Cruel and Unusual Punishment (Cruel and Unusual Punishment Series) by P. C. Rasmussen sclaimer: The characters of "The X-Files" and the rights belong to FOX network, Ten Thirteen Productions, and Chris Carter and not to me. I'm just borrowing them for a little while. Questions, comments, praise, flames, criticizm, etc. are very welcome at piacathrin@rasmussen.mail.dk. I'd like to know what you guys think of this. Whether you like it or not. Let me know. I live on feedback. Summary: This is Mulder-torture galore. Nothing for those with sensitive nerves. Definitely an NC-17 for unusual cruelty toward our fav Fed and adult situations, namely a rape of kinds. If you don't like that, don't read it. Everybody else, please send me comments on this one. CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT by Anna Krycek (aka P.C.Rasmussen) Special Agent Fox Mulder was sitting on his chair behind his desk, staring ahead of himself. Things had finally worked out okay. Scully was doing better and was back to work. Skinner had lightened up a bit after Blevins had been indited and subsequently killed. And things in general seemed to go much more smoothly. If only he could convince his sister to see him. If only he could find her again. He heaved a deep breath and let out a heavy sigh. Scully looked up from her paper work and glanced over at him. "You okay?" "What?" he asked at the sound of her voice. "Oh, yeah. Just a little tired," he then said with a smile. She returned it in her own serene manner. "Why don't you go home and get some rest, then? I think you've deserved it." That made him chuckle. "Thanks, mommy." Stretching and finding himself aching with fatigue, he added a nod to that. "I think I'll do that. I'm worn thin." Scully's head tilted to one side and the smile made him shiver inwardly. She was so beautiful. He knew he felt like that because he had been so very close to losing her. He had basically been able to see her wasting away and it had torn at his heart to see her like that. "You look wasted. Go home. That's an order," she told him. He got out of his chair with a slight effort and nodded. He needed some sleep. She was right about that. "I'll see you tomorrow. Don't stay too late," he said, grabbed his coat and shrugged into it. "I won't. You just get some sleep. I expect you to be a whole lot more chipper tomorrow. Okay?" Scully eyed her partner in a new light... well... in a brighter light, than before. He had been willing to go out on the ledge for her. He was willing to die for her. She knew that. He would compromise himself, put himself in a situation he could not handle just to save her. And the realization of this had made her hold him in higher regard than ever. Their friendship was second to none. And briefly she wondered if it could become more. But thoughts like that were immoral. He stopped next to her chair and put a hand on her shoulder. "I promise. I'll be my old self tomorrow." With those words, he took off. * * * * * Unlike what he had believed when he left the office, he was able to sleep. He dropped down on his bed after shedding most of his clothes except for his boxer shorts and closed his eyes and moments later he was out cold. He slept uneasily, dreaming dreams of old events, things that had been painful and humiliating to him. Things he had experienced at the hands of one English woman he didn't like to think of too much. After a long time, he woke with a start, blinking up at the ceiling above him. He felt a little more rested, but also odd. At first, his mind still drowsy, he couldn't quite figure out why. Then there was a rattle and a tug when he tried to move his right hand and it hit him like a ton of bricks. He was handcuffed to the headboard of his own bed. "What the..." he mumbled, looking first at his right wrist then his left, wondering what he had missed here. Then he looked around the bed room. Nothing else seemed out of order and there was nobody in the room with him. Frowning, he tried to pull himself backward to sit up but found that his feet were somehow restrained as well. This was starting to be a little less than funny. He pulled at the restraint around his left foot and heard a rattle. How he could not have heard or felt these chains being applied to him was a mystery. He usually slept very lightly and awoke at the smallest sound. Again his eyes drifted toward the open door and the dark hallway beyond while his mind frantically tried to come up with an explanation for this situation. It reminded him of things he didn't want to remember. He again tugged at his right hand, testing the strength of both the cuff and the headboard, but both were unrelenting. A million options ran through his mind and in that connection, the faces of as many people paraded before his inner eye. Who could have done this to him? And why? "Ah, you're awake." The voice was nothing but a low purr, but he would recognize it anywhere. His head snapped around and he stared at his captor, his expression displaying all the disbelief in the world. This couldn't be. He shook his head, too dumb-founded to say anything at all. This wasn't right. Not at all. Standing there in the open door was Dana Scully, displaying a side of herself he had never, ever seen before. And for that matter, hadn't believed she possessed, either. She was dressed in a black velvet body stocking which accentuated her pale complexion graciously along with elbow-lengthed, black silk-gloves which clung to her arms as if they were painted on. And that was all she was wearing. Her hair was wild, teased up to become a mane around her head and her face was heavily painted. Ruby lipstick and dark-blue eye shadow along with eyeliner to underline the deepness of her eyes. Under normal circumstances he would have been turned on by this look like nothing before. This was a version of a dream come true. But the thought that this wasn't like Scully was prominent in his mind. And the look in her eyes scared him. It was feral, hungry and he had a pretty good idea what she was hungry for. "Scully?" he finally managed. Pursing her lips, she came closer, moving like a hungry cat stalking a mouse. Her hips swayed, her head was shoved forward a bit, her black-gloved hands slid restlessly up and down her sides, caressing herself. "Yes, Fox. It's Scully," she purred, smiling almost viciously. He stared at her, the majority of his consciousness hoping he would wake up any second now. This had to be a twisted dream. A fantasy, of course, but still twisted. He had never thought of his partner this way. That she would be into something that was so demeaning to him as bondage. Shaking his head, he stared at her. "What's going on here, Dana?" he almost whispered. She reached the bed and started down the length of it, heading toward the foot end. And all the while her eyes were running over his body, almost touchable in their intensity. "What do you think is going on here, Fox?" she countered, her eyes briefly meeting his before her hungry gaze once again started wandering down his body. He swallowed hard. His throat had gone dry. This was something that Phoebe Greene could have come up with. He would suspect other women of this, too. But not Dana Scully. Finally getting a grip on his surprise, he tried to work up a temper. "I'm not sure what this is about, Dana, but I don't like it, okay? Joke's over," he told her, managing to force an edge to his voice. He still hadn't regained his composure completely. She stopped at the middle of the foot end of the bed, looking up at him with a lascivious smile. "What joke's that, Fox?" she purred. "This is no joke. This is something I've been wanting to do for a long time." Now he was getting scared. If he read this right, this wasn't just bondage. And he had a pretty good sense of things like that after having had the dubious pleasure of Phoebe Greene's company in bed. She had been sadistic to put it mildly. "Dana, cut it out," he snapped. "I'm not into this thing, okay? I don't like it. And this isn't you." "Isn't it?" She eased forward, her hands on the bed spread between his feet, her tongue coming out to brush her lips. "What about all those videos you always watch? Don't you want to live them? Don't you want to be... carefree for just one night?" Her right hand slipped up on his left leg just above the shackle that held it in place and he jerked at the sensation of the silk on his skin. "This is not the kind of thing I watch," he snapped. He was more frightened than angry now. This wasn't going to be an easy one to get out of and the closer she got, the less likely it was that she would back off. Her hand slid up his shin to his knee, her left hand doing the same to his right leg. "Dana, stop it. This isn't funny." He knew what this would do to him. He also knew how he would feel during and after. And he knew how he would feel in the morning. The first time Phoebe had put him through this, it had taken him a week to be able to face others again. He had been certain that others could tell what they had done and he was utterly ashamed of it. Ashamed and bruised. It had been more painful than pleasant and he certainly wasn't into painful sex. Her hands climbed higher, coming to rest at the edge of his boxer shorts. Every single inch of muscle in his thighs was tight and his breath was rapid and superficial in presentiment of what she had in mind for him. "Oh, but it is funny," she countered in a deep purr. She eased forward, letting her hands slip up over his shorts to his stomach. "Relax and enjoy it, Fox. You may never have the chance again," she added, leaned down and sank her teeth into the tender skin of his stomach. And it was no nip. He yelped in pain and surprise, twisting to try and get away from her, but her teeth's vice-like grip on his skin made him stop the attempt. She wasn't biting hard enough to break the skin, but definitely hard enough to hurt him. "There's nothing to enjoy about this. Now, stop it, God damn it," he hissed through clenched teeth. Her teeth released his skin again and she raised her head to look at him. There was nothing relenting in her eyes. Nothing of the tenderness and warmth he had become accustomed to. "Stop it?" she asked. "I haven't even begun yet." To prove it, she lunged forward, coming face to face with him, one knee on either side of his hip. "You know, I thought you'd be a whole lot more into this, Fox. You disappoint me," she told him and rocked back a bit. Her lips parted and the tip of her tongue darted over her teeth while she eyed a potential target on his body. Then she eased down over his chest, painfully slow, until her lips were hovering right over his right nipple. He knew what she had in mind and moved, trying to get away from her, knowing full well that he couldn't. But she anticipated every move he made and followed him. When he tried to move again, she closed her teeth around the nipple, bitting down hard, drawing another yelp of