Title: The Challenge Author: Cadillac Red Disclaimer: The characters of Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, Walter Skinner, et al belong to 1013 Productions and I and will make no money from their use. Spoilers: Some references to X-files mythology episodes. Setting: Fifth season after Kitsunegari. This is not set in the 'Danville Universe' in which my other stories exist. Rating: PG. Discipline, no slash. Author's note: This was written in response to a challenge from Mangst to write a discipline story that stuck closely to canon. This is my best shot at that somewhat difficult premise! Summary: Mulder's behavior during the events of Kitsunegari seriously damages his relationship with Skinner and the AD finds a non-traditional way to put things right. Fox Mulder's Apartment Alexandria, Virginia "Go fetch her some water!" Mulder heard the words he'd said to Skinner echo in his head, over and over, sarcasm and derision dripping from every syllable. Part of him was stunned the moment the words came out. He'd seen the look on Scully's face when he said it. Shock and disbelief. And the two FBI agents down the hall, the security team. One of them looked like he'd drop his teeth and the other, the younger one, just wanted the floor to open up and swallow him. Mulder had registered all their reactions in a split second of time that seemed to stretch into eternity. But the reaction that hit him like an earthquake was that of the man himself. Skinner's face had hardened into granite and his eyes lit with cold fury. But he'd contained his anger for the moment, whether because of the shock he himself felt or more likely, because that was his way. He would not rise to Mulder's emotional bait, not in front of the others, not ever. And anyway, the silent communication that passed between them, in a single moment that lasted a lifetime, told Mulder all he needed to know. He'd stepped over the line and now there was no way back. Assistant Director Walter Skinner was his boss and in the depths of his heart, he knew he'd been damn lucky to work for the man for the past three years. His 'friend at the FBI,' Skinner had been a tough but fair superior who stood on the line between Mulder and certain disaster, letting him venture far into unexplored territory but never so far as to lose his way back. Holding off the forces that would sooner see Mulder dead, or tossed out of the Bureau in shame. Not letting him get away with anything. . . but not allowing his enemies get the upper hand either. A balance, without whom the younger agent's professional existence would surely crash and burn. And now that's where he found himself. Sitting alone in his dark apartment, surrounded by the shards of his shattered career. Skinner had been a gentleman, he always was. He'd even thanked Mulder for helping resolve the case, credited him with figuring out "what no one else could have," told him he'd "won our game." It had all been polite and civilized but the tension between them was so thick it tainted the air in the A.D.'s office. And now, right on the heels of the incident, there would be a restructuring within the Bureau, and Skinner was leading the project team. It took none of Mulder's highly-touted deductive reasoning to know where he and the X-files would end up. Anywhere but Skinner's division. Scully knew it, too. She'd asked him this afternoon if he was worried and he'd lied to her. She knew he was lying, and he knew she knew. She'd called several times tonight but he'd just let the phone ring, listening to her messages record into the answering machine, unanswered. Her desperation grew and his did, too. A knock on the door startled him out of his overwhelming depression. He rose, sighing and went to the door. Opened it without checking to see who it was. "Sir!" AD Skinner stood at his door, looking a little uncertain but frightening nevertheless. Somehow the man seemed to tower over Mulder at these times, the younger agent thought irrationally. Skinner pressed his lips together and looked past Mulder into the apartment, looking to see whether anyone else was there. Guessing there was not, he spoke. "May I come in, Agent Mulder?" Mulder's mouth opened but words didn't come at first. Finally he blurted out, "Yes. Yes, come in, sir." Skinner walked past him and into the living room. Then he turned and waited. Mulder closed it and walked into the living room, too. "Is there something I can do for you, s--" "Can it, Agent Mulder," Skinner cut him off. He eyed the couch and then glanced back at Mulder. "Sit." Mulder was confused and scared now. None of this made any sense. But he wisely chose to follow the order and sank down onto the couch. And held his tongue. "I'm a patient man," Skinner began, then stopped when Mulder's eyebrows rose. "Well, I've been patient with you, Agent Mulder," he continued, in a tone that allowed for no argument. "I've given you a great deal of latitude in choosing your cases, and how you pursue them. I've covered your back more times than I can count, often with no more information than my faith in you and your judgment." Mulder's eyes clouded and he looked down at his bare feet, trying to get