Author's Notes: Oh well, I just thought a birthday story for Fox would be in order... Warning: This is a Western AU with a teenaged Fox who will eventually have some sort of parental relationship with Skinner. If this isn't your cup of tea, do not read on. Category: PG-13, Discipline Disclaimer: My name is Chris Carter and I've finally decided to use the wonderful characters that I came up with in a *good* way. Hey, it can't be worse than some of the eps I've written, right? My addy is: gaby@gaby.slashcity.tv My home is at: http://gaby.slashcity.tv Summary: Fox's life takes some unexpected turns... INDEPENDENCE by Gaby Chapter 7 - Changes Fox spent the next two days close to Skinner. The sheriff guessed that was because he had helped the boy after that ill-fated encounter with old Spender. After all, the big man had taken care of the boy afterwards, soothing him, rocking him, taking care of his wounded bottom. Skinner guessed that Fox needed some kind of physical reassurance that everything was all right. He didn't call him on it because he was positive that the boy didn't stick to him on purpose - and he probably would've stopped hovering around the sheriff the minute Skinner mentioned it. So, he enjoyed having his rascal near and he made sure to occasionally ruffle his hair or squeeze his shoulder gently. Fox always gave the big man a blinding smile when he received this sort of affection, dipping his head shyly a second later, as if embarrassed by his own actions. Skinner also made sure that the welted buttocks were looked after, always spreading the healing ointment on the boy's posterior. Even though the area was still tender Fox wasn't in real pain anymore when he sat down for breakfast on the morning of the third day. "Where's my porridge?" he asked, realizing that he was supposed to eat bacon and eggs. The sheriff laughed out loud and reached over the small table to ruffle the boy's hair. "Listen to you," he said affectionately. "Only a few days ago you complained that porridge was 'yucky'!" "Well, it *looked* yucky," Fox admitted, poking a strip of bacon with his fork as if afraid that it might attack him. "But it *tastes* good." Skinner chuckled knowingly. "Oh, okay. It tastes good with sugar," the boy conceded, remembering the bland taste of the porridge itself. "I think a little variety isn't altogether a bad idea," Skinner announced, nodding at the plate in front of the boy. "Now eat up, Rascal. You don't want to be late, do you?" It took the boy a moment to understand what the sheriff was talking about, then a brilliant smile spread on his face. Today he would spend with Alex. All day long. Just the two of them! "No, sir," he replied, eagerly shoveling the breakfast into his mouth. His mind was working overtime, trying to think up all the wonderful things he and his friend could be doing... He hoped that Skinner had to work in town so he and Alex could sneak to the lake behind the sheriff's cabin to swim and dive again... "One piece of advice, young man," Skinner warned. "If I see either one of you even *near* that lake you'll be a very sorry boy." He raised one eyebrow meaningfully, driving his point home loud and clear. Fox stared at the big man in disbelief. Not only did Skinner seem to be able to read his mind - which scared him quite a bit! - but he also had the audacity to threaten him with a spanking even though his butt was still aching from that caning he had taken at the Spender ranch! That wasn't fair! He tried to stare the sheriff down but had to avert his eyes after several long moments. Skinner cleared his throat, obviously waiting for a vocal reply from the boy. Fox sighed deeply and mumbled, "Okay." Skinner seemed to be satisfied with that answer because he smiled at the boy and asked, "So, what have you two wildcats planned for today?" "Dunno. Alex had to help his father in the livery stable for the last few days so I didn't have a chance to talk to him," the boy replied. Skinner tried to hide his smile. Even if Alex had been available, Fox had been so focused on the big man that he wouldn't have so much as acknowledged the other boy's presence. Fox had been literally glued to the sheriff, accompanying him on his daily rounds through town, always hovering near, almost causing the big man to trip over him on several occasions. When he had talked to Sam, Alex's father, asking him if his son was free coming Saturday to spend time with Fox his rascal had been at Maggie Scully's place, stuffing his face with waffles. When he had picked him up an hour later Maggie had whispered into his ear that she had never seen a more cuddly boy before in her long life. Skinner smiled, remembering the way Fox had happily wrapped his slender body around the sheriff's own bulky frame when he had shown up at Maggie's. "Anyway, I hope he'll show me the secret places in town, the ones he told me about before," Fox continued to babble, forcing Skinner's attention back to the present. The boy's eyes suddenly grew large, not sure whether or not he had just made a mistake by mentioning those secret places, but Skinner just smiled. "Well, I'm sure you're going to have a wonderful time. Just make sure that you'll be back here before sunset, Rascal." "So, does that mean that you're staying here?" Fox asked, trying for the innocent look. After all, if the sheriff were in town he would surely want his rascal to meet him there and ride back together... But if he's in town the boys could go to the lake... "Yes, I've got some things to do around the cabin," Skinner replied, knowing only too well what Fox was thinking. And he wasn't even lying. He *had* something he wanted to do today. That was also part of the reason why he wanted the boy out of his immediate vicinity. "Oh. Okay." Fox sighed deeply and finished his breakfast. Then he looked at Skinner's still half-full plate and sighed again. Washing the dishes was *his* job...but he couldn't start before the big man had finished...and he *really* wanted to get going... Skinner watched the boy fidget for a full minute before he lightly asked, "How about I'll take care of the dishes this morning, Rascal?" Another blinding smile broke out on the boy's face and he jumped up to rush out of the small cabin. Skinner had never seen anything move so fast in his life. He was mentally preparing himself for the loud bang of a closing door and was surprised when none was forthcoming. He turned around in surprise just in time to see his rascal let go of the door knob, walk back to the sheriff and, after a second of awkward hesitation, wrap his skinny arms around the big man's neck. "Thank you, Old Meanie," Fox mumbled into Skinner's shoulder before letting go and running outside. The big man needed a second to find his voice again and, just to say something, he yelled after the boy, "Sunset, Rascal! Don't be late!" Then he remembered the boy's arms squeezing him and he broke out into a huge, happy grin. XXXXX Skinner wiped his sweaty brow, nodding to himself. It had been a couple of hours of hard work but it was definitely worth it. His rascal was going to love his surprise! The sheriff smiled, imagining the boy's big, expressive, hazel eyes grow even bigger when he saw what his old meanie had done for him. The sheriff looked at the sky, realizing that sunset was still about an hour away. The boys must have the time of their lives. When Skinner had gone into town to pick up what he had needed, he had half expected to run into his rascal. But fortunately neither Fox nor Alex showed up and the sheriff also didn't hear any complaints from townspeople about two whirlwinds having gone completely wild so he hoped that Independence was still standing. Well, he still had enough time to drink a cup of coffee and read a couple of pages in his book before his rascal came back - if Fox indeed honored the 'be back before sunset' rule - so he walked around the side of the cabin on his way to his woodshed to put the tools back where they belonged - when he saw a solitary figure sitting on the pasture's fence. Skinner hid his tools behind the water trough and slowly walked over to the slender body, making sure that he was heard. Even though Fox allowed the sheriff to touch him he still flinched on occasion when he wasn't expecting it. Skinner had learned the hard way to always show his hand before he used it to stroke, caress, or just pat the boy. This time, however, Fox didn't react to the approaching sheriff even though Skinner all but stomped his way over to the boy. The big man stopped next to Fox who kept staring at the peacefully grazing Buck a few feet away. "Rascal?" Skinner asked hesitantly. "What are you doing here? It's not sunset yet." Fox didn't react, in fact it