Blood Ties Chapter 6 (Blood Ties Series) by Dawn Georgetown Memorial Tuesday 11:10 a.m. "This is Skinner." Grey coiled the telephone cord around his thumb, the steel band across his chest loosening just a bit. Five minutes of clinging to the shreds of his patience, feeling like a ping pong ball bounced from one extension to another, but at last he had the man himself. Sucking in a calming breath, he gathered his scattered thoughts. "Walt, this is Grey. Don't talk, just listen for a minute." A quick glance at the two nurses standing anxiously to his left, and Grey turned slightly, lowering his voice. "I'm at Georgetown Memorial. From what I can gather, there's a hostage situation in progress on the third floor, the northwest wing. A single gunman, undetermined number of hostages. I've already talked to hospital security and they've cordoned off the area -- no one comes or goes. So far the gunman hasn't attempted communication with anyone on the outside, but you'd better get a team down here right away." "Hang on." Amusement displaced fear for a moment, Grey's lips twitching at the sound of Fox's hard-nosed boss barking orders to his secretary. A flurry of shuffling papers and slamming drawers, then Walt was back on the line. "You're saving the best for last, aren't you?" he asked, but the dry tone thinly masked his concern. "Fox and Dana walked right into the middle of it," Grey confirmed grimly. "I barely got out myself, thanks to Fox's quick reflexes. And Walt... I think Elena is up there too." A string of creative expletives gave credence to Skinner as an ex-marine and inexplicably cheered Grey. "Has anyone called the police?" "Not to my knowledge. So far, not many people know what's going on, and I've been calling the shots." "Let's keep it that way, for now. You sit tight and I'll be there ASAP." Skinner paused, and when he continued his voice had abruptly switched from assistant director to friend. "They'll be all right, Grey. Mulder is a profiler, he's got years of training and experience in just this type of situation." Grey strove to accept the reassurance, couldn't bring himself to do so. "Seven days ago, Fox had one foot in the grave, Walt. He's not up to this, no matter how thorough his training." Skinner didn't try to argue. "On my way." Grey replaced the receiver, tamping down the overwhelming desire to act, to return to the third floor in a foolhardy attempt to rescue his brother. He squeezed his eyes tightly shut, wishing he could block out the image of Fox, pale and gasping for breath, fighting for his life in the ICU. Yes, he'd made amazing strides toward recovery the past week, but he was still a shadow of his normally energetic self. Regardless of the danger in catching a stray bullet, the stress alone couldn't be good for Fox's fragile immune system. Grey's morose thoughts were interrupted when the stairwell door swung open and a group of agitated, weeping nurses tumbled through, a security guard on their heels. Grey crossed the hallway in three long strides, his eyes searching hopefully for his brother and Dana but finding Elena's dazed face instead. "Elena! Elena!" he called, one arm swinging in a wide arc to catch her attention. "Sir, please step back. She can't speak with you now," the guard, an older man with salt and pepper hair and an obvious paunch, looked half-terrified and wholly out of his element. Grey impatiently pulled out his badge as Elena freed her hand from the iron grip of a younger nurse and hurried to his side. "Detective McKenzie, Raleigh PD. I know all about what's going on up there -- I'm the one that called security. I suggest you take these ladies to the staff lounge. The FBI is on its way, and they'll want to talk to everyone." Looking extremely relieved to have some instruction, the guard ushered the little group down the corridor. Grey turned to speak to Elena, finding himself face to face with Nick Brewer instead. "What's going on?" Nick demanded quietly, his eyes darting from the departing guard, to Elena, and then back to Grey. "Where are your brother and Dana, and why do those nurses and YOU (he indicated Elena with a small jerk of his head) look as if you just saw a ghost?" "More like a monster," Grey muttered under his breath. Elena looked at him, shaking her head. "Not a monster, Grey. Just a desperate man willing to try anything to save someone he loves." Grey's eyes hardened. "Yeah. Well, I'm feeling a little desperate myself. I'm assuming he still has Fox and Dana?" Elena nodded, her brown eyes warm with empathy. "And Dr. Lawrence." "What are you saying? Will one of you please give me the secret decoder ring so I know what the hell you're talking about?" Brewer snapped, exasperation replacing his normally benign calm. "There's a gunman on the third floor holding Fox, Dana, and this Dr. Lawrence hostage. A patient's disgruntled family member?" Grey waited for Elena's acknowledgement. "Husband. His name is Daniel Rynne. His wife was just removed from the transplant list. That's essentially a death sentence," Elena said, rubbing wearily just above her right temple. "So he's got nothing to lose," Grey mused grimly. "Not a promising set of circumstances." "It's worse than that. He's wearing a bomb, Grey, strapped to his chest. He says that if Dr. Lawrence doesn't guarantee her a new heart he's going to flip the switch. Dana agreed to look over her medical records - trying to buy time, I guess." Her words robbed all the oxygen from Grey's lungs, leaving him lightheaded with dread. He sensed Brewer stiffen, heard him swallow hard before mustering a shaky query. "What can I do?" When Grey didn't immediately respond, Elena reached out to wrap her fingers around his arm just above the elbow. A gentle squeeze brought him back from the knife's edge of panic, grounding him. He slowly drew in a deep breath and released it, a slight bob of his head to signal he'd regained control. "Begin implementing whatever procedures you have for emergency closure of this hospital. See that any incoming patients are rerouted to other hospitals and clear out as many of the ones present but not admitted that you can. And whatever you do, DON'T mention the word bomb unless you want mass hysteria on our hands." Brewer offered up a mock salute, but the tremor in his fingers spoiled the effect. Grey watched him trot off in the direction of the main desk, then returned his attention to Elena. "Are they still on three?" "Mulder talked him into moving up to the fourth floor," she began, breaking off when Grey groaned and slapped one hand to his forehead. "He moved *up*? Is he crazy? That's just one more floor to..." Elena's brows drew together. "The southwest wing of four is under construction, Grey. NO patients. And the floors beneath consist mainly of diagnostic services and the cafeteria. It wasn't just an impulse --Mulder knew what he was doing." One corner of Grey's mouth turned up at the indignation in her tone. "Okay, okay. So there's a method to his madness. Sorry I doubted him." He ducked his head a little to study her face. "Did he seem...all right?" She grasped the significance of the question immediately. "I'd say he was handling the situation quite well for someone who was circling the drain ten days ago. Dr. Lawrence, on the other hand looked ready to piss his pants." Grey's mouth dropped open in shock before he burst into laughter. "Elena, you've got a hell of a way of whistling in the dark. I needed that." She smiled, but her eyes were sad. "I know. I'm going to give Nick a hand with getting the ball rolling. Page me if you need me." Grey slumped against the wall, shoving his hands into his pockets and glancing at the wall clock. Hopefully Walt would be arriving soon -- he was more than willing to relinquish control. His years with homicide in Raleigh left him ill-prepared to handle a potential disaster of this magnitude. Bad enough a hostage situation, but now a bomb thrown into the mix. "Least things can't get much worse," he mumbled, closing his eyes. "For the hundredth time, I'm looking for Dana Scully! She was here with a patient named Fox Mulder. M U L D E R! Now are they still here, or not?" Grey's eyes flew open. The voice rose above the buzz of emergency room clamor, loud, angry, and all too familiar. The cap of auburn hair only confirmed his fears. Grey buried his face in his hands. "Oh, God. They just did." 4th Floor Tuesday 11:30 a.m. "Been married long, Mr. Rynne?" Mulder asked, one long finger tracing patterns in the construction dust that littered the floor. Rynne tore his eyes from where Scully sat methodically reviewing charts and test results to squint suspiciously. Mulder's face was guileless, his body posture a relaxed sprawl against the wall. Rynne's stiff shoulders slackened but the gun remained pointed toward Lawrence's head. The doctor remained rigid with terror, nearly hyperventilating. "Twenty-three years. Got married right out of high school." Mulder whistled low and shook his head. "Staying together that long is no small feat. You must love her very much." "Figured that out all by yourself, did ya, Professor? You really are a genius," Rynne sneered, but his eyes were an open wound. "The name is Mulder. Have any kids?" Scully glanced sharply at Mulder from behind the curtain of her hair. Their eyes locked, communication flowing without a word uttered. *What are you doing, Mulder? Don't mess with this guy!* *Trust me.