pain from him. The tip of her tongue teased the nipple for a second, then she released it and clamped down on his left nipple. He yelped again, sweat breaking out all over his body. "Dana, please. Don't do this," he begged, hoping to appease her in some way by showing her his weak side. The fear he felt stemmed solely from his utter surprise in the situation. He had never ever thought that she would put him through something like this. Not Scully. But here she was, displaying every trade he had come to despise in a woman. She nipped the skin right below his left nipple, causing him to jerk. "Please," he begged more insistently. "Don't be such a wimp, Fox," she hissed against his skin. Her right hand snapped up to grab his chin and she held it firmly as she rose up to stare down at him. "I thought you had a little more spunk that this. A little more guts. But look at you now. You're begging. That's not very becoming." He stared up into those blue, blue eyes, afraid and angry and confused all at once. This couldn't be happening. It was virtually a rape. He could only hope that she wasn't going to go that far. But by the look in her eyes he knew she would. And that she would make him suffer every step of the way. Her vice-like grip on his chin ceased when she released him again. His fear of the next step she would take was heavily underlined when her right hand suddenly grabbed his crotch and squeezed the life out of him. And he couldn't even scream properly because she had clapped her left hand over his mouth. He writhed, trying to get away from the offending hand, aware only of the pulsing pain that was spreading through his abdomen. She held on for a moment, watching his face twist in pain, tears springing to his eyes and oozing out between tightly-shut lids, before releasing him again. He gasped for the breath that the pain had stolen, wishing he could die right then. At least he wouldn't have to see this through. Or maybe he could pass out? That would be a great alternative. If he was unresponsive, maybe she would leave him alone. A little chuckle escaped her as she sat down on his thighs, her hands almost lovingly caressing his abdomen. "I think I'll have to do something about this vocalization of your pleasure. We can't have the neighbors interrupting us, can we?" she said, reached into the front of her body stocking and pulled out two long pieces of cotton cloth, diminishing her breast size in the process. Shaking his head, he stared at her as she bundled one of them up and leaned forward. "No," he begged her. "Please, Dana. Don't do this to me." And that was the last he was able to say because she shoved the bundled-up piece of cloth into his mouth, forcing it in with a strength he wouldn't have thought she had. He gagged, almost chocking on it for a second, and that gave her the opportunity to tie the other one around his head, tying it hard behind his head. Pleased with her handiwork, she leaned back again. "There," she said with a nasty little smile. "That should keep you quiet." To compensate his loss of speech, he started thrashing. He tried to throw her off, tried to perhaps get her to fall to the floor so she would be angry enough to leave. He didn't care who found him like this. As long as it didn't go on. But any move he made was anticipated by her and she let him ride it out until he gave up. Patting his stomach, she smiled. "Are you done now?" Not waiting for a reply, she peeled one glove off, exposing what looked like artificial nails. And he knew how they could hurt. Especially if she had glued them on right. "One more stunt like this and they can pick your intestines off the floor tomorrow," she told him good-naturedly. To prove her point, she jabbed four razor-sharp nails into his chest, making him crumble up as much as the restraints allowed. "Don't even think about it, pretty boy," she hissed and racked her nails over his chest, leaving bleeding gashes behind. When that didn't stop his attempts to protect himself, her hand found his crotch again and dug nails into his balls. He screamed into the gag, the pain so nauseating he almost lost his dinner. And, considering the gag, that would have been catastrophical. "No more thrashing, okay?" she cooed, releasing his crotch again. He was definitely on the verge of tears. Not so much because of the pain. He had been there before and he had hated it. Phoebe Greene, whom he for some unexplainable reason could not resist even now, had taken him to Hell and back again. She had enjoyed every step of it. He had been embarrassed and in pain every step of the way. This was a one-way street. Both could not enjoy it. And he certainly didn't enjoy it. It didn't turn him on at all. On the contrary, he felt sick and low and lousy due to it. To have to relieve this had been one of his nightmares. But in his nightmares it had always been Phoebe doing this to him. The few times he had allowed his mind to wander toward his partner, they had been engulfed in sensual and soft love-making. Not this painful torture that Phoebe had called the best form of sex. Of course, it was only the best when she could demolish her partner's mental state and make it hard for him to walk the day after. There had been no vice-versa. But the pain was definitely not what made him want to cry although it was hard enough to bear. It was that his soft fantasies of Dana had been ripped to shreds by this devastating turn of events. She grabbed the edge of his boxer shorts and pulled them down. He attempted to speak, to make some kind of plea, but she was deaf to it. Her gloved left hand closed softly around his cock and caressed it with slow strokes of her thumb. "Come on. Come on," she cooed as if she were trying to lure an animal out of it's den. "Make me happy." It was with the utmost regret that he once again had to realize how little control he had over his body. His cock hardened in her hand and he was deadly afraid of the feral look in her eyes while she coaxed him to become bigger. The feelings of lust combined with the mind-shattering fear of the pain she could cause rippled through him. The fear, he knew, intensified his sexual drive, driving him toward an edge of no return. He moaned into the gag, not from lust but from fear and shame, trying to twist away from her, but her legs held him in place and he instantly stopped the attempt when she ran a nail along the underside of his cock. Glancing up at him, she smiled approvingly. "You're learning," she told him, noting the tears now freely streaming down his face. "Oh, stop blubbering, you baby," she added coldly, her previously soft grip hardening around his cock. He moaned in pain and fear, trying hard to retain his tears without much luck. She let her index finger run down the length of his erection until she hit the base. "I said stop blubbering," she snarled and jabbed a nail deep into the soft skin there. He jerked, trying to pull away, but again her grip on his cock hardened into a vice-like hold, causing him even more pain. It took all the self-control he could muster to not pull away again. When she was happy about his ability to stay still, she released her grip and removed the nail. His breath came in harsh little gasps around the gag and he wished so desperately that he could pass out, but knew he wouldn't. That was always the thing, wasn't it? When you really needed to pass out, you couldn't. He tried to concentrate on getting his breathing back under control, but it was hard. He was sore already and he knew she wasn't even halfway done yet. She pushed herself backward and lowered her head down over his now straining erection. "Ahh, that's what I like," she whispered, opened her mouth and almost swallowed him whole. Her tongue pressed against the back of his cock and her teeth closed over the base hard enough to make him try and crumble up. With almost savage anger, she ripped her head upward, scraping his cock all the way to the head. The pain that caused him was excruciating, debilitating and he felt the cuffs around his wrists cut into the skin when he fought the restraints with all his might. Her teeth were clamped down on his cock and he thought he would die right there. Not even Phoebe had caused him this much pain. All his muscles cramped up, jittering with the strain of the pain, sweat rolling down his body while he cried into the gag, tears rolling down his face. He jerked violently at the cuffs holding his hands, causing the metal to dig deeper into his flesh, and all he could think of was that he wanted to die, needed to die right there and then. Just to get away from the pain. He sobbed, aware that it was increasing her anger, but unable not to. The pain lessened after a moment where she stared at him, leaving behind a painful throb down the length of his cock. Her eyes ran over his body again, then she lowered her head again, opening her mouth. He gagged once again, knowing what she was about to do, and had to concentrate hard on not throwing up. She scrapped her teeth over him again, causing more moans of anguish. For what seemed like forever, she hurt him and coaxed him into hardening even more, the erection now extremely painful because the skin was raw and bleeding severely. Her renewal of the pain over and over again drove him insane, making his writhe in agony. Somewhere in the back of his head he wished he could come so she couldn't hurt him any more, but also knew that she would probably hurt him worse if he came before she wanted him to. Then finally, she straddled him. "Ready for some real lovin'?" she asked him, grinning viciously at his suffering. His eyes grew wide when she grabbed his aching member and guided it home. The warm wetness of her was like salt in the wounds she had caused and he squeezed his eyes shut, biting down hard on the gag to -- in every sense -- ride this out. He winced every time she pressed down on him and the tight grip of her vagina on his painful erection made him want to scream again. The pain was unbearable and her constant admonishments that he wasn't to come before she told him so made him desperately clamp down on his need for the release. His hands had found the chains of the handcuffs and he was holding onto them, trying to prevent the metal from causing any more damage to his aching and bleeding wrists. His ankles felt swollen and painful, too, and he briefly wondered if he would be able to walk the following day. He didn't think so. The greatest pain of course came from his molested cock, which was now throbbing hard inside her. She drew fire along the sides every time she shoved him home and he found he could even control his need to thrust into her. The pain took it's toll on the lust he might have felt. Any enjoyment had been washed away in a red sea of pain. And just when he thought it couldn't get any worse, he felt her starting to contract and the pressure became devastating. And this time he did scream. She hammered him home with