looked as if he hadn't even heard the sheriff. Skinner slowly raised his hand, making sure it was in the boy's line of vision, before he used it to gently rub his back. There was no reaction from the boy. "What's wrong, Rascal?" the sheriff asked softly. Fox shrugged. Well, at least he acknowledges my presence, Skinner thought. "Are you hurt somewhere?" he asked, looking at the boy's dirty clothes. He might as well have slid down a steep hill and broken several bones, the way he looked right now. Fox shook his head, no. Skinner sighed inwardly. He had already learned that his rascal would tell him what was wrong in his own time. There was no way of forcing him to talk - Fox would merely shut himself off and become even more stubborn than he usually was. The very first day the sheriff had met Fox he had thought that the boy reminded him of a wild animal that needed to be lured close with patience and love, and he had been right about that every single time until now. It was obvious that something was wrong and he knew that Fox would tell him in his own time. Maybe acting normally would help him lure Fox closer. "Actually I'm glad you're home early," Skinner began, ruffling the boy's mop of locks. "I have something I want to show you." He had thought that this would coax his old rascal out of the obviously sulking boy in front of him but he was wrong. Fox just kept staring at Buck, plucking at his own dirty pants listlessly. "Come on," Skinner said jovially, clapping the boy on the back. He turned around to walk back to the cabin but when he realized that Fox wasn't following him, he went back to the boy. "What's wrong, Rascal?" he asked softly, tapping the boy's left leg. "Turn around and look at me, please." Fox sighed and rolled his eyes but straddled the top beam of the fence, turning to the sheriff a little. "Happy now?" "No," Skinner said gravelly. "I can't be happy when you are sad." Fox blushed and ducked his head, biting his lower lip. "You do know that you can tell me anything, right?" After a long moment the boy nodded once. "Good," Skinner said, smiling. He now knew that Fox really would come to talk to him when the time was right. "And now, let's go!" The big man purposefully walked in the cabin's direction again but turned around when Fox still wasn't following him. Skinner was at his wit's end. He knew that he couldn't force Fox to tell him what was wrong. He had also learned that his rascal was a wondrous mix of little boy and ancient soul. Sometimes he would say the wisest things that left the sheriff gaping, sometimes he was delighted by the smallest, most insignificant things in the world. Fox didn't know a lot of things that normal toddlers already knew - Skinner remembered the time his rascal had spent an hour staring at Maggie Scully's old grandfather clock, or when the boy had tried to find out what suspenders were for. On the other hand he could ride better and faster than the famous pony riders that sometimes brought the mail to Independence. Since Skinner could never be sure what kind of reaction would descend upon him in any given situation he always had to make his strategy up as he went along. And right now his rascal looked like a lost little boy. "Let me guess, you're too tired to take one more step, right?" he asked the boy, smiling. Fox just looked at him. "How about going piggyback?" Skinner suggested, turning his back invitingly towards the boy. He wasn't sure what he expected more - a small body wrapped around his back, or a cry of outrage about the audacity of him, suggesting something so childish. What he didn't expect was a long moment of silence before a tentative voice asked, "Piggyback?" Skinner swung around, eyebrows raised. "Yeah, you know...piggyback." When all he received was a blank look, he blinked once. Then he turned around again. "Wrap your arms around my neck, Rascal," he instructed. After a second Fox did so. "Now, don't try to strangle me or we won't be going anywhere," Skinner warned and was delighted to hear a soft chuckle close to his ear. "Next wrap your legs around my waist." It took Fox a moment until he had his other leg swung over the fence. Then he jumped on the sheriff's back, giggling slightly. Skinner slid his arms under the boy's legs and clasped his hands in front of his stomach to keep the boy's body in place. He was surprised just how small his rascal could make himself if need be. Right now it seemed as if he had a five year old on his back, and not a - what he guessed was a - twelve year old. Then he remembered the day at the Spender ranch when Fox had thrown himself into the sheriff's arms and how small he had seemed back then as well. His heart went out to the tortured soul that was hidden in the slender body of his rascal. "So, are you ready?" he asked lightly, trying to clear his mind. It wouldn't help the boy when Skinner suddenly fell into a deep funk himself and he could already sense that his rascal liked the whole piggyback idea, new as it was for him. Fox nodded into the sheriff's neck, holding on tight. Skinner began to walk towards the cabin and Fox frowned. "That's it? That's all?" he asked, more than slightly disappointed. This reaction was exactly what Skinner had been waiting for because he immediately started a wild gallop around the yard, bouncing the boy on his back. Fox couldn't help but burst into a fit of laughter, full of delight and glee. "Faster, boy, faster," he yelled, reaching behind him and down to give the sheriff an encouraging swat on his butt. Skinner bucked instantly, sending Fox into another burst of giggles. Skinner came to a stop on the front porch and let Fox slide off his back. "I'm definitely too old for this," he wheezed, bending over and clutching his lower back. "See, told you. You're an old meanie," Fox stated solemnly before he broke out into a huge grin. The sheriff grabbed him and tickled his sides until tears of laughter were running down the boy's cheeks. "Okay, okay," he gasped. "You're a *young* meanie!" Skinner stopped torturing the boy, chuckled and ruffled his hair instead. Just as he was about to congratulate himself on his brilliant way of dealing with a sad rascal, Fox lost the happy smile and looked at his feet as if just remembering that he wasn't supposed to have fun. Skinner decided to give the boy more time. It was obvious that something was bothering him, but it just wouldn't do to force him into a confession. "Come on," he said instead. "Let me show you the surprise." The boy's head snapped up. "You didn't say it was a surprise," he accused, his curiosity already peaked again. The sheriff just smiled and walked into the cabin, heading for the boy's alcove. Fox followed him cautiously and then gasped when he saw just what exactly the surprise was. "A window," he breathed, his face reflecting the wonder he felt about the fact that the sheriff would do something like this for him. "You..you...built in a window...for me?" he asked, unbelieving. "I know that you can't fall asleep without seeing the stars," Skinner shrugged, suddenly blushing. He remembered the first night in the cabin when he had found the boy in the rocking chair on the front porch because he couldn't stand to stay in the dark alcove. "See, I pushed the bed against the other wall so now you're able to look outside before you sleep." Fox wasn't even listening. He couldn't believe that Skinner had done something like this, for no other reason than the fact that the boy wanted to see the stars at night. He slowly walked over to the window, and hesitantly reached out a hand as if afraid that the window would disappear as soon as he touched it. "Tell you what," Skinner said. "I'll go make supper now. That shouldn't take more than a few minutes because I'm just reheating the left-overs from yesterday. Then you'll take a bath. After that I'll hop into the water and meanwhile you can do your Reflection Time. How does that sound?" At first the sheriff thought that the boy hadn't even heard him, so intently was he investigating every nook and cranny of his new window. But suddenly something penetrated his rascal's musings. "Take a bath?" he asked, aghast. "I just took one a few days ago!" Skinner chuckled. "Yeah, and look at you. Are you actually *looking* for the dirt or is it coming to you of its own volition?" Fox gave him a glare before turning back to the window. "Besides, it's Saturday. We'll always bathe on Saturdays." Fox wasn't really impressed by that information but he nodded anyway. Right now the window was way more important. He threw himself on his bed, trying to find the perfect angle to lie down so he could have the best view of the stars that would be out soon. Skinner watched his rascal, smiled