Intensive Care Unit Friday 11:32 AM "You have no right to keep my from seeing my own child! Now, either use that gun or get the hell out of my way." Steve Talbot's voice echoed down the corridor, belligerent and crackling with fury. They turned the corner and found themselves immersed in barely contained chaos. A uniformed cop stood in front of the ICU doors, arms folded and face impassive as he absorbed the brunt of Talbot's righteous indignation. Dr. Hsu cowered in the cop's shadow, clearly unsure what to make of the man, while a several nurses hovered nearby. Grey quickened his stride, reaching Talbot just as he appeared ready to give the officer a shove. "Back off, Steve. Officer Larkin is just doing his job. Which, it so happens, is protecting your daughter." Steve whirled and directed his fury toward Grey. "I'm her father, for God's sake. Claire doesn't need to be protected from *me*." Larkin, a blond cop in his early thirties, scowled up at Grey. "Sorry for the commotion, Detective. I tried to explain to this guy"--he cocked a thumb at Talbot's chest--"that access to the little girl is restricted, but he was too bullheaded to listen." "Thanks, Pete. I'll handle it from here." Grey gave the man a slap on the back with a smile that disappeared when he turned to Talbot. "Follow me." "You might have had the decency to call, let me know Claire had been found." Talbot shouldered Mulder out of the way and caught up to Grey as they passed through the doors to the ICU. "I've been busy." Grey growled the words through gritted teeth. "Evidently you figured it out." "I tried to track Kira down at the station to see if you'd made progress. Somebody there told me what had happened." Talbot seized Grey's arm, stopping him. "Don't jerk me around, Grey. How is she?" Grey glared at the restraining hand, lips parted to deliver a sharp retort. And then he seemed to really look into Talbot's eyes. After a moment's hesitation, he silently tipped his head toward the large glass window that looked into the ICU. Claire lay in the nearest cubicle, surrounded by tubes and wires, small chest rising and falling with mechanical precision as the ventilator breathed for her. All the color drained from Talbot's face, and he swayed on his feet. "Oh my God. What's happened to her?" Grey shook his head, gaze riveted on his niece. "We...we're not sure." "Not sure?" Two quick steps and Talbot had buried his fists in Grey's shirt, dragging him forward until their faces were a hair's breadth apart. "What do you mean you're not sure? Three days ago that was a normal, healthy little girl! Who did this to her? What in the hell have you been doing about it?" Mulder grabbed the distraught man by the collar of his shirt and dragged him off his brother. "Come on. What do you think he's been doing--sitting around twiddling his thumbs? He loves her too." Talbot struggled, fighting to break Mulder's hold. No one noticed Kira stand up and hurry out of the cubicle. "Steve? Steve, what's going on?" At the sound of her voice, Talbot went limp. Mulder released him with a little shove and he stumbled toward her. "Kira, I'm sorry, I just wanted to..." The words trailed off to a whisper as his gaze returned to Claire. "What's wrong with her?" Kira turned swollen, red-rimmed eyes onto Grey, her expression almost apologetic as she took Talbot's hand. "Come on in. I'll explain as best as I can." Talbot spoke in hushed tones as he allowed her to lead him into the cubicle, meek as a child. "Can she hear us?" A core of steel lurked beneath Kira's weary reply. "The doctor says no, but I don't believe him." Mulder and Scully exchanged a long look--she recalling hazy dream images of a rowboat on a solitary lake, he remembering an endless night of rambling monologues and the whisper of nurses' shoes. He brushed his hand down the length of her arm until their fingers were touching though not entwined, his voice pitched for her ears alone. "Neither do I." "Grey. Let it go." Kristen's calming words pulled them back to the situation at hand. Grey was glaring through the glass, jaw and fists clenched, as Talbot took a weeping Kira into his arms. "Son of a bitch. I ought to..." "But you won't." Kristen softened the hard edge to her voice with a hand on his arm. Grey bristled. "You don't understand, Kris. You weren't around back then, you didn't see--" "Then. Not now." Kristen stepped between him and the window, forcing him to see her. "This isn't about what *you* need, Grey; it's about what *Kira* needs. She's a big girl; she can decide for herself. Let it go." Grey laced his arms across his chest. "Easy for you to say." Kristen shook her head with a bitter little laugh. "With the mood you've been in? You really think so?" It pulled Grey up short. He let out a