Chapter Ten "How do I fit in? Am I being experimented on?" Mulder felt like throwing up. Not sure if it was the loss of blood or Anna's words. "You were," Anna answered softly. "What?" Anna filled Mulder in on everything she knew from that point. How Emelina had been injecting Mulder on the ship, but when they arrived at the house it was Peter in the room with the gas hook-up. "Each time Leuzinger examined your blood, he was furious, saying that something was wrong, accusing me of messing with it. But when he finally got Mr. Kendall's blood he was satisfied, happy, like everything was going right again." "But...Peter hasn't been sick like I was. How can that be?" The pain in Mulder's hand was turning his mind to mush and assimilating the information he was being inundated with was becoming increasingly difficult. He knew he was missing things. Questions he should be asking. But the harder he tried, the more he felt the pain and nothing else. "I don't know," Anna answered. "I don't know a lot of things, as you can tell." "And why the about face? Why confess everything now?" "Because it's gotten out of hand." Anna laughed at the absurdity of her own statement. "I know," she continued, "it's been out of hand for a while, but I've never had to face my own conscience before. Not until I met you. Mulder didn't answer and Anna continued. "I've never seen what I do as anything more than a job. Even when the men were there being experimented on, the most my responsibilities consisted of was cleaning and occasionally, running an errand for Leuzinger, like picking up supplies from the clinic and things like that. It wasn't until recently that I was even trained to give injections." "Injections?" Mulder was beginning to wish he had stayed in bed. "Yes. Emelina and I were trained at the same time. In case something happened to her, I would be able to take over and inject you with Leuzinger's secret formula and draw your blood." Mulder shuddered involuntarily. "And at this point you didn't question what was going on? The ethics and morality of your predicament?" "Oh, Mr. Mulder. Is everything in your life so black and white?" It was difficult for Mulder to dislike this young woman. Although extremely intelligent, it was obvious she had not been dealt an easy life. She had a knack for looking pitiful and doe eyed and still not letting you feel sorry for her. It was a proud streak he recognized and admired. "One day," Anna continued, "when I was cleaning the lab, Gregory sent me to a room in the main house. When I got there Emelina was already there, and they handed each of us an envelope with money." "How much money? And who was there, in the room?" "Two thousand dollars. And two men I had never seen before and haven't seen since. Before we could say anything, we were told we had been chosen especially by Leuzinger to handle some very delicate matters for him. It was a pretty picture when they were done." "Even if part of the picture included drugging innocent people with God knows what?" "That part wasn't revealed to us until later. We were under the impression we would be taking care of the men in the lab. The criminals on loan from the state," Anna added sarcastically. "When Leuzinger told us about the man we would be injecting on the ship Emelina had already sent her children in El Salvador all the money they had given her and I had paid for a correspondence course." "Anna, what is Barney Jenkins' involvement in all this? I mean, it's his island. Does he know what Leuzinger is doing?" "I don't know. I don't think so. Mr. Jenkins hired Leuzinger many years ago to find a cure for his son's disease. Apparently he had been very successful in his research and Mr. Jenkins built the lab, while his son was still alive, to try and save him. The rumor is that Mr. Jenkins promised his son, on his deathbed, to find a cure for his illness. I've seen him talking to Leuzinger when he's on the island, which is only about once a year, but he's never been in the lab. Leuzinger was always very secretive about the men that were in there, the ones he was experimenting on." "But it's Barney's yacht too, and the gas hook-ups you spoke of, how can Barney not be aware of that? He must be involved somehow." Anna shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know, Mr. Mulder. I really don't." They were approaching the house and Anna was grateful, because she didn't think Mulder could stay on his feet much longer. "We're almost at the house, Mr. Mulder," she said. "If you wait for me in the lobby I can go get Dr. Rose to open up the clinic for you." "No." Mulder stopped suddenly and was holding Anna's coat tightly with his good hand. "I need to know who else is involved in this, Anna. You mentioned Gregory and Emelina. Who else in the house might know what's going on?" "I...I don't know. I don't know if anyone knows everything, except for Leuzinger. We all have jobs to do that don't overlap with anyone else's. And no one is stupid enough to ever talk about anything that has to do with Leuzinger." "What about the doctor? Dr. Rose?" "I don't think she's involved, but I don't know. You have to believe me. I've told you everything I know." "I do believe you," Mulder answered, holding his injured hand close to his chest. The throbbing was incessant and he desperately needed to sit down. "But you have to understand, at the same time you've given me a lot of information, you've also raised even more questions. And, right now, based on what little I know, I can't have everyone on the island find out I was bitten by a dog. A dog that is tied up behind the lab. It will raise too many questions of its own. "So what do you want me to do?" "First answer me one more question." Anna nodded. "Do you have any idea what it is Leuzinger is working on?" Anna shook her head. "I have no idea," she answered earnestly. "I've always assumed it was a cure for the cancer that killed Mr. Jenkins' son." Mulder sighed. "Okay, listen to me. Can you get inside the clinic?" Anna nodded. "Good. You wait by the side of the house, over there. I'll go inside and get Scully, my partner, to come down and meet you. She's a doctor, she'll know what I need. You take her to the clinic and get her back to the room without anyone seeing you. You think you can do that?" "I think so. The guards always go home when there's a storm." "Okay. If anyone is up I don't want them to see me walking with you. Anna?" He had so many questions. "Did Leuzinger give you that gun?" "I had my brother bring it when he visited last month," Anna answered. "I guess I was starting to feel like I needed some protection." "From?" "I'm not sure, Mr. Mulder. Maybe from myself." Mulder started to leave, but Anna held his arm. "Wait. What are you going to do?" "I don't know. But don't worry. Whatever criminal charges are brought, I'll do my best to make sure you aren't implicated. You were just doing a job that turned sour." Anna smiled weakly. Criminal charges were the least of her worries. "Oh, by the way," Mulder said, turning around one last time. "When Scully comes down, please fill her in. Tell her everything you told me, everything you know. She's an FBI agent too." It will save me from having to say much, Mulder thought, as he forced himself to put one foot in front of the other. The adrenaline brought on by Anna's confession had kept him going, but know he was beginning to feel nothing but pain and cold. Rabies. He should have asked Anna if the dog had had all his shots. He smiled. Scully would think of it. The entrance to the house was deserted and Mulder made his way as quickly as he could up the stairs and into his room. Scully was sound asleep and he wished he didn't have to wake her. In the end, he realized he had little choice. They were caught in a deadly game, and unless his hand got taken care of, he would be unable to join in all the fun. Mulder leaned over the side of the bed and shook her gently. "Scully," he whispered. Nothing. He shook her a little harder. "Scully?" "Hmm?" "Scully, you need to wake up." His legs felt like jelly and he managed to sit on the bed before they gave out on him. It occurred to him that turning on the light would probably wake her up instantly, but he was afraid of what she would see. "Mulder?" Scully still had her back to him. "Scully, please. You need to wake up." "What is it?" Scully turned to face him, wondering what he was doing on the other side of the bed. "I...uh..." What was he going to say? There's a madman on the island who's been experimenting on Peter and me and by the way, I was bitten by a dog? "Mulder, what is it?" Scully sat up and put a hand on his leg. "Mulder, you're soaking wet. How did you..." Scully was leaning over Mulder to turn on the bedside lamp. "No, don't turn..." "Oh my God!" Too late. Scully had a hand over her mouth, her eyes casting downward slowly as she took in every inch of her partner. "Wha...what happened?" "It's a long story, but I was bitten by a dog." Mulder took his left hand out of his jacket, where he had been hiding it. "Oh my God, Mulder! How? Where?" Scully was turning the hand over, noticing Mulder's reaction whenever she moved it. She felt his forehead. "You're freezing. You have to get out of these clothes." Scully was out of bed and had Mulder's coat off before he could say anything. He was suddenly so sleepy. But he had to warn Scully. Had to tell her what was going on. She was talking to him and he forced himself to listen. "...have to call downstairs..." "No!" Mulder shouted. At least he thought he was shouting. Scully ignored him and took his t-shirt off, apologizing as she pulled it over his injured hand. "Scully, listen to me," Mulder tried again. "Anna, the woman we saw going into that windowless building a few days ago, is outside. She's waiting for you just to the left of the house. She's going to take you to the clinic so you can get whatever you need to patch me up." Scully pushed Mulder back onto the bed and he closed his eyes. She was taking his shoes off, and his pants, and his underwear. Somewhere in the back of his mind there was a crude remark dying to get out, but he didn't have the strength or the energy to pursue it. Oh God, Mulder, what have you done to yourself now, Scully was thinking. His pants were so wet it took her forever to get them off. No remark, nothing when she pulled off his underwear. He must be in a lot of pain, she thought dryly. And what is he going on about? Anna? The clinic? "Mulder, listen to me. I know there is a doctor on the island. I'll call downstairs and have her come up. There's blood all over you. You've probably lost..." "No!" Mulder pulled Scully down to eye level. "Scully, yes I am hurt, but I am completely lucid when I tell you we cannot call downstairs. You MUST go down and meet Anna. She will explain everything to you. I promise." Mulder's eyes were pleading with her and Scully stopped what she was doing long enough to realize he was dead serious. It wasn't delirium speaking, something was definitely going on. "How do you do it, Mulder?" she was saying as she pulled a dry sweatshirt over his head. "Even on vacation you manage to get into trouble." "It's a knack," he answered, satisfied that Scully would go to Anna. "Yeah, well, I wish you weren't so good at it." Scully finished dressing him in another pair of sweats and socks and held out his hand for inspection. "That must've hurt," she mused. "Uh-huh. Still does." "He got you twice, from the looks of it." "Yep." Scully got up and came right back with a towel. "I'm going to wrap your hand in this towel until I get back. Please don't take it off. Okay?" Mulder nodded. He was so sleepy. "What time is it?" Scully was talking to herself as she hurried and got dressed. "It's almost five. I'm going to get Chris to come and stay with you." "No, Scully. It's not necessary." Mulder's words were beginning to slur. Was it the pain, the shock, fatigue? All of the above? "Mulder, please don't argue with me. I'm going to do as you ask, even if I'm not sure I'm doing the right thing, but I don't want to leave you alone." Mulder couldn't answer her. With the rain and the wind gone, there wasn't much to focus his attention on besides his throbbing hand, and the intensity of the pain was making him crazy. He wanted to scream, but instead bit his tongue until he could taste blood. He heard the door open and assumed Scully had gone to get Chris. Had she said anything else to him? She had been gone forever. How long did it take to get Chris and come back? He needed to warn her, to tell her she had to be careful. What if she had decided not to get Chris and had already left to find Anna? What if the raving scientist had seen Anna talking to him and had followed them, only to capture Scully when she made her way downstairs. Scully would be a useful guinea pig. Mulder could see her tied to a metal table, tubes coming in and out of her mouth, her nose...she was screaming, calling his name, but he couldn't hear her, no one could hear her. The German was leaning over her, laughing loudly as he injected her with an unseen liquid... "Scully!" *********** End Chapter 10 Chapter Eleven Mulder bolted up in bed, suddenly remembering his hand and gasping from the pain. "Mulder, it's okay, relax." It was Chris, and she was stroking his forehead, pushing him back down gently. "Dana will be right back. She went to get you some things from the clinic." "How long?" His throat was dry and his voice sounded foreign. "How long has she been gone?" "About 15 minutes. I'm sure she'll be back soon." Chris smiled and pulled the covers up around his neck. "How are you feeling?" Mulder managed a sheepish smile. "Been better," he said, a little embarrassed. "You've looked better too. You look like shit." "I'd forgotten your bedside manner," Mulder mused, finding it difficult to be embarrassed around Chris. "Maybe you should try and remember it next time we spend any time together. I'm seriously beginning to think I'm a jinx." If you only knew, Mulder thought, closing his eyes. Filling Chris and Peter in on the situation wasn't something he was looking forward to. "How's Peter?" he asked. "Asleep, I suppose. He didn't even stir when Dana knocked. Why? "No reason." Mulder was having a hard time concentrating, and he knew telling Chris anything right now was out of the question. "Yeah, right. Dana was very cryptic when she came to get me, Mulder. And the fact that she couldn't call the doctor was odd, don't you think?" Chris looked at Mulder for answers, and continued when he didn't respond. "I was hoping you could fill me in." Mulder looked up at her, his hazel eyes starting to get that glazed, feverish look she had seen once before. "On second thought, why don't you just try and rest. We can talk when Dana's taken care of your hand." Mulder nodded, grateful for the reprieve. Dana. Where was she? A smile formed on his mouth when he heard the door open, only to be quickly erased when he saw Scully's expression. Chris was by her side instantly, trying to size up the situation by looking into her friend's eyes. What she saw was disconcerting, if unclear. "Dana, what's the matter? Are you okay?" Mulder gingerly pushed himself up, afraid to put any pressure on his hand. "Scully? Did you talk to Anna?" "Yes, I did." "Did she fill you in?" "Yes." Scully looked like she had seen a ghost but was trying to keep herself busy by emptying the contents of the bag she had brought with her. One look at everything she had and Mulder felt nauseous. "Mulder, would you like some water?" Chris hadn't missed the exchange. Mulder only nodded, taking the glass from her. "Here, Mulder," Scully was handing him a couple of pills. "Advil was the strongest thing I could get my hands on. Take these." "Dana, will you please tell me what's going on." Chris had spent enough time with both of them to know something was seriously wrong. These were trained FBI agents, she told herself. If they're upset and scared, something is terribly wrong. "Chris, I need to clean Mulder's hand first and see what needs to be done. I don't want an infection to set in, so we need to work quickly. As soon as I've taken care of the hand, I'll tell you everything I know. I promise." Chris nodded. "What do you want me to do?" "Bring me some clean towels from the bathroom." Chris left without saying a word. "Scully," Mulder reached up and brought her close. "Did Anna tell you everything?" "Yes, Mulder. I think. There was quite a bit to tell." Scully was all business as she began to open some of the supplies she would need to take care of his hand. "I don't want to talk about it now. I need Chris to help me and neither one of us needs the distraction." Scully in doctor mode. Mulder had seen it many times. Unfortunately, many times directed towards him, and her composure never ceased to amaze him. Chris returned with the towels and handed them to Scully, who immediately put one on Mulder's lap. While sitting on the bed beside him, Scully gently took off the towel that was protecting Mulder's hand. Chris' gasp startled both of them. "Okay, Chris," Scully said, ignoring Mulder for the time being. "I'm going to need you to stay with me here. You okay?" Chris nodded and swallowed hard. "All right then. What do you say you wet one of these towels for me, just the end." Chris took a towel and disappeared again. Mulder had leaned his head against the headboard and had his eyes closed, opening them briefly when he felt Scully's hand on his forehead. "You doing okay too?" she whispered. Mulder smiled, but kept his eyes closed. "Hmm. I've been better Scully." "I know. I'll try and make this as painless as possible, but I'd be lying if I told you it wasn't going to hurt." Mulder nodded. The throbbing was now going up his arm and he could feel a tingling sensation all the way to his shoulder. He thought of mentioning it to Scully, but decided against it. Why ruin the good mood he had worked so hard to attain. Chris arrived with the wet towel and Scully began the task of cleaning Mulder's hand, causing him to pull his hand back instinctively when the cold fabric came in contact with the open wound. Scully held on to it and continued, not daring to look at him. "It's okay," she whispered. "Just take a deep breath. That's right, breathe deeply, let it out...breathe again." Breathing became