* Scully rolled her eyes, a tiny grunt of annoyance her response as she refocused on the chart in her lap. "Got two. Girl's a senior in high school. Boy's a freshman at University of Maryland." Rynne's terse reply couldn't disguise his obvious pride. "Maryland, huh? That's great, you must be really proud of him." "First Rynne ever to go to college. Damn right I'm proud." He backed carefully over to a window with Lawrence pressed to his chest, weapon never wavering. To the left was a circular opening in the wall that led to a chute used for bringing construction materials directly to the fourth floor. Rynne leaned against it, the cool draft of outside air drying the sweat on his brow. "How 'bout you and Red? Got any kids?" He should have seen that one coming -- couldn't raise the barriers quickly enough. Mulder's eyes skipped involuntarily to Scully, but she averted her own, ostensibly buried in the data. "No. No kids," Mulder said quietly, his voice tight and level. Rynne pulled his eyes from the view to peruse Mulder's face. "Can't, huh? That's a bitch. Kids are the only thing that make this damn life worthwhile." "Mr. Rynne. Daniel. What are your kids going to think? Have you considered them?" Rynne's face darkened and he stalked angrily across to loom over Mulder. "Of course I considered them! You think I'm stupid? Or is it just that you think I'm selfish, that I'm doing all this for me?" The gun dipped to caress Mulder's forehead, right between his eyes. "My kids need their mother, Mr. Mulder. And, by God, they're gonna have her!" "They need their father too," Mulder persisted, meeting Rynne's thunderous glare. "You set off that bomb and they'll lose you both. Who's going to help pay your son's tuition if you're blown to bits? Who's going to be there to watch him get his diploma?" "Mulder..." Scully's voice was barely audible, yet the alarm was evident. "You think I want to be doing this? Think I enjoy turning myself into a bomb? I HAD NO CHOICE! I didn't know what the hell else to do!" Rynne maintained his chokehold on the doctor but the gun dropped to his side. "I don't think you understand, Mr. Mulder. Theresa *is* my life. She's a part of me now, and I couldn't exist without her." Mulder closed his eyes and swallowed, feeling the heat of Scully's gaze through his sealed lids. *You make me a whole person.* "I understand all right, Daniel. I've even been there. But this isn't the answer." Mulder opened his eyes, saw he'd made a small chink in Rynne's armor. "She wouldn't want this, would she?" Rynne stared at him blankly, then brought the gun back up to Lawrence's temple and turned toward Scully. "I don't want to hurt anyone. I just need Red to look at Theresa's chart, to see that she deserves that operation. Then everything will be okay, you'll see." At his desperately hopeful words Scully lifted her eyes from the data and flipped the folder shut. Mulder read her expression, and his heart plummeted. "Mr. Rynne." She paused, obviously fumbling for the right words. Rynne went still, then snugged the gun tighter under Lawrence's chin. "I may not have a college diploma, but I can read people. I can tell you're not a good liar, Red. Your face is gonna show me if you do. So you'd better level with me and not try any of Lawrence's fancy doctor doublespeak. I'll know if you're just telling me what you think I want to hear, and I won't hesitate to throw the switch." Scully nodded, clearing her throat nervously. "Mr. Rynne," she said gently, running her tongue across dry lips, "I've reviewed all the tests and treatments your wife has undergone. I have no affiliation with this hospital, nor am I acquainted with any of Mrs. Rynne's doctors, therefore I've assessed her condition with an impartial and unbiased eye." "Go on." Rynne's face was lifeless, as if he sensed the blow about to be dealt. Scully licked her lips again, sneaking a quick peek at Mulder, who gave a barely perceptible nod. "There was a time, as recently as a month ago, when a transplant would have benefited your wife. That time has unfortunately passed. The vessels surrounding the heart have further deteriorated to such a degree that attaching the donor organ would be nearly impossible. In addition, her general health and strength have sharply declined, leaving her in a weakened state that makes surgery not only inadvisable, but dangerous." She sucked in a deep breath, then resolutely looked into Rynne's pleading eyes. "Dr. Lawrence was right to remove Theresa from the transplant list, Mr. Rynne. If she were to undergo that operation now, I have little doubt that it would kill her." Continued in part 8 From: Dawn Date: Mon, 27 Dec 1999 22:09:36 -0600 Subject: xfc: NEW: Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (8 of 18) Source: xfc Reply To: sunrise@avenew.com From: Dawn Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (8 of 18) By Dawn Georgetown Memorial Tuesday 11:45 a.m. "So let me see if I've got this straight. Some crackpot with a dying wife and a homemade bomb waltzed into this hospital and has taken a doctor, Mulder, and my little sister hostage? And he's threatening to set off the bomb if his wife doesn't get an operation?" Bill's voice was even, but cold as the blue eyes that bore relentlessly into Grey. He pressed his lips tightly together and nodded, wondering just how Dana's brother managed to make him feel like an accomplice to the "crackpot." "That's right." Bill tightened his jaw and deflected his gaze to a point just above Grey's left shoulder, absorbing the news. Abruptly, his eyes dropped back to Grey's face and he took a half step forward. "Then why in the hell are you here, sitting around on your ass doing nothing? What's being done to get her out of there?" Fury, raw and primal in its intensity, surged through Grey's entire body until he was blind, deaf, and dumb with it. Bill's unjust criticism offended him on a number of levels. Anxiety and frustration with being thrust into a position of authority in an emergency far beyond anything he'd ever experienced in fifteen years of law enforcement. Fear for Fox and Dana's lives. And outrage at Bill's reference to saving Dana while pointedly ignoring Fox. Grey took his own step forward, unaware that his hands had curled into fists. "I've already contacted their boss at the Bureau - he has a team on the way. They've closed the hospital and are in the process of evacuating the floors most at risk. Everything possible is being done to ensure Dana *and* Fox -- not to mention the hundreds of patients and employees -- come out of this alive." At the mention of Mulder's name, Bill's lip curled. "Once again your brother has managed to land Dana in the middle of life-threatening circumstances. Is it any wonder I'm not one of his biggest fans?" Grey's jaw dropped, astonishment temporarily outweighing his anger. "You can't honestly blame *Fox* for this? He's as much a victim as Dana --they were both just in the wrong place at the wrong time." "Funny how that seems to keep happening. Maybe it's because just being with *him* is the wrong place and time," Bill sneered. Grey started counting to ten, got to three, and was in the process of drawing back his fist when he heard someone call his name. "Detective McKenzie? There's a call for you -- he says it's urgent." *Saved by the bell, you ignorant, pig-headed bastard.* "Excuse me," he said with exaggerated courtesy and stalked down the hallway to accept the receiver. "Grey? I'm only about two minutes out. What's the status on our gunman?" Grey let his eyes slip shut, ignoring Bill hovering at his shoulder. "Our gunman's got a bomb, Walt. He's released everyone but Fox, Dana, and his wife's surgeon. Seems she was eliminated as a candidate for a heart transplant and he wants to change the doc's mind." Skinner muttered something that sounded like an obscenity under his breath, then asked tersely. "Elena?" "She's safe. She's the one that told me about the bomb." "Does she have any idea how big?" "Big enough that Fox manipulated the guy into moving to a wing on the fourth floor that's under construction. He did us a real favor, Walt. It's the least populated section of this hospital, and we've already begun evacuating the surrounding floors." Grey heard Bill hiss at his words of praise, fought the desire to turn and flip him the bird. "You've got to close the hospital to incoming patients and..." "Done. Elena and Dr. Brewer are implementing disaster protocols." "Okay, I can see the hospital now. We'll cordon off the area around the southwest wing and. Shit!" Skinner broke off and Grey could hear the faint wail of sirens. "Walt? What's wrong?" Grey demanded. "Who called the D.C. cops?" Skinner growled impatiently. "They're converging on the hospital as we speak, complete with a SWAT team." The sirens grew exponentially louder, and Grey realized he was hearing them through the ER doors and not just the phone. "Maybe one of the security guards. Is this a problem?" he asked uneasily. Skinner blew out a gust of air. "It muddies the waters a bit," he admitted. "Don't worry, I'll handle things out here. Has this guy..." "Rynne," Grey supplied. "Has Rynne attempted to contact anyone? Has there been any communication at all since he released the other hostages?" "No. Elena said Scully agreed to look over his wife's medical records, hoping to stall for time," Grey explained. The thunk of a car door shutting, and then Skinner was speaking authoritatively to someone on the other end of the phone. "Assistant Director Skinner from the Bureau. I need to speak to whoever is in charge right now." Then he was back online. "I'm sending two agents inside to oversee the evacuation. They'll also round up any witnesses for questioning." He paused, then said with a trace of wry humor, "I suppose telling you to get out of there now would be a waste of my breath." "Save it for the D.C. cops -- you'll need it. I'm going to find Elena and see if she can use an extra pair of hands," Grey replied. Inspiration struck and he continued, "But Dana's brother, Bill, is here. You'll probably want your agents to escort him out along with the nurses." He could barely make out Skinner's reply over Bill's belligerent refusal mixed with slurs against his parentage. "Be careful. I'm going to see if I can reach Mulder via his cell phone. Do you know if he was carrying it?" Grey snorted. "This is my brother you're talking about, Walt. I don't think he goes to the bathroom without his cell phone." Skinner laughed quietly. "I see your point. I'm sending a walkie-talkie in with Agent Whiting. You can reach me on channel three. Stay in touch." "Will do. Now go make nice with the D.C. boys, Walt." Grey hung up, grinning a little, only to be cornered by an extremely bad tempered Bill. "Listen, you son of a bitch, I am not leaving this building until I know my sister is safe and sound! Get used to having a second shadow because I'm going to be on your ass until she is!" "I'm flattered, Billy," Grey returned, putting on his cheekiest grin. "And to think Fox predicted we wouldn't get along!" He headed down the hallway in search of Elena, a smirk on his face and a mass of spluttering, pent-up fury hot on his heels. Fourth Floor Tuesday 11: 52 a.m. Mulder winced at Scully's forthright declaration, ready for an eruption of Rynne's barely leashed temper. He ran shaking fingers through sweat dampened hair, fighting to hold it together for Scully's sake. Adrenaline rushes only lasted so long, and he was tired...so tired. Rynne gaped open-mouthed at Scully for several seconds before his face literally crumpled, the lines and planes falling into pure misery. "What?" he whispered, his voice no longer strident, but weak and