every downward thrust and he writhed in agony beneath her, his mind not wanting to accept the unacceptable. That this was Dana doing this to him. Not Phoebe. Not anybody else. His sweet, lovable Dana was causing him this kind of agony. His mind refused to accept this and he kept his eyes shut, wanting desperately to pretend that this wasn't so. It had to be Phoebe. Only she could be this cruel. Then he felt her hot breath on his ear. "Now you can come," she whispered hoarsely. He let loose, knowing that it would bring release in more ways than one. He emptied his painful load into her, sobbing at the release, at the shame, at the pure and utter disbelief he felt at this situation. He would never be able to face her again. Straightening up on top of him, she looked down at him, pleased with her handiwork. "Oh, Fox. Thank you. That was better than I had hoped," she said, causing him to look up at her with blood-shot, tear-filled eyes. She patted his face like a mother would that of a child, still smiling. "And remember. No mention of this tomorrow at work, okay? And don't act strange toward me or I'll be back tomorrow evening. And then I'll really make you writhe." Her promise, stated in a cold, hard tone of voice, made him shiver involuntarily. She pulled off him, spilling his semen all over his pelvic area, before she slipped off the bed and padded out of the room. For a moment, he feared she was going to leave him like this, but she returned moments later with a towel, dressed in a brown suit he had seen her in before, her hair brushed back into a pony-tail, looking completely like the old Dana again. Except for the scornful expression on her formerly so pretty face. She tossed the towel at him, pulled out a key and undid the shackles around his ankles. "Now, don't pull anything stupid, okay? I'm more fit than you are and I can easily stay all night." He didn't dare do anything. Even when she undid the cuffs around his wrists, all he did was roll over on his side, both hands going down to cup his aching crotch. She patted his back for a second, then got off the bed. He heard the clanging of the chains as she stashed them away, but didn't turn around to see her leave. "See you in the morning, Foxy," she said, her tone of voice as scornful as her expression had been. He first managed to work up the courage to remove the gag when he heard the front door click shut. With a pained effort, he rolled over on his other side, protecting his cock and balls from too much movement with one hand, and slowly sat up. Every move he made was painful. His wrists were bloated and bloody and so were his ankles. Easing his feet onto the carpet, he heaved a deep breath before getting up. Nausea rippled through him, making him gag almost uncontrollably. He managed to make it to the bathroom before he threw up. Kneeling in front of the toilet, one hand still cupping his aching crotch, he started crying again. He was angry at himself for not being able to retain the tears, but never the less he sobbed like a little kid, interrupted only when his stomach rolled too much and he vomited again. It took him half an hour to be able to get unsteadily back to his feet. His first notion had been that he needed a shower. More desperately than he had ever needed anything before. Although he knew it would hurt like hell, he had to wash some of the shame away. The shower was a long and painful process and he felt only marginally better afterwards. His stomach was still upset and he limped back to the bedroom hunched over like an old man. Wincing, he pulled the bedspread off after positioning a bucket next to the right side of the head of the bed. Gagging again, he slumped over the bucket, dry-heaving for a moment. He knew he needed to tend to his wrists and ankles and mostly to his cock, but he just couldn't face that right now. He hurt too much and he felt too sick to deal with it. Instead, he slipped under the covers, lying on his side, trying to get as comfortable as possible. His cock felt mostly as if someone had stepped on it with heavy work boots and it took a long time before he finally slipped into a restless, nightmare-filled sleep. There was nobody he could call, nobody he trusted enough to call on an occasion such as this. Under normal circumstances, he would probably have called Scully. As degrading and embarrassing as this was, he would have trusted her enough to deal with this discreetly. But now he didn't trust her any further than he could throw her. And a small voice in the back of his head kept insisting that it hadn't been her. Couldn't be her. He was a good judge of character. Had basically been forced into being one by people like Phoebe. And he didn't think he could have been so much off center. Dana Scully wasn't like this. But he kept seeing her face, the lascivious look in her eyes, the joy with which she administered him pain. This memory caused his stomach to convulse and he woke up again, gagging. He hauled himself to the edge of the bed toward the bucket and let out a cry of pain when his injured cock got squeezed between his thigh and the mattress. Whimpering, not knowing which he should tend to first, he curled up again for a second before the need to throw up once again overcame him. * * * * * Dana Scully glanced at her watch for the umpteenth time, glanced up at the wall clock again to make sure it wasn't her watch that was too fast, and sighed. Okay, she had told him to go home and get some sleep, hadn't she? She nodded to herself, grabbed the receiver and dialed an internal number. The few times she had tried calling her partner had brought no result. His machine answered the call. "Hi, Kimberly. Have you heard from Agent Mulder? I can't seem to reach him and he hasn't turned up yet," Scully said once Skinner's secretary answered the call. There was a brief, confused pause. "Uhm... he called about half an hour ago. He's sick with the stomach flu or something and won't be coming in for a few days. He sounded really bad." Kimberly hesitated for a second, but had to voice her confusion. "I thought he'd call you right after." "The stomach flu?" Scully asked, instantly concerned. "No, he didn't call me. He was probably not feeling up to it. Thanks. I'll call him right away." Scully hung up the phone and stared at it for a moment. Stomach flu? she thought. He had looked tired, but not sick the previous day. With a deepening frown, she grabbed the receiver again and dialed his number. It rang twice, then the receiver at the other end was finally picked up. "Mulder, it's me," she said and was answered only by silence. "Mulder?" There was silence for a moment longer. "Yes," he confirmed, his voice barely audible. She could virtually hear how poorly he was doing. "My God, are you all right? How bad is it?" she asked, deeply concerned. Another patch of silence answered her. "As if you didn't know," he whispered hoarsely and hung up. Scully held the receiver out from her ear and stared at it as if it had just slapped her. Was she imagining things or had he sounded angry with her? This didn't bode well. Her concern for his welfare blossomed into fear as she got up and grabbed her coat. He might not want to see her right now, but she was going over there anyway. He might be in need of help. With those thoughts, she stalked out the door, intent on finding out why her partner and friend would react this way to her. * * * * * Scully reached his apartment and hesitated briefly before unlocking the door. She knocked quietly while opening the door, but there was no reply. Closing the door behind her, she glanced around the quiet hallway. "Mulder?" she called, not too loudly, and got no reply to that either. Frowning a little, she put her bag down on the floor and shrugged out of her coat. After putting it on a hanger just inside the door, she leaned down to grab her bag and froze. There was a trail of blood on the floor. Not much, but enough to be noticed. She snapped back into an upright position and looked toward the living room. But the trail was leading to the bed room, not the living room. Her frown deepened, her bag forgotten, as she slowly walked over to the half-closed bedroom door. "Mulder?" she tried again without result. She carefully pushed the door open, the still-life of the bedroom unfolding before her eyes. The first thing she noticed was the bedspread lying in a heap at the foot end of the bed. The next that registered with her was that the blood trail disappeared under it. Her eyes wandered up over the bed to the curled-up figure of her partner lying with his back to the door. "Mulder?" she tried once more as she slowly approached the bed. The sheet and the heavy blanket over it was pulled tightly around him, covering him almost completely. When she cleared the end of the bed, she stopped short to study what she could see of his face. He was pale and a light sheen of sweat covered his face. And that was all she could see. She sat down on the edge of the bed, wondering if he had cut himself to leave such a trail of blood. "Mulder," she almost whispered, reaching a hand out to touch his face. Just then, he stirred awake. His eyes opened and he blinked at her once. Then his eyes widened and with a gasp of fear he pulled back. From the contraction of his face she could tell he was in pain. "Mulder, it's okay. It's me," she tried to soothe him, wondering what had brought on that reaction. She once again reached out to touch his face, to reassure him, but never got that far. His right hand lashed out from under the covers and slapped her hand away. "Don't touch me," he croaked, trying to pull further back. Scully was shocked and a little hurt by his reaction and it showed on her face. "Mulder," she said, trying to convey serenity and tenderness to him, but that only made his expression twist further. It took her a second to realize that it was because he felt nauseous. He suddenly reached out for the edge of the bed and hauled himself forward, whimpering as his stomach convulsed and he dry-heaved over the bucket for a second. Scully didn't try to touch him, but her eyes were glued to his right wrist, which was bruised badly. It was bloated, black and blue, with obvious cuts on it. She leaned a little sideways and got a good look at his left wrist, which looked exactly the same. "Mulder, what happened to you?" she asked. He eased back onto the bed, feeling weaker than ever, the only thing strong in him being the fear. He wanted to pull away from her, to get out of her reach, but couldn't move. He simply didn't have the strength for it. He considered a response to her question, a question which would have made him laugh if he hadn't felt so miserable. And all the while that little voice in the back of his head kept insisting that last night's horror had not been caused by her. Managing to finally make his eyes focus, he looked up at her and saw nothing of the woman who had come here the night