and walked into the kitchen. XXXXX Supper was eaten in silence. Fox had to be coaxed away from his window and he had that crestfallen look on his face again. Even Skinner's offer of taking care of the dirty dishes didn't elicit a smile from the boy. He meekly went into the pantry to soak in the bathtub and obeyed as soon as the sheriff ordered him out. Skinner called his rascal to the couch and the boy immediately threw himself over the big man's strong thighs, knowing what was coming. The sheriff moved his rascal's nightshirt out of the way to take a close look at the boy's butt. "It's looking really good," Skinner informed Fox. "Does it still hurt?" Fox shook his head and sighed blissfully when the sheriff applied the healing ointment. "Okay, Rascal. Reflection Time." Skinner gave the upturned butt an affectionate swat and Fox scrambled to his feet. "Half an hour," the big man said, pointing at the clock on the mantelpiece. Fox still didn't know what that 'half an hour' thing was but he nodded anyway. When Skinner walked in the pantry's direction, the boy retrieved his notebook and pencil and began to draw. XXXXX The sheriff was surprised that the boy had his nose still buried in his notebook by the time the big man joined him in the main room, also clad in his nightshirt, a freshly brewed cup of coffee in his hand. Settling himself into the rocking chair by the crackling fire, Skinner decided that writing everything down was his rascal's way of dealing with whatever had happened to him that day. He knew that the boy would tell him sooner or later so he mentally shrugged, grabbed his book and began to read. A while later, Fox was still bent over his notebook, Skinner looked up and softly said, "You know that ten o'clock is bedtime, don't you, Rascal?" Fox looked up, startled, and glanced at the clock. He knew that ten o'clock meant that the longer one of the two hands would point straight up while the shorter one was slightly off to the left. Right now the long hand pointed directly to the left. The boy frowned. He hadn't realized that it was already so late. Biting his lower lip anxiously, he closed his notebook and wordlessly carried it into his alcove. Skinner raised a surprised eyebrow. His rascal never went to bed one minute before he had to. In fact, for the last few days he had fallen asleep in the sheriff's arms, cradled on the big man's lap, listening to him reading the Sherlock Holmes book out loud while they were rocking back and forth in front of the fire place. Skinner would carry him to the bed where the boy soundly slept till the next morning. The sheriff had expected that Fox wouldn't want to be held like a small child anymore, now that he had the window to see the stars through, but he was surprised that the boy went to bed before he actually had to - without even saying good night! So he raised his second eyebrow in surprise when Fox came back out of the alcove and made a beeline to the sheriff. Maybe he still did want to hear a 'bedtime story'... Skinner had to admit that he enjoyed those few minutes with his rascal nestling close to him and the boy obviously didn't think being read to was too childish. The big man smiled and put his own book down, getting ready for their nightly ritual. Then he realized that Fox hadn't brought the Sherlock Holmes book that was always on the boy's nightstand. He blinked once, not sure where this was leading, and decided to wait and see what the boy wanted. Fox stopped in front of the sheriff, nervously chewing his lower lip. He ducked his head a little, his long bangs hanging over his eyes, making it difficult for him to steal surreptitious glances at the big man, trying to gauge his mood. After a long minute he just sighed, obviously having decided that whatever he was about to do was no fun but had to be done before he slowly began to crawl into Skinner's lap as if expecting the big man to shove him away. Instead the sheriff grabbed the slender boy under his arms and lifted him up easily, then deposited him in his lap. Fox curled up immediately, making himself impossibly small, his head resting on the big man's broad chest. Skinner wrapped his arms around his rascal and began a slow rocking motion. Nothing happened for several minutes. Skinner began to slowly rub one hand up and down the boy's back in a soothing pattern and Fox nestled closer, sighing contentedly. The sheriff knew that his rascal was trying to build up the courage to tell him whatever had happened so he ignored the fact that it was past the boy's bedtime. Keeping up a steady rocking motion with the chair and a stroking the boy's back and hair soothingly, Skinner mentally prepared himself for another long wait. "Alex and I..." Fox began suddenly, his voice thick and choked-up. Skinner raised an eyebrow, never stopping his rocking or soothing. He looked down at the dark head cradled on his chest but he wasn't able to see the boy's face. For a second he was tempted to ask what was wrong with Alex and him but he decided that it would be better to give his rascal all the time he needed. He wasn't disappointed. "We had a fight," Fox whispered. "What about?" Skinner asked softly, hugging the slim body in his arms. Fox looked up into the sheriff's face, obviously surprised. "You're not mad?" "No," the big man answered truthfully. "I can't be mad as long as I don't know what you were fighting about, can I? And even then I don't think I would be mad. I might be sad that you thought you had to fight or maybe I'll be a little disappointed that you didn't come up with another way to resolve whatever problem you had...but I don't think I'll be mad." "Oh." The boy heaved a sigh of relief and nestled closer again. Nothing else was forthcoming. "So is that why your clothes were so dirty?" Skinner asked. "What? Oh, no. We didn't fight like that. We fought with words." Fox buried his face into the sheriff's nightshirt. "I was already dirty before the fight," he mumbled. Skinner bit the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing. That was not the right time to chuckle. "But you should've seen Alex," the boy continued after a long moment. "He sure had to take at least *two* baths!" Now Skinner couldn't help himself, he laughed out loud. "What did you boys do, anyway?" he asked, hoping that this would coax some more information out of Fox. "Alex showed me the secret places," the boy explained. "And some of them are...well hidden...and kinda dirty." Skinner grinned. He knew damned well what those 'secret places' were - the town's kids liked to play hide and seek there, mostly when their parents were the ones seeking. There was that one abandoned old house at the end of Main Street, a couple of holes in the ground that stray dogs had dug under certain buildings as well as the dried up well outside of town that the children were absolutely forbidden to get close to. Skinner sighed inwardly, deciding to have a little talk with his rascal about that well later on. "Well, that sounds like you had a good time," Skinner offered. He felt the small head nod against his chest. "So what happened, Rascal?" The sheriff hugged the boy closer, trying to comfort him as best he could. "Alex kept talking about this stupid school so now he won't have time for me anymore and he doesn't really like me and I got angry and I told him that I don't want his pity just because his father told him to play with me and he said he doesn't like me anymore..." The flow of words stopped abruptly when the first of several sobs escaped the boy's lips. Skinner squeezed his body tightly, making soothing noises. "And...and...and then I said that I hate him and then I ran home." Skinner felt a surge of pride when he realized that the boy had referred to his cabin as 'home' but that wasn't important at the moment. He had a very distressed little boy in his arms, one that thought he had lost a friend. Rubbing soothing circles on his back, Skinner murmured, "Rascal, I don't think Alex meant what he said. And I don't think you meant what you said. Did you?" He gently lifted the boy's head, forcing him to lock eyes with the big man. After a long moment Fox shook his head, new tears running down his cheeks. Skinner used his thumb to gently wipe them away. "Now, if *you* didn't really mean what you said then Alex probably didn't either, right?" Fox slowly nodded though it was obvious that he didn't really believe the sheriff. "Look, Rascal, Alex is excited about going to school. You told me that you've gone to school for years so you should know what it's like. You already know how to read and write. Alex can't do that. School is something new for him. You are his friend. He just wanted to share this with you." Fox