difficult and Mulder could barely hear Scully's words deep in the back of his mind. He felt a stabbing pain and gasped, once again pulling his hand away. Scully gently took his hand back and continued. "That's the worst of them," she said calmly, hoping her voice would have a soothing effect. "You're lucky the skin is still attached there, but the rest don't look that bad." "Easy ...for you to say." "True." Scully had stopped cleaning his hand and was just staring at it, trying to assess the situation. "Am I going to live, Doc?" "That depends," Scully said, "on whether or not you'll let me give you a few stitches." "Do I have a choice?" "No, not really. There's a couple of places where it looks like he tried to get you and just scratched the surface. But in two places, here and here, you need stitches," Scully pointed to the area just below his left thumb and to his wrist, two inches further down. "Unfortunately, Mulder," Scully was finally looking at him. "I couldn't get my hands on anything to numb the area." Mulder's eyes widened with the realization. "I know," she said, once again brushing the hair away from his forehead. "I'm sure the stuff was there, but most of the cabinets had locks on them. Anna had a key to get me in, but that was it. I didn't think breaking a lock would have helped our situation any." Mulder smiled. "Dr. Rambo...It's okay, Scully. Don't worry about it. Just do what you have to do." Scully forced a smile and looked up at Chris. "Okay, Chris, this is where you come in." "Anything, Sly, just tell me what to do." "Go around to the other side of the bed and sit next to Mulder. I'm going to need you to hold his hand steady while I sew him up." Chris did as she was told and put her hands around Mulder's lower arm, noticing immediately how warm he felt. His face was flushed, and she prayed the Advil would help. "Just my luck. In bed with two women and OW! What the hell are you doing?" Mulder was sucking in his breath, hoping it would make the burning sensation go away. "Mulder, I'm disinfecting the area. Please try and hold still." "Damn, Scully, you could have given me a warning." Okay, sorry. Just hold still." Mulder took ragged breaths, ignoring the warning from Scully that he was going to hyperventilate. Maybe if he did he would pass out and wake up when it was all over. "Mulder, I'm going to start the stitches now." His eyes were closed, and he said nothing. "Did you hear me? Are you ready?" "Yes." He spoke through clenched teeth, wondering just how much more pain he was about to feel. More pain didn't seem possible. He heard Scully say something to Chris and her grip on his arm tightened just as the needle pierced his skin and his head exploded. "Take a deep breath, Mulder. I'm almost finished." Scully was synchronizing her voice to her movements and Mulder tried to follow the sound. But the pain wouldn't let him follow anything but the needle and thread invading his skin, setting it on fire and leaving it again. Over and over and over again. Stab, fire, pull. Stab, fire, pull. He could feel every inch of the thread as it travelled through his skin on the way to holding it together. When he couldn't take it anymore he banged his head hard against the headboard, hoping pain in his head would make him forget the pain in his hand. Scully stopped and put her hands on his shoulders. "Mulder, I have one more stitch to do and then I'll be done with the first one. You're doing great, just focus on your breathing." Mulder didn't hear her. Nothing could register beyond the incessant throbbing. He opened his eyes to look at Scully, to reassure her that he was all right, but his glassy stare betrayed everything he was feeling. She sighed and went back to work. On the last stitch Mulder bit his lip so hard it bled, bringing Chris to tears. She took a towel and wiped his mouth, then his forehead. He had lost all semblance of color and his skin was clammy and pasty. "Dana, is he okay? He's shaking." Chris was whispering, but the fear in her voice was evident. "It's a reaction to the pain," Scully answered, positive Mulder couldn't hear her. "Give me that pillow behind you so I can elevate his feet a little." Scully lifted Mulder's feet and noticed they felt like dead weights. Wrapping the blanket tightly around his legs she immediately went back to work. "I'm almost done, Mulder," she whispered, mostly for Chris' sake. "I need to sew up this second cut here. It doesn't need a lot of stitches, but it's too deep to ignore. I can see the bone." Chris shivered at the thought and wiped Mulder's forehead one more time. Mulder managed a crooked smile, suddenly feeling a surge of energy. "S'okay, Chris. Hang in...there." "Same to you, buster." Scully looked at Chris and nodded, her cue to regain her position around Mulder's arm. "Mulder, I'm going to start the second set of stitches, okay?" Mulder nodded slightly and she could feel his body tightening beside her. Stab, fire, pull. Stab, fire, pull. Mulder was trying, he really was, but he couldn't stay with them. He heard Scully's voice in the distance, she was almost done. Chris was a blur, mere inches away. He was so cold. He was shaking. Shaking uncontrollably. He couldn't stop. Couldn't stop himself from crying out, from shaking. Stab, fire... Mulder slumped against the headboard and his body relaxed. "Thank God," Scully whispered. "I thought he'd never pass out." "Is he okay?" Chris was terrified, still hanging on to his arm for dear life. "He will be, eventually. But he already has a slight fever. I need to get him on some antibiotics to fight infection. And some painkillers. That hand is going to kill when he wakes up." "What about the dog? Do you know if he had all his shots?" "Yes. It was the first thing I asked. Apparently there's a veterinarian on the island that takes care of all the animals." "Of course, there is," Chris said sarcastically. "This is paradise, after all." Scully looked up and smiled. "All done. Poor Mulder passed out on the last stitch. You can let go of his hand, now. He's not going anywhere." Chris let go slowly and wiped Mulder's face one more time. She waited until Scully had finished bandaging Mulder's hand before demanding an explanation for what was going on. "Help me bring him down, Chris, and then we'll talk." The two women slid Mulder down the bed and laid him on his back, his hand resting on his stomach. Scully felt his forehead and frowned. If he was awake, she'd make him take two more Advil. Without further excuses, she could no longer avoid Chris, and motioned to her friend to join her on the couch. "Dana, you're scaring me. You look a little too somber for comfort." Scully took a deep breath and told Chris everything she knew. Everything Anna had told her. Stopping only when Chris had a question. Unfortunately, most of her questions were the same ones Scully had. Including how could they be sure Anna was telling them the truth. What if she had made the whole thing up? And why would she to begin with? "And Peter," Chris was saying. "It wasn't my imagination. Something has been going on with him. And Mulder's illness on the ship...and the problem with his sight a couple of days ago..." "As it is, I only knew of the one incident with his sight. Anna told me it happened while they were walking, too." Chris felt a chill. "So what do we do now? We have to get off this island." "Right. We need to get to a phone and get some arm of the law out here. If everything Anna said is true, we'll need some protection before we can get off the island. Trouble is, we don't know who we can trust." "Don't even know if we can trust Anna, for that matter." Before Scully could answer her they heard Mulder stirring, restlessly moving around. Scully was by his side instantly, her hand on his forehead. "He's burning up," she said. "I'll get a compress." Scully remembered that Chris had a small child, easily the best training for emergencies. "Isn't this awfully quick for a fever, infection?" Chris handed Scully the compress and sat down next to her. "Not considering he was outside, in the storm, for probably an hour after he got bitten. I'm sure he lost quite a bit of blood, and he had nothing to cover the hand with, other than putting it inside his coat. And the hand was filthy, covered in dirt. The tropics are full of nasty little bugs everywhere, too." Scully sighed, deep in thought. "And who knows what's been pumped into him during the last few days, possibly affecting his immune system. I'm afraid Mulder doesn't know how to do a simple injury." "I hate to say this, Dana, but if things get very complicated in the morning will we be able to count on Mulder? I mean, will he be okay if we need to make a run for it?" "You've been watching too many MacGyver reruns," Scully said, taking Chris' hand. "Mulder will be sore and feverish until he can start taking some painkillers and antibiotics, but he'll be fine. And I'm sure getting off the island won't be that difficult. All we need is a phone." Scully knew her oldest and dearest friend could read her mind. She knew Chris could see the doubt in her eyes as she spoke, but she said the reassuring words anyway, because she felt they both needed to hear them. "Now," Scully said, getting up, "why don't you go back to your room and try and get some sleep. It's almost daybreak and regardless of what happens tomorrow, it's going to be a long day." "You think I can sleep?" "No, but maybe you can rest. And be there when Peter wakes up in case he needs you. Try not to wake him, though. If he is being drugged we have to be on the lookout for all kinds of side effects. Waking him too soon may not be the right thing to do." Chris shuddered. "Peter...poor guy. To think I was so mad at him for not wanting to have sex. I told you something was wrong." Chris laughed in spite of the situation, reminding Scully how she had won her heart so many years ago. It was her sense of humor, above and beyond everything else. "You sure you and Mulder will be okay?" "Yeah, we'll be fine. If I need anything I'll get you. It's almost six now. What do you say we meet back here at eight?" "Okay." Chris gave her friend a quick hug and left, afraid that if she said anything else her fa‡ade would crumble. Scully turned her attention back to Mulder, who was still sleeping fitfully. Even in sleep his expression was pained, and she was not looking forward to dealing with him when he woke up. She was climbing over him to lay down when she heard a knock on the door. "Dana, it's me, open up." "Chris?" Scully opened the door and found a hysterical woman standing in front of her. "What is it? What's wrong?" "Peter! He's not in the room. He's gone." *********** End of Chapter Eleven Chapter Twelve "What do you mean he's gone?" This was not what Scully was expecting. "Gone. As in out of here. As in someone probably took him." Chris was frantic, pacing the room, tears streaming down her face. "Chris, calm down. Let's try and think this through rationally." Scully was pacing beside her friend, barely containing her own panic. "He probably couldn't sleep and went for a walk." Chris' eyes widened in disbelief. "This is Peter, Dana. The guy needs me and three alarm clocks to get him up in the morning. The only time he wakes up on his own is when he can sleep in 'til noon." Chris tried her best to remain calm. "But we know, at least we think we know, that he's been drugged." Scully said. "If that's the case, his internal clock may be all screwed up. You yourself have said he's been acting strange for the last couple of days." Chris took a deep breath. "Oh God, Dana, I thought we would be okay. I really did. Because in the back of my mind I thought the four of us could pull everything off. Get out of here in one piece. But now..." Chris was still crying, wiping the tears furiously off her face. "Now Peter's gone. What if they've hurt him. Oh my God. I...I can't live without him, Dana." Chris had stopped pacing and was standing in front of Scully, crying softly as the implications of life without her best friend flashed before her. Scully hugged her tightly and let her cry for a few minutes, until Chris pulled back, wiping her face angrily. "Okay, I'm going to get dressed and go downstairs. Maybe he couldn't sleep and is down there playing pool or something." Chris was suddenly a different woman and Scully could see the successful professional slowly emerge. "I take it the best thing to do right now would be to elicit no suspicions?" She looked to Scully for confirmation, smiling softly when her friend nodded. "Okay, I'll get this G-man stuff down if it kills me. Knock on wood," she said, kissing her knuckles and gently tapping on the dresser. "Funny how superstitions are the first thing to fill a cluttered mind when you're scared." "You're one of the most superstitious women I've ever known," Scully teased. "You must spend half your life scared." "You should speak. Your Catholic upbringing was a little more rigid than mine." "And what does one thing have to do with the other?" "Oh please, superstitions were invented by Catholics too guilty to deal with their conscience." "Hmm, that statement is going to give me food for thought." "I know," Chris sighed. "I'm getting dressed and going downstairs." Scully forced a smile. "I bet you find him right away," she said, trying to inject some optimism into her voice. Chris saw right through her. "I'll be okay, Dana. I'm sorry for the outburst. If he's not downstairs, I will become so good at this FBI shit I'm going to give you a run for your money. Mulder may put in a request for a new partner." Chris turned around and walked out of the room. Scully was going to ask her to look for any signs of a struggle in the room, but thought better of it. If she came back without Peter she would conduct the search herself. The rain had stopped, but she could hear thunder in the distance. Great day for an escape, Scully thought bitterly, throwing her head back and rubbing her eyes. Where had she gone wrong? What had she done to bring so much excitement into her life on such a frequent basis? Mulder, she knew, would see it as something she had done in a previous life. Cosmic Karmic payoff. A scary thought when she imagined the worst she had done in this lifetime was shoot a snake when she was a little girl. Previous lives were so out of her control, she couldn't believe they could be responsible for her experiences this time around. No, it was the snake incident with her brothers. She was sure of it. That little snake was responsible for all the anguish she had been through during the last four years. She heard Mulder groan and wondered what she had done to deserve him. Was it a good thing or a bad thing? "Scu...lly..." Good question, she thought, as she walked over to him. "Hey, how's the hand?" she asked, sitting down beside him. "Hand? What...hand?" He could only stay serious for a moment before offering a crooked, half smile. "It's a little achy." "Achy? Mulder, you're scaring me," she said, feeling his forehead. "You sound like you're stuffed with painkillers and I know for a fact Advil doesn't make people say...achy." "Immaculate consumption." "Very funny. First Chris and now you with the religious metaphors. What, Billy Graham died and is looking for a new host?" "Where's Chris?" Mulder was trying to push himself up with one hand and almost succeeded. Doctor Scully felt he should stay in bed for a while, since rest and sleep would offer the only reprieve from the pain. Unfortunately, Special Agent Scully knew that wasn't an option. The sun was yet to come up and already the day was not shaping up well. "She went looking for Peter," she finally answered, helping Mulder up. Agent Scully had won the round. "What?" "She went to her room, and Peter was gone." "Were there signs of a struggle?" Mulder was rubbing his neck, trying to clear the cobwebs that had settled so well. "I don't know. Probably nothing obvious or Chris would have mentioned it." "Is she okay?" Chris and Mulder had forged a friendship based on trust and mutual admiration during the trip to California, and his concern for her was heartfelt. "She wasn't and then she was," Scully said, smiling at the thought of her best friend. "You know Chris, she can pull it together when she needs to." Mulder nodded. "You think he's downstairs?" "I honestly don't know, Mulder. I'm at a total loss here. I have no idea what to think. Thirty minutes ago I would have told you that I was on my way downstairs to find a phone and get us out of here. But if Peter *is* missing, well... I don't know. Anything can happen now. If he's been taken somewhere, and we call the police, what do you think the chances are we'll find him alive? From what I gathered, this guy Leuzinger has been working on his little experiments for a long time. You think he's going to let us mess with his life's work, just walk out of here. 