before. Nothing. And she sounded so sincere in her concern for him and her confusion in regards to his present state of health. "Where were you last night?" he croaked. He thought he knew what the answer would be, but he begged that it wouldn't be what he thought. Because he needed her help so badly. Scully stared back at him, thinking that he had probably tried to call her for help and had not been able to reach her. "At my mother's. She called and invited me to dinner. I'm sorry I wasn't home. I had no idea..." she began, shaking her head, vaguely spreading her hands out. He stared at her. Could it really be? "At your mother's?" he whispered and she nodded. He wished, he hoped that she was telling the truth. The concern and care in her eyes made a lump rise in his throat and he felt tears rise in his eyes again. It hadn't been her. Someone else who had pretended to be her. Someone who had... He couldn't think straight. He hurt so badly he just wanted to die and he couldn't think straight. "When did you get home?" Scully found his questions a little strange, but decided to play along. "Around one. How many times did you try to call me?" She was certain that his questions were based on that. Mulder almost managed to laugh then. Call her? That had really been the last thing on his mind last night. Because he had thought she had been the one to put him through this. But now he couldn't understand how he could ever have thought that. He should have been able to see through it. He also knew that he so easily accepted her explanation because he was desperate for some care. Wincing, he curled up even more. "Mulder, what happened to you?" she pressed, not at all happy about the situation. He was crying openly, obviously in pain and distressed and she could do nothing about it until he told her where he was hurt. His wrists looked bad, but the abrasions seemed to be rather superficial. It couldn't be causing him this much discomfort. His right hand suddenly grabbed out for hers and she took it in both of hers, holding it hard. "I don't feel so good," he whispered. This was starting to be embarrassing now that the fear was ebbing away. Embarrassing like hell. He wasn't sure he could handle having to tell her what had happened. But he certainly didn't want to deal with any other doctor. This was not going to be public knowledge. "I'm aware of that. I saw the blood on the floor, Mulder. Where are you hurt? Did you cut yourself?" she asked and was a little taken aback by the pained smile on his lips and the fact that he didn't want to look at her. For a moment, she reflected on his reaction, then it hit her what it could mean. "You don't mean..." she began, glancing down his curled-up, covered body. He simply nodded, not saying a word. Scully heaved a deep breath and let it out in a sigh. This was complicated. Very complicated. Mainly because she wasn't sure what this meant. If it was as serious as she got the impression of, she was baffled that he was not in a hospital. But, on the other hand, she still didn't know exactly what his injury was all about. Only that it was in a... sensitive area. "You should be in a hospital," she said after a moment, having to voice her thoughts at least partially. "No," he whispered sharply, his hand clutching hers hard. "No hospital. This is embarrassing enough as it is, Scully. I don't need this to be on my record." She understood him and also realized that it was probably worse than she hoped, but better than she feared. "I'm going to go down to my car and get my bag. I'll take a look at it. If I feel that I can't deal with it, you have to go to the hospital, okay?" He nodded once, making no commitment other than that. A million thoughts raced through her head as she ran down to her car to get her bag. It was incomprehensible to her that anybody would actually want to harm Mulder. It had happened before, of course, but this was different. She didn't know yet what had happened and she could only imagine it. And what popped into her mind wasn't pleasant. When she returned to his bedroom, he had pulled the covers tightly around himself again. She sat down on the edge of the bed once more, trying to build up the stamina it would take to see her partner naked. Not that it would be the first time. But, and this was important in her mind, it was the first time that she was alone with him and he was conscious. She reached out to grab the edge of the covers. "Let me have a look," she said. He almost laughed again, too embarrassed to look at her. This was bad for his reputation. The only time he knew of that she might have seen him naked had been the one time he had been out cold after that fateful trip to the Arctic. And he wished desperately that he could pass out now. He didn't know why, but this wasn't the situation he wanted her to see him without clothes in. "Maybe you shouldn't," he tried. "And maybe I should. Let go of the covers, Mulder. You're not the first man I've seen naked and you probably won't be the last, either. I'm a doctor, after all," she told him, gently tugging at the sheet. For a moment longer, he held on, then his fingers slowly opened, releasing the edge of the sheet. She was aware how awkward this was for him and it was no less so for her. But she would never show it because it might increase his discomfort. She slowly peeled the covers off him, exposing his chest first and noting the deep scratch-marks there. Gently she pushed his arm out of the way to take a closer look. "These... cuts are infected," she told him. "Not badly, but they should be cleaned." The shiver running through him as she again pulled the covers further down was a clear sign to her that this was a very bad and demeaning situation for him to be in. Her eyes trailed over his body until she had uncovered enough. For a moment, she stared at his abdomen with absolute horror, then she briefly glanced at his face, noting that he was definitely not looking at her. His eyes were squeezed shut and an occasional tear trickled from the corners of his eyes. Heaving a deep breath, she looked back at the injuries. "Jesus," she mumbled. She placed a hand on his thigh and pushed it back a bit to get a better look. No wonder he was feeling sick. The injuries, although not as bad as she had feared, looked extremely painful. And she knew that the body of a man most of the time responded violently to injuries in that particular area. She even felt her own stomach roll at the sight and feared she might not be able to maintain a professional perspective on this. "Uhm..." she began, not really knowing how to put this to make it any less embarrassing. "There seems to be some infection here," she told him, having to keep talking to take her mind of what she was looking at. Reaching into her bag, she pulled out a pair of latex gloves and pulled them on. "I'm going to take a closer look..." she went on, hesitating before she touched him. It felt wrong, somehow, and she again wished that he would agree to go to the hospital. But she could also imagine the scorn he would receive if this ever got out and it would get out. She knew that. If it was in his file, all his so-called colleagues would have access to it and they would use it against him. Carefully, she moved his penis and he hissed, jerking when she touched him. "I know it hurts. I'll try to be as gentle as possible." For an agonizing half hour she examined and treated him and when she was finally done, she pulled the covers back over him. The scratches on his chest were dealt with, his ankles and his wrists had been cleaned and bandaged. His genitalia was a different story. Scully had administered the only thing she could, considering that even the lightest touch had almost sent him to the roof with agony. After going over the contents of her bag, she had applied an ointment which was mildly antiseptic and anesthetical. She had then given him an injection of Pentazocine and waited for it to take effect before she wrapped the whole thing up in a light bandage. With a sigh, she leaned back. "That's it," she said, pulling the gloves off again. He kept his eyes closed for a moment longer, then slowly opened them again, blinking sluggishly at her. "Thank you," he whispered. "Feeling any better?" she wanted to know, sitting with her hands in her lap. He blinked again, then slowly raised his eyes to meet hers. What he was most afraid of was her reaction to this. That she might see him as incomplete somehow. That she might find this funny. But all he saw in her eyes was concern for his well-being. "A little," he told her after a moment. She smiled, not certain if he wanted to be touched or not. "Good. It should heal fairly quickly if you rest a lot. So there's no work for you for the next couple of days," she said, the latter in a stern tone of voice. She was set on keeping him in bed until he was able to move without too much discomfort. "I don't really feel up to it anyway, so that's fine with me," he countered and looked away again. "Now you tell me what happened," she insisted after a moment, not really certain she wanted to hear it. He lay still, staring ahead of himself for a moment. The pain had subsided after the injection had taken effect and that left him with the capability to think more clearly although his mind was a little sluggish from the drug. "You'll think I'm crazy," he mumbled after a moment. "I already think you are," she teased him mildly. "So, shock me." staring ahead of himself for a moment, he considered how to tell her what he had been through, to tell her who had put him through it, but couldn't find the right words. "It's..." he began, hesitated, then cleared his throat. "Uhm..." Closing his eyes, he wondered if it would be easier if he didn't look at her. "After I came home, I decided to try and sleep. So I went to bed. I woke up some time later to discover that I had been... chained to my bed." He paused again, glancing at her. Scully watched him intently for a second, then decided that he might find it easier if she didn't watch him. She got up and walked over to the window to look outside, keeping her eyes on the street below. He stared at her back for a moment, trying to force his stomach to stop rolling. The memories of those hours. Swallowing hard, he tried to maintain a grip on himself. "Uhm... naturally I was confused. I'm not... into that, if you know what I mean." She nodded, but kept her back turned and he found that he was actually grateful for that. He didn't want her staring at him in disbelief or disgust, feelings he was at this moment experiencing himself. "Then... she turned up. I was..." he tried to go on, but found that he couldn't get himself to tell her that he had thought her capable of doing something like this to him. "She was... slick," he mumbled. "Full of scorn and glee. She went about... hurting me. After she was done, she removed the chains and left again." Scully frowned, keeping her back turned. When he didn't