confused as that of a child. He cleared his throat, summoned a scowl. "Are you sure?" Scully darted a nervous glance at Mulder, took in his dark eyes and pale, sweaty face, and grit her teeth. "Yes, I'm very sure. Mr. Rynne, if Dr. Lawrence were to attempt the transplant it could mean the death of not only your wife, but the next person on the list whose needs that heart. Who could actually benefit from the operation." Rynne tore his eyes from Scully to stare at the quivering doctor in his arms, the gun slipping from Lawrence's throat to hang by his side. "I.I thought. I never." "Theresa wouldn't want that, would she, Daniel?" Mulder asked, his own voice thin. The soft question ignited Rynne's confusion to rage. In a flurry of motion, he strode to Mulder's side and drew back his foot. "Shut up! Shut up! You don't know her, know anything about us, you..." "DON'T!" Scully had cast the chart aside and placed her body between Rynne and Mulder, her face clouded with anger and fear. "Scully, no!" Mulder protested weakly, trying to push her aside, terrified that she would bear the brunt of Rynne's ire. Scully refused to give way and he was currently no match for her strength. She spread her arms out in a protective shield and glared up a Rynne, challenging him to defy her. "This has gone far enough! How many people are going to suffer while you attempt to assuage your own pain? This won't help her!" Sirens, their mournful keening punctuating her question, drifted in along with the cold air from the open chute. Rynne dragged Lawrence over to the wall and peered out the window, his eyes widening. "Shit, shit, shit! There's cops all over the place out there!" Mulder firmly moved Scully to the side, standing on trembling legs. "You're in control here, Daniel. This doesn't have to end badly. Your son..." he trailed off, questioning Rynne with this eyes. "Elliot," Rynne muttered, his eyes never leaving the view but the word choked with emotion. "We named him after my father." "Elliot doesn't have to lose his parents today, Daniel. We can all just walk out of here right now." Rynne ripped his eyes away from the activity outside, a hysterical laugh escaping his lips. "Just walk out? Are you crazy? There must be twenty cops down there! You think they're just going to welcome me, maybe get me a cup of coffee?" "They want a resolution to this as much as you do," Mulder persisted, gently shrugging Scully's restraining hand from his arm and taking a tentative step forward. "They won't shoot if you don't give them a reason to." Rynne's grip on the doctor tightened almost unconsciously and he waved the gun at Mulder. "Oh really, Professor? And what makes you such an authority on what the cops will and won't do?" Scully flinched. *NO, Mulder! Nonononono...* "I'm FBI," Mulder answered gravely, hearing Scully catch her breath. Rynne laughed wildly. "Riiiight! Why didn't you say so sooner, Mr. FBI? Would've been nice to know I had such an important hostage." Rynne's snickering faded when Mulder's expression remained sober and he gingerly removed his badge for scrutiny. Paling, he staggered backward several steps and swung the gun up to point at Mulder's head. "Stay right there and don't move any closer," he warned. "I'll use this if I have to." "You don't have to," Mulder said calmly, voice low and soothing. "Listen to me, Daniel. My boss is probably out there by now and..." The piercing trill cut off Mulder's speech, startling all of them. Rynne's finger actually tightened reflexively on the trigger before the source of the sound registered and he relaxed a little. "My phone," Mulder said, keeping his gaze locked with Rynne's as he carefully pulled it from his pocket and, when the gunman didn't protest, flipped it open. "Mulder." "I distinctly remember signing Scully's request for leave, Agent Mulder, so that you two could go to Mexico. What in the hell have you gotten yourself into now?" Mulder blinked, and his lips curved. Skinner's exasperated growl was exactly what he needed to hear. A balm to his frayed nerves, it pushed back the weariness and renewed his hope. Just knowing Skinner was out there, taking charge, reassured him. "Good afternoon to you too, Sir. I was just talking about you." "All compliments, I'm sure," Skinner replied dryly. "Just answer yes or no. This man, Rynne -- he's still holding a gun on you, Scully, and the doctor?" "Yes." "He's got a bomb?" "Yes." "Big?" "Hard to tell. Enough to take seriously." "Just yes or no, Mulder. Let's not spook him," Skinner admonished. "Is he rational? Have you been able to reason with him?" "Yes, and I'm giving it my best, sir," Mulder replied grimly. "Who is that? I want to know what you're saying and who you're saying it to!" Rynne demanded shrilly. "This isn't a 900 chatline, Mr. FBI!" Mulder pulled the phone from his ear, raising his free hand in a pacifying gesture. "It's my boss. As I was trying to tell you, he's going to be the one running the show out there. If I tell him you're coming out to give yourself up, he'll see that you're given safe passage. No one will hurt you, Daniel. I can promise that." Rynne studied Mulder's face, then shook his head. "I dunno, FBI. I think you're a straight shooter, and I can see you believe what you say. But how do I know your boss is reliable? I don't know anything about him, and my ass is the one on the line here!" "You'll have to take my word for it," Mulder replied evenly. "Accept that I trust him -- with my life if necessary. And I can tell you, trust doesn't come cheaply or easily for me." Rynne dropped his eyes to his shuffling feet in an agony of indecision. "I'd like to believe you, FBI. God, how did I get myself into this whole damn mess!" "I'll vouch for him too," Scully said suddenly, stepping around Mulder to catch Rynne's attention. "He's my boss too." She held out her I.D., disregarding the regret in Mulder's hazel gaze. Rynne let out a hoarse bark of amusement, casting his eyes toward the ceiling. "Only I could manage to take two Fibbies hostage. God, I am such a screw up!" Mulder's voice tightened, toughened. "Then make it right, now. End this. For your daughter. For Elliot. For Theresa." Charged silence as Rynne stared at Mulder as if hypnotized. Finally, he hung his head in a barely perceptible nod. "Yeah. All right." Lightheaded with fatigue and relief, Mulder pulled the phone back to his ear. "Did you hear that, sir?" Skinner's voice was colored with emotion. "I heard it. Mulder, you need to get him to come down the stairs and out the door at the extreme southwest end of that wing. Do you know what I mean?" Mulder glanced down the hallway, saw the glowing exit sign over the stairwell door. "Yeah. I see it." He lowered his voice. "I can't stress enough the importance of keeping everyone back, sir. We're on the razor's edge." "I hear you. Keep this line open and take it slow, Mulder." Mulder heard Skinner bellowing orders as he lowered the phone and inclined his head. "It's your move now, Daniel." "You two lead the way," Rynne ordered, the words trembling as badly as his hands. "I'll hang back a little. Keep your hands where I can see them and don't make any sudden moves." Mulder nodded, trying to moisten parched lips with an equally dry tongue. He steered Scully ahead of him, indicating the stairwell with a jerk of his thumb. His eyes fastened on the red letters above the door, vision tunneling until the rest of his surroundings faded to insignificance. He was over halfway down the corridor before he sensed Rynne begin to follow, the clunk of his boots echoing in the silence. Scully was a mere ten paces from the door when the world turned upside down, splintering into chaotic fragments. "Police! Freeze!" Mulder spun at the command, and time wound down to a snail's pace as his brain processed the overload of sensory data. *A man dressed in black and a kevlar vest, bearing a high powered rifle, poking his head through the open chute.* *Rynne half-turned with Lawrence as a shield, gun bobbing recklessly and his eyes bulging with fear.* *Lawrence, panicked and struggling, one hand clawing at Rynne's grip on his throat, the other scrabbling for purchase on Rynne's chest.* *The snick of the rifle.* *Rynne's desperate grunt as Lawrence's fist found it's mark, pummeling his upper body...* "NOOO!" Mulder screamed, vaguely hearing Skinner's tinny shouts from the phone still clutched in his fingers. Spinning back around, he dove forward, registering Scully's shocked, horrified face as he covered her body with his own. *A flash of brilliant white light.* *A deafening thunderclap that vibrated through his entire body.* *Darkness.* Continued in part 9 From: Dawn Date: Tue, 28 Dec 1999 22:46:45 -0600 Subject: xfc: NEW: Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (9 of 18) Source: xfc Reply To: sunrise@avenew.com From: Dawn Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (9 of 18) By Dawn Georgetown Memorial Floor 2SW 12:10 p.m. Grey slowly lifted his head and propped himself up against the wall, the muscles of his back screaming in protest and his ears filled with an irritating ringing. He shook his head in an effort to dispel the fuzziness, his eyes roving to regain his bearings. One moment he'd been trotting down the hallway, ducking into rooms to confirm they were vacant, and the next he was lying on the floor in a tangle of arms and legs. He heard a grunt and turned his head to see a dazed Bill picking himself up off the tile and fingering a nasty swelling beneath his right eye. Realization crashed over Grey like a tsunami, stealing the breath from his lungs and eclipsing the physical aches and pains. "Oh my god," he murmured, tremors wracking his body and turning his normally mellow baritone to a painful rasp. "The bomb..." Bill froze, his face losing color as well as expression. "Dana." Grey squeezed his eyes tightly shut against the rush of tears. Rynne had detonated the bomb, and Fox and Dana were with Rynne, therefore... His mind shied away from the logical conclusion to those thoughts, but his body ached in response. A vivid picture of the two at breakfast imprinted itself in his brain -- Fox's relaxed, easy banter, Dana's constant, loving touches. He felt liquid warmth on his palms, realized he'd curled his fingers so tightly into fists the nails had sliced his skin. "They must be dead," Bill intoned, voice as blank as his face. "No one could survive that." He gestured to the jumbled and overturned equipment, the cracked, buckled ceiling and drifting clouds of plaster dust. Grey numbly fumbled through his pockets