'Oh and by the way, here's Peter, take him with you?' I don't think so." Scully took a deep breath and realized she was trembling.. Mulder reached up and stroked her arm gently. "Scully, we've been in worse predicaments." "I know, Mulder. But if it was just you and me to worry about..." Mulder started to get up. "Where do you think you're going?" Scully asked, putting a hand on his chest. "I'm going to go search Chris and Peter's room. I guarantee you Chris isn't going to find him." "Mulder, you have a fever, your hand is probably already infected..." It was a weak argument, one that she made to allay her conscience. She felt the same sense of urgency that Mulder did, and, unfortunately, couldn't honestly keep him in bed. Mulder managed a smile and gently kissed the top of her head. "I'll be fine," he whispered, slowly making his way to the bathroom. Scully closed her eyes. If she paid him too much attention, she would be forced to send him back to bed. Mulder closed the bathroom door and leaned heavily against it, eyes tightly shut, silently berating himself for getting hurt. His hand was a painful throb, but the fever made him weak, and what strength he'd managed to regain during the last couple of days had all but disappeared in the last couple of hours. He took a deep breath and made his way to the sink, unprepared for what he saw in the mirror. Poor Scully, he thought, running a hand through his matted hair. No wonder she looked so worried, I look like death warmed over. Mulder splashed his face with cold water, a futile attempt to rinse the fever from his eyes. Scully was putting on her shoes when he came out of the bathroom. "You going to look for a phone?" he asked. "Yes. Even if we don't find Peter right away, I think we'll stand a better chance if we can get some help to the island." She found her gun and loaded it, leaving behind once and for all any pretense that they were on vacation. "Okay, be careful," Mulder warned, fumbling with his shoes. "Here, let me." Scully leaned down and tied his shoelaces. "I took your gun out of the bag, Mulder, and loaded it. Make sure you take it with you." Mulder nodded, feeling Scully's hand on his forehead, again. She shook her head. "Advil's not doing a thing," she said, and handed him two more. Mulder didn't bother answering her, knowing full well she wasn't looking for any answers, just a chance to release some frustration. He squeezed her hand and got up, picking up his gun and putting it in his sweats. "Come on," he said, holding out his hand. "Let's get this show on the road." They walked out of the room together. "Be careful what you say to Gregory if he's down there," Mulder whispered. Scully nodded and squeezed his hand before letting it go in front of Chris and Peter's door. Mulder watched Scully disappear down the stairs before going inside the room. At first glance everything appeared to be in place. No obvious signs that anything was wrong. If anything, he thought, Chris and Peter were the neatest people he had ever seen on vacation. No clothes on the floor, very few personal items on the dresser. The bed clothes were crumpled, but not unusually so, and he found no blood anywhere. Good sign, he thought, looking under the bed, the closets. He would need Chris to look in the closet and see what clothes were missing. There were no tennis shoes in sight and Mulder remembered Peter wearing some. Another good sign. If he was taken against his will his captors had the decency to make sure he had his shoes on. Which also meant he most likely walked out of the room. Next, Mulder stood on a chair and fiddled with the air vents in the room. Without a screwdriver to take off the grates he couldn't tell much, but for all intents and purposes, they appeared to be your everyday heating and air conditioning vents. Mulder got down from the chair and sat down. His hand was pounding, the slightest movement sending hot spikes through his arm, and he was starting to feel dizzy. This is not good, he thought wearily, forcing himself up. Okay, Mulder, just take it easy and you can get through this. He left the room in search of the timer Anna had told him about. "It looks like a fuse box," she had said. It was easy to spot, at the end of the hallway, right where Anna had said it would be. Mulder casually looked around before opening the box. It was still early and he could make out few footsteps beneath him. He doubted anyone would venture upstairs this early. After all, only the 'guests' were up here. Guests, he thought, turning the word over several times. The door to the box opened easily, and Mulder was surprised no key was needed. But there it was, right in front of him. A timer, pure and simple. Now, how to try this out, to verify the validity of Anna's story. They were running out of time and the priority had to be to find Peter, but Mulder figured he had a few minutes before Scully and Chris returned. And a few minutes was all he needed. Without stopping to think of the consequences, Mulder set the timer for 90 seconds and ran into Chris and Peter's room. While holding his breath he closed the door and locked it, running to the back door and opening it before he dared to breathe. Mulder looked up to the vents in the room. He saw nothing, smelled nothing, heard nothing. Exactly what he had expected. He looked at his watch. Twenty seconds. He looked at his watch again. Thirty five seconds. His hand came down in slow motion. He looked down and felt the floor disappearing from under him. Oh, shit, it's working. He wanted to shout, but couldn't. He couldn't move. He panicked. Only the foolishness of his actions giving him the surge of energy he needed to shove his body through the French doors. Mulder landed hard on the concrete, forcing himself to take deep, ragged breaths in an attempt to clear his lungs of whatever toxin he had just inhaled. What was I thinking? he thought, berating himself for taking such a chance. True to his nature, it wasn't himself he was worried about. Instead, he was concerned with the fact that Scully might have found him unconscious inside the room. One more thing she didn't need to deal with. He was on his hands and knees when a frightened Scully found him and helped him up. "Mulder, what's wrong? What are you doing out here?" Mulder tried to answer her but it was all he could do to stay standing. The gas was making him sick to his stomach and he frantically searched the patio for a place to vomit. Scully saw the color drain from his face and grabbed a small trash can from inside their room just in time. It was at least five minutes before Mulder was finished. Five minutes of torture for both of them. Mulder was wishing he was dead and Scully felt completely helpless as she watched her partner. When he was finished Mulder glanced at Scully briefly before staggering into the bedroom and throwing himself on the bed, forgetting the injured hand until the pain forced him to remember. He curled on his side, the hand held tightly against his chest. *********** End of Chapter Twelve Chapter Thirteen "What happened?" Chris had just entered the room. "I don't know," Scully answered, sitting on the bed beside Mulder. "Mulder, what's wrong? What happened out there?" Scullly's voice was a distant roar and even without hearing her words, he knew what she was asking. How the hell did I paint myself into this corner? "I...tested the gas...in the other room," he groaned, staring up at the two women. Their worry was mixed with anger, and he recoiled a little when they both looked him in the eye. Chris spoke up first. "I can't believe you did that!" Once again he had proven that there was very little he wouldn't do to get to the bottom of something. His lack of self-preservation baffled her and endeared him to her even more. Mulder managed an awkward smile. He definitely felt worse than before and he found himself agreeing with her. "At least now...we know," he managed, practically coughing out the words. Scully got him a glass of water and helped him up to drink it, too angry to say anything. Mulder wanted nothing more than to lie down again, but he couldn't. Too much was at stake. He was certain now that whoever was behind this twisted game had gone to a lot of expense and effort to get what they wanted. And they weren't likely to give up without a struggle. "Any sign of Peter?" he asked Chris. "No. Nothing. I asked a couple of the housekeepers if they had seen him, but they just shook their heads. The earliest shift is 6:30, and no one saw him leaving after that. It was still dark at 6:30. Where could he have gone?" Mulder rubbed his eyes. He desperately wanted to lie down. "I don't know, Chris, but don't worry, we'll find him." He turned to Scully, hoping he could pretend nothing had happened "Any luck with the phone?" "The lines are all down. Seems the storm caused major damage to the phone system." Scully was hard pressed to hide her concern. "Who'd you ask?" Several people. And I found a couple of phones myself and tried them. They're all dead." Mulder closed his eyes and tried to formulate his thoughts as he spoke. "I think we need to get out of the house," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "Mulder, you need to lie down." Doctor Scully was in. "Scully, there's no time for that. This whole house might be booby trapped. There may be another timer somewhere in the house that can start pumping gas into this room at a moment's notice." Mulder resisted the urge to close his eyes, not sure that he could open them again if he did. Scully and Chris exchanged glances, confirming expressions that Mulder was right. They were sitting ducks if they stayed. "Mulder..." What could Scully say to him that would improve the situation? That would make him feel better and get them out of danger at the same time? Nothing. Damned if you do and damned if you don't. "You're right," Scully finally said, defeated. "Just let me take a look at your hand before we go any further." Mulder began to argue and found he didn't have the energy. Awkwardly and against his better judgment, he held out his hand to Scully, biting his lip as the bandage came off. Scully forced herself to stay neutral. To stay calm. And, most importantly, to keep herself from screaming. The area surounding the stitches just below the thumb was already inflamed, with spidery red streaks all around it. The other bite, near his wrist, was holding its own, but Scully knew it was just a matter of time before it too got infected. She looked at Mulder, who had been staring at the hand along with her. "It's infected," Scully said blandly. "How does it feel?" Okay, Mulder knew, would not cut it. He opted for a semi-truth. "Hot," he said. "You mean burning? Stinging?" How did she know? How did she do it? It was uncanny the way Scully could see right through him. Mulder nodded. It's no use, he thought, she's got my number. "And how's the rest of you?" Her expression said don't fuck with me, Mulder, and he tried to heed the warning as best he could, but in the end, he didn't have the strength to be polite. "Scully, I feel like shit, okay? My hand hurts like hell, my head feels like it's about to explode, and I want to crawl under a rock. Is that what you want me to say? Are you happy now?" He sighed in frustration and stood up, feeling dizzy the instant he did so. Chris was right there to steady him, but Mulder quickly pushed her away. Scully had her back to him and he didn't want her to see the exchange. "Chris," Mulder began, wrapping up his own hand. "I need you to go in your room and see if you can figure out what clothes Peter was wearing when he left. I couldn't find his tennis shoes, so I assume he's wearing them. Was he sleeping in anything when he went to bed last night?" "No." Chris took the bandage from Mulder's fumbling fingers and finished wrapping it herself. "Okay, 'cause I didn't see pajamas or anything else on the bed." Chris looked up from the bandage, her eyes starting to well up again. Mulder wanted to say something reassuring to her, anything at all that would make her feel better, but found himself at a loss for words. A standard statement, like the ones he was used to making when he was on a case, didn't seem appropriate. Instead, he brought her close and gave her a hug. "It's okay," he whispered. "We'll find him." Chris nodded and pushed him away, wiping the tears she couldn't stop. "Okay, I'm going," she said. "When you're done looking through Peter's clothes," Mulder added, "make sure you're wearing some comfortable shoes, socks, pants, no shorts today, and bring along a jacket. Better yet, get your backpack and put in there a change of clothes, including extra socks." Chris nodded and headed out the door only to come right back in. "Mulder?" she asked sheepishly. "What about the gas in the room? "Don't worry about it, it wasn't pumped in long enough to leave any lingering effects." "Okay." Mulder turned to Scully, who hadn't moved and was still sitting on the bed. Not now, he thought to himself, I can't deal with this now. He made his way to the nightstand and pressed the intercom button for the kitchen. "Yes, may I help you?" It was a woman's voice, young and pleasant. "Yes, this is Fox Mulder, would you mind preparing a picnic lunch for four that we can pick up in the next 20 to 30 minutes?" "Why yes, Mr. Mulder. That would be no problem. Luckily the storm only affected the phone lines this time and our kitchen is at your disposal. Do you have any requests, sir?" "No, thank you. Anything you prepare will be fine. We will, however, be horseback riding today, so if you could put it in bags that would be easy to carry we would appreciate it." Scully got up and started filling her backpack. Mulder pressed the intercom button for the stables. "Yes?" A man's voice this time. "Yes, this is Fox Mulder. My friends and I thought we'd like to go horseback riding today and were wondering if you could have three horses ready for us within the next half hour?" The voice on the other end hesitated before speaking. "Mr. Mulder," the older man said, "that would be no problem. But as you know we had quite a storm last night, with more rain expected throughout the day and, well, the island is quite a mess this morning." "Thanks for the warning," Mulder said, feigning the voice of the ignorant tourist. "But that's exactly why we thought of horseback riding today. We'd like to ride around the island and check out the damage for ourselves." "Suit yourselves," the man answered. "I'll have the horses ready when you get here. You said three?" "Yes, three. Thank you." Mulder sat on the bed and began rubbing his temple. How far did he think he could go when he couldn't have a two minute conversation without having to sit down? He looked up and was startled to see Scully standing in front of him. "Here, take these," she said, handing him two more Advils and a glass of water. Mulder took them and started to speak, but Scully shushed him. She put her hand on his forehead and left it there for a long time, moving it down slowly to caress his cheek. "Mulder," she said, kneeling in front of him and placing her hands on his knees. "I need to tell you this, for my own peace of mind and for your own well-being. You are burning up, with a fever easily close to 102, 103. Your hand is infected and the pain will only get worse until you can get a strong dose of antibiotics started. I know we can't stay here and I know we need to find Peter before we can consider getting off the island, but I need you to take your medical situation into consideration when you decide to execute whatever plan you have inside your head." Mulder closed his eyes. He was so tired. "I will," he said, forcing them open again. "Scully, I'm sorry..." "Don't be sorry anymore, Mulder. Just, please, be careful." "Okay," Mulder said. "Now, just to prove that I can let you help me, will you help me get these sweats off and my jeans on. If it starts to rain while we're out there I'd rather have the jeans on." "Any excuse for me to take your pants off, Mulder." Chris walked in on them just as Scully had Mulder's jeans halfway up his legs. "Oh, I'm sorry, I mean...hey, what the hell are you two doing? This is no time..." "What does it look like we're doing, Einstein? You want to help?" Scully asked mischievously. "Why is it that all such opportunities arise at inopportune times?" Mulder wondered. Both women ignored him and Scully finished pulling up his pants in silence. "Okay, let's go," she said, grabbing her backpack and handing Mulder his. "It's all in there, Mulder." "Thanks." Mulder flung his backpack over one shoulder. "Where are we going? What are we doing?" Chris asked. "I'll go over everything outside," Mulder said. "Right now all you know is we're going horseback riding and planning on having a picnic somewhere, after we've caught up with Peter." "O...kay," Chris answered. "I think I'll let you two sleuths do the talking. "Good idea," Scully said, leading the way. Gregory was already at his usual place by the front door when they arrived downstairs. Mulder made sure to hide his bandaged hand in his jacket pocket and smiled when he saw Gregory. "Good morning, Gregory," he offered. "Good morning Gregory," Scully and Chris said in unison. "You're all up early today. Is Mr. Kendall still in bed?" "He beat us to it," Chris answered, surprising even herself. "I guess he couldn't sleep this morning so he went for a walk. We thought we'd do some horseback riding and catch up with him." "Splendid," Gregory said. "Will you be having any breakfast before you go?" "Nah," Scully said, anxious to get away from the man with all the teeth. "We ordered a picnic lunch. That should do us." "Yes, it's right here." Gregory handed Mulder the bag and Chris intercepted it. "I'll keep it," she said, looking at Mulder. "You're liable to eat it all before we stop for lunch. Gregory laughed and looked at Mulder. "Mr. Mulder, is everything all right? You look a little flushed." "Allergies," Mulder answered right away. "I think the storm kicked up a lot of stuff, because I spent most of the morning sneezing." "Ah, yes, storms do tend to do that. Would you like something from the clinic for it?" "No I'll..." "Actually," Scully interrupted, "that would be a great idea. Why don't you two go on out to the stables and I'll stop by the clinic and see what they have." "Good idea," Chris said, taking Mulder by the arm. "Then maybe Sneezy over here will leave us in peace." They left the house and parted ways, Scully promising to catch up with them as soon as she could. Not only did she want to get something for Mulder, anything she could get her hands on, but she wanted a chance to look around the clinic, make sure Peter wasn't being hidden in there. She put on her obnoxious doctor, just have to see the clinic, the entire clinic, face and entered the small facility. *********** Scully had been gone for over 20 minutes and Mulder and Chris were about to go looking for her, when they saw her walking towards them. "What the hell took you so long?" Chris asked. "G-man here has been chomping at the bit." "I got a tour," Scully answered. "No sign of Peter, unfortunately, but I told her I had a bladder infection and got some Erythromycin. Not exactly the strong stuff you need," she said, looking at Mulder, "but it's better than nothing." "Thanks," Mulder said, hesitating slightly. "What is it?" "You didn't by any chance, I mean, did you...did you get your hands on any pain killers?" There, he said it. Why it was so hard for him to admit he needed pain killers, he didn't know. "I'm sorry," Scully said, her face full of concern. That's why, Mulder thought, when he saw Scully's solemn expression. "I tried. I told her I was having terrible cramps and needed some Vicodin, but she