frowned. He hadn't thought of it that way before. "And besides," Skinner continued softly. "Starting Monday you'll be working in the Scully store and helping out at Maggie's so you won't have that much time for Alex, either. Right?" Fox bit his lip. Damn, the sheriff was right. "It's just as well that Alex starts school on Monday or he might be disappointed that you don't have so much time for him anymore, what with working off your debt and all." Fox buried his face in the big man's chest. Damn. The sheriff was right. He was looking forward to spending time with Maggie and Miss Dana, earning his own money to top it off! He had even bragged about it to Alex and his friend had been happy for him! Why couldn't he be happy for Alex? And now they had had this fight and Alex wasn't his friend anymore... "He hates me," Fox mumbled, voice thick with tears. "No, Rascal, Alex doesn't hate you. I'm sure that he's just as unhappy about the whole thing as you are right now. I bet that everything will be okay again when you see him tomorrow." Two wide hazel eyes looked up. "I'll see him tomorrow?" "Well, of course. In church." "Church?" the boy repeated, obviously having no idea what that was. "Yes, church. Tomorrow is Sunday. We all go to worship God in church on Sundays." Skinner cocked his head and looked at his rascal who busily buried his face into the big man's chest again. "Right. I knew that," he mumbled. After a second he added, "And you're sure Alex doesn't hate me?" The sheriff hugged him again. "I'm positive, Rascal. How about you two spending a few hours playing tomorrow? Before you'll both be busy starting Monday." Fox smiled through his tears. "That would be great! I hope Alex wants to play with me, too." "I'm sure he will, Rascal, I'm sure he will." They spent a few more minutes rocking back and forth in silence, Fox sighing contentedly every once in a while. In the end he softly asked, "Do you still read me some more Sherlock Holmes?" He looked up and saw that Skinner was about to say something, probably that it was way past bedtime, so he quickly added, "Pleeease?" with his puppy eyes growing impossibly large. The big man hesitated a moment but caved in anyway. He nodded, basking in the blinding smile that appeared on the boy's face, and was about to get up when he realized that Fox wasn't moving. All the boy did was wrap his arms around the sheriff's strong neck. That was explanation enough - Fox wanted to be carried to bed. Skinner shook his head in disbelief; his rascal sometimes really did act like a five year old. He stood up, the boy securely in his strong arms, and walked over to the alcove. Fox readily snuggled under the quilt, making enough room for Skinner to sit on the edge of the bed, and turned to look out of his new window. The sheriff read to him for two minutes before realizing that his rascal was sound asleep. Blowing out the candle and tucking in the boy one last time, Skinner went to bed as well. XXXXX The next morning started good enough - Fox was happy when he saw his beloved porridge. He even agreed to take care of the dirty dishes without so much as a slight fuss. When he heard that he was supposed to wear his 'good clothes' all hell broke loose. "Why do I have to wear the itchy pants and those stupid suspenders?" he yelled at the top of his lungs. "Because it's Sunday, because we're going to church and because I want you to look presentable," Skinner replied, trying to sound calm. "No." Fox crossed his arms over his chest in a show of utter defiance. Skinner couldn't believe that this was the same boy that he had held cradled in his arms only hours ago. "I'm not going to have this discussion, Rascal. You will wear what I tell you to or there will be consequences." He gave the boy a stern look and Fox realized just what kind of consequences the sheriff was talking about - and where they would be applied. "But I don't wanna-" he began uncertainly. "William. Now." Skinner pointed a blunt finger in the direction of the alcove. Fox bravely tried to stand his ground for a few more seconds before he stomped his foot and turned around. Mumbling under his breath, he entered his alcove to get dressed. XXXXX The boy kept up the mumbling during the drive to town. Now it wasn't so much the injustice of the world in general and the injustice of the sheriff in particular that had him riled up, nor the uncomfortable clothes - the fact that poor Buck was harnessed to the buggy made Fox angry. He loved riding the horse and he was absolutely sure that this four-legged friend hated the wagon as much as he did. Skinner was patient until they stopped in front of the church. When the boy refused to jump into the big man's waiting arms to get off the wagon the sheriff snapped. "Stop acting up, Rascal. Try to behave yourself. This is a church. I don't want people to think that you're nothing more than a bratty little boy." Fox jumped off the wagon, glaring at the sheriff. "Then don't force me to come with you," he challenged. A second later he was ruefully rubbing the sting out of his smarting butt. "You didn't have to do that, you know," he complained, pouting. "No, but I did. Ready?" Skinner asked jovially, a smile on his face. Fox shot him another baleful look but had to admit that the sheriff was right - he had been acting bratty. He sighed loudly and fell into step with the big man. With each step towards the church the boy inched closer to the sheriff and he finally relaxed when he felt the big man's hand squeezing his shoulder gently. He had never before been in a building that looked like this one and he had no idea what was expected of him in there. Being close to his old meanie made him feel safe. Skinner led them to one of the front pews and sat down. Fox scooted close to him, looking around with wide eyes. He was intrigued by the colorful windows and the giant cross up in the front. The ceiling was so high he had to crane his neck to see it. There were so many things that just had to be examined the boy was itching to run off and take a closer look but he stayed put, knowing full well that Skinner wouldn't approve of his impromptu exploration. The church slowly filled up and Fox grinned happily when Maggie Scully sat down next to him. "Rose," he exclaimed, hugging her. She shushed him and gave him a kiss on the top of his head. "This is a church, Fox, people don't yell in here. This is a place of worship and quiet," she softly admonished. "I...I know that, Rose," Fox mumbled, blushing. Of course he didn't but the others didn't need to know that. Then he saw who was sitting on the other side of Maggie and he almost clamored again. With extra care, he whispered, "Hi, Miss Dana," giving the pretty red-head a blinding smile. The man next to her, her brother Bill, was pointedly ignored. The church filled up and the reverend was already on his way to the front when two late-comers strode purposefully down the middle aisle to sit down in the front pew. Fox gasped and buried into Skinner's side when he saw that it was Spender with his son Jeffrey. Fox visibly shuddered when old Spender turned around and looked straight at him, a predatory smile on his lips. The man nodded politely at the sheriff who glared back before he turned back towards the front. Skinner wasn't surprised that Spender had shown up. He didn't come regularly to church but the sheriff had expected him to be there now that Fox would go as well. The big man also knew that old Spender wouldn't be foolish enough to try anything, not after the barely concealed threat Skinner had spat in his face a few days ago. No, Spender wouldn't touch his rascal. But he would show up in Independence every week from now on just to make the poor boy a nervous wreck. Bastard. Fox tried to ignore the imposing figure sitting a few pews in front of him. He did feel safe sandwiched between his old meanie and his Rose and besides, the church was way too interesting to spend much time brooding over Spender. Nestled against the sheriff he let his big eyes wander left and right, trying to take in all the new things he was able to find. When everybody stood up to sing, he was startled out of his reverie. Everybody seemed to know what to do and Fox desperately tried not to act too obviously out of place. They sat down again, avidly listening to that man in front talking about something the boy didn't understand. Fox barely suppressed a yawn and decided that watching the other people was way more fun than paying attention to the strange man. The boy blushed when he found Alex sitting across the aisle. His friend looked just as bored, his eyes wandering around the same way Fox's were. When their eyes met they both broke out into huge grins. Fox sighed