go on, she briefly closed her eyes. "Why didn't you call someone? You could have left a message on my answering machine, Mulder." Her tone of voice was lightly admonishing and she intended for it to be as she could not understand how he would not call for help when he was in so much pain. He was quiet for a long time, trying out explanation after explanation in his head and found that none of them would make any sense to her. Not unless he got down to the point and that would mean risking her utter disbelief or resentment. He wouldn't be able to take either. Not after what he had been through. "She looked like you," he mumbled quietly. Scully stiffened. Had he really just said what she thought he had? Slowly turning around, she stared at him. "Excuse me?" He didn't look at her, didn't want to look at her. "She looked exactly like you," he repeated a little louder. "I was dumbfounded. I couldn't make sense of it. And all while she... did what she did, I kept thinking that it couldn't be true. That you would never do something like this. Not to me. Not to anybody." He closed his eyes and pressed both palms onto his face. Groaning, he tried to erase the pictures in his mind, cursing his photographic memory to hell. "I was scared. Petrified." Scully could do nothing more than stare at him for a long time. Conflicting feelings fought for dominance in her, making her feel partially horrified by the idea and partially angry. The anger was caused mostly by the fact that somebody would try and pull a stunt like that. "Whoever arranged this did it to separate us for good, Mulder. Unfortunately for them, they don't seem to know me very well. And obviously they don't know how strong a bond of friendship we have." She sat back down on the edge of the bed, pressing her hands over his. "I would never, ever do something like this to you. Especially not to you. The idea alone is revolting to me. I don't like to hurt other people and I don't like being hurt myself. I don't get a kick out of it." Letting her hands trace down his arms, she grabbed a hold of them and pulled his hands away from his face. He opened his eyes and faced her, looking pained and embarrassed and afraid. "I'm not leaving your side from now on and until we find out who did this. And when we find them, they'll be dealt with. I will not have something as obscene as this get between us, Mulder. I care too much about you to let that happen." He stared up at her and the first kindling of his inner feelings for her was stirred. He grabbed both her hands and held them tightly, unable to find words for what he was feeling at that very moment. "Thanks," he mumbled instead. "You're welcome," she replied and sighed. "I don't understand this," she added. "I don't understand why they would go to such lengths to separate us. Are we really that dangerous to them? " "Together, I guess we are. Separately... probably not." He mimicked her sigh, worn-out from hurting too much for too long. "Scully." She met his eyes with a soothing smile. "Don't leave me alone, okay? Not even for a moment." "I'll stay here until you're well enough to move. Then you're coming home with me. They'll have to be bold as hell to try something there," she told him, squeezing his hands tightly. Mulder kept his silence, knowing that this woman would not shy back from hurting Scully. And under everything, there was a gnawing doubt. Had she really been as gentle as she could have been? He closed his eyes, trying to close out the haunting image of that so unbecoming smile on her face. Scully briefly caressed his cheek, unable not to notice how he flinched when she touched him. "You must be exhausted. I'll let you get some rest. I'll be in the living room if you need me," she told him and got up. He nodded weakly, already half asleep. * * * * * His dreams were intruding, forceful, almost nightmarish. He was hurting, alone. Nobody around he could trust. Nothing anybody could do to help him. He saw Scully, begged for her help, but she only laughed at him, a sickening, superior laughter which tore at his soul. With a gasp, he woke up, moved a little too forcefully and gasped at the pain this caused him. His wrists were sore and still swollen and so, he felt, was the rest of him. He rolled carefully over on his back, aware that the painkillers Scully had given him were wearing off. He didn't know if he could handle the pain right now, but remembered that Scully had left him some pills and a glass of water. He turned his head toward the nightstand and froze. The glass and the pills were gone. Looking toward the other side of the bed, he spotted the glass there. It crossed his mind that Scully wouldn't have put them out of his reach, but he ignored the obvious oversight and pulled himself laboriously across the bed toward the alluring painkillers. He reached a hand out for them but another hand dropped down to cover them. He almost forgot to breathe when his eyes trailed up her arm to her face. That woman again. The one who looked so much like Scully. With a burst of energy and strength he previously would have denied he was in possession of, he pushed himself backward. His attempt to sit up, though, caused him to jerk violently. "Careful now, Fox," she whispered, her expression evil. "You wouldn't want to hurt yourself, now would you?" "I know you're not Scully," he gasped, pulling as far back as the bed allowed. "Do you now?" she cooed and started around the bed. She was wearing that body stocking again and the sight of it made him cringe. "And how do you know that? Just because I can play nice?" He stared at her, not wanting to believe what she said. "You're not Scully," he repeated. She reached out and grasped his right ankle, closing her fingers hard around the bandage and he yelped, trying to kick out at her with the other foot. But she caught that, too, pressing both his feet down onto the mattress. "Oh yes, I am," she told him and pulled at his legs. Her strength was considerable, freighting in it's intensity. "Let go," he winced, trying to twist out of her grip. The more he moved, the tighter her grip became and the more it hurt. "You're not Scully," he insisted, sweat springing out on his brow. He was about to call for Scully, to scream for her if necessary, when his assailant leapt forward, slapped a hand over his mouth while pressing him down on the bed with unbelievable force. She forced his arms under her knees, holding him in a vice-like grip between her legs, and smiled viciously at him. "Easy now," she shushed him. When he didn't calm down, she pressed a finger against the cuts on his chest. It hurt bad enough for him to stop moving. "That's better," she cooed. "Now, where were we?" He put more effort into getting free, but no matter what he did, he couldn't seem to shake her. And that convinced him that she wasn't Scully. Couldn't be. She was too strong to be human. When he once again attempted to get her off him, to get her hand away from his mouth, she did something he hadn't expected. She hammered a fist into his solar plexus, causing instant paralysis from the pain. He couldn't breathe for a moment and she used that moment to shackle his wrists and lock them to the head board of the bed. Wheezing, he tried to regain enough breath to scream for help. But again she beat him to it, stuffing a roll of fabric she retrieved from the front of the body stocking like before into his mouth. He fought the restraints, causing himself more pain that necessary, but he hoped that the racket he was making would wake Scully up. Dana Scully had fallen asleep. She woke up with a start, not sure what had roused her at first. She sat up on Mulder's couch and brushed both hands through her hair, blinking. There was some kind of noise in the background and at first she didn't pay attention to it. Then it suddenly hit her that it came from within the apartment. She was off the couch, wide awake and running toward the closed bed room door within a second. Her gun drawn, she pushed the door open and stopped at the sight that met her. His tormentor had returned and she did look like her. "Get away from him," she yelled, angry at herself for not paying better attention. She should have been able to prevent this woman from entering the apartment. Holding the gun with both hands, she didn't take her eyes off the woman long enough to check on Mulder. "Don't make me tell you twice," she warned hatefully. The woman slipped off the bed and straightened up, her eyes locked on Scully's. There was no doubt in her mind that Scully would pull the trigger if she didn't comply. "Well, I guess you're right, Fox. I'm not Dana Scully," she said, briefly glancing down at the suspended man. As she did, she changed. She shape-shifted into another woman. "Shooting at me would be a very stupid thing to do, Agent Scully," she added. "You would both die and I could just walk out of here. So what do you say we call a truce?" "A truce?" Scully snapped. She had realized that most of her anger was focused on the fact that this woman had disguised as her to hurt Mulder. "I don't think so. Back away from the bed." Her tone of voice was harsh. "I'm sorry you see it that way," the woman countered, edging away from the bed, holding her hands up. Not because she was afraid of being shot. She was trying to lull Scully into believing that she had the upper hand here. She edged along the wall toward the foot end of the bed and took a step toward Scully. "Stop moving," Scully warned her, in turn taking a step closer herself. A moan from her partner distracted her and she glanced at him, appalled at seeing him in this condition. Before she had a chance to react, the shape-shifter had backhanded her harshly across the temple, knocking the world out of focus. The next blow was administered to her solar plexus hard enough for her to pass out instantly. Scully hit the floor, the gun dropping down on the bed. "No," the shape-shifter said with a wicked smile. "You stop moving." With that comment, she grabbed Scully and hauled her out of the room. She dumped her just outside the bed room door and closed it. "Now we can have some fun," she said and turned back to her helpless, terrified, struggling victim. * * * * * Scully came around to a major headache and an aching chest. She sat up gingerly, trying to regain her bearings, briefly disoriented. Then the gruesome facts of what had happened came back to her and she staggered to her feet, her eyes on the half-open bed room door. It was awfully quiet in the apartment. Much too quiet for her liking. Glancing briefly at the front door, she wondered how long she had been out. Aware that what she might see could be upsetting, she heaved a deep breath and pushed the door open. Standing in the doorway, she stared at the scene unfolded before her, trying to comprehend that someone would do this to another person. Her eyelids slid shut for a moment, then she slowly walked up to the bed. He lay sprawled on