a grip on his surging emotions. A sense of shame he'd been trying to repress for days boiled up and over inside him. "But, let me make this perfectly clear, Agent," Skinner continued. "I . . . will . . . not . . . tolerate. . . disrespect." Mulder nodded, still avoiding eye contact. Tears burned the back of his eyes and he fought them off in vain. "I need to know you understand that, Agent Mulder. Once and for all." Mulder nodded again and looked up into the A.D's eyes. "I understand sir," he said quietly. "It will never happen again." "Not good enough," Skinner replied, eliciting another shocked look from his agent. "You've got a lousy track record for promises like that. How many times have you said you'll follow procedures? How many times have you sworn not to lose another cell phone?" Mulder blinked. "I don't know what else to say," he answered slowly, stalling for time. "I don't want you to SAY anything," the Assistant Director said, exhaling forcefully. "I have to make a decision about whether the X-files stay in my division. And the way things stand now, that's impossible. So either I leave here tonight, knowing you GET THIS and it will NEVER happen again. Or I transfer you and Scully to some other A.D's responsibility." "No!" Mulder reacted immediately. "Please! I'll . . . I’ll do anything. I don't want to . . . I don't want to be transferred." Skinner watched him for a long moment, trying to decide which way this would go. The truth was, his own career would be better served if he severed all contact with the X-files. He knew that and yet. . . . Something about this agent and his quest touched him deeply. Made his paper-pushing, bureaucracy-entangled position seem meaningful in a way it never had before. He reached a decision. "Okay," he said. "I know you've never been in the military, Mulder. And God knows the chain of command at the FBI has had little or no influence on you. Did you ever talk back to your father?" Mulder's face registered his confusion. "Uh, yeah. I guess so. Only once, though." "Tell me what happened when you did," Skinner ordered. "Why didn't you do it again?" "Why?" Mulder snorted. "My old man wasn't very progressive about that kind of thing! He-- Well, let's just say he didn't take it well." "And what did he do, Agent Mulder?" Skinner pressed him. "I believe that's what I asked you." Mulder's face reddened as the memories came crashing back. "Well, he p-punished me," he mumbled. "Why do you want to know?" Skinner stared at him, frustration chiseled on his face. And the younger agent sensed there was impatience directly behind it, about to boil over and propel the man right out of his apartment. A force that would carry the X-files into some other A.D.'s grasp. The next words exploded out of him, almost without volition. "He sp-spanked me, sir! Is that what you want to hear? He tanned my hide good and it never happened again! It left a. . . a lasting impression on me," he finished, letting his voice dwindle down to a whisper. "Okay, then that tells me what I need to know," Skinner said firmly. He shrugged off his suit jacket and began to roll up his shirt sleeves. Mulder watched him curiously, clueless as to where this was going until-- Mulder jumped to his feet as he realized the man was unbuckling his belt. "What-- what the hell are you doing?" he blurted out. His voice rose to the edge of panic. "I'm resorting to a proven method of altering your behavior, Agent Mulder," Skinner replied. "You just told me it works. And we have no room for error here." Mulder backed up into the couch, and fell heavily onto it. Then he bounced right back up. "No! I'm not letting you-- You can't be serious! I don't have to let-- And the Bureau would never approve of this. . . " he sputtered, unable to complete a single thought. "I have never known you to be concerned about what the Bureau approves or doesn't approve, Agent Mulder," Skinner said as he glanced around for something. There was an armchair in a corner and he pulled it away from the wall and into the middle of the room. "I won't agree to this," Mulder said forcefully. "Have you lost your mind?" He'd finally regained the ability to put thoughts together into coherent sentences. "This is insane." "No more insane than some of your cases," Skinner replied casually. "Or the theories you advance about them. I don't intend to discuss this any further. Get over here." "I won't," Mulder repeated, his voice taut with anxiety. "You can't make me do this." "No, I can't, Agent Mulder," Skinner replied agreeably. "I CAN transfer the X-files to another division. And I will, unless I am convinced the behavior we spoke about will not happen again. And this is the ONLY assurance I'm willing to take." Mulder stared at him defiantly, and shook his head again. "No." "All right," Skinner said after another moment. He began to thread the leather belt through the loops on his suit pants. "I'll make the arrangements for the transfer tomor--" "No! Please!" Mulder interrupted. "There must be something else I can do. . . . Some other way you can think of. Besides this . . . " Skinner shook his head. "No," he said evenly. "This is the only way." He buckled his