until he located the walkie-talkie and pressed the button with clumsy fingers. "Walt? Walt, this is Grey -- can you hear me?" He barely recognized his own voice, heavy with grief and tears. Skinner's response was a collage of rage, horror, sorrow, and guilt. "Grey? Grey, where are you? Are you all right? Are you injured?" Grey struggled to answer, the words catching in his throat. "I'm on the second floor. The concussion knocked us down and we're a little banged up, but okay. Walt, what happened? Why did he set off the bomb?" Skinner cursed, but Grey heard anguish, not anger in the epithets. "They were on their way out, Mulder talked Rynne into giving himself up. Some damn eager beaver on the SWAT team thought he'd be a hero and took matters into his own hands. He went up the chute used to transfer construction materials to the fourth floor and tried to apprehend Rynne himself. He must have spooked him into setting off the bomb." Grey turned his back on the mute suffering in Bill's eyes, leaning his head against the wall. "How bad is it, Walt?" Silence -- oppressive and damning. "It looks pretty bad, Grey. Rescue crews are assessing the situation now, but the fifth floor appears to have collapsed down onto the fourth. Inadequate support due to the construction caused it to crumble." Grey bit his lip hard, shaking his head though he knew Skinner couldn't see it. "I won't accept that they're gone until I see the bodies," he choked, swiping at renegade tears with the back of his hand. "They could still be alive up there, Fox has more lives than a cat, you know that, and if he managed to get clear of the immediate zone of impact, if he was able to protect them from..." "Grey." Skinner uttered the name with fierce compassion. "You need to get out of there now and let the rescue crews take over. They're the professionals; it's their job. That whole wing is unstable and you could..." "NO!" Skinner bit off his attempt to calm, shocked by the vehemence. "I will not sit by while Fox and Dana might be trapped, still alive! I'm going up there, Walt. I'm going to find them." "You don't know what the hell you're doing, Grey!" Skinner hissed, furious. "You could cause more damage, blundering around aimlessly, not to mention get yourself killed. You and I both know odds are overwhelming that they didn't survive! You need to clear out of there right now. I can make it an order if I need to." Grey bared his teeth in the semblance of a grin. "You can try. Look, no one else is invested in finding them the way I am, Walt. They've already written them off -- hell, even you have! They'll concentrate on the obvious survivors first. Well, I have my own priorities. I'll stay in touch." "Grey! Grey, don't you sign off on me, damn it..." Grey thumbed off the receiver and turned to see Bill regarding him with a predatory smile. "Wouldn't have thought you had it in you, McKenzie, but lead the way." Grey's mouth worked impotently for a reply so he settled for adamantly shaking his head. "Uh uh. No way. I don't want or need a partner on this one." Bill's smile widened. "I told you before, hotshot. Until Dana's safe and sound (he faltered, the smile less feral and more brittle) or until I find her body, you've got more than just a partner. You've got a damn Siamese twin." Grey moaned, dropping his chin to his chest in defeat. "I can't believe this is happening. All right, I give. Let's get started." Georgetown Memorial Floor 4SW 12:30 p.m. Something was wrong. Scully lay very still, grasping for elusive thoughts that tried to drift away like dandelion seeds on a breeze. She could feel Mulder's warm solidity at her back, the soft puff of his breath on her neck. But instead of pliant, warm flannel under her cheek she felt cold resistance. Instead of fabric softener and Mulder, she smelled dust and ash. And she hurt -- her whole body a cacophony of aches and pains, but especially her left arm that was somehow twisted beneath her. Scully slowly opened her eyes, an involuntary whimper escaping as the pounding in her head turned from solo to ensemble. She battled heavy eyelids to focus in the semi- darkness, at first unable to make sense of the confusing jumble of metal beams, broken tiles, and chunks of drywall. Something warm and wet trickled into her eye and she sluggishly lifted her free hand to swipe at it, bringing away crimson stained fingers. And then, like the flip of a switch, it all fell into place. *Rynne.* *The bomb.* *MULDER!* Panicked, she desperately tried to wriggle out from under Mulder's oppressive weight, at first succeeding only in dislodging a few loose ceiling tiles and irritating her already excruciating arm. Forcing herself to relax, she lay motionless until the shifting debris settled, then gingerly wormed her way free and sat up. Spots flashed, obscuring her vision, and the banging in her head switched to a high-pitched whine for several minutes. When her sight cleared and her stomach ceased doing somersaults, she was able to reach out and touch Mulder, for the moment just confirming that he still drew breath, that his heart still beat. Cradling her injured arm against her chest, she ran her eyes over his body, only making it as far as his torso before recoiling in dismay. "Oh, Mulder," she whispered, tears spilling to mix with the blood on her cheeks. By sheltering her with his body, Mulder had borne the brunt of the fallout. Blood matted his silky brown hair and dripped down his pale cheek, his right arm appeared to be pinned beneath a large, wooden beam, and his left side... Scully closed her eyes and swallowed thickly, taking deep slow breaths until the resurgence of panic receded to a more manageable level. A half-inch metal pipe, probably part of the sprinkler system, had pierced his left side and embedded itself in the tile, pinning him to the floor like a bizarre specimen in an insect collection. Blood steadily oozed from the wound and pooled on the floor in a sticky crescent. Mesmerized by the steady trickle, Scully stared for several minutes until her paralysis wore off and the need for action became imperative. She turned her head, her eyes panning a full 360 degrees and even above them, her drive to find help shattered by reality. The fallen beams, sections of wall and ceiling, and other rubble contained them in a precarious pocket of safety so small she could not even rise to her feet without hitting her head. Occasionally she could hear a creaking groan followed by a crash as somewhere a damaged support gave way. She bit her lip hard, forcing down the overwhelming urge to dissolve into tears, and cautiously slipped out of her jacket and flannel shirt, grunting in pain as she worked the material over her damaged arm. Clad only in a white tee shirt, the swollen, already bruising flesh from elbow to wrist confirmed at least one broken bone. She loosened her leather belt and slipped it from her jeans, refastening it to bind the limb to her body with her hand elevated as much as possible. The discomfort flared into white-hot agony, and she had to pause twice, panting and willing herself not to pass out. Impatiently brushing sweat and blood from her eyes, Scully used teeth and her functioning hand to tear two strips from the flannel shirt. The first she converted into a makeshift bandage for the gash above her left temple, tying the material in a manner similar to the headbands she and Charlie used to create when stuck playing Indians to Bill and Missy's cowboys. Taking the second strip in trembling fingers, she tenderly cleaned the worst of the blood from Mulder's face and then the cut on the back of his skull, which had already begun to clot. Mulder didn't even twitch, and she couldn't help pressing two fingers to his throat. Weak, but steady -- small comfort, but comfort nonetheless. Steeling herself, Scully folded the already hiked-up leather jacket to expose the wound in Mulder's side. The sharp steel had sliced cleanly through the skin above Mulder's left hip but below the diaphragm. The positioning looked to be dangerously close to the area of the spleen, or possibly the kidney. She longed to wrap her hands around the invader violating her partner's body and remove it, but the doctor in her realized that to do so would likely initiate severe hemorrhaging. Though every fiber of her being screamed against it, she left the pipe in place, laying the remainder of her shirt over the open area of the wound and pressing firmly. Mulder moaned, a bottomless, fundamental cry of torment. His eyelids fluttered and his unfettered arm and legs jerked spasmodically as the fresh infliction of pain dragged him to consciousness. Terrified that he would aggravate the already grave injury, Scully restrained his arm by looping her leg over it and leaned close. "Shhh. Mulder, be still. I know you're in pain, but if you keep moving you'll make it worse," she murmured, her words both commanding and calming. Ignoring the nauseating throb in her arm and head, she skimmed her fingertips across his cheek and kept up a continuous patter of reassurances until his body stilled and his eyes finally remained open, though clouded with pain and confusion. "Scully? Where..." "Shhh. Don't try to speak, love, just listen. We're at Georgetown Memorial, remember?" She could see the bewilderment vanish, sorrow and regret replacing it. "Rynne," he said softly. "The bomb." He tried to shift then, to twist his body so that he could better see her face. Scully's hand shot out to arrest the motion but her own reflexes were sluggish. Mulder screamed, his eyes flying open is if they would pop, then slamming shut as his face contorted in agony. His fingers clenched into an impossibly tight fist and he pressed his ashen face into the floor while tears leaked from beneath his lids and mingled with the dust, grime, and dried blood. "Slow it down, Mulder. Concentrate on my voice and slow it down," Scully said over his frantic pants for air. "Breathe in, breathe out. In. Out. That's it, love. In. Out." She could sense him lock onto her words, see his respiration drop accordingly, but the aftermath left him shivering helplessly, his skin cool and clammy to the touch. *Shocky* she thought absently, disregarding the little voice in her head that warned her own condition was marginally better. She tucked her discarded jacket around him as best she could and threaded her fingers through his hair. The odors of acrid sweat and coppery blood mingled and filled her nostrils, forcing her to breathe open-mouthed to assuage the queasiness roiling in her gut. "Gonna be