the bed, a blood stained sheet barely covering him, and all she could see were cuts and bruises. The bandages around his wrists and ankles were soaked with blood, the gauze which had covered the wounds on his chest still stuck on one side, revealing the newly gouged gashes. Among a whole lot of new ones. The only thing untouched by this mayhem was his face. She sat down on the edge of the bed, her breath shallow. The whole world had slowed down, setting everything to slow motion. She reached icy fingers out to touch his throat, feeling for the pulse and finding it. It wasn't nearly as weak as she had thought. Actually she had thought that it would be none-present. The way he looked could easily have let her to believe that he had not survived this second encounter. On second thought, she feared he might wish he had not survived it when he came around. That thought put her gears in motion. To think that he might wake up to a world of pain was not something that would happen as long as she was around. No way. She returned to the living room to get her bag, filled a syringe with morphine and injected it into his arm. That should keep him under until she had dealt with the worst of the cuts and bruises. Then she would give him a shot for the pain and move him to somewhere. After the initial shock had reseeded, she became painfully aware that she would not be able to move him on her own. There were actually two options open to her. The first was calling the Lone Gunmen. But she couldn't with any kind of certainty estimate whether they would help. They probably would, but she was uncertain about how far they would go for their friend. The second option was the one she dreaded, yet preferred. At least Skinner wouldn't have any qualms about firing a gun if necessary. She systematically worked around the sheet covering him while cleaning and bandaging the wounds, leaving the worst till last. There was no doubt in her mind that this... woman or whatever she was had -- in want of a better word -- molested him again. When she finally reached the point where she could no longer put it off, she gingerly removed the sheet and, with her mind in clinical mode, she estimated the damage done and the future side effects this might have. Dealing with the problem at hand pushed her troubled thoughts of why this had happened aside for the time being. She worked well under pressure, yet the subject of her attention was one she would have preferred to leave in the capable hands of another medical doctor. This was a bit too personal. When she was finally done, she had no doubt in her mind that he would be in pain when he woke up again. No matter how much Pentazocine she filled him with. After cleaning up the bed room as much as she could, she put the blood-stained sheets to soak in the sink in the bath room and finally found herself running out of things to do which could postpone that call she had to make. It had gotten dark in the meantime and she wasn't too keen on having to explain why she needed his help regarding her partner. Mostly she would have to come up with a way to keep this a secret. Reluctantly, she reached for the phone and dialed his number. "Skinner." His response was gruff as always and Scully winced inwardly at what she was about to do. "Sir, it's Dana Scully," she said. "Scully?" He sounded surprised. "Do you know what time it is?" he added a little bruskly. Frowning, she glanced at the clock on the video and pursed her lips. It read 11.30 pm. "Oh, uhm... I had no idea it was this late. I'm sorry about that, but I need your help. Urgently!" A brief moment of silence followed that. "For what?" he asked, his tone suddenly more mellow. "Uhm..." She briefly considered how to put it. "It is a highly confidential matter. One that I cannot turn to anyone else with. And I'd rather not discuss it over the phone." She was not trying to flatter him, but mainly to make him understand that it was important that he didn't talk about it. She paused, giving him a chance to react to it. "Where are you calling from?" he wanted to know, more or less letting her know that he would help by not turning her down at once. "Agent Mulder's apartment, sir," she countered. She heard him sigh and knew what was going through his head right now. "Not another...suicide attempt, is it?" he asked, his tone of voice slightly sarcastic. Scully would have been able to see the funny side of this if the situation hadn't been so serious. "No, sir. This is a little more serious than that," she replied, hearing the tenseness in her own voice. He grumbled something under his breath. "All right. I'll be right over. But I expect an explanation, Agent Scully," he finally said and hung up. Scully returned the phone to its holder. "Oh, you'll get one. And I'm sure you won't like it," she mumbled into the darkness of the living room. * * * * * Skinner arrived at Mulder's apartment half an hour later. After turning the engine of his car off, he sat there for a moment, unable to imagine what could be worse than that staged suicide. But he had no doubt that Scully would have let him know if it had been a genuine death. With a heartfelt sigh, he got out of the car and went upstairs. Scully opened the door, letting him in. Skinner briefly glanced around the small hallway, noting that the bed room door was closed, then focused on Scully. "All right. What is this all about and where is Agent Mulder?" The way Scully avoided his eyes made him uncertain about why he was here. "He's in the bed room and I'd rather not discuss the reason for my request for help here. Agent Mulder has had... uhm... an accident, twice, and we need to get him out of town to prevent it from happening again," Scully said. She really didn't want to discuss the reason here. Mainly because she thought the apartment might be bugged. It annoyed her slightly that Mulder had this much influence on her, but she was starting to believe in his rather paranoid view of the world. Skinner again glanced at the bed room door, then looked back at Scully with a frown. "And you can't get him out on your own. Is that it?" he wanted to know and she nodded. "Yes, sir. That's it. Mainly because I can't move him myself and... well... I couldn't call anybody else. He has begged me not to call an ambulance, although I do believe it might serve him better to get to a hospital. But I understand his reluctance and I do believe that he would not be safe in a hospital." Explaining it without telling Skinner what she was talking about was the hard part here. And she knew how annoyed he could get if people weren't clear about such things. Skinner took a step toward the bed room door, then glanced at Scully. "I'm not happy about this," he told her. "Neither am I, sir, but this has to be done. To protect him both physically and mentally," she insisted. * * * * * The cabin was far off from Washington, high in the Appalachian Mountains. It belonged to Scully's family and had been a family heritage as far back as she could remember. Rarely used, she doubt that very many people outside of her family knew it existed. Hence she had chosen this very spot to take her friend and partner to help him heal and protect him from further attacks. The morphine, a generous shot by any measure, had kept him under for the whole trip. Scully had -- to prevent any embarrassment and too early demands for an explanation -- clad him in a pair of loose sweatpants and the matching sweatshirt. The only explaining she would have to do from that were the bandages around his wrists and ankles. But even those Skinner did not ask about. He merely had helped her get him down to her car, whereafter they had driven both cars to the cabin. Once Scully had installed her partner in the downstairs bed room and assured herself that he was still out and hence not in any pain, she returned to the living room. Skinner had turned on some lamps and had started a fire in the fire place. When she dropped down heavily on a chair across from him, he stared intently at her. "Are you going to explain to me what is going on?" he wanted to know after a moment. "I will," she said, looking down at her hands lying in her lap. "It's just difficult." Heaving a deep breath, she held it in for a moment, considering the best choice of words and found that there were no choices. "Yesterday," she began, glancing at her watch and noting that it was well past one in the morning. "Actually, two days ago," she corrected herself, "I told Agent Mulder to go home and get some sleep. He looked like something the cat had dragged in. He went around mid-day and as I did not want to bother him, I did not call him that day. The following day, yesterday, he did not show up for work, as you know. He called in sick with the stomach flu. I called him to check on him and was quite surprised by his rather blunt reaction to me. He has been angry at me in the past for various reasons, but this did not sound like anger. More like a mild kind of fear and a pretty big dose of resentment." She paused, glancing up at Skinner, who was listening to her without comment. "I went over to check on him as his behavior was rather bizarre and, quite frankly, I was concerned about him. I let myself in when he did not respond to my knocking. The first thing I noticed was a trail of blood on the floor." Frowning, she recalled the moment she had realized what had happened to him. "He was in bed and at first I believed that he did have the stomach flu. But..." "He didn't," Skinner continued for her and she nodded. "That's right. Although his immediate condition could point at that. He was feeling nauseous. But not due to any kind of flu. It was due to something he had experienced during the late evening or early night." Rubbing a hand over her face, she tried to phrase it in her mind first. But even there the words would not come. "He had been... for want of a better word... molested." Skinner's surprise was obvious when he leaned forward, staring at her with disbelief. "Molested?" "Yes. That's the only word that fits this scenario. Otherwise I would have to use the word..." she went on, but hesitated, then looked up to meet his eyes "... raped." That brought a frown to his face. "Agent Scully, are you telling me that Agent Mulder was...raped in his own apartment?" he asked, wanting to have it cleared up completely. Scully nodded serenely. That caused another bout of disbelief. "By whom?" Scully sighed deeply and folded her hands, staring down at them for a second. "Well... I'll get to that. The whole thing is still a little... absurd to me." Pursing her lips, she went over the conversation she'd had with Mulder in her mind. "His initial reaction to me when he woke up was rather surprising. He drew back. He looked like he was terrified by the mere sight of me. I managed to talk him out of this apparent horror and received an explanation as to why he had reacted that way. He thought that I had done that to him." Skinner