in relief; it was obvious that Alex didn't hold a grudge against him. He raised his hand to happily wave at the other boy only to find his wrist firmly grasped in a big fist, forcing his arm back down. The boy tried to surreptitiously glance at the sheriff who never took his eyes off that weird looking man in front but Fox could swear that Skinner growled warningly. Resigning himself to his fate, Fox slouched against the big man and waited until this particular torture of boredom was over. His reverie ended a little while later when Fox realized that everybody was staring at him. The man in front smiled at him, announcing, "And we would especially like to welcome a new member to this congregation. Young William found his way into the sheltering arms of our very own Sheriff Skinner." Fox blushed furiously, willing the people to look somewhere else, and turned to whisper into the sheriff's ear, "What does he mean, I found my way to you? You grabbed me and threw me into a jail cell!" Skinner couldn't help himself, he laughed out loud. Then he enveloped his rascal into a bear hug, nodding to the reverend to continue the sermon. For Fox one thing was clear: No matter how interesting and enticing this church building thing was he *really* didn't want to come back here. Ever again. XXXXX When the service was finally over, Fox all but ran outside. Alex and Sam Krycek were already waiting there, both smiling. "I think you boys need some time to be friends again," Sam said slowly, trying to find the right words to convey what he meant. Alex nodded, biting his lip anxiously. "Sorry about yesterday," he mumbled. "I won't talk about school again." "No, that's okay! I want to hear all about it!" Fox exclaimed, alarmed. "Why?" Alex frowned. "You already know how it is, going to school and all." Fox blushed and stared at the ground, unable to meet the other boy's eyes. "Well, yeah," he finally mumbled. "But maybe this school's different." He shrugged just as a heavy hand came down on his right shoulder. Fox looked up to see the sheriff standing next to him. "Next time, try not to run," the big man chuckled. "Walking at a normal pace still gets you outside, you know." He ruffled the boy's hair affectionately. His rascal blushed again. "Sorry," he muttered. "I'll try to remember." "So, are you boys friends again?" Skinner asked, breaking out in a smile when he saw Alex nod vigorously. "Well, I'm glad," the big man commented, squeezing his rascal's shoulder as if to say, 'see, I told you everything would be okay.' Fox smiled at the sheriff gratefully. "Can we go and play for a while?" he asked. Skinner hesitated for a moment. "Okay," he said in the end. "But here are the rules: Rascal, you're wearing your good clothes so you will make certain that you're not getting them dirty. If you want to play like yesterday go to the cabin and change first. Also, be at Maggie's house by three o'clock. We're invited but I'm sure she doesn't mind you spending some time with your friend first." He smiled at both boys who grinned back eagerly. "Yes, sir," Fox exclaimed happily before he grabbed Alex's hand and dragged him down Main Street at full speed. XXXXX The boys ran around for a while, playing catch and laughing out loud until they were so out of breath that they decided to slowly walk to the livery stable where they could sit in the shadows for a couple of minutes. While strolling down Main Street towards the stable Fox's eyes suddenly grew huge when he saw a buggy parked in front of the saloon with one solitary figure sitting on the bench. "Isn't that Jeffrey Spender?" he asked Alex who nodded. "Every time old Spender decides to go to church he always has a couple of beers afterwards," he explained. "But why is Jeffrey waiting outside?" Fox frowned. He knew that boys were allowed inside; he remembered all too well his own disastrous trip to the saloon. "His father doesn't want him inside. Poor Jeffrey always sits there, waiting till his father comes out again. Sometimes he waits for hours." Alex shrugged. He didn't much care for Spender or his son. Fox, on the other hand, was appalled. "You can't be serious!" he exclaimed, running towards the buggy. "Wait! Fox, what are you doing?" Alex rolled his eyes in exasperation when he realized that his friend wasn't listening. "Fox, this is dangerous! What if old Spender sees you?" His friend ignored him; he stopped next to the buggy and looked up at the small boy. "Hi, Jeffrey," he said, smiling. Jeffrey flinched, totally startled. "Oh, hello, William," he said, cautiously glancing through the large window into the saloon to make sure that his father wasn't watching. "You can call me 'Fox' if you want to," Fox stated, matter-of-factly climbing up and sitting down next to the younger boy. "I bet you're bored, huh?" "Fox!" Alex hissed, standing next to the buggy but on the other side of the saloon so he wouldn't be seen. "Get down from there! Are you out of your mind?" "Shut up, Alex. Jeff is my friend. I just want to make sure that he's okay." With that, Fox turned to the other boy and looked at him closely. "How's the black eye, Jeffrey?" he asked softly, now knowing the real reason behind that particular injury - his friend hadn't fallen down, his father had beaten him. Jeff shrugged and looked at the saloon again. "You know, I'm not going to leave, Jeffrey, so you might as well talk to me." The youngest boy stared at Fox in disbelief while Alex just groaned. "Are you crazy?" they both asked simultaneously. Fox just grinned and shrugged. "Probably," he answered. "Come on up, Alex. I'm sure you two will become good friends!" He scooted a bit closer to Jeffrey to make room for the other boy and, after a few seconds, Alex heaved a deep sigh, convinced that his days were numbered, and climbed in next to the other two boys. Keeping an eye on old Spender inside the saloon, they all began a lively chat. Fox was right - after a few minutes, Jeffrey and Alex realized that they indeed did like each other and the youngest boy slowly relaxed. He was happy to have someone to talk to, someone who actually listened, and he was eager to tell his friends about his music lessons and the wild horses. "What about Spirit?" Fox asked, remembering the small horse that had helped him through the ordeal of enduring that stinging ointment on his freshly caned butt. He had instantly fallen in love with that wild creature. Jeffrey's face fell considerably. "My father wants to kill him. Everybody tells him he's untamable. I pleaded with him to give him back his freedom but my father doesn't believe in something like that." He glared bitterly at his father who was still sitting in the saloon, nursing the fourth beer, talking to a couple of other rich ranchers. Fox blanched. "No," he whispered. "He can't kill him!" He turned to Alex. "We have to rescue him!" Alex stared at his friend in disbelief. "Excuse me? Have you completely lost your mind now? How are we supposed to do that, huh? No way, not with me!" He shook his head vigorously, crossing his arms in front of his chest to drive the point home. "But there must be a way," Fox began desperately. "I'll try to talk to my father again," Jeffrey offered but all three boys knew that this would be not only futile but also stupid. Old Spender would probably have his son's hide for his audacity. They fell silent, each one of them trying to come up with a solution. Alex didn't know the horse but he was sure that, since Fox was so enthralled by the beast, it had to be something special. Neither one of them wanted to see the horse dead. After several long and quiet minutes Jeffrey suddenly tried to shove Fox off the bench. "Oh no, I think my father's getting ready to leave," he gasped. "Run! I don't think he should see you here!" Fox certainly didn't want to be too close to old Spender, at least not without his old meanie next to him, so he grabbed Alex and began to run down Main Street. "Hope to see you again soon," he yelled in parting, waving at the younger boy. Jeffrey didn't dare wave back since his father had just stepped out into the bright afternoon sun. XXXXX Neither Fox nor Alex were in the mood to play anymore. Not after what Jeffrey told them. Spirit was supposed to be killed soon. They couldn't believe it so they spent the next hour sitting in the livery stable's loft trying to come up with a rescue plan. "Maybe my Old Meanie has an idea," Fox said finally. Alex's head snapped up. "Speaking of which," he said cautiously. "What time is it?" His friend blanched. "Oh no," Fox whispered. "Please don't let me be late again..." He could already feel the big hand descending on his defenseless butt and winced. "Come on," Alex urged, jumping down into a huge