the journey. "Well, why don't we get on with that CHAT then." Leamus turned so he could look the agent in the eye. "We've had this conversation before, Agent Mulder. These infatuations you have with the truth, of blowing the whistle on the federal government for what you believe are injustices against the American people." Mulder became agitated with the smugness Leamus exhibited. "Because there are injustices. They go on all the time. That little skirmish with the New Spartans didn't even begin to uncover it all! You were just hoping I'd become a victim and then you wouldn't have to worry about me anymore." "Mr. Mulder, if we were worried about you stirring up the kettle we would have taken care of you long before this-and don't think this executive investigation is protecting you or Agent Scully in any way." Mulder glared right back at the man. "I'm not that na‹ve. And besides, that has nothing to do with me, I didn't make any allegations. The media has brought all this to light." Leamus glanced and caught the eye of his driver who brought the car to a stop in front of the Jefferson Memorial. Opening his door and returning his gaze to Mulder he said. "Come with me." OUTSIDE THE LOTUS GARDEN RESTAURANT 8:43PM They had called the police when they discovered Mulder's car parked in the parking lot outside the restaurant. His keys had been found tossed against the base of the brick wall. Skid marks were found next to the car and at the edge of the driveway. It was too dark in the lot to see any sign of blood. Mulder had either gone with or was forced to go with who ever had met him here in this lot. Scully circled the lot in nervous despair waiting for Skinner. When his car pulled into the lot and he stepped out, the Gunmen watched as she approached the man her hands clenched at her sides. "You set him up didn't you!" Grabbing Skinner's arm she spun him around before he could say anything to the police detective who had also approached. Surprise by her vehemence, he placed his hands on her biceps. "Scully-Dana, take it easy. What are you talking about?" "The other night, when you met him, what did you tell him? Something's been going on since then that he won't discuss with me. Someone doesn't want him in that hearing room Monday!" Skinner had never seen her quite this distraught. Something else was going on here indeed. JEFFERSON MEMORIAL, WASHINGTON, D.C. Mulder followed Leamus up the steps of the monument. He circled around the colonnade and stopped where he had a magnificent view of the tidal basin. Mulder stopped in front of Jefferson's statue for a moment. Jefferson was one of the greatest figures in the nation's history. He was a dreamer and a great visionary of the future, dedicated to the rights of the people. It is his words that this country is based on "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain inalienable rights, among these are life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness." How ironic they should come here. "There are some things you need to understand, Mr. Mulder," Leamus' voice brought him back to the present. "Things which I think will make you change your mind about what you're going to say to the investigative committee." "Well, I don't exactly know what I'm going to say because I don't exactly know why they asked me to appear." Mulder was still taking the sarcastic approach. "They want to know what you know, or more specifically what you don't know about the issues that have been brought to light during these hearings." Leamus tucked his hands into his coat pockets and looked out across the basin. Mulder could feel the anger growing in him. "Why is it so important what I know, what I feel about this?" "Because your comments were influential in starting this entire investigation, Mr. Mulder, certainly you realize that? Alone, you and your partner were just an annoyance. But now it appears you've thrown in with this organization that believes the public must know the truth about everything. What you've put in motion could very well undermine the integrity of the government of this country." "Because, what's being done isn't right!" Leamus turned away from Mulder walking back towards the parkway. "Who are you to decide what's right, Mr. Mulder?" Mulder heard the unmistakable snick of a gun, his gun he realized as his eyes came up to see Leamus standing in front of him pointing his own weapon directly at him. "Is it better for the unsuspecting public to believe they are receiving vaccinations for something as ordinary as a flu virus or should they be told their government is attempting to prevent them from being infected with some sort of biological..." "Or alien..." Leamus' lips curved into a smile of recognition. "...plague?" Ignoring the weapon pointed at him Mulder began to put the pieces together. "You're trying to develop a mass delivery system, something that will vaccinate as many as possible in the shortest period of time." "We're trying to prevent mass hysteria, Agent Mulder. I don't personally condone the methods, but it's all about protecting the public." "From itself." Leamus met Mulder's eyes for the first time. "Unfortunately, yes." "I think you underestimate the intelligence of the general public, sir." "If only that were true, Agent Mulder, then we wouldn't need subterfuge." "Or bees." "See, I knew you were a smart man." Leamus lowered the weapon, clicking the safety back on and began to walk back to the stairs that had led them to the monument. His car had returned to where it had dropped them off. "I hope