didn't have any. She gave me more Advil, the strongest thing she had. She's due a shipment from the pharmacy today or tomorrow." "But did you get the allergy medicine?" Chris wanted to know. "Yes. Quick thinking, Mulder. I almost forgot to get it, too." "Let's get out of here," Mulder said. They made their way down the horse path until they were out of sight of the stables, then quickly criss crossed through the island until they were in front of the servant's housing. Making sure to stay off the main walkway, they hid near some trees and waited for Anna to come out. *********** End of Chapter Thirteen Chapter Fourteen "How do you know Anna's still in there?" Chris asked. "I've seen her arrive at the house near eight every morning," Mulder replied. "She's got to be coming out of there any minute now." Sure enough, less than 10 minutes later, Anna came out of the building. Her long hair was tied back harshly, exposing wrinkle lines on her forehead and dark bags under her eyes. Her appearance reminded Scully of someone who had done a lot of crying. Mulder ignored the throbbing in his hand and quickly got off his horse. "Anna," he whispered when he was close enough to be heard. Anna looked like she had seen a ghost and kept walking. "Anna," Mulder tried again, still whispering. "If you don't come talk to me I will be forced to follow you until you do." Anna stopped and looked around her. Satisfied that no one was watching, she left the path and joined Mulder behind a clump of trees. "You don't look very good," Was the first thing she managed to say. She had hoped he would leave her alone today. Would get himself and his friends off the island without involving her any further. For some reason, this man had touched her in a way that was unfamiliar, and she could no more turn her back on him than she could continue the charade with Leuzinger. "I'm fine, Anna. But listen. I, I mean we," he corrected himself, motioning to Scully and Chris to join him. "We need your help." "Haven't I already done enough? Can't you just get off the island now?" "No, Anna, we can't. The phones are down because of the storm, at least that's what we've been told." Anna nodded. "It's true. They're all down." "And," Mulder continued. "Peter is missing." "What?" Anna was stunned, and Mulder knew without a doubt that she wasn't involved in his disappearance. "Gone. He disappeared sometime this morning between five and six." Scully and Chris had left their horses and were now standing beside him. "But how?" Anna was frantically trying to think of anything she might have seen, or overheard that could shed some light on this new development. "There was no sign of a struggle and some of his own clothes were missing, so we don't know if he got dressed and walked out on his own, in some drugged stupor, or if he was carried out, unconscious after inhaling gas that was pumped into the room." "I can't help you," Anna said flatly. "I've done enough, and I don't know what else I can do. I'm afraid you're on your own." Anna started to walk away and Scully stopped her. "Anna, helping us out here could mean the difference between jail time and no jail time." "Helping you out could mean the difference between life and death, Miss Scully." Anna was terrified, but she made an impression by holding her own. "Yours or Peter's?" Chris asked solemnly. Anna made eye contact with Chris for a second, unable to hold the other woman's gaze for very long. "Look, if I knew anything I would tell you. You have to believe that. I have no idea where your friend could be." "We believe that, Anna," Mulder was rubbing his eyes as he spoke, hoping the movement would clear the haze the fever was causing. "But we still need your help." "How? How can I help you?" "By checking out the lab and telling us if Peter is in there." Anna's eyes widened. "I...I can't." Her terrified expression sent a wave of panic through Chris. "Why not?" Scully was getting impatient. "You work there, don't you? You show up for work, look around, come out and tell us if he's in there." "It's...it's not that easy." "Why?" "It's a huge building. With many rooms. Most of them locked. Unless Mr. Kendall is in one of the main rooms, I would never see him." Chris was getting to the end of her rope. "Anna, this is my husband we are talking about. The father of my eight year-old daughter. If he's in there we need to know. We need to get him out. You have to help us. Please." Chris was pleading, shamelessly and desperately, and once again Anna felt an overwhelming desire to make things right. Anna felt her resolve fading. "Mrs. Kendall...I...I don't know that I could search all the rooms without being caught. But I suppose I could try." "Good," Chris answered, offering Anna a weak smile. "But I'm not due there until noon, when I take Leuzinger his lunch. I definitely can't go early. He would want to know why I was there and the people I work with at the house would notice too." "You're right," Mulder said. "We'll keep riding around the island looking for Peter, in case he's wandering somewhere, and we'll meet you near the south side of the lab, just before noon." "And what if you find Peter?" We won't find him, Mulder thought, holding his tongue for Chris' sake. "We'll meet you there anyway." Anna nodded and walked away. She had nothing else to say to them. The next four hours were spent searching for Peter all over the island, with no sign of him to be found. They had discussed briefly splitting up, but in the end decided they should stay together. Scully had made Mulder stop twice to drink some water, dehydration now being a concern as well. His fever was raging when they arrived at the rendezvous point and she begrudgingly gave him his eighth Advil in six hours. Advil overdose would soon be an issue. Scully got off her horse first and held out her hand to Mulder, who hesitated, but took it. "You okay?" she whispered. Mulder nodded, too tired and sore to say anything. Scully looked around for a dry patch of land and quickly found a small area, underneath a dense tree, that was perfect. She threw the picnic blanket down and called Mulder over. "Come sit down for a bit. Chris, you too," she added. God forbid Mulder felt it was just him she was worried about. Mulder leaned against the tree and closed his eyes, asleep within seconds. Chris and Scully said nothing, both fearful of interrupting Mulder's much needed rest. Even if he hadn't been asleep, there was very little left to say to each other. They had rehashed everything they knew for hours until all three could no longer think coherently. Mulder was convinced Barney was behind everything, finding it impossible to believe that so much could happen on his island, and his yacht, for that matter, without his knowledge. Chris couldn't believe in a million years that Barney had anything to do with their predicament. He had been nothing but incredibly generous and nurturing to both Peter and herself for many years. He was practically a member of the family and had even spent the last five Thanksgivings with them. "But how could his yacht and his mansion both have rooms set up with a gas pipeline and he not know about it?" Mulder had asked. Chris had a simple explanation for that as well. "Mulder," she had said, "when you lose something in your apartment, you don't worry very much about it because you know eventually you'll find it. It's all you've got. That and your car. Now, if you buy a vacation house and you spend every weekend there, all of a sudden you have two places where things can be and after a while of forgetting your toothbrush or your roasting pan, you'll just get two sets of those things, so you no longer have to think about what's where. Now, picture someone like Barney, who owns 12, yes 12, houses all over the world. And three yachts. Even if he spent equal time in all of them every year, you're talking less than one month at each place. Every one of those dwellings is fully stocked with everything he needs for when he drops by. Like the house on Kieran. Full staff, everything. He can go anywhere, at a moment's notice, and be right at home. Everything he needs at his fingertips. This decadence does not come cheaply. And by cheaply I mean not only financially, but emotionally as well. Basically, Barney's entire life is run by the people around him. You think he hires the people that maintain his properties year round? You think he even knows half their names? Their backgrounds? Mulder, the guy employs about 10,000 people. Leuzinger being one of them. God knows how many people take advantage of him." Scully could see it going both ways. With Barney knowing what was going on and with him being in the dark. Her gut told her he knew something, if not everything, but she couldn't come up with a motive. Like why would he want to hurt Peter? Or Mulder, for that matter. Who was supposed to be drugged and why? And why had Mulder gotten so sick and not Peter? It had occurred to her that maybe the Scopolamine Mulder had been taking for motion sickness interfered with the drug he was given, possibly throwing all blood samples askew. Peter, Chris had confirmed, was taking nothing, therefore providing the madman a clean slate to work with. The hours of bantering back and forth, of volleying possible motives and scenarios, had taken their toll on all of them, which is why Scully and Chris didn't notice Anna walk up until she was practically on top of them. Both women recovered quickly and stood up, taking the young woman away from Mulder so they could talk without waking him. Anna couldn't take her eyes off of Mulder. "Is he going to be okay?" "He needs to be in a hospital," Scully said, wanting to impress a strong sense of urgency. Some drugs and a bed would do, but Anna didn't need to know that. "But will he...Is he going to..." Anna couldn't bring herself to finish the thought. "He's in a lot of pain," Scully continued, emphasizing the word pain and simultaneously feeling guilty for laying it on so thick. "And he has a high fever, which is why we need to find Peter and get out of here." Anna wanted to ask how they intended to do that, but decided she didn't want to know. "I'll do my best and will come out as soon as I can, but sometimes I'm in there for a couple of hours before I can take a break. Will you wait for me right here?" "We're not going anywhere." Scully answered. "Just hurry...and be careful." Chris took Anna's hand and looked at her for an instant before saying thank you. Anna said nothing and disappeared through the brush. Chris looked at Scully, unable to form the words she wanted to say. Fear and worry had a strong grip on her and she was leery of opening her mouth. Of expressing her concerns. It was easier to deny the truth when it was unspoken. Scully reassured her, for the tenth time, that everything would be okay. But again, both women recognized the words for what they were, one friend trying to comfort the other. Too much was still in the dark for either one to be certain of anything. Mulder stirred and groaned a couple of times, but it was almost an hour before he woke up. He was arching his back, trying to get the kinks out, when Scully noticed. "Hey." "Anna?" "She went inside about an hour ago. No sign of her since." Scully handed him a glass of water and Mulder drank slowly. He was feeling the effects of the fever, that misearable achy, leave-me-alone, even- my-eyes-hurt kind of feeling and wished there was a way to hide it from Scully. As if on cue, Scully reached up and felt his forehead. She said nothing. Didn't have to. Mulder took the silence as an opportunity to change the subject. "We need to come up with a plan to get Peter out of there." He was almost sorry he had spoken, his voice was so strained. Clearing his throat, he continued. "Are the two guards still out there?" "You're assuming Peter is in there." Chris was making a statement, not asking a question. "I am, Chris. I can't imagine that he's anywhere else." "But why?" "The idea of Peter, getting up in the middle of the night, getting dressed, and walking out into the storm doesn't fit. The idea that he was taken here, to protect their experiment, does." Mulder was forcing his mind to concentrate on the conversation. "What do you mean?" Ignorance was Chris' best defense mechanism. She was a smart woman, and she could, if she tried, put the pieces together. But she didn't want to. She would make herself crazy if she tried. "I think maybe someone saw me come in this morning. Or saw Scully coming in. I don't know, but someone was alerted that something was awry in paradise. If they were keeping an eye on us, they probably got suspicious when Scully went to get you." Mulder leaned his head against the tree. Sitting up and talking was taking more effort than he had in him. I have to shake this fever, he thought. "So they got suspicious and took Peter before we could put all the pieces together. Before we could get to him ourselves." Scully finished Mulder's thoughts and he smiled his approval. "Which means they're onto us," Chris said, suddenly feeling very cold. "But why let us go?" "Why not?" Mulder asked. "Where are we going to go?" He could no longer couch his concerns to protect Chris. She had to know all the ramifications. "On the other hand," Scully suggested. "Our trip is scheduled to end tomorrow. Maybe this was supposed to happen today all along. Maybe part of the plan was to take Peter this morning. Chris noticed changes in him immediately after he got the first dose of the drug. On the second day, the changes were more pronounced, even we started noticing," she continued, looking at Mulder. "Maybe the change today would have been too radical to overlook." Scully hated thinking out loud this way in front of Chris, but she had no other option. "Maybe," Mulder said. "It's a better scenario for us too. If that's the case they won't get suspicious as to our whereabouts until early evening." "So let's assume Peter is in there," Chris began, fighting the terror. "What do we do then?" "We figure a way to get him out and find a hiding place until we can get to a working phone." Easier said than done, Mulder thought, closing his eyes against the pain shooting up his arm. Scully didn't miss any of it and shifted her position to take a look at his hand. "Scully, it's okay, it just hurts a little." "Uh-huh." Scully continued taking off the bandages. "And I've been signed to play for the Lakers." "As a cheerleader, maybe," Mulder teased. "But no, scratch that, I think they have height requirements too." Mulder gasped and jerked his hand away when Scully gently touched the area around his thumb. "Sorry, Mulder. The infection is getting worse. That's why your fever hasn't broken, even though you're on the verge of OD'ing on Advil." "I knew you'd get rid of me one way or the other." Scully made a face and covered up the hand. Her helplessness infuriated her more than anything. He was to the point where he needed intravenous antibiotics and they were sitting by a tree, trying to formulate a daredevil action plan to rescue Peter. The preposterous situation didn't escape her and had she not been so worried, she might have laughed. "I hear someone," Chris said, getting up and moving closer to the sound. "It's Anna." Anna's expression was solemn and Chris held her breath, her heart in her mouth. "Is he in there?" she asked. "Is he in there?" Anna nodded. Mulder stood up, pushing Scully away when she tried to help. "Is he okay?" "Where is he?" Chris and Mulder spoke simultaneously. "I think he's okay," Anna said. "But he's unconscious, so I'm not sure. He looks okay. He's in one of the rooms near the back of the lab." "Near the back door?" Mulder had visions of the dog that guarded that door and shuddered. "Yes." "Anna is Leuzinger doing anything to him?" Scully was hoping to assess Peter's condition. "No. He was in the lab, looking at things through his microscope the whole time I was in there. He was so engrossed it was easy for me to wander and search the building." Anna was clearly uncomfortable, shaking slightly, and Mulder wondered if she was close to a breakdown. "Anna, you have to help us get in there." "Mr. Mulder, please don't ask me to do that." She was pleading, her eyes watering as she spoke. "Anna, you have to help us." Scully decided to take another tact. "Mulder's hand is seriously infected. Just look at him, he's burning up and desperately needs to get to a hospital. But we can't even attempt to get off this island until we have Peter with us. It's too great a risk for Peter if we alert the authorities and he's still in Leuzinger's hands." Anna took a shallow breath and glanced from Scully to Mulder and then back to Scully again. "I...I don't know," she said, tears streaming down her face. "I can't..." "You have to." Scully was imploring her with her eyes. "You have to help us. Mulder coughed and Anna jumped. He hadn't intended to get that response. As a matter of fact, he was uncomfortable with Scully using him to get to Anna, even if it did seem to be working. Anna looked at Mulder. His glassy eyes, full of fever and pain, an agonizing reminder that two lives were now at stake. And possibly four. She had been a master of detachment, but it had become increasingly difficult to maintain that aloofness once she was forced to put faces and personalities to the people involved. It was impossible to think straight, let alone consider the consequences of her actions, when all she could hear was Mulder's ragged breathing. "All right," she practically shouted, a useless effort to quiet her conscience. "Just tell me what you want me to do." *********** End of Chapter Fourteen Chapter Fifteen Reluctantly, Anna had agreed to the plan. It was simple and straightforward, and required very little on her part, but she could not be convinced to initiate anything before sunset. The young woman was terrified, certain daylight would alert everyone on the island that something was going on. The agents had argued that they needed to get Peter out before the staff sent out a search party for them, but she wouldn't budge. Scully argued that they were wasting precious time. Time Mulder, and possibly Peter, did not have, and still Anna could not be persuaded. She looked at Mulder with large brown eyes and spoke volumes without saying a word. It was at this