sick," Mulder gasped, mirroring her thoughts. "It'll pass," she told him with more conviction than she felt. "Just keep breathing, love." Time lost any meaning, so Scully was uncertain how long it took for his respiration to even and her stomach to settle. She felt disconnected, drifting, her only anchor the feel of Mulder's hair sifting through her fingers. "What's wrong with me?" So wispy and colorless, but the question tugged her back to reality with a jolt. "There's a piece of metal pipe embedded through the flesh just above your left hip," she replied through numb lips. "Hurts," he groaned. His hand flailed, then clamped around her wrist in a crushing grip. "Pull it out, Scully. Please, pull it out." The thin cry for help coupled with eyes glassy with agony left Scully feeling as if her insides had been filled with broken glass. She took a gulp of air that hiccuped into a whimper, blinking furiously. "I can't, Mulder." What was intended to sound both strong and compassionate fizzled to a beseeching moan. "Right now the pipe is acting as a cork, preventing hemorrhaging. If I remove it you could bleed out before anyone finds us." Mulder didn't speak, but his vise-like hold loosened and his thumb moved back and forth in a gentle caress. "'S okay, babe. I understand." Scully saw him try to meet her eyes by twisting his head without moving his body, and gingerly stretched out beside him with her good side pressed to the frigid floor. His gaze sharpened, losing its vagueness, and he slid his hand across until the index finger traced the edge of the cut peeking from her homemade bandage. "You all right, kemosabe?" he murmured. As always, his sense of humor even in the midst of a nightmare, seeped through the cracks in her defenses, liberating her tears. "I'm fine," she choked, then made a face at his look of disbelief. "My arm is broken," she amended. "And I think we both have concussions." He showed his teeth in a sort of grin. "Scully, this is the first time we've had matching head injuries! Cements the bond, dontcha think?" Playing her part, she rolled her eyes. "Most couples just exchange rings, Mulder." He chuffed a little, but stiffened, biting down hard on his lip. "Can't laugh, babe," he said tersely. "Better start talking about Bill. That'll do the trick." "Shhh," she replied, automatically shifting into her method for soothing him, rubbing lightly up and down his arm. Like a Pavlovian response, his eyes lost focus and the lids began drooping. The doctor in her knew that in his shocky condition falling asleep could be dangerous, but denying him the respite from pain was too cruel to contemplate. "Just rest, love," she crooned, her throat tight with a fresh surge of weeping. "I'll listen for the rescue crew." He didn't argue, didn't acknowledge, just slipped away from her. Scully studied his beloved face -- the sweep of dark lashes against a milky cheek, the lines of pain around his generous mouth that remained even in slumber. She told herself that she wasn't letting him down. That she fervently believed they would be found in time. That allowing him to sleep against her better judgement wasn't giving up. It felt like a lie. Continued in part 10 From: Dawn Date: Tue, 28 Dec 1999 22:48:34 -0600 Subject: xfc: NEW: Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (10 of 18) Source: xfc Reply To: sunrise@avenew.com From: Dawn Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (10 of 18) By Dawn Outside Georgetown Memorial Tuesday 1:28 p.m. Skinner was not having a good day. The chaos surrounding the hospital, reaching epic proportions during the immediate aftermath of the explosion, showed no sign of ebbing. Sirens blared as a steady stream of ambulances evacuated Georgetown's current patients, as well as those injured by the blast, to other facilities in the area. Machinery roared as rescue workers struggled to gain access to the most severely affected floors, still cut off from help. Reporters and television news crews threatened to overflow the barriers as they shouted questions, thrust microphones, and flashed cameras. Skinner hated the press. And through it all, through the noise and confusion, barking orders and making decisions to achieve some damage control, Skinner grieved. For a small, fiery-haired woman whose grit and determination were only exceeded by her loyalty and integrity. For a man, hounded by loss and tragedy but possessing a brilliant mind and an ability to think outside the box that made him one of the best agents Skinner had ever had the privilege of working with. A senseless loss, and completely avoidable. And that's where Skinner's grief blended seamlessly into fury. The entire incident had been a hair's breadth from peaceful resolution, no doubt due to Mulder's uncanny ability to profile his adversary. No casualties needed to occur -- especially not the two he'd privately come to regard as friends and not just colleagues. Until the action of one overzealous cop blew it all to hell. Literally. A tragedy, said Chuck Draper, captain and officer in charge of the D.C. cops whose arrival had coincided with Skinner and his agents'. A well-meaning but inexperienced officer makes a poor judgement call that costs not only his own life, but others as well. A deadly object lesson in the necessity of following the chain of command. Draper was a good man, and Skinner publicly accepted his assessment and his condolences. Privately, however, he nursed more than his share of doubt and resentment. He'd had dealings with Mike Fenton, the SWAT team leader, before. Skinner closed his eyes, lifting his glasses to massage the bridge of his nose. And remembering... **Thirty-two and SAC of his first big case, a bank robbery gone bad. Ten hostages -- one critically injured. Two gunmen packing assault rifles with mile-long records of breaking and entering and armed robbery. His negotiator establishes a dialogue with the gunmen, feels confident he can talk them into surrendering peacefully. Fenton, all bluster and bravado, has a different opinion. The criminals will never willingly give up, he argues. The only way to save lives is to go in, and to go in full throttle. He's territorial -- resenting Skinner's involvement from the beginning. He flaunts his additional eight years on the force, eight years in the trenches to Skinner's comparative inexperience. They argue bitterly until Fenton undermines his confidence to the point where he acquiesces. Fenton's commandos go in with teargas and blazing guns. Both gunmen die, but not before killing three hostages. Fenton is coolly ambivalent. He points out the seven lives saved and uses terms like "acceptable losses." Skinner can't forgive himself -- even sixteen years later.** Skinner sighed and opened his eyes, staring across the sea of activity at the empty SWAT van, its inhabitants now assisting with crowd control. Fenton had the good grace to give him a wide berth and he was wise enough not to seek a confrontation -- at least not here and now. He'd once told Grey that there were times he was certain that life was just a single series of events endlessly repeated. Well, this time through he was not an inexperienced rookie, lacking confidence. This time, by God, he'd see that Fenton accepted responsibility for his actions. "Assistant Director Skinner? Sir?" The light, feminine voice, overlaid with anxiety, pulled him from his dark rumination. He swiveled his head toward the sound and was confronted by an attractive young woman with honey blonde hair and wide blue eyes. Not just a woman, but an agent with which he was all too familiar. *Damn.* "Agent Harding," he said gruffly. "I seem to recall assigning you the Winkler file. Is it finished already?" Normally a stickler for protocol, she ignored him -- a fact that clearly attested to her state of mind. "I heard about the explosion, rumor has spread all through the Bureau. They're saying Agent Mulder and Agent Scully are dead. Is it true?" The fresh stab of pain at her words surprised him. "It looks that way," he confirmed through tightly clenched teeth. Kristen dropped her eyes and nodded, projecting composure, but he could see her hands tremble before she slipped them into the pockets of her navy pantsuit. "Was he with them?" He had to admire her strength -- the question was uttered with a level tone, only a slight break at the end betraying emotion. "No. But," he lifted a hand to quell her sigh of relief, "he was inside the building when the bomb went off. And he disobeyed my directive to come out and let the rescue teams conduct the search. He's convinced they may still be alive, and he's taken it upon himself to look for them." Kristen pursed her lips, a mixture of worry and affectionate exasperation on her face. "He's incredibly hard-headed sometimes." Skinner's eyebrow lifted. "I have to admit, I thought you'd be more upset. That building is completely unstable, and sections are going to continue to collapse. He's placed himself in serious danger." Kristen's eyes slid away from his, and he realized that the fear was present, just carefully masked. "Of course I wish he were here, sir, out of harm's way. But I love him. And that means I have to accept that he'd walk through fire -- or in this case a collapsing building -- to save his brother." "And what if there's no one left to save?" Skinner muttered. She lifted her head, straightened her slumped posture. "Then I'll be here to help pick up the pieces." Stairwell Tuesday 2:30 p.m. "This isn't working." Grey used his arm to brush sweat and damp, curly tendrils of hair from his brow. He glared over his shoulder at the man sprawled on the landing, sipping from a bottle of water. "And it never will if you just sit on your butt and leave me to do all the work!" he retorted. "Your sister is up there somewhere -- or have you forgotten?" Bill slammed the plastic bottle to the floor, leaning forward. "Of course I haven't! But I'm smart enough to recognize a useless expenditure of energy when I see it. We've been trying to clear a path through that rubble for over an hour and you'd never know it. Face the facts, McKenzie. We aren't going to get through that way." Grey set aside another chunk of drywall, watched his hands jitter with fatigue. He stomped down the four steps to the landing and threw himself to the ground beside Bill, curling his arms around his folded legs and resting his head on his knees. He was furious. Furious that a glory-seeking kid had snatched defeat from the jaws of victory. Furious that Bill was right, that their hour of hard labor had