found this whole thing a little too bizarre at the moment. "You?" he asked. "How should you have been able to do something like that to him? He's quite a bit taller than you and my guess is that he is also stronger than you. This is ridiculous." "That was my initial reaction, but the state he was in made it no laughing matter. He had... deep gashes on his chest and his wrists and ankles had been scoffed badly by shackles of some kind. But that wasn't the worst." She hesitated, not certain she should go into detail about this. "It wasn't?" Skinner asked, not at all sure he wanted to hear the rest. He had a bad feeling about what she was going to say. Like he knew already. "No," Scully said, finding it difficult to keep her shoulders relaxed. She cleared her throat, as embarrassed by what she had to tell him as she was angry that it had happened at all. "His... abdomen. The skin was raw and bleeding. I don't know for certain what caused it, although I can imagine. It was also infected. Not as badly as I had feared. Obviously he had been able to make it to the bath room and shower, hence cleaning most of the wounds he had received out. There were also signs of severe bruising. In my training as a doctor, I cared for his wounds after he insisted that I should not call an ambulance. He was afraid of the consequences if this kind of information were to appear in his official file." Skinner had to swallow hard at her words. This was insane. "Jesus," he mumbled, finally understanding why this situation seemingly was so difficult. "I would have thought that he knew better than to think that this kind of information would be stated in his official record, Scully," he said after a moment. "But no matter. I take it this happened again?" "Yes, it did. I decided to stay, to keep an eye on him and... well...aide him in any way possible. Mainly because he was afraid that this... woman would come back. And she did come back. I attempted to stop her, but she managed to knock me out and when I came to again, it was all over. If he gets away with the physical scars, he'll be lucky. I don't believe that he will, though. I'm afraid he may need some kind of psychological assistance once he's back on his feet." Skinner nodded. "We'll see to that when the time comes. Right now I'm interested in who this woman is. Did she look like you?" he demanded. Now came the really hard part of her explanation. "Uhm... yes. At first she did," she said. Frowning, Skinner sat back on the couch, staring at her. "At first?" "Yes. At first she was an exact copy of me. Then she changed. Became somebody else. Don't ask me to explain it. I can't. I just know what I saw and there is no question of trickery here, either. The daylight was flooding the bed room." She shook her head in silent denial of her own words. "I don't understand it. I can't possibly understand how she did it. And, in general, I don't care. What I want to know is why. Why would anybody want to do this to him? Why would anybody want to do this to anyone?" The thought of what she had told him made a shiver run up his spine. This was bad news. "Well, if she looked like you, the reason is obvious, isn't it? What better way to drive a wedge between the two of you than make him believe that you would do something like that to him." Scully nodded. "My thoughts exactly. But why did she come back? I mean, she must have been aware that I was there. Although I was asleep when she turned up, she could not have avoided seeing me." "Obviously these people don't understand the kind of... partnership you have with Mulder," Skinner said, revealing that he was quite aware of how close they were. "And maybe she just got carried away. You know as well as I do that there are people out there capable of doing this to others without the slightest feeling of remorse." They were silent for a moment, each engrossed in their own thoughts on the subject, then Scully finally nodded. "I believe you're right. I also believe that this... woman will make another attempt. I hope that they do not know about this cabin, but they have previously proven to be quite resourceful and I would not be surprised if she turned up here." Pausing, she considered their options. "If she is indeed one of these... whatever they are, these people with the green poisonous blood, then we can't let her in here. If we have to shoot her, we have to do it outside. Otherwise we could be infected by this retro-virus that Mulder has previously been exposed to. A virus which kills within a very short time." Nodding his consent, Skinner finally shrugged out of his coat. "We'll deal with that when we get to it, Scully. Right now, I think we could both benefit from some sleep. I can only imagine the kind of pain that he will be in when he wakes up and I have a feeling that the next couple of days will be rather stressful." Suppressing a yawn, Scully suddenly realized how tired she was. "How do we explain that all three of us are absent from work?" she wanted to know. "Well, you have obviously been infected by that stomach-flu which has knocked Mulder out," Skinner countered indifferently. "As for me, I've just decided to take a few personal days. It's been a while since I had a vacation and I think I'm entitled to a few days away from the office. What I do in my spare time is no business of theirs." * * * * * Pain was what eventually tugged him out of the blissful darkness surrounding him. He woke up in pain, his throat dry, unable to focus his eyes. Any move he made sent nauseating waves of pain through him. He squeezed his eyes shut, his fingers digging into the covers of the bed he was in. Unfamiliar scents assaulted him along with sounds he could not identify. Groaning, he opened his eyes again, but found that he was still unable to get a clear picture of the room he was in. And that brought panic with it. In his attempt to sit up he was harshly reminded of why he was in this state. The pain spreading from his abdomen made him gag uncontrollably and it was only due to the fact that his stomach was already empty that he did not throw up all over the place. Wincing at the painful contractions of his stomach, he rolled over on his side and curled up and wished he could just pass out again. A door somewhere behind him opened. He frantically blinked his eyes, trying to clear them, aware that the person entering the room might not have his best interests in mind. A cool hand touched his brow so suddenly, he jerked back. "Easy, Mulder. It's me." He listened to her voice, trying to read her intentions. And then things slowly started falling into place. He again remembered what had happened and that she was not the enemy. Moaning, he grabbed out for her and caught her wrist awkwardly. She touched his face, aware that he had trouble seeing straight. The morphine was not entirely out of his system yet. "Shhh," she shushed him. "Easy. I gave you a shot of morphine yesterday. You may have difficulty in focusing just yet. Just try to relax. Are you in pain?" He nodded, his throat too dry to speak. "I'll give you a shot for it," she said. He heard her fiddling with something, felt her swap his arm and the needle penetrating the skin. After a moment, the pain ebbed away. Scully ran a hand through his hair, pushing it away from his face, and found it difficult to contain an almost anguished expression. "It's all right. I'm right here," she told him. He cleared his throat, trying to speak, but nothing came out. "Don't try to speak. You must be parched," she said. "Hang on. I'll get you something to drink." She disappeared for a moment. He blinked, hoping that his eyes would soon be able to give him a clear picture of his surroundings. One of the scents bombarding him, he had identified. Pine. The room smelled of pine. And that meant he wasn't at home any more. Or in Scully's apartment, for that matter. He heard her coming back and could make out a fuzzy outline with swimming colors randomly distributed through out. She touched a cool glass to his lips after helping him raise his head and he drank greedily. She didn't let him have too much at once. "Where am I?" he finally managed to ask her. The water helped him focus, too, and the whole scene slowly returned to normal. "A cottage that belongs to my family," Scully countered, touching his forehead for a moment. "Well, you don't have a fever. That's always something." Unable to concentrate for longer periods of time -- obviously a side-effect of the morphine -- he let his eyes slide shut. "How did you get me here?" His voice was barely audible. Scully rearranged the covers, tugging him in. "I had to call help. The only kind of help I was able to get without having to worry that something might go wrong." When she looked back at his face, she found him staring at her despite his obvious fatigue. "I called Skinner," she told him. Mulder merely nodded once. That was what he had expected when she said she had called help. "You're finally beginning to trust him, huh?" he wanted to know. She nodded. "Yes, I am. And now you need to rest some more. You're in no condition for asking questions." Getting up, she smiled weakly at him. "You've been through hell. You need time to heal." He blinked a few times, then closed his eyes again, too tired to argue with her. There was a dull throb in his body and he just wanted to get away from it. * * * * * Scully stood in the open doorway, leaning one shoulder against the door frame while staring out at the forest which surrounded the cottage. She had loved this place when she had been a kid. Home had always been different, never one place the same, yet all of them alike in some uncanny way. This place had been the true constant in her childhood. A place of serenity, of calmness. This was the place where her parents were relaxed and content just to be together. She glanced sideways at Skinner when he stepped up behind her, staring at the trees engrossed in his own thoughts. "Is he going to be all right?" he asked after a moment. "Physically, yes. Mentally, I don't know. He's so screwed up already, I'm not certain what this will do to him. He has so much mental baggage to drag around..." She shook her head, breaking off before she said something she shouldn't. Skinner gave her shoulder a squeeze. "Don't worry. Mulder is a survivor. He would have succumbed a long time ago if he wasn't." Heaving a deep breath, he wondered if an attack was forthcoming. "We've been here for two days, Scully," he added almost as if on second thought. "I know," she countered, hoping that whatever would happen would happen soon. The waiting was getting to her. "To be quite honest, I'm afraid to return to Washington. As long as that... female is out there, she can still hurt him. And I think he's been hurt enough." Pursing his lips, Skinner frowned at the forest. He did not see its serenity or calmness. He saw it as a potential hiding place for whatever foe they were up against now. "Whatever