pile of hay and running outside. Fox followed him a few seconds later and saw his friend standing a little ways down Main Street staring at the church tower. The clock there informed him that they had barely a minute to get to Maggie's place. When Alex yelled the information to the other boy, Fox picked up even more speed, grabbed his friend and dragged him to Maggie Scully's house. "What are you doing?" Alex asked breathlessly, trying to free his arm. "You're coming with me. I'm sure Rose won't mind." "But what if Bill is there as well?" Alex asked fearfully, not wanting to run into another one of his enemies. "I bet on it. That's why you're coming with me. I'm not going to face him alone!" Fox yanked at his friend's sleeve, making sure that Alex wasn't going anywhere except where Fox wanted him. The other boy wanted to argue that the sheriff would be there as well so Fox wouldn't be alone in the first place but it was too late. Fox burst through the door without knocking, coming to a halt in the front room, breathing heavily. "Well, look who's here," Maggie announced, walking out of the kitchen to find out what the commotion was about. "Hello, Alex. That's a nice surprise. Would you like to join us?" Alex blushed furiously and had half a mind to tell her that he had been kidnapped - until he smelled something wonderful. "Did you make waffles, Rose?" Fox asked excitedly, a big smile splitting his face in two. "Indeed I did, my boy," Maggie replied, giving Fox a kiss on his forehead. "So, Alex, are you staying? Any friend of Fox's is welcomed in my house. Anytime." "Thank you, ma'am," Alex mumbled, staring at the floor shyly. "I'd love to stay." "Alex," Skinner exclaimed, surprised. He stood in the doorway to the sitting room behind Miss Dana who smiled at both boys. "I hope your father knows you're here?" "Well, um, no, sir," Alex stammered. "But that's okay. As long as I'm home by sunset..." Fox had to grin when he heard that. The sheriff smiled as well, beckoning the boys in. "Well, in that case," he said, leading the way back into the sitting room. Miss Dana ruffled both boys' hair affectionately before she went into the kitchen. "We were just going to set the table." "Oh, no, please let me," Alex pleaded, rushing after the petite red-head. He flashed a grin over his shoulder that spoke volumes. Fox instantly understood - his friend wanted to be alone with Dashing Dana. Well, not as long as he had any say in that matter! Fox also jumped up and ran into the kitchen, leaving a bewildered sheriff behind, all alone in the sitting room. The boys insisted on taking care of setting the table, shooing the ladies out of the kitchen with the coffee and waffles. "Looks like Evil Bill isn't here after all," Fox whispered and Alex nodded gratefully. "Oh, what a surprise. Now we start feeding stray barbarians," came a comment from the kitchen door a second later. Both boys turned around and looked into the glaring eyes of Bill Scully. "What are you doing here, you little bastard?" he snarled at Alex who instantly blanched. Fox stepped in front of his friend, trying to protect him. "Your mother invited him," he stated forcefully. "If you have a problem with that, go take it to her!" Bill took a step closer, and the boys retreated a little. "You think that's funny, you little thief? It's bad enough that I have to tolerate *you* under my roof!" "It's not *your* roof, it's Rose's!" Fox yelled, angrily walking up to Bill to confront him. He didn't expect Bill to move so fast but he suddenly found himself bent over and held tight under a strong arm while a strong hand swatted his butt with stinging slaps. Alex immediately jumped on top of Bill, trying to pry his arm away from Fox. The commotion brought Skinner to the kitchen. The sheriff instantly grabbed Bill and forced him to release his rascal. "What the heck is going on here?" he demanded. "He started it," Fox replied sullenly, pointing at Bill. Alex nodded vigorously. Before Bill could even mutter one sound Fox continued, "He called Alex bad names and then he called me bad names and then-" "That's quite enough, thank you, Rascal." Skinner turned to Bill. "Is that true?" The other man glared at the boys for a few more seconds before he turned around and wordlessly left the kitchen. Skinner looked at the boys. "Are you okay?" he asked anxiously. They both nodded, Fox still rubbing his bottom sulkily. The sheriff walked up to Alex and ruffled his hair in a reassuring gesture, receiving a big smile in return. Then he looked at Fox and shook his head slightly, trying to stop the grin from spreading. The boy looked too adorable, pouting away in the corner. "Come here, Rascal," he said softly and Fox obeyed instantly. Skinner grabbed him under his arms and lifted him into the air effortlessly. The boy was so surprised that he gave a squeal of pure delight. When Skinner slowly put him down again, Fox wrapped his arms and legs around the big man, hugging him tightly. Skinner was surprised by that sudden gesture of affection but basked in it anyway. Squeezing the small body in his arms he softly said, "Next time try not to hit Bill too hard, okay, Rascal?" Fox giggled and nodded. "I can't promise you anything but I'll try, Old Meanie," he replied, grinning broadly. Skinner set him down on his feet and tweaked his nose. "Behave, Rascal," he said, trying to sound stern and failing miserably. "Now get the plates and cups inside or the waffles will get cold." He winked and left the kitchen. When Fox turned around to finish stacking the china on the tray he saw the wicked gleam in his friend's eyes. "Alex?" he asked cautiously. "What are you up to?" "This," the other boy said proudly, lifting the lid of a small jar. "Salt," he explained, licking his finger and sticking it inside. Then he offered the white powder on his wet finger tip to Fox who hesitantly tasted it. He shook himself and pulled a face. Definitely salt. But he still didn't understand what that had to do with anything... Alex poured a small amount into one of the cups. "Now all we have to do is make sure that Evil Bill gets this cup," he began, grinning wickedly. The grin on Fox's face was just as wicked. XXXXX The waffles were delicious, the boys eagerly drank their milk and everybody else enjoyed the coffee - except Bill. After his first sip he very undignifiedly spit it out all over his angry sister whose face turned as red as her hair was. The boys giggled softly, knowing they were safe from retaliation as long as Skinner was nearby. Miss Dana excused herself to go and change her clothes while Maggie finally had enough of her constantly muttering son and asked him to leave the table. Both Fox and Alex smiled at him with angelic faces and Bill was only too happy to go to the saloon. Skinner's suspicion grew by the second but he had to admit that even though he just *knew* that the boys were responsible for whatever caused Bill to lose it like this, the other man did deserve it so he let it pass. Besides, the company and the waffles were too good to spoil the mood. "Did you know that old Spender wants to kill Spirit?" Fox asked suddenly. Skinner frowned, not knowing who or what this Spirit was. "You know, that wild horse," the boy explained impatiently. The sheriff blinked once, then he remembered. "Really? That would be a shame. It was such a beautiful animal. How do you know?" Fox blushed and ducked his head. He wasn't sure whether the sheriff condoned his spending time with Jeffrey, in constant danger of being found out by old Spender. "Um, Jeff told me," he mumbled. Then, to make sure that Skinner didn't have time to reprimand him for his foolhardy actions, he added, "We have to do something! Can't you talk to the old man? Maybe he'll listen to you! They say Spirit can't be tamed. So why doesn't he just set him free again?" Skinner could see that the boy was agitated and he could very well understand that. However, he didn't have an idea how to solve the problem either. So he merely promised to try and talk to old Spender, knowing full well that it wouldn't make a difference one way or the other. But it calmed his rascal enough to enjoy the rest of the day. XXXXX The next few days flew by in a haze. Alex loved going to school, eagerly learning everything new. Fox was busy alternatively working in the Scully store with Miss Dana and helping Maggie in her house. He also spent time with Skinner, running errands for the sheriff and earning a couple of pennies here and there. Skinner and Fox had decided to keep a list at home in which they wrote down every penny the boy earned, subtracting them from the sum that he owed the big man. He had quite a few dollars to pay back to the sheriff for the clothes