succeeded only in sapping their strength. Furious at the traitorous tears that clogged his throat and hovered constantly behind his eyelids in spite of his determination not to break down in front of this man. "I haven't heard any brilliant ideas from you," he growled, fueling the anger to sublimate the grief. Surprisingly, Bill didn't allow himself to be baited. "I never claimed I had any." Silence filled the space between them. Grey tried to quiet the Pandemonium in his spirit, but images of Fox kept interfering. "He nearly died a week ago. He's still so weak." Grey bit off the words, horrified that he'd spoken them aloud. An elbow nudged his arm and a bottle of water was thrust into his hand. Still embarrassed by his admission and confused by Bill's small gesture of kindness, Grey turned his head and took a long pull from the container. The water was lukewarm but delicious. After another brief silence, Bill spoke. "If anyone could pull him through something like this, Dana can. God knows, she refuses to let go of him no matter what happens." It was a grudging, left-handed offer of comfort but Grey accepted it with grace. Another few minutes of stillness before he broke it. "He would, too, you know. Don't forget that he went all the way to Antarctica to bring Dana back safely." "Course, she wouldn't have wound up in Antarctica if not for his damn quest," Bill pointed out, an edge to his voice. It added tinder to the dying spark of Grey's anger. "How can you continue to hold Fox responsible for every bad thing that happens to your sister?" "Because he is! Dana had a good life before she became mixed up with the X-Files and your brother! She was close to her family and she knew where her responsibilities lay. She was content!" "They do an important job, Bill, a job that makes an impact against the evil in this world. I've seen it!" "But at what cost? She's nearly paid with her life more times than I can count!" "You have such tunnel vision, Bill!" Grey exploded. "You think that it's been a picnic for Fox? Every time I see him he's added a new scar to his collection! It's what they *choose* to do. The least we can do is respect that choice." "Why should I respect a choice that has brought so much grief to Dana and to our family?" Bill snarled. Grey leaned his head against the wall, staring into space. "Martin Luther King, Jr. said that unless you've found something worth dying for, your life isn't worth living," he mused quietly. Bill snorted. "You think little green men are worth dying for?" Grey cast him a sidelong glance, lips twisted in a rueful smirk. "Do you honestly think it's the *quest* she's willing to die for? You're even denser than I thought, Billy boy." Billy gaped, open mouthed, until Grey's meaning sank in. Flushing a dark red and jerking to his feet, he yanked the stairwell door open and paused on the threshold. "I'm going to see if I can find another way up," he snapped, the words clipped and delivered without expectation of a response. "You can sit on your ass or come along -- I really don't care which." He stalked out the door, leaving Grey to replace the water bottles in his makeshift backpack and heft it onto his shoulder. The overtaxed muscles of his arms protested loudly, sending little jolts of pain as an expression of their discontent. "With a gracious invitation like that, how could I possibly refuse?" he replied, resisting the latent, school boy portion of his psyche that wanted to make faces at Bill's back. Instead he swiped the sweat from his face and counted to ten, this time making it all the way. "Brace yourself, Grey," he muttered. "If all goes well that idiot could be your brother-in-law someday." He affected a mock shudder, pulling open the door. "Now *that's* an X-file." Continued in part 11 From: Dawn Date: Tue, 28 Dec 1999 22:50:04 -0600 Subject: xfc: NEW: Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (11 of 18) Source: xfc Reply To: sunrise@avenew.com From: Dawn Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (11 of 18) By Dawn Floor 4SW Tuesday 4:17 p.m. "Thirsty." Startled, Scully carefully shifted to face him. She'd been lying on her back, staring at the deepening shadows as day waned and the light faded. Mulder's eyes gleamed from beneath heavy lids and his tongue slipped out in a vain effort to moisten parched flesh. "Me too," she admitted, reaching out to brush the pad of her thumb across the swell of his lower lip. "Welcome back." Mulder gingerly tried to shift his upper body, grimacing. "Never thought I'd say this, babe. But I was hoping to wake up in a hospital. A different one, of course." Scully's thumb moved up to caress the arch of his cheek before her fingers trailed down the length of arm and entwined with his. "They'll be coming soon," she said quietly. "Grey and Skinner will move heaven and earth to find us." Mulder's gaze skittered away. "Unless Grey was caught in the explosion too." "There's no reason to assume the worst, Mulder," she chided. "Skinner is out there, right? And we know Grey was responsible for calling Skinner. I think it's reasonable to assume that he was with him -- or at the very least, a safe distance from the blast." Mulder accepted her reassurance with a perfunctory nod, but his teeth worried the inside of his cheek and his expression remained troubled. Scully watched him brood for several minutes, longing to ask a question that had been troubling her, but loathe to upset him further. "Mulder?" "Hmm?" "What happened? Why did Rynne set off the bomb?" Mulder's mouth tightened into a thin line and his eyes narrowed. "Daniel didn't do it. Lawrence did." Scully blinked, his answer knocking her completely off balance. "*Dr. Lawrence*? I don't understand. How...why would Dr. Lawrence set off the bomb?" "Somehow a cop came up that materials chute by the windows. Looked like SWAT or some other Special Forces unit. Daniel got scared and turned back so Lawrence started struggling, hitting him. He must have tripped the switch." The lengthy speech overtaxed Mulder. He broke off, panting for air and shivering. Scully fumbled for the bloody strip of flannel and tenderly blotted the beads of perspiration from his brow. "Easy. You keep forgetting to breathe, love," she murmured. "Daniel was going to give himself up, Scully," Mulder puffed, ignoring her admonition. "Skinner guaranteed his safety. *I* promised him. Why would they renege and send someone in like that?" Scully shook her head, searching for the words to comfort but coming up empty. Mulder's use of Rynne's first name was not lost on her. He'd done it again, his unique gifts of profiling and empathy forming a connection with a criminal until the lines between guilt and innocence, blame and absolution blurred beyond recognition. "Skinner wouldn't have authorized it, Mulder," she said, capturing his fingers once more. "There must have been a misunderstanding, miscommunication between him and the police. But regardless of that, Rynne strapped on that bomb and he is still the responsible party. Not the police, not Doctor Lawrence, and certainly not you." Mulder's eyes played keep away again, dropping to their joined hands. "That may be true, Scully. But two kids just lost their father, and maybe their mother. And it didn't need to happen." She had no reply for that, and knew he wasn't really expecting one. Scully pushed herself upright, wanting to check the wound in his side before darkness made it impossible. She shivered as a draft of cold air teased her bare arms to gooseflesh. "Put your coat back on, Scully." Irritated that he'd glimpsed the evidence of her discomfort, Scully chose to ignore the weak command and concentrated on carefully removing her improvised pressure bandage. Despite her soft touch, Mulder sucked in a sharp breath of air and shuddered helplessly. She stared unhappily at the wound; the edges inflamed an angry red and still steadily oozing fresh blood. She refolded the shirt in a useless attempt to press a clean side to the injury, biting her lip hard when Mulder whimpered. "Sorry," she whispered, scooting around to lie down beside him once more. She cautiously snuggled into his side, both to give and receive additional warmth. Mulder gradually regained control of his breathing and opened eyes that had clamped shut. Scully saw him scrutinize her thin cotton tee shirt and the frown on his face deepened. "Take back your jacket, Scully," he repeated, pushing the words past his lips with as much force as he could muster. "I mean it." "I'm fine, Mulder..." she began, only to gape when Mulder used a word she'd never heard him utter in her presence, let alone direct toward her. "You are *not* fine! You're injured, you're only wearing a tee shirt, and it's getting cold in here! Now take the damn jacket or I'll..." Mulder reached awkwardly over his shoulder, groping for the coat, but inadvertently twisted too far. This time he didn't even scream. The small amount of color remaining in his cheeks evaporated and his eyes rolled back in his head, the lids fluttering shut. "Mulder? Mulder, don't zone out on me!" Scully ran her knuckles briskly across his cheek and was rewarded by a small moan and a glassy stare. He blinked languidly twice, finally focusing on her frightened face. "Smooth move, Mulder," she scolded, giddy with relief. "Now lie still and stop causing trouble." Amazingly, though he could barely lift his head, Mulder picked up where he'd left off. "Take coat...please." Tears stung the back of her throat, but she tenaciously held on to rationality. "Mulder, your condition is much worse than mine. You're still losing blood, and you're in shock. You need that coat more than I do." In the end, as always, it was his eyes that undid her. She could have her mind made up, her responses set in stone, and yet one moment of immersion in the intensity of his gaze left her defenseless. "For me," he croaked, and Scully was dismayed to see he also was close to tears. She silently lifted the coat from his back and slipped her uninjured arm into the sleeve before draping it around her. Relief and gratitude smoothed the creases from his forehead and he seemed to slump further down onto the tile. "Thank you." "Why?" Scully asked, hating how wonderful it felt to have the soft material enveloping her again. "Why couldn't you let me do this one little thing for you?" "Don't want you to make another sacrifice for me, Scully," he answered. "God knows, you've paid enough." She frowned, bewildered by his words and the strength of the emotion underlying them. Then, abruptly, she recalled