is going to happen will happen. And when it does, we will be ready for it." With those words, he turned around and went back into the cottage. "I sure hope so," Scully whispered, stepped back and closed the door. * * * * * After having spent two days in bed where he had been basically unable to move, Mulder found that he was in better shape when he woke up the third day. Gingerly, he pushed himself up in a sitting position, instantly aware that the pain was much less potent that it had been. A dull throb was all that was left and it made him sigh with relief. He felt weak, worn-out, but still better than he had felt two days ago. With an effort, he pushed himself to the edge of the bed, and pulled his legs over the side, intent on getting up. He wasn't a man who stayed in bed any longer than he necessarily had to and now that he felt this much better, he wasn't about to lie around and do nothing. He grabbed the sweatpants lying on the chair next to the night stand, but hesitated before pulling them on. He felt awkward and he was still apprehensive about the pain, but he also wanted to get up. It had been a struggle, but eventually he was up, dressed in the pants and the sweatshirt. His first testing step went a lot better than he had hoped and although he walked as if he were treading on eggshells, he made it to the door before he had to stop. He hadn't had anything to eat or drink in almost four days and it was no surprise to him when he was overcome by a dizzy spell. He leaned forward a little, grabbing his knees with his hands and waited it out. When the black spots cleared from his vision again, he straightened and opened the door. The cottage was quiet, still lulled in the stillness of early mornings, as he made his way toward the open kitchen door. He needed some food, something to drink. His stomach insisted on it. Standing there, a piece of bread in one hand and a glass of water in the other, he suddenly felt the traction of standing up. It hit him like a ton of bricks and the dull throb he so far had been able to ignore blossomed into something more. Focusing on keeping his balance, he let go of the bread and grabbed out for the kitchen counter. Steading himself, he set the glass down next to his hand, a strangled sound escaping him. It had dawned on him that the painkiller had just stopped working and he cursed himself for not thinking of it. He eased down on a chair, breathing deeply a couple of times to at least keep his stomach from rolling too much. "Damn," he breathed. The distance back to the bed room seemed too much to overcome and he had no idea what time it was. Hence he had no way of knowing if Scully would be up any time soon. Another strangled sound of agony escaped him at the thought of having to sit here for much longer. "Aren't you up a little too early?" Scully's voice broke through the haze in his mind and he looked up, deadly pale. "I'll get you something for the pain," she said and left again only to return moments later with a filled syringe. She squatted down next to him, swapped his arm after pulling up his sleeve and gave him the injection. Rocking back on her heels, she waited for it to work before she spoke again. When his eyes slid shut and he exhaled a shuddering sigh, she knew the Pentazocine was finally working. "What are you doing up?" she demanded. Not looking at her, he tried to come up with a halfway defendable explanation. "I was hungry," he mumbled. Scully nodded and rose. "Come on. Let's get you back to bed." She took his arm, helping him up. He eased down on the bed, moving carefully. Although the injection had taken away most of the pain, he knew he shouldn't overdo it. If would come back to haunt him later if he thought he could move too much now. Scully drew the covers over him and sat down on the edge of the bed. "According to what I can see, you've been more frightened than hurt. No permanent damage. I have no doubt that it hurts like hell, though. And to avoid causing yourself more pain than is absolutely necessary, I suggest that you stay in bed until you don't feel any pain at all. And that's without the painkillers. You can't count on being able to move around while affected by the painkillers. Mainly because it will come back to haunt you later if you do." Embarrassed by his own overconfidence, he didn't look at her. "I know," he agreed. "I'm sorry. That was stupid. I just thought..." he began, but trailed off. "I know, I know," Scully said, patting his arm. "Just take it easy, okay? You'll be up and about in no time if you just take it easy." That evening Skinner was standing on the porch, watching the forest once more. There was something out there. His deeper-lying instincts, which he had fought so hard to suppress after returning home from Vietnam, had stirred and come alive half an hour ago. He knew something was watching the cabin. He could sense it in a way that reminded him of the war. Restlessly scanning the surrounding forest, he was about to warn Scully when she turned up beside him. Noting the way he was watching their immediate surroundings, she realized that something was up. "Problems?" she asked in a low tone of voice. "Maybe," he countered. "You better go back inside and keep an eye on Mulder. I don't want him to be alone." Scully nodded and returned to Mulder's bed room. Mulder looked up when she came in, instantly aware of her state of mind. "What's going on?" "I'm not certain, but Skinner seems to think somebody's out there," she said, nodding toward the window. Mulder glanced toward the window and swallowed. He suddenly felt very much like a little kid afraid of the dark again. Except that this threat was very real. "How can you possibly think that you can stop her, Scully?" he wanted to know. "We'll stop her. Even if it means blowing up the whole forest," she countered through clenched teeth. Her shoulders were up around her ears, her whole posture aggravated. "I won't let her near you again," she added, her eyes on the window. "Maybe you'd better come with me. I think it's safer if we all stay together." Mulder nodded and laboriously got off the bed. Scully helped him into the living room, but he didn't stop there. He slowly walked up to the open door. Skinner briefly glanced at him, then returned to stare at the forest. "How are you feeling?" "Mostly embarrassed now," Mulder countered, gabbing a hold of the door frame. He could almost feel the disapproval at his choice of reply. "You've got nothing to be embarrassed about, Mulder. It's not like this is something you chose to go through." There was no doubts in that statement and Mulder was grateful that his boss saw it that way. "No, that's for sure," he agreed. "Anything out there?" Skinner didn't need to reply to it. She had turned up between two pine trees and just stood there, watching them in turn. Skinner pulled his gun and Mulder heard the safety being switched off Scully's gun right behind him. She brushed past him to stand in front of him. The shape-shifter took a few steps closer and stopped again, eyeing them thoughtfully. "Well, well, well. You're better protected than we thought," she said, her eyes on Mulder. "Much better protected." "Turn around and walk away," Skinner advised her. "Or what?" she wanted to know, her eyes shifting to his. "You die," he countered indifferently. "Do I now," she cooed, smiling coldly. "And how do you propose to survive killing me? My blood is poison to you people. The vapors alone will cause you incredible agony before you die." "Not out here it won't," Skinner told her, still sounding utterly indifferent. That seemed to cause her to pause. She didn't reply at once and a frown furrowed her brow. She was a beautiful woman, yet her eyes displayed her true self and that made her ugly. "And how do you know that?" she wanted to know. "I just know," Skinner countered and finally raised his gun. "Turn around and walk away," he repeated. Shaking her head almost sadly, she took a step forward. "I'm sorry, but I can't do that. I had never planned on it going this far, you know. I got a bit carried away," she told them, her eyes flicking back to Mulder, who in turn flinched and drew back a step. Scully had raised her gun as well and had it trained on her. She was so close to just pulling the trigger right there and then, that it actually scared her a little. Mainly because she felt nothing at the prospect of taking a life. "Walk away," she supported Skinner's statement. The woman smiled. "How's the head, Agent Scully?" she countered and the smile became a grin. Evil and unattractive. "One step closer and we open fire. Turn around and walk away," Skinner told her once more. "I'm not telling you again." She kept on grinning, obviously convinced that they would not do it. She was looking forward to having some more fun and if it meant killing those two in her way, she would. She was gleeful in anticipation when she stepped forward. Just then, she realized that Skinner had not been kidding. He fired the moment she moved. The slug hit her dead center in the forehead, ripping through her brain and instantly destroying the nerve-center which allowed beings like her to usually survive shots like that. Her dying thought was that he had known exactly where to shoot her to kill her. And then the world went black. Skinner lowered his gun as the woman collapsed to the ground, the disintegration starting up almost instantly. "Well," he said while watching the body on the ground turn to green slush, "nobody can say I didn't warn her." Mulder stood still, staring out at the scene with an odd feeling in his guts. What actually surprised him the most was that Skinner had killed to protect him. Slowly, his gaze drifted over to his boss and he stared at him. "You killed her," he stated, his tone of voice displaying his surprise. Skinner looked back at him for a moment, then glanced at Scully. "After seeing what she did to Scully, I didn't want to take any chances. After hearing about what she did to you..." He left the rest unsaid. There was no need to continue that sentence. With a tight expression, he went back into the cottage. "Now we can all go home," he added and went upstairs to get his things. Scully sighed deeply, her eyes still on the rapidly dissolving body out there. "Yes, now we can all go home," she agreed and turned to face Mulder. "But I still want to keep an eye on you, so you're coming home with me." When he opened his mouth to argue, she raised a hand. "No discussions, please. There's nothing to discuss. You're going to stay with me until you're fully recovered. End of story." Mulder just stared at her for a second, then gingerly stepped aside to let her back inside. She strode past him and followed Skinner upstairs to get her things. All the while, Mulder kept staring out at what was left of his nemesis and he just couldn't help wondering if she had been a clone. THE END....? Feedback=more stories piacathrin@rasmussen.mail.dk