and boots. They had decided that the punishment for stealing from the Scullys would be helping out Maggie though Fox didn't see this as punishment at all. He worked in the Scully store earning money to pay his debt. The fact that Skinner let him help in his office was an added plus and Fox eagerly fetched telegrams or brought meals for the occasional prisoner. The day always started with a bowl of porridge, then he usually pleaded long enough until Maggie made him waffles in the afternoon, followed by Reflection Time with his beloved notebook later on, and Skinner ended the day by reading him a few pages while he was curled up in the big man's lap, sitting in the rocking chair by the fire, before he finally fell asleep gazing at the stars twinkling through his window. Fox liked the way his life was going. He still missed his sister and he was still going to try and find her - as soon as he had enough money and he had found his gun which the sheriff still hadn't given back. But for now life was good. Occasionally he was even able and allowed to meet up with Alex to wreck havoc in town. Fox liked that more than anything. The boy used his time in the Scully store wisely. Everytime a customer came in he watched closely when they paid, remembering the way they counted out the money, learning the different coins and bills. He also remembered what certain letters or short words meant; one of the first he ever learned was 'salt' which cracked the boy up for almost an entire day. Maggie taught him how to make waffles, and she told him the most amazing stories. He loved listening to her, cradled into her arms, munching on a cookie, a glass of milk nearby. Skinner loved the time he was able to spend with his rascal, especially shortly before going to bed. One night he nudged the boy and asked, "Why don't you ever read a couple of pages yourself, Rascal? I don't mind reading to you but isn't it boring for you? You always have to wait an entire day and sometimes the story is really exciting." Fox had to agree that there were times when he was on pins and needles. However, how was he supposed to read when all he knew were the few letters and words he had taught himself by chance? Not wanting the sheriff to find out about that he agreed to read a little himself "if I can find the time...I'm a busy man, after all." Skinner laughed, hugged his rascal and sent him to bed. The next day, Fox smuggled his book to Maggie and convinced her that she just *had* to read him a story. Later, safely nestled in the arms of his old meanie, Fox eagerly summarized the plot of what he had read during the day for the sheriff. Skinner was seriously impressed and gave him an affectionate squeeze. "I'm so proud of you, Rascal," he said. "How did you find the time to read ten pages today? Good boy!" Fox had never felt so guilty in his life. XXXXX Somehow, Fox couldn't believe his luck. Nobody suspected anything the second week running. Of course he wanted to spend more time with Alex and going to school would've ensured that, but he had to pay off his debt and he had to earn money so that he could go and find his sister, so he couldn't waste away his precious time in school. Besides, he did already know everything he needed to know in life. Whenever he didn't know what to do he used his smart wits to help him out. The first day Skinner sent him to the telegraph office, telling him it was easy to find since 'telegraph office' was written in bold letters on the door, he had just asked a lady where it would be. The next time he needed to run an errand for Maggie he met Alex and told him where he had to go. Alex readily agreed to accompany him, telling him about school, unknowingly leading his friend to his destination. Fox had an incredible memory, so every time he learned something new he never forgot it again. Soon he knew where everything in town was, no matter what was written on the door or windows. He knew where most people lived. He was too smart for his own good. A few days later Maggie gave him three letters to be delivered to the reverend, the town's attorney, and Skinner. The names were written on the respective envelopes and she gave the boy each letter separately. Fox immediately remembered the names: first letter to the reverend, second one to the attorney, last one to Skinner. He didn't care what was written on it - he knew which letter went to whom. Until he literally ran into Bill Scully in the street, dropping the letters in the process. He was too scared to ask the angry man what was written on the envelopes; he just hurriedly grabbed them and hoped they hadn't mixed. First leaving the letters for the reverend and the attorney, he then stopped at the sheriff's office. "Well, that's a nice surprise," Skinner said, looking up from a wanted poster with a big smile on his face. "Hello there, Rascal." "Hi," Fox replied shyly. "I have a letter from Maggie. I think it's some kind of invitation." He hesitantly gave the sheriff the letter, holding his breath. Skinner stared at the envelope for a long moment before putting it aside. "Thank you, Rascal. I'll read it later." He smiled, opening his arms. "So, I'm sure the delivery boy deserves a cuddle for his trouble." Fox grinned and jumped into the sheriff's lap. "Can we go home soon? I want you to read me a story..." The sheriff squeezed the skinny boy. "I do have work to do, you know," he chuckled. "But I'll try to get out of here as soon as I can, okay?" Fox nodded eagerly. "I'll pick you up at Maggie's later on, all right?" "Well, I'm going to help Miss Dana in the store this afternoon," the boy replied. "Oh. Okay, I'll pick you up there then." Skinner gave his rascal a final squeeze before sending him off with a light swat to his butt. XXXXX "Did you have any suspicions at all, Maggie?" "No, Walter. Why?" "Well, unless I've suddenly become an attorney I think we have a problem." Skinner showed her the envelope. "I don't understand any of this. I know he can read. Every day he's trying to get a few pages ahead in the book I'm reading to him at night. How is he supposed to do that when he can't read?" Maggie looked at the sheriff over the rim of her coffee cup. "This doesn't happen to be a Sherlock Holmes book, does it?" she asked. Skinner raised a surprised eyebrow. And suddenly everything fell into place. The fact that the boy didn't mind his seeing the drawings in the notebook while he always made sure that the big man couldn't see whatever he was 'writing' down. The fact that it was always the sheriff who had to calculate and write down in their list what the boy had earned. Several other occasions came up, each one proving that Fox used his wits to cover for his lack of knowledge. Maggie put a calming hand on the sheriff's sleeve. "What will you do now, Walter?" she asked softly, hoping that the big man wasn't too furious. "I don't know," Skinner replied helplessly. "I guess I'll have to talk to him." Sighing deeply, he got up to pick up his rascal. XXXXX Fox immediately sensed that something was wrong. Skinner seemed to be...sad, somehow. The boy kept up an easy chatter on their way home but the big man didn't say a single word. When the sheriff sent him inside for Reflection Time Fox grew worried. He was normally allowed to take care of Buck and Reflection Time usually came after supper. There was definitely something wrong. When Skinner entered the cabin twenty minutes later Fox was sitting at the table, his notebook in front of him. "So, what are you doing, Rascal?" the big man asked in a neutral tone. And Fox suddenly knew. He must've mixed up the envelopes or maybe Skinner found out about it in another way but one thing was sure - the sheriff knew. Fox put the pencil down and stood up. He wouldn't continue to lie to the man he had grown to respect. "I'm sorry," he mumbled, tears pooling in his eyes. "You must hate me now." He looked at the sheriff for a split second, tears starting to run down his cheeks. "I'm so sorry!" Fox tried to run outside but Skinner wrapped an arm around the boy, scooping him up. Even though Fox was fighting, the sheriff was stronger and he held him close to his broad chest. "I don't hate you, Rascal," he said emphatically. "I could never hate you. I'm just a little sad that you lied to me. There was no reason to lie to me, was there?" Fox only cried harder so Skinner carried the boy to the rocking chair and sat down with his rascal in his lap. When he had finally calmed down Fox replied, "I don't have to know how to read and write. I know everything I need to know. I have to earn money so I can go and find my sister. And I want my gun. You still have my gun!" Skinner squeezed the agitated boy harder until the flow of words finally