long, gusty sigh and reached over to brush a lock of hair off her shoulder. They stared into each other's eyes, his lips slowly curving into a faint smile. "No. I think it's a job I wouldn't wish on anyone." "Amen." Mulder grunted as Scully elbowed him in the ribs but the gibe lifted the tension. The ICU doors swung open, admitting Dr. Hsu and Grey's parents. Grey turned hesitantly toward Scully. "Dana, would you mind...?" "Of course not." "Kristen and I will wait right here." Mulder's gesture encompassed the cubicle where Kira and Talbot were now seated beside Claire's bed. Grey nodded, understanding the subtext. "Thank you." Silence descended once Grey and Scully had moved off to speak to the doctor. Mulder focused on a nurse as she moved about Claire, checking her vitals and jotting equipment readouts onto the chart. His relationship with Kristen until now had been cordial but superficial--unlike Scully, who had formed a close bond with the agent while he and Grey were on the camping trip from hell. Despite better intentions, the current strain in his relationship with his brother left him uncomfortable in Kristen's presence. "He's really broken up over what's happened between you." It took a moment for Kristen's soft voice to penetrate his thoughts. Mulder darted a sharp glance at her face before forcing his attention back to Claire. He hoped his silence would convince her to let the matter drop. Too late, he recalled Grey's descriptions of her tenacity. "He's afraid you've decided to shut him out of your life. That you've made up your mind, and nothing he can say or do now is going to change it." His answer sounded wooden, even to his own ears. "A little distance can be a good thing. He'll come to see that, eventually." "He already has." It pierced his defenses, tearing him in places already raw from Grey's rejection. He'd sucked in an involuntary gasp before he could reassemble a passive mask. "At least we can agree on that much." Pulling the same trick she had on his brother, Kristen stepped between Mulder and the glass. He was stunned to see fury in her green eyes. "He thinks it's good for *you*, Mulder. Not for himself." Ignoring his poleaxed expression, she plowed on. "He knows he's hurt you--badly. And he doesn't want to be responsible for inflicting that kind of pain again." She reached out a tentative hand to touch his arm. "You can put things back where they belong. It's not too late." A headache began to build behind his right eye, fueled by fatigue and emotion too long repressed. Mulder massaged the bridge of his nose, desperately wishing he'd tagged along with Scully and Grey. "There's too much you don't know, Kristen." He met her gaze squarely, anger beginning to eclipse the pain. "Too much you could never understand." Her own temper flared. "I understand more than you think. I fought with my father before school one morning, Mulder, a real knock down, drag out. Stomped out of the house swearing I'd never speak to him again." Her eyes fluttered shut; she shook her head. "I never dreamed a car accident would prove me right." When she opened her eyes, the anger had turned to deep sorrow. "Not a day goes by that I don't wish I could make things right." Mulder shifted uneasily. "I'm sorry about your father, but--" "This is different. Sure." She sighed and stepped away, freeing him to return to his vigil. "Look, I know you and Grey have history, Mulder. You spent the first three decades of your lives without each other, I guess you can spend the next three the same way." She chuffed a humorless laugh. "What I can't figure out is why you'd *want* to." When he didn't respond, she sighed again. "I'm going to get a drink of water. Tell Grey-- Never mind, I'll tell him myself." Mulder listened to her footsteps, the slap of rubber on linoleum, as he stared sightlessly at Claire's still face. The hollow, gnawing ache in his gut, no longer assuaged by files and theories, welled up like bitter acid in the back of his throat. *Put things back where they belong.* His breath caught raggedly in his chest, a sound somewhere between a laugh and a sob. If she only knew how much he wished he could. There was a time when he'd grown so accustomed to rolled eyes and veiled insults that he barely registered them. Chalk it up to the wildly inaccurate rumor mill, professional jealousy, even simple inability to think outside the box--why he'd fallen from golden boy to monster boy really didn't matter. He believed in what he was doing, the importance of the work, and he'd convinced himself that was enough. Then came Special Agent Dana Scully, forensic pathologist and would-be Consortium tool. He'd expected her to be beautiful and sexy--his weakness for pretty women wasn't exactly a well-kept secret. He'd