point Mulder had agreed to wait until the sun went down. Anna had been pushed as far as she could go without falling apart, and they needed her if their plan was going to work. They realized when Anna returned to the lab that they had to buy some time. The last thing they needed, if no one suspected them already, was to arouse suspicion simply because they had been out all day. Chris was unwilling to leave the area near the lab. It was her way of staying close to Peter, and the two agents agreed it wasn't such a bad idea. They didn't think Peter was going anywhere, but at this point they weren't assuming anything. The trip back to the house was quick, neither one comfortable with the idea of Chris alone. After dropping off their horses, including Chris', they managed to get inside their room with only a wave of the hand and a swift hello to Gregory. Mulder sat on the bed and regretted the action immediately. Getting up was going to be a problem. Scully ignored the temptation to force him under the covers for an extended rest. We don't have the time, she sighed inwardly, going to the intercom and calling the kitchen. They bought themsleves more time by ordering another meal from the kitchen and saying they were planning an early dinner on the beach. That taken care of, Scully called downstairs and requested a couple of golf carts. Mulder had been iffy on the horse and she was hoping he could drive a golf cart back to the lab. If they had to, it would also be easier to drag an unconscious Peter out of the lab and into a golf cart than onto a horse. "How long?" Mulder asked. His upper body was now laying on the bed, his feet still on the floor. Scully didn't like the way he was holding his hand, protectively near his chest. "Couple of minutes for the carts, half an hour for dinner. Mulder didn't answer, but felt Scully come near him. Her next action he could have predicted, and smiled inwardly when he felt her hand on his forehead. "I'm beginning to think you like that part of my body more than others," Mulder mused, eyes closed. "Like you've given me an opportunity to get to know any others during this week," Scully teased, ruffling his hair. "Story of my life," Mulder mumbled. "What did they say when you asked about the phone lines?" "Still nothing. The woman in the kitchen said she thought they'd be working some time soon. The golf cart guy said it could be hours, could be days. They don't know," Scully looked down at Mulder and debated with herself before continuing the conversation, knowing where she was headed and afraid of adding to Mulder's stress level, but in the end decided she would explode if she couldn't talk to him and share her concerns. "Mulder, I feel like I'm working in the dark here. We have no idea what we're up against. If Anna carries a gun, I'm sure quite a few people on the island have them, not to mention Laurel and Hardy standing guard at the lab. And even if we manage to get Peter out of there, how long do you think we've got before they find us? Before you can't go on. Before..." Mulder sat up and put a hand to her lips. "What do you say we take it one step at a time," he whispered. It was a testament to the stress they were both under, when it had occurred to neither one of them that their room could be bugged. Mulder looked around and Scully instantly knew what he was talking about. "Kinda late, Sherlock," she whispered. Mulder smiled and shrugged his shoulders. "I know. And I don't think it is," he continued, still whispering just in case. "Me either," Scully answered. "Everything was too well planned. Who knew you can't sit still and would go snooping around on day one?" "Scully, I have an idea. I think we need to head for the beach when we get Peter." "The beach?" Scully's wasn't following. Why go to an open area? "Yes. We need to get to the yacht. We can get through to the Coast Guard on the ship's radio and at least have a place where we can barricade ourselves until they get there." "What about the Captain? Bates? He's on board. Who's to say he's not in on the whole thing." Mulder shrugged. "Who knows. We'll assume he is and take it from there." "Okay. It's a good plan, Mulder," Scully said, ignoring the nagging thought that getting Peter out was not going to be easy. "But how do we get to the ship? You feel like swimming in the moonlight?" She regretted the sarcasm, but couldn't help herself. Mulder ignored the tone. "Ski boats, Scully. We haven't used them, but they're out there." He had felt a little respite from the pain and had allowed himself to ignore the effort thinking and talking were taking, but now his hand was throbbing again and he could think of nothing else. Scully could see the agony in his eyes and bit her lower lip. "You okay?" Mulder nodded, in too much pain to trust his voice. "Lie down." "Scully, we don't have time..." "We've got at least 20 minutes. Lie down." "Scully..." "Mulder, your fever hasn't broken. If we can just bring it down a little, you're bound to feel better." Mulder started to object but she wouldn't let him. "Please, it's better for all of us if you don't pass out from fever and pain while we're sneaking into the lab." Mulder couldn't argue with logic like that, and did as he was told. "Unbutton your shirt for me," Scully said, disappearing into the bathroom. "Some new medical breakthrough, Florence Nightingale?" "I'm a doctor," Scully said, bringing in the last of the clean towels. "Florence was a nurse. Now, unbutton your shirt." "Oh, sorry, Dr. Quinn." Mulder fumbled with the buttons until he was done. He heard Scully taking things out of the mini bar and cringed. Whatever she was planning, he didn't think she was fixing him a drink. Scully came back to the bed with a silver bucket filled with ice water. "And this is for?" Mulder couldn't hide his concern. "I'm going to rub you down with ice water," Scully said, soaking a hand towel in the freezing water. "An ice bath would be better, but we don't have time for that." "You really have a way with men, you know that Scully?" An ice bath! He would have laughed if she hadn't looked so serious. Mulder saw the towel come out of the water and sucked in his breath just as Scully placed the freezing cloth on his chest. With the towel in place, Scully busied herself by soaking a washcloth to rub on his face. Within seconds Mulder was shivering uncontrollably. Scully took the towel from his chest and soaked it again, repeating the process until she didn't have the heart to continue. For his part, Mulder was easily lost in a sea of pain and fever. He could feel the fever fighting the cold and his body reacting fiercely as the war was waged. He wanted to speak, to beg Scully to stop, but his teeth were chattering too fast, and his mind refused to let him make any coherent sounds. He thought he heard himself whimpering and told himself to stop. After what seemed like hours Scully took the towel off and dried his chest. Mulder wasted no time and turned on his side, curling into a fetal position and rocking himself back and forth in a dismal attempt to get back some body heat. Scully felt his forehead and sighed. He was still very hot, and she wasn't sure if the cold had made a difference. "Sorry, Mulder," she whispered, convinced he couldn't hear her. She pulled the covers up around him and checked her watch. Ten minutes. Not nearly enough time, she thought ruefully, as she looked at her partner for any signs of improvement. He was still shaking. Shaking and rocking, in a stupor all his own. Scully sat on the bed beside him and rubbed his shoulder absently. It was an action Mulder didn't notice, but one that made her feel like she was doing something constructive. Anything to alleviate the feeling of helplessness that was threatening to consume her. The next time Scully looked at her watch twenty minutes had gone by and she jumped from the bed, startling Mulder, who had finally steadied himself and fallen asleep. "What's the matter?" Mulder asked, forcing himself up. He felt like roadkill, and if Scully's expression was any indication, he looked equally as bad. "I fell asleep," she said, feeling his forehead for the fiftieth time. "You're not as hot. But..." "But I'm still hot," Mulder finished for her. "I know, but I feel better," he lied, swiftly pulling his feet over the side of the bed. Mulder put his head down for a moment and took a deep breath before standing up and buttoning his shirt. His mind was a little clearer. If only he could stop his hand from throbbing. "You ready?" He reached out for Scully and took her by the hand. The fear in her eyes, the fear he knew she was feeling for him, made his heart sink. Nothing he could think of to say, nothing that was the truth, would make that look go away, so he forced a smile and led the way out of the room. Gregory was busy talking to a couple of housekeepers when they arrived downstairs, but managed to excuse himself before they could leave. "I've got four dinners ready for you right here," he said, handing Mulder a large bag. Mulder took the bag with his right hand, careful to keep the other hand concealed. "How are those allergies coming along, Mr. Mulder?" Gregory was looking at Mulder closely. "Did you get some allergy medication?" "I did, but I'm afraid they're not doing the trick." Gregory shook his head. "Perhaps you should stay indoors today, by tomorrow some of the pollen in the air should have settled." "I would," Mulder answered, eager to get away from the man. "But tomorrow's our last day on the island, and I had promised Dana dinner and a sunset before we left." Gregory smiled. "Understood," he said, opening the door for them. "The golf carts are ready for you around the corner." Scully felt herself shivering when the door closed behind them. "That man knows everything," she whispered. "You think he knows everything? Like everything that's going on with Leuzinger and the experiments?" "I meant he knew about the carts," Scully answered. "I'm not sure what else he knows. Anna said he hired her to start working for Leuzinger and he's the one that called her to the house for the meeting with the two strangers. What does that make him?" "An ignorant middle man or the brains behind the big bash. Someone on the island has to be organizing everything and Gregory's as likely a candidate as anybody else." They each got in a golf cart and sped away, eager to put some distance between themselves and the house, and Gregory, and everything their entire vacation was beginning to represent. Lies and hidden agendas. They only hoped they could survive while they attempted to unravel the truth. Before the truth unraveled them. *********** It had been over an hour since Mulder and Scully had left, and Chris was beginning to panic. In the back of her mind she had considered the possibility that they wouldn't come back. That they would be detained by some force she had quickly learned to dread but was unable to pinpont. But she hadn't allowed herself to consider that possibility until now. After she had exhausted all the positive reinforcements her brain could conjure and before she realized negative thoughts were so much easier to come by. She stopped pacing and sat by the tree, only to stand up almost immediately. Sitting down gave the gray matter way too much free time, and she was beginning to curse the wild imagination she had always been so proud of. It was during a particulalry intense moment of panic that she heard a noise, practically jumping out of her skin before she saw Mulder and Scully pull up beside her. It wasn't until she felt her shoulders slump and her body relax to the point of exhaustion that she realized how tense she had been. "I don't know how the hell you two do what you do for a living," Chris mused. "This kind of excitement can easily kill." It very well might kill us this time, Scully thought, looking in the direction of the lab. It was a notion she knew Mulder could read from her mind and one she was grateful Chris was too distraught to consider. "You get used to it," Mulder said, dragging himself out of the golf cart. It was only 3:30, roughly three hours before they could put their plan into action, and he was beginning to wonder when, if ever, his hand was going to stop pounding. Chris mumbled something about why anyone would want to get used to such a thing when she noticed Mulder's frame, deliberately making his way to the tree to sit down. She looked at Scully and raised her eyebrows. "He doesn't look good," she whispered when he was out of earshot. "I know," Scully said, leaning against a golf cart. "I'm sure that hand is killing him but it's the fever I'm really worried about. I tried bringing it down, but it only did a little, not enough to make much of a difference." "Tell me honestly, is he going to be okay?" "It all depends on what happens during the next few hours, Chris. I'd be lying if I told you we're in no danger. It's not just Mulder I'm worried about." "I know that, Dana, but Mulder's hurt and I can't help but think we should have tried a little harder to get him taken care of." "Mulder won't even consider it until we get Peter back," she said, forcing a smile. "Why don't we sit and go over the plan a couple more times to make sure we have it down." It was a simple plan, due to their lack of options, and they had memorized it the first time it was discussed, but having something to do would make the three hours move a little quicker. The two women joined Mulder and began dissecting their strategy for the third time, until Mulder could no longer think straight. He knew damn well they would get inside the lab, if they even got that far, and everything they had planned could change without a moment's notice. It was a part of their job he and Scully had become fairly adept at dealing with. He only hoped Chris could hang on for the ride. *********** End of Chapter Fifteen Chapter Sixteen Anna came running from the lab, her eyes bulging with fear, her frantic screams alerting everyone around her that something was horribly wrong. She yelled something to the guards and they ran inside, ignoring the blood that was covering her once beautiful face. Mulder met Anna at the edge of the brush, her expression, her screams, incoherent as he held her tightly. Scully ran to their side. Chris was right behind her. They caught sight of Leuzinger running out of the building, his hair dishevelled, his face askew, giving new meaning to the word madman. He was recklessly searching the area for Anna when a guard walked out with an unconscious Peter thrown over his shoulder. Leuzinger yelled something and the guard dropped Peter at his feet. The madman pointed his gun and pulled the trigger, laughing hysterically as the young man's body jerked several times. Chris screamed, unaware of her own actions as she ran out of the dense brush and into the open. Scully called her name and ran after her, never seeing Leuzinger pointing his gun at her. The scientist fired expertly, two rounds in quick succession, and threw his head back with a demonic wail when the two women fell a few feet away from him. "Noooo," Mulder tried to run to Scully, to Chris, but Anna wouldn't let him. "Let me go!" he shouted. The young woman was restraining him, holding him still. Mulder pushed with all his weight until he could break her grasp, only to feel himself being pulled back, another set of hands coming from behind to hold him in place. "Let me go!" he shouted again and again. But it was useless, the fever and pain had taken their toll and he had no strength left. He saw Chris and Scully's still forms and began sobbing. A deafening cry that obliterated everything around him. "Mulder!" "Anna..." he could barely get anything out, the pressure in his chest was so intense. "Mulder! That's enough!" She was shaking him, trying to get his attention, but he didn't want to hear what she had to say. It no longer mattered. He kept his eyes tightly shut against the pain. No desire to run, to get away. It had taken mere seconds for his life to become meaningless, empty beyond comprehension, worthless by all accounts. "Mulder, please!" "I can't," he mumbled, "I can't." He couldn't hear the words that left him, only the sobbing and the emptiness, fighting for attention in a body no longer worth protecting. She slapped him hard and he forced his eyes open, straining to catch the vision before him. Anna's dark features smoothed themselves out, until her complexion changed, got lighter, her hair shorter... "Scu...lly?" He gasped so hard his stomach ached. "Take it easy, Mulder. Here, have some water." Scully handed him a cup, but he was shaking too much to hold on to it. She put her hand on his to steady it. "Just a little bit, Mulder. A little bit at a time." Mulder's eyes were clouded with fever and tears as he looked from Scully to Chris and back to Scully again. He held out a trembling hand and touched Scully's hair, then her face, until he could be sure it was her, all of her, and in one piece. His movements were slow and measured as the echoes of his dream slowly hid in his subconscious, gradually reducing the strain from his mind and bringing it back to his body. "That was quite a dream, Mulder," Chris whispered, suddenly releasing her own tension. Mulder looked at Chris and tried to say something but nothing came out. He attempted a smile, reassurance that he hadn't gone completely insane, but wasn't even sure he could move a muscle, much less the ones required to make a smile. "You want to talk about it?" It was Scully talking to him this time, gently brushing the hair off his face. It was a minute before Mulder could shake his head. Before he could get the image of Scully and Chris falling to the ground out of his mind. It was the only part of the dream he couldn't forget for any length of time. He shut his eyes and leaned against the tree, silently berating himself for his predicament. He knew it was a fever dream, but he couldn't for the life of him remember ever being so terrified, so alone. And he shuddered when he thought how frightened Scully and Chris must have been, his demons coming so close to the surface. So close to them. Scully handed him two more Advil and an antibiotic, more for show than anything, she thought miserably. Nothing he had taken so far seemed to be helping. Mulder took the pills and cleared his