you won't mind walking home to Georgetown from here," he said as he handed the weapon back to Mulder and descended the steps to the waiting car leaving Mulder standing with Thomas Jefferson fully aware he had once again been threatened. LOTUS GARDEN RESTAURANT 8:45 P.M. Scully's phone rang in her pocket. She didn't know whether to answer it or slug AD Skinner. While she dug it out of her pocket Skinner walked off to talk to the detective. "Scully," she spat in to the phone. Mulder winced on the other end of the line. "Hey Scully, it's me." "Mulder! My God, where are you?" Relief and fear now edging her voice. "I'm-I'm in some dumpy coffee shop at 12th and D Street." "How did you get there? Are you okay?" You're not hurt?" After hearing her exclaim Mulder's name, the Gunmen and Skinner had now crowded around her. She could feel herself shaking with adrenaline. "Yeah, I'm fine. I'll just grab a cab..." "No! Just-just stay there, I'll come get you." "Where are you, you sound like you're outside?" Mulder suddenly felt worried. "I'm in Lotus Garden's parking lot along with half the D.C. police force, the guys and Skinner. "Shit." 12TH AND D STREET Against her wishes, Skinner had driven her to pick up Mulder. She knew there was some antagonism between them ever since they had met the other night. She was certain the marks on Mulder's wrist had been from Skinner. They had obviously had a disagreement of some kind that night. As they approached the coffee shop she could see Mulder standing outside. He was leaning against the front window of the shop with a cup of something, probably coffee in his hand. Before Skinner could stop the car completely she had jumped out and was dashing across the sidewalk to meet him. Mulder looked like a deer caught in headlights as she slammed into him, throwing her arms around his neck. Skinner watched as Mulder tried desperately to return the embrace and not spill the hot liquid he was holding, the cup fell from his hand onto the pavement as he met Scully's frantic kiss. Pulling away he starred into her frightened eyes. "Geez, Scully, I'm okay." Actually he wasn't, not now that he saw how upset this latest governmental espionage tactic had made her. She swiped at tears that had escaped her eyes. "I'm sorry, I-I just didn't know what could have happened to you." "No, Scully, I'm sorry for getting us involved in this- for everything." She put her palm to his chest. "I understand what you were trying to do. Let's just go home, Mulder." He wrapped his arm around her and drew her close, turning to make his way to Skinner's car. "Did you have to bring the cavalry?" "He wouldn't let me drive." Mulder slid into the backseat of the car as Scully opened the passenger door and got back into the front seat. "Everything okay?" Skinner asked reluctantly. "Oh, yeah, just damn peachy. I haven't been abducted for a while; it was just like old times." "What happened?" "An old friend of yours, Leamus, wanted to make sure I understood whose throat I was about to cut. Turns out, it will probably be my own." Mulder looked out the window of the car, watching the streets of D.C. pass him by and wondering how he had ever gotten himself into this mess in the first place. DANA SCULLY'S APARTMENT COMPLEX 9:23P.M. Mulder wasted no time getting out of Skinner's car and heading for the apartment. Scully turned to their boss. "I guess I should thank you." "I'm afraid he would beg to differ with you. What time is he supposed to appear Monday?" "9 AM." "You okay?" "I'm not sure." Mulder had stopped at the door to wait for her but he said nothing as they walked down the hall taking out his keys and jamming them into the lock to open the door. He pushed the door open for her and then followed her in, flipping off his jacket and tossing it recklessly on the chair. Scully watched as he stalked around the apartment with barely contained anger. "Mulder..." He did nothing but glare at her. "Are you hungry?" "NO!" He saw her flinch with his vehemence. "I'm-I just, he suddenly pushed past her, heading for the bathroom and slamming the door shut behind him. It was quiet for only a few moments and then she heard a crash and him yelling through the door. "I'm so sick of the crap!" After several minutes of frightening silence she went to the door and tapped lightly on it. "Mulder?" No answer. "Mulder? Can I come in please?" She tested the door, it wasn't locked and she gently turned the knob and pushed it open. He was standing with his palms on the sink, head down. A broken cologne bottle, his, was shattered against the tile. She approached him slowly but he didn't acknowledge her presence until she placed her hands on his biceps. "Feel better?" "Not much," he said without looking up. "Come on, Mulder, go to bed, you're exhausted." He turned to her, running his hand through his hair and motioned at the mess on the floor. "I gotta clean that up." "I'll take care of it," she said with a sad smile. She was actually surprised that he'd done as she suggested when she found him in bed a short time later. When she slid into bed next to him he made no attempt to draw her close, the tension still evident. Moving over and placing her head on his shoulder she began tracing lazy circles on his chest. He could feel her bare skin against his. Her leg slid up his thigh. There was no question what her intentions were. "Is this comfort sex?" "Is that a bad thing?" "No, not at all because right now I need a lot of comforting," he said softly pulling her towards him, suddenly deeply grateful of her understanding. She