suspected she would be brilliant--her thesis was damn impressive, and besides, his enemies were wise enough to realize that anyone less than his intellectual equal would never last the week. What had knocked him on his ass, the one thing he--and they-- never could have predicted, was her respect. He'd had to earn it, of course. Dana Scully never gave away anything for free. She'd indulged in her share of rolled eyes and incredulous laughter. But she'd listened, really listened, to his crazy, off-the-wall theories--challenging, debating, refuting. And the work had benefited. That she'd given him her love as well as her respect was a precious gift he was still learning to accept. He hadn't realized the addictive nature of that one-two punch until the last disastrous few days. That Grey seemed able to give him the one but not the other was a bitter pill to swallow. Five years ago he'd have taken what his brother had to give, grateful and unquestioning. But loving Scully had changed him, shown him he deserved more. Settling for less felt worse than just going through the motions. It felt like a lie. Unpalatable for a man who'd dedicated his life to the truth. "Hey." Scully's warm fingers encircled his wrist, causing him to practically leap from his skin. He looked down into worried blue eyes and a furrowed brow, reactions to whatever she saw in his face. Consciously slowing his breathing, he sent her an apologetic grimace. She studied him for a moment longer, then, with a quick glance over her shoulder, took his hand and tugged him down the hallway. "Mulder, what's wrong?" "Nothing." A raised eyebrow and pursed lips prompted him to qualify the statement. "Nothing new, anyway." She conceded the point but not the match. "Kristen seemed upset." He sighed through clenched teeth. "Kristen has developed a Bob Vila complex." At Scully's mystified look he added, "She wants to fix everything." "Ah." Scully pressed gentle fingers to the flesh above his right eye. "Headache?" Mulder blinked. "Mindreader?" Her mouth quirked, though the concern lingered in her eyes. "You squint a little. Dead giveaway." "I'll have to remember that." Scully trailed her fingers back through his hair before lowering her hand. "She's not the only one, you know, Mulder?" He had to replay the conversation to pick up her thread. Despite his inner turmoil he felt more amusement than annoyance. "Yeah, I know. She's just not as subtle." "Let's head back to the conference room. I can fill you in on Claire's condition while I hunt for some aspirin in my briefcase." She'd barely finished speaking when pandemonium broke loose in the cubicle behind them. Two nurses wheeled a crash cart to the bedside of a middle-aged man whose heart monitor was emitting the shrill beep and erratic green line signaling cardiac arrhythmia. Within seconds a doctor rushed onto the scene and began directing the ordered chaos while a white-faced woman stood to one side, tears running down her face. Mulder watched as the nurses stripped off the hospital gown, clearing the way for the doctor to apply defibrillator paddles to the patient's chest. The man's upper body arced off the mattress from the jolt of electric current, wringing an audible sob from the woman. Still, the monitor shrieked its warning and the green line jittered and jumped. "Mulder?" Scully had taken several steps down the hallway before realizing she'd left him behind. She frowned, irritated by his apparent distraction. "Mulder, let's go. We..." He dimly acknowledged the drone of Scully's voice as some kind of drug was injected and the paddles applied a third time. The green line stuttered for a moment longer, then settled into steady, rhythmic spikes. Mulder turned away from the flurry of smiles, tears, and congratulations, his own heart hammering as if it might burst. "Mulder?" Fear, rather than annoyance, now sharpened Scully's question. He waved her aside, tuning out all external distractions as he latched onto an idea so big, and yet so incredibly simple, it seemed too good to be true. Could it work? What did they have to lose? "Mulder! What is it, what's going on?" He slowly raised wide eyes to her face. "I think I've figured it out, Scully. I think I know how to save Claire." Raleigh Community Hospital Friday 3:26 PM "You wanna run that by one more time?" Grey's soft drawl verbalized the incredulity mirrored on every face in the room. "You're suggesting we *what*?" An unwelcome sense of deja vu washed over Mulder. Combined with an excess of fatigue and lack of decent food, it left him off balance and disoriented. For a moment he was back in the BSU, a rookie profiler pitching theories that whizzed like fastballs over the senior agents' heads. He blinked, shaking off the images and focusing on