throat, thankful Scully hadn't asked him how he was feeling. "What time is it?" he asked, knowing the effort to raise his hand and look at his own watch wasn't worth it. "It's just after six," Chris answered. Mulder sat up and tried to rub some of the sleep out of his eyes. "Mulder, sit back for a while," Scully was gently pushing him back against the tree. "You need to rest." "No time, Scully. Anna should be coming out of there any minute." "Mulder..." Mulder's solemn stare stopped her mid-sentence. Even feverish his eyes could penetrate hers and instantly get his point across. He was right, of course, they had very little time before having to spring into action, and none of them had any choice. Mulder ignored Scully's attempts to help and stood up on his own, giving his legs a much needed stretch. Sheer will gave him the strength to walk back and forth until he could feel the tightness in his muscles dissipating. Scully and Chris sat by the tree, their hearts in their mouths, as they watched Mulder psyche himself up for what was coming. They cringed every time he grimaced, certain the expression could become a permanent one if he wasn't careful. Mulder could feel two sets of eyes watching his every move and fought hard to ignore them as he slowly made his way around a tiny area. If he concentrated hard enough, he could almost forget the pain in his hand. Almost. He found himself wishing Anna would come out once and for all, since he didn't think he would be feeling better any time soon. As if on cue, he looked up and saw Anna exiting the building, speaking briefly to the guards before waving goodbye. "She's coming," Mulder said, turning to Scully and Chris. Anna came through the brush and was startled to see Mulder waiting for her. Chris didn't give her a chance to open her mouth. "How's Peter?" she asked nervously, not sure if she was prepared for all the possible answers. "As far as I know, he's still in the room. Still unconscious. I didn't get another chance to look at him, but Leuzinger hasn't left the lab all day. He's only gotten up to go to the bathroom." "Is there anyone else...in the lab with them?" Mulder asked. The fever was clouding his mind, making the simplest thoughts difficult to process. "No," Anna answered. "I guess, I guess now's a good time...as good a time as any," she said, hesitating. "I took Max, the dog, already, and tied him up a few hundred yards from the lab. I left the back door unlocked and turned off the security system." Anna began to stammer when she realized the implications of what she was doing. Of what was about to take place. "You're doing the right thing, Anna," Scully reassured her, taking her hand. "You know that, don't you?" Anna nodded and looked at Chris. "I hope your husband's okay," she said meekly. "Me too," Chris replied softly. Anna looked at Mulder next and at first found it difficult to meet his gaze. "Mr. Mulder..." The young woman hesitated. She had come to have very strong feelings for this man. This man who only a few days before had been a total stranger, befriending her with an innocence she envied at the time. She had since discovered there was nothing innocent about him, but was still impressed with who he turned out to be. "Take care of yourself." Was all she could say before awkwardly putting out her hand to shake his. Mulder took Anna's hand and brought her close, giving her a hug she freely returned. She too had stirred a lot of feelings in him, and he was smart enough to recognize them for what they were, big brother feelings he never had the opportunity to share with his sister. "Take care of yourself," he whispered, letting her go and offering a crooked smile. Anna nodded in return and quickly disappeared. She didn't want to be around when they got inside the lab. The thought alone terrified her. "Better get this show on the road," Mulder said, throwing his backpack into one of the golf carts and placing himself behind the wheel. Scully joined Chris in the other cart. They were near the back entrance of the building within minutes, parking the carts behind a clump of trees not far from the door. The twilight gave the building and its surroundings an eerie glow, and as they made their way to the door all three found themselves wishing total darkness would suddenly descend on them. Mulder and Scully drew their guns before reaching for the door. Just as Anna had promised, it was unlocked and opened easily, leading them into a small kitchen, Leuzinger's personal one. It was as sterile as they imagined the lab would be. Nothing was out of place and the stove looked like it had never been used. Anna had given them a diagram of the building and Mulder, having quickly memorized it, was leading the way. Unfortunately, the fever had slowed everything down, particularly his memory, and the trek through the back of the building was a slow one. The kitchen led them to a tiny hallway with bare walls, and Scully wondered how anyone could live in such a barren environment for so long. They heard nothing as they made their way down the hall, a slightly reassuring omen that Leuzinger was still in the front of the building, working away in his lab. Just as Mulder reached for another door, the one that Anna promised would lead them to Peter, they heard footsteps. Mulder quickly turned around, pushing the women in the other direction and back into the kitchen. The footsteps stopped and they heard a door open before they made it outside. Mulder peered out the kitchen door and saw Leuzinger walk into the room Peter was in. "He's in Peter's room," he whispered. Chris sucked in her breath. "Oh, God, what is he doing to him?" It was a rhetorical question she couldn't help asking. Mulder looked out again, quickly stepping back when he heard another noise. It was the sound of wheels. He waited until the sound was further away before looking again. Leuzinger had his back to him and was pushing what appeared to be a hospital bed. A hospital bed holding Peter. "He's taking Peter," Mulder whispered. "Is he okay?" Scully asked for Chris, who was temporarily speechless. "He's unconscious. There's no way of telling." "We have to get him out of here." Chris was regaining her composure and beginning to feel the adrenaline pumping through her body. Mulder nodded. "Let's go." Anna's diagram had stopped at Peter's room, leaving the whereabouts of the lab undisclosed, and making their search through the building nerve racking as they stopped to listen in front of every door. When they reached the last door, Mulder put his ear to it and nodded. "This is it," he whispered. He held up three fingers to Scully, who nodded and placed herself on the other side of the door. Mulder pushed Chris behind him, out of the line of fire, and held up one finger, then two, then three. Scully said a silent prayer as Mulder turned the doorknob and kicked open the door. "Freeze!" Leuzinger was caught red-handed, with a syringe in one hand and a piece of cotton in the other. "What is the meaning of this?" True to himself, like the arrogant man that he was, Leuzinger could not believe anyone had the audacity to interrupt him in his lab. "Put the syringe down and put your hands up," Scully shouted. Leuzinger looked at Scully, then back at Mulder, and then at Chris, who had just come out from behind. It took only a moment for him to figure out who they were. The other guests, he thought bitterly. But where did they get the guns? And how much do they know? Leuzinger didn't budge and Scully had to take the syringe from him, noting instantly it was full. They had stopped him just in time. Peter appeared to be sleeping peacefully, although she knew it was an induced sleep he was enjoying. There was no obvious trauma on his body and Scully sighed with relief. At least his appearance wouldn't send Chris into a tailspin of her own. "Put your hands up!" Mulder shouted again, gingerly leaning against a wall for support. The scientist did as he was told, making a mental note of the man holding the gun. He did not look well, a promising discovery on the madman's behalf. Scully was desperately wishing she had a pair of handcuffs with her as she searched the lab for some rope or wire, anything she could use to tie the man's hands. An extension cord running along the floor caught her eye and she yanked on it until she pulled it out of the socket. This will do, she thought dryly as she pushed the large German onto a chair and tied his hands securely behind his back. Chris had been too scared to move until then but finally got the courage to go to Peter. She tried to rouse him to no avail. "What have you done to him?" she shouted, unable to stop the tears. Leuzinger said nothing. Scully checked Peter's pulse and then his pupils. "His pulse is okay, Chris," she said. "He doesn't seem to be in any immediate danger." "That's what you think!" Leuzinger sneered. "He will be in danger if he doesn't get that medication." The German turned his gaze to the syringe Scully had taken from him. "You're bluffing," Mulder said, getting close enough to smell the man's breath. "Tell us what you've done to him." Leuzinger didn't respond, only shifted his gaze downward. "Listen, you son of a bitch." Mulder went to grab Leuzinger by the collar when he realized he could barely move his left hand. Instead he shoved his gun into the man's throat until he could hear him gasping for air. "Either you tell us what you've done to him or I will shoot you right here, right now. No witnesses. No one to say it was anything but self defense." Leuzinger had seen the look on Mulder's face many times before. Both in this lab and in his lab back home. The man was ill, bordering on psychosis brought on by pain. A dangerous combination when the victim had a gun. It was then that Leuzinger caught site of Mulder's bandaged hand, lying limply by his side. Without skipping a beat and without considering the possible consequences, the large man shoved himself back against his chair, thrusting his feet up in the air and landing a solid kick against Mulder's injured hand. Mulder's world exploded, and he vaguely heard his gun go off. Something hot and sticky splattered all over his face and he heard Chris screaming in the background. Scully? Where's Scully? His head was pounding. His eyes were open but he couldn't see anything. Were his eyes open? Doors were opening and shutting, people were shouting, screaming. His hand was on fire. It was on fire and he couldn't put it out. He forced himself to see, to see what was going on, and this time he could see Anna, her mouth open, her face streaked with tears. Anna? I thought she had left. She ran to him and shoved him hard, his head exploding again and again as he slammed against a metal cabinet. More gunshots. One, two, three...four shots. Scully? Scully, where are you? *********** End of Chapter Sixteen Chapter Seventeen It was deathly quiet and Mulder felt himself sliding against the cabinet, unable to keep his knees locked. Four gunshots. He had counted four gunshots. Why didn't any of them put me out of my misery? He felt a hand on his shoulder and jerked his eyes open. The light sent spikes through his head but he strained against the pain until he could see Chris coming in and out of focus. Where is Scully? Awareness suddenly struck him, and he frantically tried to get up, to speak, to move. He had the energy for none of it. Where is Scully? "She's dying." It was Scully's voice, coming from behind Chris, and Mulder felt himself relax. She's dying...she's dying. Scully's words were echoing through his head when he forced himself to look beyond Chris and to Scully, who was on the floor holding Anna. Mulder saw Anna running towards him, could hear her screams, could feel the pain when she shoved him against the cabinet. When she pushed him out of the way. The memory of her actions gave him the strength to move, to get past Chris and to reach Anna just in time. Mulder died a thousand deaths watching Anna's face go from tortured to peaceful when she saw him. "You're okay," she whispered. Mulder nodded. "Why?" It was all he could say, all he could think of. Anna smiled. "The angels were calling." "Thank you," Mulder whispered, putting his hand against her cheek. "No, thank you." Anna took one last breath and closed her eyes. Mulder kept his hand on Anna's cheek for a long time, until Scully put her down and reached for him, taking his chin and holding his head up. He was covered in blood, Leuzinger's blood, and it was obvious what he had just gone through, physically as well as emotionally, had taken its toll. "Mulder, we have to get out of here," Scully said, helping him up. "What happened?" "Your gun went off when Leuzinger kicked you, shooting him in the face and alerting the guards. They came in through the front just as Anna came in from the back. One of them pointed a gun at you, and Anna pushed you out of the way." Mulder cringed at the memory. "I shot him right after that." "And the other guard?" "He shot at me and missed." "And you didn't." Scully nodded, deeply regretting the loss of innocent lives. She knew the security guards had no idea what Leuzinger had been up to in the lab. For that matter, she wasn't sure that anybody knew, or would ever know. "Peter?" Mulder looked around the room and saw Peter on the bed, still unconscious and completely oblivious to everything that had just happened. "We've got to go," Scully said again. "If anyone was nearby when the guns were fired..." She didn't bother finishing the thought. Instead she grabbed the syringe she had taken from Leuzinger and a couple of notebooks she found by the microscope in the hopes they could shed some light on the experiments the scientist had been conducting. Scully looked down at Mulder's blood stained hand and cringed. He was pale and sweating profusely, in so much obvious pain she was surprised to see him still standing. The doctor within her argued that she had to take a look at his hand, fix it, do something, anything to stop the bleeding and alleviate the pain. But Scully the special agent was shouting, screaming at the top of her lungs to be heard above the compassion. No time! There is no time! You have to get out of here! Her dueling alter egos were staging a battle she had no control over, until one of them won. "Let's go," she said, unable to look at her partner. Scully the Agent apologized to Scully the Doctor as they walked out of the room. Chris had had no luck trying to rouse Peter and they had been forced to wheel him out of the building and all the way to the waiting golf carts. Getting him off the bed and in a golf cart was no small feat. Under different circumstances Mulder could have handled the strapping six footer, but Mulder could barely carry himself across a room. With Peter safely in the cart Chris turned to Mulder and Scully and asked the burning question. "Now where to?" "We thought we'd try and get to the yacht," Scully said, getting behind the wheel of a cart and motioning for Mulder to join her. "The yacht?" Chris couldn't hide her fear. "We don't have time to discuss it now," Mulder said, barely above a whisper. "Let's get out of here and we'll talk about it when we get to the water." Chris sighed and got in the cart next to Peter. She had loved and respected Dana Scully since her college days, and had learned to love and respect Fox Mulder during his trip to California last year, but this week, particularly tonight, their determination, endurance, and proficiency in the face of adversity had elevated them to sainthood in her eyes. She was certain that had she been alone to figure it all out, to find Peter and get him to safety, they would both be dead by now. She may not think the yacht was the answer, but she wasn't about to question them now. Grateful for the darkness, Scully sped along the island, hoping no one would notice the lights coming from the carts. She tried turning them off once, but it was too dark and she didn't want to take the chance of crashing into a tree. Scully stole a glance at Mulder and wished she hadn't. His right hand was tightly wrapped around his left arm, just above the elbow, and she wasn't sure if it was a feeble attempt to stay warm or to stop the pain. She guessed it was a little of both. It was a mild evening, in the 70's, but his fever wouldn't let him get warm. Scully put a hand on Mulder's leg and he jumped, startled by the touch. He looked at her, but made no discernable expression. Even for her sake, he didn't have the strength to make one. "How you..." "I've been better, Scully," he interrupted. "Maybe one of the small boats on shore will have a radio on board. We can call the Coast Guard from the island." "I doubt it." Mulder wanted to sound hopeful, to make Scully feel like they still had some control over the situation, but he felt himself slipping, losing control over his own body. No, I can't, he shouted, loud enough so only he could hear. He forced himself to sit up and even managed to give Scully a smile. At least he hoped it was a smile. Scully was pretty adept at reading her partner, and could see the wheels moving in his head. Slowly, she thought, they're moving a little slower than usual, but they're moving. At this point, she was certain only his concern for her and Chris and Peter was keeping him conscious, but she didn't care what it was. As long as he didn't give up, he stood a chance. The coastline was quiet and Scully was thankful she had made all the right turns. She could see the yacht in the distance, no more than a half mile from shore. A few lights were on and she wondered once again if Captain Bates was the only one on board. Scully turned off her lights and motioned to Chris to do the same. They were out in the open now, driving near the shore on the sand, and the half moon, without the density of the brush on the inner island, offered enough light. She assumed whoever worked the ski boats wasn't around at this hour, but she was taking no chances. Mulder was the first to spot the boats, three of them. Top of the line powerboats in mint condition. He wondered if Barney had them replaced with new ones on a regular basis. Whether they had ever been used or not. Scully was out of the golf cart the instant she stopped and was checking the ignition of the second boat by the time Mulder reached her. "You aren't going