wasted no time in placing gentle kisses along his hairline, across his jaw and ending at his lips which met hers with a sudden frenzy that surprised her. "I can't do this anymore, Scully," he whispered to her when he finally broke the kiss. Hesitating for a moment she realized that he was referring to the constant war he fought with himself and not the activity they were currently engaged in. "Mulder, please, just let it go for tonight. Just forget about what's going on outside this room and be with me." He said nothing but rolled them both over so he was on top of her, taking up where he had left off only moments before. She awoke sometime later to find herself alone in a cold bed. Glancing at the clock it was a little after 3 AM. Grabbing her robe and slipping into it she opened the door into the hallway. When she got to the living room she could see Mulder sitting in the chair in the dark. She knew he was awake by the movement of his right hand as it drew imaginary designs on the arm of the chair. "Mulder?" He turned to her in the dark "Yeah?" She crossed the room and sat herself down on the arm of the chair; Mulder reached around her and drew her into him again. She rested her head on his T-shirt clad shoulder. "What are you doing out here in the dark?" He sighed. "I'm not sure I know. I couldn't sleep." She signed. How did this man live with so little sleep? She started to call him on it but he interrupted her. " Look-I'm sorry about earlier. I walked in here and I just needed to explode-and I didn't know how to go about it, not here..." "It's okay" she said, gently rubbing his arm. "Everyone needs to blow off some steam now and then." He chucked softly, clenching her arm with his hand. "You wouldn't be saying that if you knew how close I came to picking up a piece of your crystal and heaving it across the room." "It would have sacrificed itself to a good cause." "No, it wouldn't. These are your things, Scully. It wouldn't be right." Mulder hadn't said it in so many words but she was getting the distinct impression that he still felt like a guest in her home. "You know, I'm beginning to realize now how little room there is for you in this apartment. Maybe we should look for another place." He turned to look at her then. "This is your home, Scully. You don't have to leave it because of me." "It's our home now, Mulder, but I know you don't always see it that way. Maybe I don't either." He shook his head gently. "I guess I didn't realize how hard it would be to start over. I never really thought I had anything to loose until I lost it all in that fire; a lot of memories." "Then we need to start making some new ones," she said, kissing the top of his head and weaving her fingers through his hair. "You didn't answer my question-what are you doing out here?" Laughing softly he replied, "thinkin..." Scully could only sigh. Didn't that mind of his ever stop? How many times over the years had she wished for something to ease his mind? To stop those thought processes for just a few minutes and bring him peace? Would he be the same man if she did? "Thinkin' about what?" She could see him smile gently in the dark. "About something you tried to tell me a long time ago, when I thought I could make the perfect wish and save the world; that it's not something one man has the right to try and do." He sighed against her. "Why us, Scully?" It sounded almost like defeat in his voice and that frightened her. "What do you mean?" "Why us, why can't we be like the 5 billion or so other people on this earth who live in peaceful naivete. Just going on about their normal lives-living the lie." "Because we know it's a lie, Mulder. And besides, I thought you told me this was a normal life," she kidded, attempting to bring him out of his funk by using his own comments back at him. "Maybe it's what you told me once, maybe it's about fate and choices we make in life. Every time you make a choice you change your fate." "Well I have a choice to make come Monday that might just change the fate of everyone." He slid his arm out from behind her and leaned forward in the chair, dropping his head into his hands. "I just want it all to end, Scully. I just want to know that there are other people in this world beside ourselves who give a damn about the future of this planet-we've sacrificed so much, our families have sacrificed so much. Some part of me needs to redeem the Mulder name but I don't know from what. I just don't see how we can ever win, Scully." She could see the tension in his shoulders. No one man should carry the weight of the world like that. She began to rub his back, increasing the pressure between his shoulder blades and the base of his neck. "You comforting me again?" "Always." She clenched his shoulder hard to get his attention. "You know, Mulder. I think that choice has already been made. There wouldn't be all those individuals volunteering to testify in these hearings if they didn't want the truth to be known." "The truth can be dangerous, Scully" "Life is dangerous, Mulder." He turned to look at her suddenly, remember Skinner using those exact words years ago. "We live it every day not knowing what the next one will bring but it doesn't stop us from getting up each morning." Turning slightly in the chair he turned to face her. "Did you ever see Star Trek two, The Wrath of Kahn?" Without waiting for her reply he continued. "Kirk's ex girlfriend is this scientist, they had a son together and he followed in his mother's footsteps, joining her research on something called "the