Grey. "You heard me." "What we've heard is sheer nonsense. " Dr. Hsu stood just inside the doorway, having refused a seat at the large conference table. "Worse than nonsense--it's dangerous. Embarking upon such a course of action would be criminally negligent." He transferred his glare from Mulder to Kira. "Agent Mulder has no medical expertise, just a wild theory. You can't seriously be considering such a crazy, unconventional--" "*Doctor* Mulder is an Oxford trained psychologist." Scully spared Hsu only a passing glance, addressing herself to those at the table. "He has more than a passing acquaintance with ECT and its impact on brain function. I suggest we hear him out." This from the woman who had argued vehemently with him when he'd first shared his epiphany. That she would back him up, despite her own reservations, lifted Mulder's flagging spirits. He tipped his chin in a subtle gesture of gratitude before continuing. "Yes, it's unconventional. So is Claire's condition. And frankly, after studying the medical records I can say without qualification that conventional methods have yielded nothing but dead children so far." "I know the drugs haven't worked." Kira's voice trembled but she sat up straight in her chair, grimly holding on to her composure. "But she's still alive; she's still fighting. To take such an enormous risk... The treatment could kill her." "Damn straight." Talbot pulled his hand from Kira's and leaned across the table. "Dr. Hsu is right; what you're suggesting is crazy. I'm not going to let you try to jump-start my little girl's brain like some kind of dead battery." "What you're gonna do is sit back and keep your mouth shut." Grey's voice was excruciatingly calm. Dangerous. Talbot rounded on him. "Like hell I will! I'm her father, Grey. I have the right--" "You lost any rights to Claire when you walked out five years ago. I let you sit in on this meeting as a favor to Kira, but so help me God--" "Stop it! Both of you!" Scully's command silenced them. She glared at Talbot, then Grey. "It's time you two stop this senseless bickering and start thinking about Kira and Claire." When both men looked sufficiently chastised, she nodded for Mulder to continue. "Your jumper cable analogy, however graphic, is inaccurate." He directed his words to Talbot with as much patience as he could muster. "Claire's brain is not dead--just the opposite. It's functioning at a level impossible to sustain. We can wait for the inevitable burn out. Or, we can intervene." "By pumping electricity into her brain." No longer confrontational, Steve's reply held sullen disbelief. "By using electricity to re-establish a normal pattern of electroconductivity across the cerebral cortex. Unconventional, yes. Risky, certainly. But perhaps the only hope for reversing Claire's condition." Hsu grunted derisively. "I'm telling you now, I want no part of this...this madness. If you choose to pursue this course of action, you will do so without my participation." A piercing look at Kira, a scowl for Mulder, then Hsu turned on his heel and left. Mulder waited a beat before continuing. "Fortunately, we don't require Dr. Hsu's cooperation. Scully and I have already talked to Dr. Pratt, who heads up the psychiatric wing. We've shown him Claire's chart, as well as the records for the other kids. Despite his own reservations, he's agreed to perform the procedure." Grey lifted an eyebrow. "He has?" Scully glanced at Mulder with pursed lips before replying. "So long as we provide a signed consent form exempting him from all liability." Mulder leaned back in his chair, palms up. "It's up to you now, Kira. Only you can decide how we proceed." Kira bit her lip, eyes welling with tears. "I'm holding my baby's life in the palm of my hand. One word from me could determine whether she lives or dies. No mother should be forced to make such a decision." Scully's voice was very, very soft. "Perhaps not, Kira. But then again, that kind of decision is the very essence of motherhood." Mulder looked at her sharply but she refused to meet his gaze. After a long, uncomfortable silence, Kira shook her head and scrubbed at the tears on her cheeks. "I'm sorry, Fox. I know you mean well and that you truly believe this will work, but it's damn unorthodox and just plain dangerous. If Claire died from the procedure I'd never forgive myself." Her voice broke. "Or you. I have to get back to Claire; my parents will wonder what's keeping me." She shoved back her chair and practically fled from the room. Talbot stood more slowly. "Maybe you do mean well, Agent Mulder. But I'd feel lot better if you stayed away from my daughter." No one spoke for several minutes after Talbot's exit. Mulder rose and paced the length of the room, hand cupping the back