to find any keys in there," he ventured. "You're right," she said, standing in the third boat. "Now what?" "I guess I'll have to hot wire one of them. Take your pick." "The red one," Scully answered with a smile. Her partner's survival skills never ceased to amaze her. I must be tired, she thought, as she got out of the boat. I should have known Mulder could hot wire anything. Mulder appeared to be carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders as he slowly made his way to the red boat. He was trying to focus on his breathing, on putting one step in front of the other, on anything but his hand, but the throbbing was unrelenting and it was hard to think of anything else. "You need any help?" Scully asked in passing. "I'll probably need a flashlight." Scully nodded and went to get hers out of her backpack. It was a small flashlight she had thrown into her suitcase at the last minute and not a very good one. She told herself never to complain again about the big, heavy ones that were standard bureau protocol. Scully walked over to Chris and checked Peter's pulse one more time. "Has he stirred at all?" she asked. Chris shook her head. "No. Nothing. Dana, I'm really worried." "His pulse is okay, Chris and he's breathing fine. Leuzinger probably gave him a heavy duty sedative. Those things can knock you out for days." Chris looked in Mulder's direction. "How's he doing?" "Not good. The bandage is soaked in blood. Leuzinger must have torn out some of the stitches when he kicked him." "He was shaking back at the lab. Is he in shock?" "On the outer fringes. No doubt pain is what's taking him there. But he's holding his own. I better get this flashlight over there and see if we can get one of these boats going." It took Mulder less than two minutes to hot wire the boat and get it started. Unfortunately, it took considerably longer than that to get Peter out of the golf cart and into the back seat of the boat. As it was, he was sure to have some bruises when he woke up. Scully drove the boat right up to the yacht, circling it until she found a ladder attached to the side that almost touched the water. She stopped the boat and started to get out when she felt Mulder's hand on her arm. "Let me," he said. "Mulder, no..." "Scully, please. If something goes wrong up there you have a better chance of getting Chris and Peter out of here than I do." Scully was torn. She didn't want to send Mulder on board alone, but neither did she want to leave her best friend with her comatose husband. It was all the hesitation Mulder needed. He was half way out of the boat before Scully realized it. "Mulder..." "If I don't come back within five minutes get the hell out of here." "Be careful," Scully whispered, fairly certain he didn't hear her. Mulder was relieved to see that no one was on deck, giving him an opportunity to scan the area and figure out where the lights were coming from. As far as he could tell only a couple of rooms were lit and if he remembered correctly it was around the main sitting and entertainment area. The rest of the huge yacht was dark, giving the large vessel an ominous presence. He was almost positive Captain Bates was the only one that had stayed on board, but was taking no chances as he quietly made his way to the lighted corridor. Mulder checked his gun and decided to leave it hidden. No use alienating anyone from the get go. As he approached, Mulder heard voices. It sounded like several, but as he got closer he could only discern two. Was it television? It was hard to tell, but he didn't remember seeing a television in that room. Doesn't mean a thing, Mulder, he told himself. You didn't remember your cabin had a jacuzzi either. A jacuzzi. The thought struck him hard. He and Scully's cabin on the yacht had had a jacuzzi. And a fruit basket addressed to Chris and Peter. There was an identical basket addressed to Scully and him in Chris and Peter's room. At the time they hadn't thought anything of it, but now Mulder realized they had been in the wrong room. It was Peter all along who was supposed to be drugged, experimented on. But why? Had it been him, he could think of thousands, well, maybe hundreds of people, mutants even, that would want to hurt him. But Peter? The guy had one of the best reputations in the film industry, and was generous to a fault. Who could he have pissed off so badly? Barney? Surely if he had done something to upset Barney the guy wouldn't be spending all his major holidays with Peter and his family. Maybe it was random. Maybe Leuzinger was on the verge of a medical breakthrough that needed to be tested on a human guinea pig before eventually making him millions. In comes Captain Bates, who Leuzinger knew had the run of the yacht. Installing gas pipelines that lead into the cabins would be no problem for the Captain. He was a military man after all, and had probably installed the pipeline himself. But why not continue using the guinea pigs Anna had told him about? Why something so elaborate? No, Peter had been chosen for a reason. But what? And how did Barney fit in? Did he fit in? The trip to Califronia had taught Mulder to trust Chris implicitly and to respect her instincts without question. She was adamant that Barney wasn't involved and practically considered him a member of the family. Chris was a professional, a businesswoman with a successful public relations firm. Her entire career was based on her interpersonal skills. Could she be missing something? Could she be so off base about Barney Jenkins? Mulder's head was reeling as he tried to finish the puzzle that was still missing several pieces. He was certain that, had he been feeling better, he would have found some of those pieces by now. He shook his head to clear it and proceeded to open the door before him. *********** End of Chapter Seventeen Chapter Eighteen Captain Bates was sitting directly in front of the door, a drink in his hand, in the middle of a sentence, until the sight of Mulder startled him out of his seat. "Mr. Mulder, what are you doing here?" The Captain was obviously shocked to see him. To see anybody, actually, and couldn't take his eyes off of Mulder. He had seen more than his share of tragedy in his 25 years in the Navy and he knew when a man was hurt and in pain. Mulder looked worse than some of the casualties of the Gulf War he had witnessed. Before Mulder could open his mouth to answer him, the Captain's companion stood up directly in front of him and turned around. Mulder was speechless when he saw Barney Jenkins looking straight at him. "Mr. Mulder, is everything okay?" Barney didn't wait for an answer. "Well, no, of course not. Look at you. You're not okay. What's going on? Where are Chris and Peter? And your friend, Miss Scully?" Mulder glanced at Barney and tried to profile the little man in the two seconds he had. He was a short man, no more than five feet, six inches tall, with a portly body and a balding head. His stature, Mulder concluded, probably contributed to his success. An overly ambitious short man, no doubt suffering from a Napoleon complex, could be quite a contender in any undertaking. It was all too much for Mulder, who was beginning to think coming to the yacht was a bad idea. He thought the Captain had been in on the whole thing just a moment before, and wasn't sure about Barney, but mostly because Chris was so adamant that he wasn't involved. And now here they both stood, smiling kindly, looking at him compassionately. Quick, Mulder, think. He was starting to feel dizzy and could see the room spinning. Not now, Mulder, he begged himself, not now. If I tell them I came alone, that Chris and Peter and Scully were killed on the island by Leuzinger that would buy them a little time to get away. But no, Scully would never leave without him. She would wait five minutes and then come looking for him. And maybe they're not involved at all. Maybe only one of them is. But which one? He leaned against the door frame for support before speaking. "We had a problem on the island," he finally said, gauging his every word for a reaction. "Chris, Peter and Sc...Dana are outside in a small powerboat. Peter is unconscious and we need to get him up here and to a hospital immediately." "Peter is unconscious? What happened?" Barney's concern for Peter was sincere, there was no doubt about it. "It's a long story," Mulder said, not prepared to say much of anything. "But please, we need to get them up here and call the Coast Guard to send out a helicopter for Peter." "Absolutely. Jerry, let's go." Barney walked past Mulder and onto the deck, demanding to know where everyone was. Mulder didn't answer, choosing instead to walk past him and lead the way. When he reached the stairs he started to climb down, only to feel the Captain's hand on his arm. "Where are you going?" he asked. "To let them know everything's okay. Dana and Chris are pretty shaken up." "You're in no condition." "I'm fine," Mulder said under no uncertain terms, and continued down the ladder. "Who's here?" Was the first thing Scully asked. "Bates and Barney, as far as I can tell." "Barney's here?" Both women asked in unison. Chris seemed to relax a little upon hearing the news. The first time she had been able to do so in hours. Scully, on the other hand, became a little more tense than she already was. "Both of you," Mulder said in a whisper when he saw the Captain coming down the ladder, "volunteer no information." "Miss Scully. Mrs. Kendall." The Captain was so civil it was surreal. "What's wrong with Mr. Kendall?" "We're not sure," Scully offered. "But we need to get him to a hospital." "I can see that," Bates answered, taking Peter's limp body and effortlessly thrusting him over his shoulder. The Captain was experiencing a feeling of de'ja vu. How many times had he carried unconscious men over his shoulders? He couldn't remember, but he realized carrying one up a ladder on the side of a boat was a breeze compared to carrying one while dodging bullets and land mines. Chris, Scully and then Mulder followed the Captain out of the small powerboat and onto the yacht. Chris and Barney were in the middle of an embrace when Mulder reached them. When they separated, Chris was in tears and Bates and Scully were 20 feet away. Mulder gently touched Chris' arm and began walking, making sure she was right behind him. "Chris, what happened? What's wrong with Peter?" Barney was clearly distraught. "I don't know, Barney. He's been unconscious for hours." "But how?" No one was telling him what had happened, and Barney was beginning to get anxious. They arrived in the large entertainment room and found Peter on the couch, still out to the world. Scully was talking to the Captain. "We have to call the Coast Guard so they can send a helicopter for Peter and Mulder," she was saying. Barney stood silently in front of Peter, and Mulder would have sworn the man was close to tears. "My helicopter is here," Barney said, his gaze not leaving Peter. "I had planned on picking up the four of you tomorrow. I can get Peter to a hospital." "Barney, do you know where the nearest hospital is?" The Captain was trying to get Barney's attention and was not succeeding. He continued anyway. "If we call the Coast Guard they'll send out a helicopter equipped with medical facilities and will alert the nearest hospital that they're coming." "Good idea," Mulder said. "Where's your radio? I'll go call them." "I'll do it," Bates answered, leaving no room for argument. Mulder and Scully exchanged glances. What the hell is going on, they both wanted to know. Who was in on it? Who wasn't? Was it possible neither one knew what Leuzinger had been up to? Mulder couldn't shake the nagging feeling that there was another piece to the puzzle staring him in the face. Something in the room was at once familiar and foreign. But the harder he tried the more distant the feeling became. "No," Barney said, startling everyone. "I will take Peter to the hospital." "And Mulder," Scully chimed in. "Mulder desperately needs to get to a hospital." Barney looked Mulder over and seemed to notice him for the first time. "Yes," he said, his voice low. "And Mulder." What is it? What is it? WHAT IS IT? What am I missing? Mulder was screaming at himself to figure it out, but it was to no avail. The room was spinning again, and he found himself looking for a place to sit. Scully saw him start to waver and discretely led him to a chair. Only Bates caught the exchange. He was looking at Mulder, about to say something, when Peter groaned and all eyes turned to the man on the couch. Chris was kneeling by his side instantly. Calling his name, stroking his hair. Peter groaned again and turned his head in Chris' direction. It was almost a minute, a minute of troubled silence, before Peter opened his eyes and looked at his wife. Chris couldn't help but smile as she continued to stroke his hair. "Peter? Can you hear me?" Peter looked at Chris for a long time without saying anything, without any discernable expression. Chris recognized at once that something was wrong, the smile that had graced her face lasting mere seconds. "Peter?" "He doesn't recognize her," Mulder whispered to Scully. "That's normal," she whispered in return. "He's disoriented." NO! NO! Mulder shouted, but again only he could hear his frantic cries. Something is wrong. Something is terribly, terribly wrong. Mulder looked at Bates, who was watching Chris and Peter with morbid curiosity. Then he looked at Barney, who seemed to be in a state of shock as he stood behind Chris. Barney looked like a broken man. Like someone who had lost everything. He was more distraught over Peter's condition than Chris. But how can that be? Peter looked up from the couch, beyond Chris, and caught Barney watching him. Suddenly, there was a spark in his eyes. THAT'S IT! OH MY GOD! Mulder jumped up from his chair and pulled out his gun, only to have the Captain tackle him off his feet and onto the ground, his gun skidding across the room. Scully pulled out hers, but Barney was right behind her, his own gun pointed at her head. "Put the gun down and turn around slowly," he said. "Or I will kill you before I do the same to your friends." Scully closed her eyes and did as she was told, silently praying that Mulder had survived this last attack. She didn't see him moving as Bates pulled himself up from on top of him. "Barney? Barney, what's going on?" Chris was still kneeling by Peter, afraid to leave his side. Barney held Scully by the arm and turned to face Chris. "I'm sorry, Chris," he said. "I never intended for you to get hurt." "Wh...What are you talking about?" "Both of you," he said, pointing his gun at the two women. "Sit down." Chris looked at Peter before doing as she was told, but still she got no reaction from him. They sat on a couple of chairs and anxiously looked from Barney to the Captain, who was helping a very dazed Mulder get up. "Jerry," Barney said, as he knelt down beside Peter. "Have Mr. Mulder join his friends, and keep an eye on them for me." Bates shoved Mulder into a chair beside the two women and picked up Mulder's gun. He could not envision any of them making a run for it, but stood a few feet away, gun in hand, just in case. Barney leaned over Peter and stroked his hair. Peter smiled for the first time, recognition written all over his handsome face. "Dad?" Barney put his head on Peter's chest and began to cry. Peter responded by rubbing the man's back tenderly. "Dad, are you okay?" Barney composed himself and looked up, wiping the tears from his face. "I am now," he answered, stroking Peter's face gently. "Oh. My. God." Chris felt her chest constricting and thought she was going to have a heart attack. She was taking in short breaths that were only making her feel worse. "Breathe deeply," Scully whispered. "Deep breaths. You're hyperventilating." Chris managed to do as she was told, feeling better almost immediately. She looked at Scully, eyes wide with terror. "That was the plan all along," Mulder rasped, his voice barely his own. Bates said nothing, and Barney was too entranced with Peter to hear him. "But how?" Chris was still dumbstruck by the events that were unfolding before her. "Who knows," Mulder answered. "Genetics, gene splicing, DNA substitutions. As complex as it sounds, it's possible. They're cloning sheep you know." "Mulder..." Mulder glared at Scully. At least he hoped it was a glare. The pain in his head was making him see double, and he wasn't even sure that he was speaking coherently. How could she question what was happening when it was happening right before her eyes? "Scully," he interrupted, "it's obvious Leuzinger's work all these years was to attain this result." Mulder looked in the direction of Peter and Barney. "All those men Anna said were in the lab, having experiments conducted on them, they were mere understudies in a rehearsal until the star showed up. Or, more likely, until the formula was perfected." "But Mulder, modern medicine is nowhere close to achieving what you are suggesting." Why, why, why was it so difficult for her to believe? "Scully, look for yourself." "I can see what's happening, Mulder. And I think it's a form of hypnosis. Something so powerful it has Peter believing he is Barney's son." Mulder shook his head, instantly regretting the action. "Mulder, take it easy," Scully said. "Your hand is bleeding again. I'm sure you've lost a lot of blood in the last couple of hours." Scully looked up to Captain Bates, who met her gaze for an instant. "He needs to get to a hospital," she said. Bates didn't answer her, and Barney was too busy with Peter to notice. "Scully, listen to me. Hypnosis, although quite powerful, is too unpredictable." Why did he insist on having this conversation now? They had to get out of there and rehashing theories wasn't going to get them anywhere. "What Leuzinger accomplished is far better than the results he would have gotten with hypnosis. You think for a second Barney would settle for anything less than perfect?" "He's right, Dana," Chris chimed in. "This is a man who can only enjoy the best life has to offer." Chris was whispering, but realized she could have been shouting at the top of her lungs and Barney wouldn't have been the wiser. He was in a world all his own. A world he quite literally had created and one that now