Genesis Project", a way to create life from nothing. Kahn shows up, he was this ruthless leader of some space convicts that Kirk had a run in with once before, he's out for revenge. He gets a hold of this genesis thing and this huge space battle ensues. Both ships are left powerless but Kahn engages the genesis machine threatening to destroy the Enterprise and her crew when it explodes. Kinda like the theory of the big bang. Anyway, the Enterprise can't get away nor can they destroy Kahn's ship because it will cause the destruction of the Enterprise. It's a no-win situation, the Kobayashi Maru." "Kobayashi Maru?" "Yeah, it was a test at the Space Academy. A simulated no-win situation that trainees had to go through. Kirk beat it by reprogramming the computer, and changing the outcome but Spock chooses the situation at hand for his own solution. He enters the engine compartment of the Enterprise, subjects himself to lethal radiation and saves the ship and her crew but gives up his own life in the process." "Star Trek again, Mulder?" "The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few." "Or the one." "Gene Roddenberry was a genius, Scully, he said looking at her with a sad smile. "This is my Kobayashi Maru; it's a no-win situation. I can go in there Monday and admit to the fact that I have nothing the back up the suggestions I made in Cleveland. I can tell them that what I said was just the result of my own frustrations at not being able to solve the case and my own arrogance got the better of me. They'll decide that this whole investigation is a waste of taxpayer's money. They'll charge me with treason or something else just as horrendous and I'll end up in prison the rest of my life thus proving that I am the ass Skinner claims I am. But the public will continue to be the victim because these things will continue to go on behind their backs. Or I can pull all the information we have on everything we investigated in the past 10 years as inconclusive as it is and go in there with a truckload of files on everything from the Litchfield experiments to today and tell the public that their government had been sanctioning this type of research since the Second World War. And the public still looses because now they have one more reason to doubt their government, fear their doctor and suspect their neighbor. I don't know what the answer is." Jesus, where had all that come from? No wonder he couldn't sleep when his mind was in such turmoil. Skinner had called him an ass? Valium wasn't the answer here but perhaps reasoning was. "Mulder," she said, reaching out to draw him reluctantly closer to her. "This is part of something so much bigger then us. It's a fight I've learned we can't win, not you and I alone. I don't know how to make you see that loosing doesn't make you a failure. All I expect from you is to do what YOU think is right." He sighed heavily against her again. "I don't know what's right anymore, Scully." "Yes, you do. You always have. I believe that and more importantly I believe in you. I don't know why you feel you have to redeem your name; you're a good man, Mulder and whether you believe it or not, this is not a no-win situation, you've already won. That this hearing is being conducted in a public venue is proof of that. Even if no charges are filed as a result there are a lot of good people who realize that the good in this world is worth fighting for and they will not let this rest. If you speak from your heart, no matter how absurd it sounds, people will listen. Now, please come back to bed. Tomorrow is Sunday and for once we're going to spend it like normal people." Mulder kissed her cheek, clutching Scully tighter. She was right; his morals would not allow him to deceive the public. "You go ahead; I'll be there in a minute." U.S. CAPITAL BUILDING, WASHINGTON, D.C. MONDAY 8:47AM Mulder hadn't gone back to bed; he'd sat there in the dark alone wanting desperately to find a solution that was right. He'd finally kicked on the TV and muted the sound to the point where it was barely audible; an old movie "The Flight of the Phoenix" with Jimmy Stewart was all he could find to keep his attention. A group of men aboard a plane had crashed in the desert. One man, an aeronautics engineer keeps their hopes alive by convincing them to build a new plane from the wreckage of the old. What he fails to tell them is that he is a designer of model planes not real ones, a slight exaggeration of the truth. The men upon realizing they'd been duped continue to build the plane anyway and in the end save themselves by flying the plane out of the desert. Scully found him in the morning, asleep in the chair. As they both exited the cab in front of the Capital building they were surprised to see a gathering of individuals milling about the lawn. Several carried signs proclaiming names of various civil rights groups. Some appeared to be family members asking for justice. MUFON and NICAP signs were also visible. "Who ARE these people?" Mulder said pausing to survey his surroundings. "Believe it or not, there has been a lot of public interest in the hearings that have been going on here, Mulder." He looked down to meet her eyes. "I didn't think anyone other than the press was paying any attention. You mean people actually watch those cable news channels?" She smiled at him. "Someone's always paying attention, Mulder." He had been absurdly quiet this morning. Having nothing more than a cup of coffee for breakfast stating that he didn't want anything coming back to haunt him as he