stopped. "Listen to me, Rascal," he said gently. "It's very important to know how to read and write. If I had known that you had never learned I would've sent you to school with Alex. The money isn't important. And I already told you that I won't let you run off all by yourself to try and find your sister. I promised you to help you find her but you won't do it alone. Do you hear me?" He shook the boy to emphasize the point. Fox sobbed a little, wiping the tears off his face. Then he nodded, unconvinced. "So you won't send me away?" he asked tentatively. "Why would I do that?" Skinner replied in shock. "Because I lied to you," Fox argued, sighing dejectedly. Skinner hugged the boy close again, rocking him back and forth. "Now, now, Rascal, you are a very smart boy. You should know by now what I do when you misbehave. And we both know that I don't tolerate lying, right?" Fox threw his arms around the sheriff's neck and almost choked him. "Are you gonna spank me?" he asked tearfully. The big man smiled a little. "You bet," he answered. "After that we will have a serious talk about your immediate future, young man." Skinner held the boy at arm's length and locked eyes with him. Then he tapped the tip of his nose. "Starting Monday you will go to school. I'll go and talk to Mr. Byers tomorrow. I'm sure he'll be able to take good care of you. After all, Alex seems to like him a lot, right?" Fox smiled hesitantly and nodded. "I'll also talk to Maggie about the rest of your punishment as well as the money that you were earning in the store. I'm sure we'll find a solution." Skinner hugged the boy again before sending him off to the alcove. "Hairbrush, Rascal. You know that I don't condone of lying." Fox sighed deeply and tearfully, knowing full well that he deserved the punishment. In a way he was actually happy that the sheriff had found out his secret. When he came back into the main room Skinner sat on the couch. Without hesitation Fox offered him his hairbrush, pushed down his pants and crawled into place over the sheriff's thighs. Skinner ruffled his hair affectionately. "Good boy," he mumbled. "So brave." He took aim and swatted the offered bottom for the first time. Fox gasped. "Why are you being spanked, Rascal?" Skinner asked, bringing the hairbrush down on the other cheek. "I lied to you and to everybody else. Rose and Miss Dana and Alex," Fox sobbed, new tears flowing freely. "I'm sorry, so sorry." Skinner held the wriggling boy on his strong legs, peppering the naked butt with smacks. He watched the bottom slowly turning pink, thanking God that the nasty welts from old Spender's cane were gone by now. After three thorough rounds of spanks on the bare butt the cheeks were glowing bright red. Fox was definitely not going to be sitting down too comfortably for the next few days. "I'm so sorry," the boy sobbed again. "Please forgive me!" The sheriff immediately stopped the spanking, throwing down the brush and gathering Fox in a bear hug. "Of course I forgive you, Rascal. You get punished, you are forgiven. You know that!" He squeezed the trembling body lovingly. "I'm glad you finally owned up, Rascal. That was very brave." Fox snorted in disbelief. "Okay, let's start again. As I said before I'll go and talk to Mr. Byers tomorrow. He'll probably want to know a few things, like your full name and birthday," Skinner began cautiously. Well, he was sure that the school teacher did want to have this kind of information but it would also give the sheriff a little more insight into the mystery his rascal represented. The boy stared at him blankly. "I...I dunno," he finally managed. "What do you not know, Rascal?" Skinner asked gently. "Well, everything," Fox replied agitated. "My name is Fox but that's all I can tell you." The sheriff was speechless. After several long moments he softly asked, "Not even your birthday?" They sat on the couch for a long time, a half-naked Fox curled up in the big man's lap. Finally the boy whispered, "I think I remember my birthday being when the trees changed colors...like now. I remember a cake with a candle on it. I was very little then. But I don't know anything else. I'm sorry." Skinner soothingly caressed the back of the boy's head. "No need to be sorry, Rascal," he replied. The fact that the boy didn't seem to have celebrated his birthday for years now really confused him. What kind of parents would deny their children something like this? Well, he, the sheriff, would change that! "I have an idea, Rascal," he said slowly, hoping that the boy would like his proposal. "How about we just celebrate your birthday now? Until you can remember the right date or we find someone who can tell us when exactly you were born, we will just make up a birthday." The big man cautiously looked into the boy's eyes and was surprised to see a tearful yet blinding smile. "Really? Can I have a cake?" Skinner laughed out loud. "If you want to, I'm sure we can whip up something." "Actually, I'd prefer Rose's waffles," the boy mumbled, blushing a little. The sheriff laughed again. "Tell you what, Rascal. Tomorrow will be the day of many changes. We'll enroll you in school, we'll find a way to make sure you can still work for Maggie and I had a little surprise planned for you anyway. How about we say that tomorrow is your official birthday from now on?" Fox looked at him solemnly, those ancient eyes boring straight into his soul. "I'd like that very much." XXXXX They only had a small party. Maggie readily agreed to make her waffles, stacking them high and placing a candle on top. Miss Dana came by to celebrate as well and after school Alex showed up at Maggie's house as well. He grinned all over his face, teasing his friend that he knew what the sheriff would give him as a birthday present later on because his father, Sam, had helped him get it. Fox whined and pleaded all day long, trying to find out more about this surprise but nobody breathed so much as a word. When Skinner and Fox finally rode home during sunset, the sheriff squeezed the boy sitting in the saddle in front of him. "Did you like your birthday party, Rascal?" he asked. "It was great! Thank you so much for everything. Especially after what happened yesterday," Fox added, blushing. "Now, didn't I tell you that everything was forgiven, young man?" Skinner said, tickling the boy's ribcage as punishment. Fox giggled and squirmed and Skinner quickly wrapped his arm around the slim waist to keep the boy from falling off the horse. "Sorry, I forgot," Fox replied. He smiled over his shoulder at the big man. "Today's the best birthday I ever had." Then his smile faded. "What's today's date anyway?" he asked, frowning. Skinner chuckled and hugged the boy close. "Today is October the thirteenth, Rascal. Remember that well. It's your birthday." "Okay." Fox leaned back into the sheriff's strong chest and sighed contentedly. After several minutes he softly said, "You know, somehow all of this just feels so right." "Well, who knows, maybe this *is* your real birthday!" Skinner replied, chuckling. "Yeah, that would be funny," the boy giggled before a big yawn overtook him. "Are we there yet? I'm tired," he complained. "Too tired to look at your birthday present, Rascal?" the sheriff teased while they came up to the cabin. Fox was instantly awake. Birthday present. The surprise. How could he have forgotten? After all, Alex had spent hours rubbing his nose in it! "No, sir," he said with conviction. "I'm all awake!" Skinner laughed out loud and led Buck to the pasture. His horse dutifully stopped right next to the fence, waiting. The sheriff ducked his head to whisper into the boy's ear, "Happy Birthday, Rascal." And a second later Fox saw a wild creature gallop across the pasture, coming to a stop right next to Buck, sticking his head through two beams of the fence to nuzzle the bigger horse's nose. The boy stopped breathing for a long moment, not believing what he was seeing. But even after blinking several times he still saw the small horse that was softly whinnying. He turned his head around and stared at the sheriff who was smiling at him lovingly. "That...that is Spirit, isn't it?" Fox asked, awe in his voice. The big man just nodded. A moment later Skinner was squeezed half to death by a hysterically whooping Fox who had somehow managed to completely turn around in the saddle. "Thank you, thank you, thank you," he repeated over and over again, tears of laughter and joy running down his face. Skinner had a hard time keeping his own tears from falling. "This is the best birthday ever!" Fox exclaimed. "October the thirteenth is now my favorite day of the year!" THE END OF CHAPTER SEVEN. Feedback? Why, thank you! :-) gaby@gaby.slashcity.tv