included her husband. "Now he's got you believing his wild theories!" Mulder ignored her. "And the best that life has to offer wasn't worth anything without his son. Don't you see it, Scully. He was so distraught when Peter was unconscious, when he thought something was wrong. This wasn't the outcome he was expecting tomorrow. The outcome he's been expecting for the last decade. It's no wonder Chris never suspected Barney was in on anything. His love for Peter, who he's probably been thinking of as his son for years, was genuine. As sincere as anything." Mulder put his head back and closed his eyes. Why did he even bother with Scully? He knew the answer to that, but refused to give her the satisfaction just now. She was a good anchor for his often lofty interpretations of life, but occasionally, especially when the evidence was staring her in the face, he wished she could throw caution to the wind and immerse herself in the incredible. "Let's go." Mulder opened his eyes and saw Barney helping Peter up. "Barney, what are you doing? Where are you taking Peter?" Chris' eyes were pleading with a man she thought, until a few minutes ago, was a dear friend. Peter looked up at the mention of his name, but looked lost and confused by the sound of it. "Who's Peter?" he asked. "It's you," Scully shouted. "You are Peter. Peter Kendall." "Shut up!" Barney was on his feet, in a rage and about to hit Scully when he stopped himself, inches from her face. Mulder was halfway out of his chair when he felt Bates' strong arm pushing him back down. "I don't want to hear another word from you," Barney shouted, his face a passionate display of lunacy. He turned to Peter, who was now standing beside him. "Tom, let's go." "Where are you going?" Chris briefly pondered the consequences of speaking, of saying anything to the madman that had become Barney Jenkins, but she would rather die than let Peter go without a fight. "Chris, I already told you I never meant for you to get hurt. I'm sorry it had to come to this." Barney had regained some of his balance and on the surface appeared to be quite rational. "So the intention was to make us believe Peter was dead, while you took him away and pretended he was your son for the rest of your life." Shorter sentences, Mulder told himself, catching his breath from the exhausting task of speaking. Barney managed to control himself, but only just, and only on the exterior. It was obvious a great deal of inner turmoil was taking place. He avoided Mulder and turned to Peter. "Tom, please wait for me outside. I'll be right there." Peter started to do as he was told, stopping only when he heard Chris' voice, crying softly as she pleaded with him to stay. As she pleaded with a man named Peter he didn't know but felt he should. *********** End of Chapter Eighteen Chapter Nineteen Peter looked at Chris sadly as he left the room. She was beautiful, and he wondered why he felt a pang of guilt at leaving her behind, and what exactly had she done to make his father so angry. Barney waited until Peter had closed the door behind him before speaking again. "Jerry, please take care of these three." The Captain cocked his head in Barney's direction. "Kill them, after I've left. I'll send someone to pick up the bodies tomorrow." Chris gasped and Scully took her hand. A gesture she hoped would comfort both of them. Barney looked at Chris one last time before heading for the door. "I'm sorry, Chris. But I have waited for this moment for nearly a decade. It's all I've lived for. I promise you Carly will be well taken care of." "You bastard!" Chris was halfway out of her chair when Scully held her back. "You leave Carly out of this. Don't you ever go near her!" The thought of her only child, orphaned at eight, was the last straw for Chris. She slumped back in her chair, sobbing. Barney shook his head and turned around, headed for the door. "Don't you want to know why we came here tonight?" Mulder taunted. Barney's hand froze on the doorknob. Did he want to know? "Don't you want to know what happened?" Mulder continued, using every ounce of strength he had left to keep his voice from wavering. To keep himself from losing consciousness. Barney turned and faced him. "If this is a ploy to buy yourselves some time, Mr. Mulder, it's not going to work." Barney turned to leave. "Leuzinger's dead." The words stopped Barney cold, having the impact Mulder was hoping they would. He braced himself for the onslaught. When Barney managed to turn around, his eyes were practically bulging out of their sockets, and his stubby hands were shaking, unable to contain the electricity that was cursing through his body. "You're bluffing." Was all he could get out. "No, I'm not," Mulder answered, slowly, methodically. "It's his blood that's splattered all over me." Barney was silent, and the transformation taking place was frightening to everyone in the room. "You needed him to continue treating Peter, didn't you?" Barney didn't answer and Mulder persisted, in spite of Scully's hand on his leg, a warning to tread lightly. "Whatever formula he developed needs to be administered on a regular basis, doesn't it, or 'Tom' becomes Peter again, doesn't he?" Barney took a step towards Mulder, his entire body visibly shaking from the stress of the information he was trying to assimilate. Mulder wouldn't, or couldn't, stop himself. He wasn't sure which it was. But he felt that if he was going to die, he might as well die with some knowledge. "Leuzinger's death means nothing," Barney said, barely above a whisper. It was taking all his effort to remain neutral, in control. "There were many steps to the process. Many that were started two years ago with Peter." Chris gasped but Barney didn't hear her. He was in his own world. A world he created for the return of his son and it was obvious he wasn't coming back. "In order to build Peter's tolerance to Tom's life form he has been on a very specific regimen of medications. Medications he has been taking in his coffee every morning for the last two years. On the ship and on Kieran, he has been hearing my voice, subliminally, to enable him to transition as effortlessly as possible. The injections this week were the final step." His voice. It was Barney's voice Mulder had heard in his dreams. But his dreams were nightmares. Mulder hadn't been primed like Peter. Peter dreamed of waterfalls. Mulder thought someone was trying to kill him. The pieces were finally falling into place. Barney turned to walk away, satisfied that his temper was under control and his years of perseverance were finally coming to fruition, when Mulder spoke again. "But Peter didn't get all the injections this week. Scully and I were put in Peter's cabin by mistake and the first two were given to me. He hasn't had all his shots." Mulder couldn't help his last comment, and Scully was ready to kill him if Barney didn't do it first. Barney was now officially derailed. It was obvious in the way he stood, the way he breathed, and the way his face turned a bright shade of red. With any luck, Scully thought, he would keel over from a heart attack at any moment. But as luck would have it, that wasn't going to happen. What happened next took no more than a minute and when it was over, no one would recall all the details. Barney was in front of Mulder in an instant, easily pulling the injured man to his feet. Mulder had very little fight left in him, and was dizzy the moment he was up. Whatever he had said, and right now he couldn't remember, he wished he hadn't. The room was spinning, and if Barney hadn't been holding him he was certain he would be on the floor. "Stop it! Leave him alone!" Chris was hitting Barney on the back, screaming, unable to contain her own despair. Barney turned his attention to her long enough to shove her across the room. Years of pent up frustration were at the surface, giving the little man a strength that seemed impossible. Scully was on her feet as well, but she was more concerned with holding on to Mulder than anything else. His knees buckled under him just as Barney had let go and she was doing her best to keep him from falling. Barney's attack on Chris was the impetus Mulder needed to stay on his feet and swing the little man around. He had Barney in a head lock just as Peter came back into the room to see what all the commotion was about. Peter was in the fray instantly, pulling Mulder away from Barney, his 'father', and shoving him as hard as he could. Mulder heard something in his shoulder snap as he slammed against the wall, but gritted his teeth and stood up, avoiding Chris, who was curled up in a corner of the room, sobbing incoherently. Mulder threw himself against Barney, who was brandishing his gun near Scully with a deranged look plastered all over his face. The smaller man fell easily and struggled to keep his gun away from Mulder. Under different circumstances Barney would have been no match for the agent, but Mulder's injured hand was now only a liability. Completely useless and limp, it refused to do anything at all. Peter went to Barney's rescue but was pulled back by Scully, who kept shouting his name over an over in a useless effort to bring him back. The action only served to confuse him, and Peter shoved Scully away from him in a desperate attempt to make her stop. Scully fell to the floor just as Barney had overpowered Mulder, his gun pointing at her partner's head. Barney cocked the trigger and Scully shut her eyes just as the shot rang out. The silence in the room was deafening, with only the sound of Chris' tempered sobs to remind Scully where she was. She had no fight left in her, and was praying her death would come as swiftly when she felt a hand on her arm. Just shoot me right here, she wanted to scream, but instead forced her eyes open. She was surprised to see Captain Bates standing over her, helping her up while keeping his gun, Mulder's gun, on Peter. "I think Mr. Mulder could use some help," he said, keeping his eyes on Peter. Scully looked away from the Captain and saw Barney Jenkins' body on top of her partner. Mulder wasn't moving, but she could see his chest rising. Scully looked at the Captain, her eyes asking all the questions. "I was hired to run this ship, Miss Scully, by an old friend I thought I knew well." "You didn't know?" Bates shook his head. "Nothing. Everything I heard tonight was a revelation." "What took you so long?" Bates shrugged. "I suppose I thought I could save everyone." Scully heard Mulder groan and her attention was immediately diverted. Captain Bates turned his focus to Peter, who had been standing still, staring into space, and led the young man to the couch. To be safe, he took some rope and tied Peter's hands behind his back. Peter sat motionless, his brain a garbled mass of inconsistencies shouting to be heard. The Captain then went and got Chris, who was still sobbing gently in a corner. Bates helped Chris to the couch and sat her down next to her husband. Peter stared at her for a long time until something clicked, a vague familiarity that enabled him to relax slightly and lean his head against her shoulder. Mulder was barely conscious when Scully reached him, but he was struggling to get Barney's weight off of him and was groaning with the effort. Scully dragged Barney off and immediately checked his pulse. The Captain's bullet had entered his skull and there was no pulse to be found. She then checked Mulder's pulse and was pleased at the steady rate. It was weak, but she had felt worse. "Sc..." "Shh, Mulder. It's okay. Don't talk." She stroked his forehead gently and knew his fever was dangerously high. "Captain, we need to get Mulder to a hospital." "I'm on my way to call the Coast Guard, Miss Scully." Scully nodded and let her attention drift back to Mulder, who was fighting to keep his eyes open. "It's okay, Mulder, close your eyes. You won't feel the pain if you let yourself go." "What...pain?" Mulder couldn't get the words out without coughing, an experience that left him feeling worse than he already was. But he had so many questions. "What...happened?" "It's a long story, Mulder, but suffice it to say, Captain Bates was not part of Barney's little scheme." "Knew it...all...along." Mulder teased, his attempt at a smile turning into another vicious coughing fit. "Coast Guard is on its way," Bates said as he entered the room. "They'll be here within five minutes." "You hear that, Mulder? You'll be in a drug induced slumber before you know it." Mulder didn't hear her. He was already enjoying his own self induced slumber. An attempt by his body, if not his brain, at self-preservation, and an accomplishment Scully welcomed gratefully. *********** Three months later FBI Hoover Building Basement office Scully sat at her desk, tapping her fingers lightly while she waited for her modem to get her online. So much of the bureau's paperwork was now done via e-mail, she found herself using it more and more. The return address on the first message made her smile. "Hey, Mulder," she said, "we got an e-mail from Chris." "What's it say?" Mulder leaned back on his chair and took off his glasses, delighted with an excuse to stop reading the latest issue of the Lone Gunmen newsletter. Scully printed the page and pulled up a chair beside Mulder. No matter how much she loved e-mail, she still preferred a printed page to read from. Dear Dana and Mulder, Well, Peter was officially given a clean bill of health this morning. All tests have come back negative and there isn't a trace of anything in his system that's not supposed to be there. He still has no memory of our lovely trip to the island of Kieran, other than from the first day, but I say that's not such a bad thing. I still think it's amazing that no one on the island has been arrested for anything, especially after a fire destroyed the lab on the day we left. But Peter thinks I should let it go and I'm working on it. On a brighter note, Peter's assistant, the little bimbo that had been making a mint by spiking his coffee every morning, will be arraigned next week. So that too will be a nice chapter to put behind us. The analyses on the powder she was putting in his coffee are still preliminary, but they think it had the effect of strengthening his immune system, thus preparing him to take on all of Tom Jenkin's traits, including the ones that made him ill. Which, I suppose, is why Mulder got so sick and Peter just lost his sex drive. Peter tells me the sex drive bit had nothing to do with the injections, but he's not doing a very good job of proving it! Anyway, samples of the powder, along with the contents of the syringe taken from the lab and Leuzinger's notebooks, are providing a field day for researchers at the NIH. I think when the dust settles Leuzinger will emerge a brilliant man. A lunatic, but brilliant nonetheless. But, of course, the most interesting news comes from the reading of Barney's will, which took place yesterday. I would have called, but our phone didn't stop ringing once the will was made public. Barney had no family and he left the majority of his estate to various charities, primarily those dealing with cancer, which is what killed his son. And, I know you'll find this interesting, he left 100 million dollars to the Foundation for the Blind. It turns out Tom spent the last six months of his life sightless. So, Dana, I think it's safe to assume now that Mulder's blindness on the island had nothing to do with waking up next to you in the morning and that sudden flash of red! But, get this, he left us 50 million dollars. I kid you not! The three of us had a ball last night deciding how to spend it. We're giving all of it to charity, since we don't need the money, and even if we did, I am a little too superstitious to keep it. We had a hell of a time convincing Carly we could not make a million dollar contribution to her Brownie troop, even though her argument, "We'd never have to sell another cookie again." had a lot of merit. We compromised and are giving a million to Girl Scouts of America. Which they will no doubt use to create a state of the art video on how to sell cookies! And since you lived to tell the tale with us we have decided to donate a few million to some charities in your honor. Peter, Carly and I think we know you fairly well, but please let us know if these choices aren't appropriate and we'll make amendments. In the name of Margaret and the late William Scully, we are donating five million dollars to the American Heart Association. Tell Maggie to expect some heavy duty mail from them once the donation is made! And Dana, when you talk to your mom, ask her if she still thinks I'm a bad influence. After all, the nose ring incident barely left a scar! In the name of Samantha Mulder we are donating five million dollars to the Center for Missing and Exploited Children. That ought to stir up those black guys you've mentioned before. Or is it guys in black? In the name of Queequag, we are donating a million dollars to the Amanda Foundation. An organization that rescues animals from shelters just before they are put to sleep. This contribution, however, comes with a stipulation from Carly. She states, and I quote here, "If Aunt Dana ever gets to name another pet, she is not allowed to use a name from a Godawful piece of literature." Yes, I know she's only eight, but she does have a higher IQ than Einstein and she read Moby Dick six months ago. In the name of Fox Mulder, we are donating five million dollars toward the restoration of the Playboy Mansion, that antiquated 70's icon that desperately needs an overhaul. I believe, Mulder, that with the donation comes a lifetime membership to the Playboy Club, and your very own bathrobe. In the name of Dana Scully we are donating five million dollars to the Bring the Pope to L.A. campaign. Which, we believe, guarantees you a seat in the bubble car when the Pope makes his way around the Coliseum. A dream come true, I know. Now, if you two decide the Playboy Mansion and the Pope's visit are not worthy, call us and give us some other charities. Any charities. And if you want more money, tell us that too. We're easy. But tell us soon, before Carly finds another charity on the Internet! Hope you two are well. Love, Chris The End Okay, if you got this far...SEND FEEDBACK...please...to cenergy@earthlink.net.