sat in front of the investigative committee. He had brought nothing with him. Scully had taken up a seat in the front row of the gallery behind him as he sat down at the table facing the committee. "Could you state your name please sir," the secretary of the committee requested. "Fox William Mulder." "And you are employed by the Federal Bureau of Investigation? "That's correct." "May I ask in what capacity you work for the FBI Mr. Mulder?" Commander Henderson asked. "I'm assigned to the X-Files division, sir." "And just what exactly is the X-Files division?" Mulder glanced across the panel of committee members. Henderson, an Air Force Major, two representatives from the CDC, a research scientist from the DOD named Klineman, U.S. Attorney Mathew Mason, Morris Hershberg from the Surgeon General's office and Parker, the presidential advisor. He cleared his throat. "I don't see what that has to do with why I'm here, sir." "I'll get right to the point. It's our understanding that these so called X-Files are a collection of unsolved cases, dead ends and yet you and your partner have been working on them for what over 10 years now?" Mulder shifted uneasily in his seat. "Then you should also know that our solve rate on these cases is one of the highest in the Bureau." "And yet you claim that you are unable to do your job because of the intervention of others in your work." Now Mulder was truly puzzled at the direction the questioning was going. "I'm not sure I follow you, sir." "Perhaps this will refresh your memory," The U.S. Attorney stated as he turned towards a monitor that was set up in the chamber. On it, Mulder saw a clip of the news conference in Cleveland last fall. As his own words came back to him, he winced at the memory. "Are you saying the Bureau doesn't want this case solved?" "I'm SUGGESTING that there are forces at work within the government and the private sector for that matter, of which the public is totally unaware. These groups make it their job to hamper an investigation such as this one and therefore make it impossible for me and others in my position to find the truth." A man in the back of the room spoke again. "Alien forces Agent Mulder?" He could see himself bristle with the comment. "No, not alien forces, and you've obviously done some investigating on your own. But if you continue to joke about this, you're only acting against me and all these other fine law enforcement personnel. Look, when you - you assume a position where you swear to uphold the law and protect the public you expect to be allowed to do your job to the best of your ability." "And you're saying the Bureau doesn't allow you to do that?" "Not the Bureau per-se, but certain factions that perhaps have other agendas in mind." The same voice asked another question. "How far up are we talking about?" "I'm not sure, the Justice Department, perhaps all the way to the Attorney General." "You're accusing the Attorney General of the United States of complacency in a crime?" "NO! I'm not ACCUSING anyone of anything. What I'm trying to get you to understand is you need to take that investigative imagination of yours and look beyond the people in my position. We're just pawns in this game." "That's a pretty strong statement to make isn't it, Mr. Mulder." "Only in so much as it is true. I took an oath when I joined the FBI to uphold the laws of this country. But it's really hard for me and others in my profession to do that when someone else is continually working against us." "And you say that the government is working against you?" Mulder twirled the pen he'd picked up from the table and met the man's eyes. "If you'll notice, I didn't accuse the government or anyone else of anything in that statement. I only suggested that instead of pointing the finger at law enforcement for not doing their job, someone should investigate why we can't do our job. Isn't that why we're here?" "We've looked over some of these cases you and your partner investigate. You seem to come up with some rather off-the-wall explanations in solving them. They would be quite entertaining if you were writing for the Twilight Zone Agent Mulder, you base a lot of your solutions to the existence of human mutations, fluke men, moth men, even little green men. There's even an instance of your supervising agent placing you in Calumet Mercy Hospital in five-point restraints after claiming the employees of a...," he hesitated a moment to make sure he had the right information. "Vinyl Right plant in Oak Brook, Illinois were being turned into zombies, as you called them, by a giant bug," Parker added with a smirk. "Actually they're gray." "Excuse me?" "The little green men sir, they're gray," Mulder added sarcastically. Scully who was sitting behind Mulder, froze. What the hell was he doing? "We're supposed to believe that the Bureau accepted these explanations?" Mason, the U.S. Attorney again picked up the questioning. "Well, when you can't come up with a plausible explanation for some of these phenomena, the only answer you can come up with is one of a paranormal nature." "One which can't be proven, is that correct Mr. Mulder?" Mulder ignored the question hesitating only slightly before continuing. "Besides, I believe that you'll find that my partner with her deep science background was able to substantiate much of our work over the years. As for accepting these explanations as solutions to the cases, I have no control over that sir," Mulder began to feel the irritation rise inside him. "You'll have to take that up with my superiors." Henderson