their conversation after Mulder's failed basketball outing and it all began to make sense. "The deal I made with Spender for the serum," she said, searching his face. "That's what's really bothering you, isn't it? You can't get past the fact that I willingly placed myself in his hands in order to save your life." Mulder squirmed a little but immobilized as he was, he could do little to avoid her. Settling for closing his eyes against her knowing gaze, he curled his fingers as if trying to dig them into the floor beneath his cheek. "You shouldn't have done it, Scully." Tired, thirsty, and hurting, his perpetual self-deprecation drove her to anger. "Why, Mulder? Why the double standard? You've repeatedly put your life on the line for me without giving the matter a second thought. You broke into that research facility and the DOD looking for a cure for my cancer. Despite a gunshot to that hard head, you dragged yourself halfway 'round the world to find me and bring me home safely. And I happen to know that the only thing that stopped you from making your own bargain with Cancerman was Skinner. Why is it so hard to accept that I'd do the same for you?" "Because it scares the hell out of me." The fragile, hushed reply annulled her anger and laid bare her heart. Scully traced one finger over the delicate skin of his closed lids with a gossamer touch until he hesitantly opened them. "Why, love?" Slipping into a conditioned response, Mulder tried to deflect with humor. "You mean other than the fact that I'm a wuss?" Scully's steady, unrelenting stare was his only answer. His heart, already fluttering at an abnormal rate, lurched and the twisting sensation in his gut temporarily eclipsed the fire in his side. Then her soft palm cupped his face, her thumb exploring the boundary between the stubble of his jaw and the smoothness of his cheek, and even his stubborn, screwed up, overcautious brain could read the elemental love in her eyes. For a split second Mulder's mind turned inward, to a place he sometimes visited when the demands of day to day existence left him feeling confused and adrift... **Brilliant golden sun, warm brown sand, cool azure water. He sits on a large, flat rock, the crash of the waves filling his ears and the breeze kissing his sun-flushed cheeks. A small, dark haired boy stands on a pier, his red swim trunks a bright splash of color against the weathered boards. Mother and father, already in the water, are calling encouragement. Even from a distance, he can see indecision warring within the child as he remains poised above the surf. It's written in the hunch of small shoulders, in toes curled tightly over the edge of the planks. To jump, or not to jump? Love and trust pull him forward. Fear holds him back. And then mother swims closer, planting her feet against the tug of the waves and raising outstretched arms. "You can do it," the gesture says clearly. "I'll catch you." And immediately, without hesitation, the boy jumps.** "Mulder?" Scully's hushed utterance of his name was questioning, uncertain. Mulder blinked, coming back to the stench of plaster dust, the gloom of approaching darkness, and the bite of the metal in his side. Yet he could still feel the lingering warmth of sunshine on his cheeks. He looked into Scully's eyes, recognizing love, recognizing safety, but immobilized by fear. And decided it was time to jump. "I'll tell you why, Scully." He reached up, wriggling his fingers until they'd slipped neatly between her own. "It terrifies me because it means that you really could love me as much as I love you. And I don't think...I *know* I can't live up to that. Eventually, I'll wind up disappointing you, babe. I always have. And I always will." Scully's fingers clamped down convulsively on his and a tear trickled down her cheek, but her words were tinged with humor. "Mulder, you are such an idiot. In fact, I sincerely doubt that a bigger idiot exists. Even on Reticula." Mulder's lips curved in spite of his morose mood. "Don't pull any punches, Scully. Give it to me straight." "Just exactly what kind of ideal do you think you need to live up to? I believe I have a right to know, since it would seem only fair that I achieve the same level of perfection -- don't you agree?" Rather than irritate, her exaggerated sarcasm acted as a salve to his raw emotions. "I don't think you have anything to worry about, babe." Her eyes narrowed. "Oh really? So you don't mind when I nag you about leaving the toilet seat up and getting shells all over my coffee table? Or what about when I'm grouchy because I haven't had enough sleep and I argue with practically every word out of your mouth? Are you telling me that none of that bothers you, makes you want to grab hold and give me a good shake?" Mulder's mouth twitched. "Well, sure. I suppose there are times that you get on my nerves, but I'd hardly consider them important in the greater scheme of things! I mean, I love you, and nothing else really..." He broke off, confounded by Scully's smug expression, both copper eyebrows arched. "You were saying, love?" she prodded sweetly. "I...It's not the same, I..." "Got you, Mulder. Big time. Now I suggest you come to terms with the fact that this is an equal partnership -- even in love -- and get over yourself." Mulder appeared struck speechless, a rare occurrence indeed. He tugged their joined hands to his lips, pressing kisses to her knuckles. After several minutes of silence, he cleared his throat. "Scully, this is the last time I'm going to ask about this. I promise to accept whatever answer you choose to give me, and I won't bring up the subject again." Scully frowned at the reticence in his face. "What is it, love?" "What happened to you while you were with Cancerman?" When her face darkened with impatience and...something else, Mulder rushed onward. "I'm not trying to beat myself up about this, Scully, I swear I'm not! I just... Scully, nothing could be worse than the images I've come up with in my own mind. I would really like to know the truth." She sighed, anger draining out of her expression to leave a tension around her mouth that spoke of weariness and memories best left buried. "What do you want me to say, Mulder? That it was horrible? It was. That they drugged me just enough so I knew what they were doing to me but couldn't stop them? They did. Poking and prodding and strange machines and needles until I didn't think I could stand anymore." Scully stopped herself, trembling. Mulder's face was granite, impassive, but his eyes bled. He nodded, then tried to speak, but at first his voice failed him. Scully braced herself for guilt, for self-recrimination. "Thank you." Not just an expression of gratitude for her honesty, but an acknowledgement of her gift to him. His simple reply astonished her. Healed a wound she hadn't realized she bore. "You want to know the worst part of my time with Spender, Mulder?" she asked softly, leaning more strongly into the comfort of his body until her face rested only inches from his own. A tiny jerk of his head, teeth tormenting his lower lip. "Not being able to see you, to touch you. Wondering if I'd be too late, and terrified that you could slip away without allowing me the chance to say goodbye. To be sure you knew that in spite of the bumps in the road, I've never regretted this journey." Mulder's eyes shone but he pursed his lips. "Bumps in the road, Scully? There've been a hell of a lot of potholes, I'd say." Scully grinned and brushed her mouth across his in a feathery kiss. "Especially the flukeman thing." He bit back a chuckle. "Sculleee! Don't make me laugh." Carefully burrowing his face into the crook of her neck, he drew in a deep breath, then slowly released it. "There's no one else I'd rather make the journey with, babe," he mused drowsily. "'M sorry you got stuck in this particular hole, though." She pressed another kiss to the crown of his head, wishing for two good arms to hold him tight. And watched as the last pale threads of light gave way to darkness. Continued in part 12 From: Dawn Date: Tue, 28 Dec 1999 22:51:58 -0600 Subject: xfc: NEW: Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (12 of 18) Source: xfc Reply To: sunrise@avenew.com From: Dawn Blood Ties 6: Strange Bedfellows (12 of 18) By Dawn Floor 2SW Tuesday 5:00 p.m. "I'm not sure this is a good idea." Grey rolled his eyes and bit back ten different wise retorts. He was tired, he smelled, and he was damn sick of William Scully, Jr. Blowing out a long breath of air, he lifted his hands, palm up, in a gesture of frustration. "Then what? We've been over this floor at least five times. Both stairwells are impassable -- as you so eloquently pointed out. We're losing the light, and these pissant little penlights aren't going to be real helpful. We need to do this, or just pack it in and give up." Bill's brows drew down until it seemed they'd brush his nose and his lips thinned. "I am NOT giving up on my sister, hotshot." "Then get over here, put your hands together, and stop bellyaching," Grey snapped. Looking as if he were sucking on a cactus, Bill stomped into the elevator, his footfalls echoing down the shaft. Grey ignored his muttering and stepped into the proffered hand, shoving aside the access panel in the ceiling and hooking his arms over the edge. "Boost," he grunted, and nearly flew through the air when Bill heaved upward with more force than necessary. He wriggled over the lip and rolled onto his back, gazing upward. Amazingly, the shaft remained intact for as far as he could see in the dim light. Flipping back onto his stomach he peered through the opening to regard Bill's upturned face. "Looks good." Scooting farther over the opening he extended his right arm. "Take my hand, I'll pull you up." Bill snorted, his lip curling in disdain. "Just step back. I'll get there on my own power." Grey shrugged and did as he was told, reflecting on the sheer mystery that Dana shared genes with this man. He heard Bill's guttural explosion of breath as he launched himself upward, followed by the sight of fingers curled over the sides of the open hatch. Red-faced and dripping sweat, Bill hauled himself up, first securing his elbows and then worming forward. "Piece of cake," he said, puffing heavily. Grey lifted an eyebrow. "Right. Well then why don't you head right up that cable, Billy boy? Wouldn't want to waste all that energy." He didn't wait for Bill's inevitable sour response, just settled the backpack more firmly on his shoulders, swiped his sweaty palms over his denim-clad legs, and wrapped