of his neck. Eyes moving back and forth, Scully watched him, her expression a mixture of empathy and apprehension. Grey stared at the tabletop, tracing invisible patterns with his fingertip. And Kristen stared at Grey. Grey finally looked up at his brother. "Kira's just trying to do what's best for Claire, Fox. It's a pretty radical idea; I don't think she was ready for it. Don't take it personally." Mulder laughed, a harsh, humorless sound. "Personally? Nah. This is Spooky you're talking to--remember?" "This doesn't have anything to do with--" "The hell it doesn't!" Mulder slammed his palm against the tabletop, startling Grey to silence. "Mulder..." He rounded on Scully, past caring where he directed the anger and frustration. "You can't possibly understand what it's like to see...to *know* things that other people can only begin to understand. I'm sick of shouting out the truth like a damn prophet only to have it fall on deaf ears, or worse..." He trailed off, the fire in his eyes dying as he turned back to his brother. "To see that look. The one somewhere between pity and contempt. God, I'm tired of that look." He drew one hand down his face, shaking his head. "I have to get out of here. I need some fresh air." Scully was by his side before he'd taken three steps, one hand on his arm. "I'm coming with you." Mulder frowned. "Look, Scully, I..." She folded her arms; raised an eyebrow. Mulder sucked in a deep breath and let it out with a resigned huff. His hand settled comfortably in the middle of her back and he guided her toward the door. "After you." Grey braced his folded arms on the table, dropping his head onto them. After several minutes passed he felt gentle fingers at the nape of his neck, sifting through tension-damp curls. "Talk to me, sweetheart. What's going on inside that complicated brain?" He moaned a muffled laugh. "I want a do-over." Bafflement colored Kristen's response. "What?" Grey lifted his head. "A do-over. It was a game rule we had when we were kids. If the dice fell off the table when you rolled them, if you served the ball and it landed on the line--then you got a do- over. A second chance to get it right." Kristen's lips curved and she stroked a lock of hair back from his brow. "If only life worked that way." The tenderness, at a moment it felt least deserved, did him in. Grey closed his eyes against the burn of tears. "I've made a hell of a mess of things, Kris." "You've made some mistakes. Nothing that can't be fixed." "I wish I could believe that." "Believe it." When Grey opened his eyes and fixed her with a questioning stare, she explained. "I talked to Fox this morning." "About...?" "About the trouble between you two. About your fear that he's shutting you out of his life." Grey's eyebrows drew together. "What's happened between me and Fox is just that, Kristen--between me and Fox. It has nothing to do with you." "You're wrong. It has everything to do with me. For three days I've listened to your heart break over this rift between you. I love you, damn it! Do you honestly expect me to sit by and do nothing? Would you?" Grey winced. "I see your point." He searched her face. "What did he have to say?" She made a face. "Not much. He fed me a line about the benefits of a little distance. Not too convincing, really, since it was obvious he didn't believe it himself." Grey swore under his breath. "He must be the most stubborn, pigheaded..." Kristen's pursed lips stopped him. "What?" "Oh, please. You two are poster boys for the expression 'it takes one to know one.'" Grey tried to feel outraged; gave up. "The point is, he's made up his mind. He's constructing walls thicker than Fort Knox." Kristen leaned in, her voice turning to stone. "The point is, you have to change his mind; it will never come from him. He's been hurt too many times in his life not to have developed some impressive coping mechanisms--namely, making sure you don't get close enough to repeat the job." Grey's eyebrows soared. "Since when did you become an authority on my brother? You barely know him." She snorted. "Since Dana and I spent two days pulling your butts out of the fire after that little camping excursion you took last fall. Guess we've become closer friends than either of you realizes." "Obviously." Grey ran his fingers through his hair. "The hell of it is that he's been right from the start. It's all gone down the way he said it would--Claire's disappearance, the way she was returned, even her current condition. Crazy as his ECT theory may be, deep down I believe he's really onto something. And yet, even now, I can hardly bring myself to admit it." “Are you saying you think Kira should have tried the ECT?” "I'm saying I think it makes a helluva lot more sense than pumping her full of drugs. Or