belt and reached for his suit jacket. Mulder watched him get dressed, tasting the bile of humiliation and shame that rose in his throat. But the terror invoked by Skinner's threat overrode it. He covered his face with his hands. "Okay!" he spat out suddenly. Then he dropped his hands to his sides. "Okay! Whatever it takes. Let's just get it over with." His shoulders slumped in acceptance of the inevitable and all the rebellion left him. He walked slowly to the back of the chair. Skinner watched him go, then began removing his jacket and belt once again. "Take down your jeans," he said. "What?" Shock rose anew in the younger man's face. "Did your father let you keep your pants up?" Skinner asked him as he doubled the leather belt in his hand. "This is meant to be a reprise of that punishment. You tell me." Mulder thought about lying. But somehow he knew the AD would know it was a lie. And then what? "No, sir," he answered, his voice hardly more than a whisper. He hesitated for another moment, indecision restraining all movement, then he began unbuttoning the top button and unzipping the fly. He pushed the faded jeans down to his knees, hesitated again, then lowered them all the way to his ankles. Just like dear old Dad always required. Mulder's heart was beating in triple time as he felt Skinner take his place behind him. This entire thing had the feel of deja vu, he thought distractedly. A feeling he'd hoped never to experience again his life. "What about your shorts, Agent Mulder?" Mulder bit his bottom lip to try to hold back the tears that were ready to surface. He took a deep breath, trying to slow his heart rate and pushed his boxers down to his ankles, too. His black cotton tee shirt was all that covered him now and he knew that wouldn't last for long. Skinner laid a hand on his back and gently pushed him forward over the chair. In a moment, he felt the AD push his shirt up onto his back. He could feel the man's hand remain there at the small of his back, another all-too-familiar sensation. And for a moment, time stood still, the excruciating split second of waiting for it to begin becoming forever in the young man's mind. And then it started. One stroke following another in a fast, insistent rhythm. His body lurched at the first burning lick and Skinner's hand became a vise, holding him in position as he continued to punish Mulder's butt. Relentless. Silent. Determined. Mulder began to cry, against his will, and the crying turned to sobs and then to pleading. "No more! I understand! I'll never do it again! I promise, I promise! I'll never do it again!" Finally, Skinner reached some pre-determined number of strokes in his mind, or Mulder's pleas took on a note of sincerity that convinced him the message had been thoroughly received. He stopped suddenly and stepped away, leaving Mulder to compose himself in private. When the haze of his shame and agony began to lift, Mulder could make out the Assistant Director donning his jacket at the other end of the room. The younger agent stood and turned to the wall, wincing as he dragged his underwear, then his jeans, up over his punished backside. He dragged the sleeve of his tee shirt over his face to mop the tears and found himself feeling grateful the AD didn't read minds. That the other man couldn't see his recollection of being remanded to the corner of his father's study, his pants and underwear still pooled at his ankles. The hour of standing in total humiliation as the man read the newspaper in the same room. Skinner spoke first. "I'm sorry I had to do that, Agent Mulder," he said and Mulder knew it was said in all sincerity. "But if it serves the purpose, I don't believe either one of us will regret it." He appraised the young man in front of him. "Take tomorrow off," he ordered. "I'll approve it. And I'll see you on Monday." Mulder nodded. His face was still tear-streaked but had settled into its usual impassive mask. "We're . . . everything's okay now?" he asked, needing to hear it confirmed. "Yes, Agent Mulder," Skinner answered. "We never need to mention it again. I will trust you to keep a respectful tone when you speak to me. And I'll do everything I can for you and the X-files. Like always." The Assistant Director looked Mulder over one more time. "You're all right?" There was a note of concern in his voice, a gentleness that wafted over the younger agent and comforted him in a way he didn't quite understand. Mulder felt a lump rise in his throat but he swallowed it down. "Yes, sir." Skinner went to the door and turned, his hand on the doorknob. "You did good work on this case, Mulder. I don't think you lost at all," he said, hearkening back to his and Mulder's stilted conversation in the A.D.'s office earlier in the day. "Why do I feel like I lost?" Mulder had asked him that afternoon and gotten no reply. Skinner opened the apartment door and closed it quickly behind him. Mulder felt a deep, cleansing sigh work its way up from the hidden depths of his soul. "No, I guess not, sir," he said to himself, surprised to find his feelings on the subject had changed measurably in the past few, unbelievable minutes. "I guess I didn't lose at all." THE END