his fingers around the steel. Feeling the weight of Bill's less than supportive stare, he took a deep breath and began shimmying upward, hand over hand. It was harder than he expected. The cable was slick under his hands and didn't give the way a rope would. He paused once he reached the doors to the third floor, panting and blinking against the perspiration trickling down his forehead to sting his eyes. Carefully tilting his head, he squinted upward. "Gonna go all the way," he huffed, licking his lips and tasting salt. "Are you crazy?" Bill's question held incredulity, not anger. "If you fall from that height I'll be scraping you off this thing!" "Aww! Knew you cared," he called, forcing his tired arms to start pulling again. Bill uttered a string of curses worthy of a sailor, which he steadfastly ignored. At last double doors bearing the number 4 slid into view. He hung there for a moment, muscles quivering with exhaustion, while he gathered courage to take the next step. Gripping more tightly with both hands, Grey kicked out, swinging his legs with all his strength. When his toes cleared the lip of the doorway he pushed off with both arms. Both feet connected with solid ground but his weight remained distributed toward the cable and he sensed himself begin to careen backward toward the shaft. Flinging both arms wide he scrabbled frantically for a hold while trying to compensate by lunging forward. Just when he thought all was lost, his right hand found purchase and he righted himself, blood pounding in his ears and breath hitching in his lungs. He let his head drop down to rest against the closed doors and concentrated on the solidity. "What's going on? Can we get through?" "Just extracting my heart from my mouth," he replied sarcastically, the words bouncing and wavering until they reached their destination. "Give me a minute." When his heartrate approached normal and his legs ceased trembling, he pushed his fingers into the crack between the doors and pulled hard. They resisted at first, then slid slowly open with a creak of protest. Something large whizzed past his left cheek, and he reflexively jerked backward, nearly losing his balance and tumbling down the passageway. A second later he heard a bang and Bill's shout of alarm. "What the hell was that?" Grey stared glumly at the jumble of boards, insulation, and other debris that completely blocked entrance to the fourth floor. "That was me getting ready to come back down. Fourth floor is completely obstructed." He eyed the chasm with distaste, aware for the first time that in order to retrace his path to the third floor he would have to jump and catch onto the cable. "Just how are you planning on getting back down, Einstein?" Bill called. "Did you stop to think about that?" "No, this was a one-way idiotic plan," Grey muttered under his breath. Aloud he called, "Ready or not, here I come." The jump was perfect -- not too far so that he overshot his goal but far enough for his hands to connect easily with the cable. Grey had a spit second of exultation before his hands lost traction and he plunged downward, leaving his stomach behind. Reflex saved him again, prompting his legs and feet to wrap frantically around the metal and his fingers to tighten convulsively. His hurtling decent slowed, then stopped just a few feet below the third floor doors. Squeezing his eyes shut against tears of pain, Grey tried to disregard the streaks of fire licking across his palms, exacerbated by his death-hold on the cable. "McKenzie? You all right?" Bill's voice was soft, tentative. Grey zeroed in on it like a lifeline, a reminder of why he was in the present predicament. "Yeah. Yeah. Just..." He broke of, unable to bite back a small groan of pain. "I'm coming up." "NO!" Grey could hear Bill literally screech to a halt at the panic in his voice, evoking a cartoonish image in his warped brain that caused him to nearly erupt in hysterical laughter. He pictured little puffs of smoke rising from under Bill's heels. "You'll shake the cable," he said, shoving the thought away and regaining some composure. "I can't... I won't be able to hold on. Wait." "Fine, fine. I'm waiting. Just don't fall on top of me," Bill growled. Grey longed to make use of his middle finger, settled for inching deliberately upward. "You are one crazy son of a bitch, McKenzie," Bill's harsh words concealed a grudging admiration. This time when he swung his legs across the gap one hand slipped free and he slammed to his knees, pinwheeling his arms furiously. Then, whether from depleted strength or simply because they'd jammed, the doors stubbornly refused to open until he'd peeled back a nail and further injured the screaming flesh of his palms. Yet when he tumbled through the opening onto the chaotic wreckage of the third floor he could have danced for joy. "Hello! Mind giving the rest of us an update?" Until Bill's acerbic voice burst the bubble. Grey cast one hurried glance down the murky, rubble-filled corridor before leaning through the doors and swinging his arm in a welcoming arc. "C'mon in, the water's fine." Bill's puckered expression of scorn further lifted his flagging spirits and compensated for the fire in his hands. He'd begun to enjoy this sport of brother-baiting and couldn't seem to scrape up an ounce of remorse for his behavior. Well, maybe an ounce... "Careful," he warned as Bill curled his fingers around the cable. "It's a lot smoother than a rope, and easier to slip." "Thanks for the advice," Bill growled, in a voice that meant anything but. "I don't need a backseat climber." "Whatever," Grey sighed, leaving Bill to his acrobatics and switching attention to his lacerated hands. A narrow, angry red line of inflammation bisected the tender skin of each palm, oozing small droplets of blood in some places. Grey hooked one finger into the pocket of his jeans to fish out a handkerchief and gingerly wound it around his right hand, the more severely damaged of the two. After securing it in place, he lifted his eyes to find Bill clinging to the cable directly opposite him. "Move it or lose it, hotshot, I'm coming through," he cautioned, looking as if he hadn't broken a sweat. Grey stepped aside with an exaggerated bow and a smirk. "Oh *do* join me, Billy, I thought you'd never get here." It was destined to become fodder for his occasional bouts of insomnia --wondering whether the needling might have thrown off Bill's timing. Whatever the cause, instead of landing squarely at the mouth of the doorway the way Grey had, Bill released his hold too late and fell short. Grey watched in horrified slow motion as the tips of Bill's sneakers brushed past firm ground and he dropped like a stone toward the elevator car beneath. "NO!" he screamed, lunging forward to clutch at something, anything. A limb. A swatch of clothing. Even the flimsy excuse for a backpack if it halted the man's plunge. The tips of his fingers skated across a cotton pullover, snagging for a split second before it tugged loose. Bill's momentum slowed a fraction, but he continued to freefall, eyes wide with terror. His hands shot forward, groping for the ledge as he sank past it, and, miraculously, they locked on. With an abrupt and muscle-wrenching jolt he aborted the fall, legs swinging wildly over thin air. "Hang on!" Grey dropped to his belly, reaching over to clamp his hands around Bill's arms just beneath the elbow. He could only see the carrot top of his head, Bill's gaze trained on the shadowy mass of the elevator car beneath. "Bill, look at me!" Grey ordered sharply. Sluggishly, reluctantly, Bill complied, his face pale and sweaty. "You have to let go of the edge and grab onto my arms," Grey said slowly, recognizing that the man was on the verge of panic. Bill shook his head wildly, an action that caused his body to sway back and forth until Grey nearly lost his grip. "NO! I can't let go, I'll fall!" "You'll fall if you don't! You can't hang there indefinitely, you're tiring already," Grey argued, his own arms now singing as loudly as his hands. "BILL. Trust me. I *won't* let you fall." Bill scrutinized him for a very long moment before ducking his head in a small nod. "All right. On three," Grey huffed, sending up a silent prayer. "One. Two. THREE!" Without hesitation, Bill released his grasp on the edge and clutched at Grey's forearms, transferring his entire weight. For an instant Grey felt himself slide forward, toward the drop-off, and he scrambled desperately to plant his feet against the tile. The rubber of his Nikes finally caught and he gradually, slowly squirmed backwards. Once Bill snagged an elbow over the edge, he ceased being a dead weight and through kicking, dragging, and slithering, managed to work his way completely to safety. For a very long time both lay pressed to the beautiful solidity of the floor, Bill on his back and Grey his stomach, gasping like fish. Eventually Grey hauled himself to his knees and pawed through his backpack until he'd extracted a bottle of water. After taking a long, satisfying draught he offered it to Bill, bemused by the way the fluid sloshed wildly in his jittering hand. Obviously in no better shape, Bill succeeded in spilling a good portion of the liquid down his chin as he attempted his own drink. Scowling at his ineptness, he glared at Grey's grin, which rapidly transformed to a snicker. "You think that was funny?" he blustered, though it came out thready and insincere. "I think we both almost pissed our pants," Grey answered, little riffs of laughter still escaping. "And I'm glad you're still alive, Billy boy. Who'd a thought?" Bill stared at him, then smiled. Which became a grin. A chuckle. And then they were both rolling on the ground, roaring like idiots. Finally Bill sat up and dry washed his face, smearing the sweat and grime. He looked over at Grey, still flat on his back and intermittently snickering, and sobered. "Thanks, McKenzie. I owe you." Stunned into his own sobriety, Grey extended a hand and let Bill tug him upright. "You're welcome, Bill. As for owing me... You may want to reconsider. I don't think you'll like how I choose to collect." Bill's baffled expression melted to understanding and mild annoyance. "Huh. Well if what I just saw in that elevator shaft is any indication, we'll be even before I have to worry about it. You always take risks like that?" Grey's smile faded. "Only in times of extreme circumstances," he answered grimly. "I think this qualifies." Bill stood, offering his hand. "Yeah," he said quietly. "I'm with you on that." Continued in part 13