saw his opening and took it. "Your superiors seem to be extremely lenient with you, Agent Mulder. Your record with the Bureau is filled with violations of protocol and procedures as well as several military arrest reports, I remember placing you under arrest myself some years ago when you couldn't keep your nose out of places it shouldn't be. In fact some of these instances could be construed as insubordination. I guess my biggest question is why you're still employed by the F.B.I." Ignoring these comments, Mulder straightened in his chair, addressing his next statement back at Mason. "I believe there's been a misunderstanding on the committees' part regarding the X-Files, Sir." "And that would be?" "That these are not unsolved cases but rather cases that have been DESIGNATED unsolved." "I don't see that there's a difference." "An unsolved case is one in which no explanation can be given due to a current lack of evidence. I doesn't mean that further investigation will be denied. However, when a case is designated unsolved it is closed and no further resources will be used to pursue it. However, it's my impression that a case is only designated unsolved when someone doesn't want it solved. These files I discovered back in the eighties were hidden in the basement, out of reach of most of the bureau's personnel. There were hundreds of them." Mason looked to the gentlemen seated to his right and then back to Mulder. "And whose responsibility is it to DESIGNATE a case unsolved?" "The Director, Sir." The U.S. Attorney looked Mulder right in the eye. "Let me see if I understand your statement correctly. You're saying that the Director of the F.B.I. designates a case unsolved and files it away in some hidden drawer because for some reason he doesn't want to use further Bureau resources to pursue it, he doesn't want it solved?" Mulder glanced back at Scully for some affirmation that he was doing the right thing, her gaze meeting his emphatically. "I'm sure the Director gets his orders from somewhere also, Sir." "Orders from where Mr. Mulder-some mysterious government agency?" "I can't say, Sir. Only further investigation will determine that." Mulder sat back a little pleased with himself but somewhat annoyed by the direction the conversation had taken. It was perfectly obvious to him now why he'd been called down here. These men weren't interested in the work or what he had to say. Skinner had been right. All they wanted to do was discredit him in the public eye, make the Bureau a scapegoat for harboring a lunatic in their ranks and close these hearings on the grounds that not enough evidence had been found to prompt further investigation. For a moment the face of a woman in a confinement chamber in Dinwiddle Community Hospital came to him and her words "You knew about this and you didn't do anything." No he hadn't. Not at the time. He'd accused Spender of protecting the public by lying to them only to be told that it was done every day. He knew that all too well now and he also knew that Spender had been right then, he had been a party to it. Well, not any more, regardless of the outcome of this, Scully was right. If you speak from the heart, people will believe. It was time for the phoenix to take flight. "Excuse me, Sir," Mulder addressed the U.S. Attorney again. I'd like to ask a question of the committee." Mason was obviously annoyed. "Proceed," he stated with some disgust. "I was under the impression when you called me down here that you wanted information, evidence we have on abduction cases, unsanctioned medical experiments, chemical weapons testing by the government. Information that would corroborate the accusations brought to light by many of these other people who have previously testified. You have our files. Why aren't any of our questions directed at the information you found in them?" "From what we've gathered from your files, Agent Mulder, you don't have any physical proof of what you claim in most of these cases," Major Willhelm, the Air Force representative interjected. Here we go, Mulder thought to himself. "No I don't, and you want to know why that is?" "I don't think that's relevant." "Not relevant? Isn't that what these hearings are all about? Establishing evidence that corporate America or the military or even the government is prohibiting the law enforcement agencies in this country from brining certain crimes against the people to justice? That one or all of them are involved in an elaborate scheme to cover up evidence? This crap has been going on for years! And I'm not talking about the X-Files I discovered back in 1989, I'm talking about what my partner and I have been working on for the past 10 years. Most of these cases have nothing to do with mutants and the supernatural. My partner and I have investigated dozens of cases where we were able to obtain evidence of possible government and corporate cover-ups. But guess what?" "I hope you're not going to make this into a guessing game, Mr. Mulder." "No I'm not; I'm going to tell you. We can't produce any of this evidence today because it's all conveniently disappeared. Stolen, destroyed or beaten into submission by those who wish to prevent the public from knowing the truth! Scully could see the veins bulging in Mulder's forehead. These people were going to egg him on until he blew a gasket. "We're not here to discuss little green men, Agent Mulder," came the snide comment from the Air Force Major. "I'm not talking about little gray men! I'm talking about experiments on prison inmates by pharmaceutical companies, neurological experiments on service men by government doctors, chemical and weapons testing on civilians, fertility tests on women. My partner," Mulder began, turning around to point towards Scully. "Agent Dana Scully along with many other women who are now all dead, was abducted-and subjected to medical tests without her consent that have left her unable to conceive a child. What the hell is going on in this country that the people don't have a right to know about?" Mulder finished, slamming his fist on the table in front of him. "Mr. Mulder," the docile voice of the U.S. Attorney calmed him momentarily. "The Freedom of Information Act was passed some time ago. Any information that might exist pertaining to what you're ranting about can be examined by anyone." "Yeah, I've seen some of those files. They contain a lot of heavy black marker." Mulder remarked sarcastically. "Mr. Mulder, unless you have something further to add you may be excused. We assure you that the comments you have made will be properly documented and should any charges be filed based on what you have brought to light today you will be informed." Mulder could see the dust being brushed under the rug. "I do have something further to add, if you will please, sir." Begrudgingly, the US Attorney nodded his consent. "Agent Scully and I have been investigating reports of an undiagnosed respiratory infection that has afflicted a great many people in several metropolitan areas." "And this concerns you because?" Klineman spoke for the first time. "There have been nineteen deaths attributed to this virus and yet the CDC is reluctant to acknowledge its existence. Medical reports on all of the victims have revealed identical symptoms however no autopsies have been able to be performed because all of the bodies have mysteriously disappeared." "What do you mean-disappeared? Bodies just don't disappear from morgues Mr. Mulder." "No, they do not, Sir. And yet every one of them has somehow been removed from hospital morgues evidently without anyone's knowledge and cannot be located. We have confirmed reports of a vaccine being administered by physicians to their patients in the areas affected as a precautionary measure to prevent the possible spread of the infection yet there is no public knowledge of this even on a local level." "Dear God," Major Hunter had heard enough. "And again you're suggesting that his is some governmental plot?" "Look, I understand that this all sounds like the ranting of some paranoid schizophrenic. But you've listened to testimony by dozens of other people since these hearings began. I know what I've seen, what my partner has experienced and what I've experienced personally. I know that these issues exist as clearly as I know I exist. None of us are making any of this up and if you think that I or any of these other people are going to continue to let intimidation prevent us from bringing this information to the attention of the public you are sadly mistaken." "Mr. Mulder." "I think the powers that be underestimate the intelligence and strength and resourcefulness of the general public. I have no doubt that the government feels it's acting in the best interests of the people but the people have a right to know that their future, hell, the future of the human race may be in jeopardy." Mr. Mulder!" Mulder stood up from the table, wanting to use the height advantage to get his point across. "No organization-no government..." "Mr. Mulder! That will be enough!" The U.S. Attorney was perspiring, shouting at him, fearful that he might reveal too much in his statement. This was being broadcast live; there would be no editing of his statement once it hit the airwaves. "... of this country or for that matter, that of any other one-has a right to let human sacrifice become a part of its constitution." "Many people are honored to die for their country, Mr. Mulder. Commander Henderson stated flatly. Out of the corner of his eye, Mulder could see several security personnel heading in his direction. "I'm well aware of that sir, but they know what they are sacrificing their lives for. If we're going to fight for our future, we all have a right to determine how to go about it." Mulder decided he has said enough. By the time they left the building the crowd of public supporters had grown outside on the lawn. Mulder stopped on the steps beside Scully as several reporters approached them. "Shit." A man, Mulder recognized him as the reporter who had interrogated him back in Cleveland stepped up ahead of several others, pushing his mike into Mulder's face. "Agent Mulder! You've gathered quite a crowd of supporters here; looks like you've made quite a future for yourself. How do you feel about that?" As several mikes appeared in front of him he glanced down at Scully. "It's not my future that's of concern here, it's theirs," he stated pointing to the several hundred persons standing below them. "Perhaps you should be asking them how they feel about it." Glancing down again he took Scully's hand and pushed his way past the reporters to a bureau car that was waiting at the bottom of the steps. Skinner had once again come to their rescue. X-FILES OFFICE, TUESDAY MORNING Their little scene on the steps the previous day had made the national news. What the eventual outcome of the hearings would be was unclear. Clearly the parties involved would do their utmost to continue the subterfuge that had existed all these years. In a sense Mulder knew it was a necessity of sorts, keeping some of the more horrendous facts from the public eye but things had come to light over the previous weeks because of people like himself who could no longer sit in the shadows and let the lies continue. It was now quite possible that the Supreme Court would establish a national inquiry based on the evidence presented during the hearings. Mulder had insisted they drive to work together today, perhaps his way of stating it was time they came out of the closet as well. If you were going to continue to seek the truth, you had to live it as well. As Mulder slipped the key into the office lock and slowly opened the door, Scully bent down to retrieve a brown envelope that had been placed beneath the door. There was no salutation on the outside of the envelope, the clasp had been fastened but it hadn't been sealed. "What's that?" Mulder asked as he notice her puzzled look. "More subterfuge perhaps," she said handing the envelope to Mulder. He unfastened the clasp and dumped the contents out onto the desk. Paging through them he began to notice letters on Roush stationary addressed to congressmen requesting their support on litigation for drug research; several copies of grants to pharmaceutical companies for viral research. Orders from the DOD for testing said research. Pay check stubs from Hall Drug with 'a division of Pinck Pharmaceuticals' clearly printed beneath the name of the company. Documentation to support Senate Resolution 819 which was on the surface made to look like medical aide to third world countries but was in reality just another attempt to take the research projects outside of the U.S. Preliminary autopsy reports that had been missing from the files of several of the recent victims were also included. Glancing briefly though them, preliminary cause of death in each case had been pulmonary edema leading to respiratory arrest. Mulder could feel his heart rate quickening. Also amongst the documents were copies of Pentagon orders for the clean up of Hansen's Research Facility, orders for National Guard assistance at Cumberland Prison, and research documents on medical experiments conducted on military personnel including sleep depravation experiments conducted during the Vietnam War. Scully watched, as Mulder's face grew pale. "Mulder, what's wrong?" She took a concerned step toward her partner. He looked up to acknowledge her and sat down in the chair. "The rosette stone, Scully." "Excuse me?" "Names, authorization codes, perhaps the key to all the answers we're looking for," he handed her the stack as he spoke. Flipping through the documents she understood both his relief and fear. "Mulder," she said with a shaky breath. "Where did these come from?" "I have no idea, Scully," he said softly and yet he did. Skinner, several days ago, reminding him not to forget who his friends were. But also making sure he understood that he couldn't continue to help them if he was made a part of this. Mulder decided to keep the thought to himself. "But we better make sure no one knows we have them." She looked at him, again puzzled by his attitude. "What do you mean? This is damning evidence Mulder, why not present it?" The face of the young reporter from Cleveland and all the others who had approached them yesterday on the steps came to mind. This evidence needed to be authenticated, proven to be irrefutable and obtained legally or it was useless. Even now with the public awareness of their work somewhat to their advantage, the events of the past few days had proven that he and Scully could not rely on his association with Kritschgau as any type of insurance. Someone however, had given them something more valuable with which to write their own policy. "And how did we obtain it?" he said, taking the documents back from her and sliding them back into the envelope. "This is insurance, Scully". "Don't play games with me, Mulder," she said, crossing her arms across her chest in defiance. "I'm not playing them with you, Scully. You remember what Skinner said back in my apartment? How the only way we can win is to play their game?" "You're playing games with human lives Mulder." "I know that Scully, probably our own. But the secret to winning that game is knowing when to make the right move." The End AUTHOR'S NOTES: Unlike the first story, this one has its roots in pure fiction. "The Flight of the Phoenix" staring Jimmy Stewart, Peter Finch, Ernest Borgnine and a cast of other greats from that era is a wonderful movie about guts and courage and the will to survive. Rent it. Mulder's Atlantis theories come from a book titled THE ATLANTIS BLUEPRINT by Colin Wilson and Rand Flem-Ath; an intriguing book that questions whether the answers to our survival might not lie in the future but in the mysteries of our past. According to my map of D.C. there is an intersection of 12th and D Street, but as to whether or not there's a coffee shop there or a restaurant named The Lotus Garden in Georgetown I cannot say. Life is about making choices and whether you make the right ones or the wrong ones along the way, you have to live with the outcome. As Mulder said once, "Free will, with every choice, you change your fate." I've always looked at Mulder and Scully as metaphors of the human race and my experiences with them tells me that neither of them will ever let anyone control their fate. Gene Roddenberry was a genius at taking the social events of the time and weaving them into stories about the future. His vision of the future was much like the one that Mulder and Scully have given us, hope. Live long and prosper.