sitting around and waiting for her to die." Surprise colored his voice. "Yeah. I guess I am." He searched her face. "Kris, do you believe in aliens?" She gnawed on her bottom lip. "I don't know. But your brother does. And I've heard enough around the Bureau to understand that at least 90 percent of the talk surrounding him is fueled by pure jealousy. He's not a fool, Grey. Just a guy who doesn't give a damn about what most people think." She ran the backs of her fingers down his cheek. "Of course, you and Dana aren't most people." "Dana told me he believes I don't respect him." Grey chuffed and shook his head. "Can't say I blame him, considering the shitty way I've treated him. But he's wrong, Kris. I'm proud as hell to be his brother." "Then you need to show him. Words aren't going to get the job done." Grey propped his elbows on his knees and cradled his face in his hands. "Sure. Simple. Except how in the hell am I supposed to accomplish that?" Kristen's hand returned to rest on the nape of his neck but she remained silent. He let his eyes close but was unable to shut out the memory of his brother’s agonized expression, his earlier words to Kristen echoing in his head. *The hell of it is that he's been right from the start. It's all gone down the way he said it would--* He dropped his hands and bolted upright, eyes wide. Startled, Kristen instinctively recoiled. "Grey?" "I know." Hope kindled inside him, making his heart beat faster. "Kris, I *know* what I have to do." "What?" He stood, reaching down to tug her to her feet. "Let's go. I have to talk to Kira. Right away." Hospital Cafeteria Friday 5:39 PM He hadn't said a word for at least fifteen minutes. Scully wrapped her hands around the mug of hot tea, icy fingers gratefully absorbing the warmth, and surreptitiously observed the taciturn figure across the table. By the time she'd coaxed Mulder back into the building, he'd been shivering uncontrollably and her toes had turned numb. A trip to the cafeteria for a hot drink had driven the chill from their bodies. Mulder's spirits, however, had yet to thaw. Her lips tightened as she took in the dark circles under his eyes and the uneaten sandwich on his plate. In just 72 hours, a week's worth of rest and relaxation had been undone. He'd poured his heart and soul into this case, done everything in his power for Grey, Kira, and Claire. His investigative work had been top notch, his deductive leaps eerily accurate, yet in the end it made little difference. For Mulder, this case could only be about another shattered relationship he couldn't repair and another little girl he couldn't save. Frohike's call, informing them that one of the other children had died, seemed to have quenched the dying sparks of Mulder's hope. He hadn't spoken since. Scully reached across the table, curling her fingers around his wrist. "Mulder--" "I can't, Scully." When she raised her eyebrows, he jerked a thumb at the sandwich. "I can't eat that. Right now I can't eat anything. Please don't push, all right?" "And you call *me* a mindreader?" A weak smile tugged at his lips. "You've been taking turns scowling at me and that plate for the last ten minutes. Knowing what you're thinking hardly qualifies as mindreading." "You've barely eaten all day." He folded over the table, pressing his forehead to the hand clasping his wrist. "Probably for the best, considering." She sighed, bringing her other hand up to stroke his hair. "You can't take this on, Mulder. You did everything Grey could have asked, and more." He looked up at her, cheek nestled against the back of her hand. "Claire is going to die, Scully. Whatever good I may have done--it wasn't enough." He closed his eyes, but not before she glimpsed the shine of tears. "I wish the last three days had never happened, Scully. I wish to God I could erase them and just start over." She could barely speak past the ache in her throat. "We haven't seen the end of this yet. Give Kira a little time to think things through. She's exhausted and half out of her mind with worry." Pressing a kiss to her knuckles, he sat up straight. "I said I'd see this through to the end, and I will. But I can't lie to you, babe. I just want to go home." He slid her empty plate beneath his and slipped them onto the tray. "Be right back." Scully watched him dump their trash in the nearest receptacle, then trudge across the cafeteria to return the empty tray. Distracted by the slump of his shoulders and her own morose thoughts, the light touch to her shoulder drove the air from her lungs in a startled whoosh. "Dana?" She spun and lurched to her feet, one hand automatically reaching for her weapon until she saw who stood behind her. "Kira. I didn't hear you come up." "Sorry." Kira's red-rimmed eyes left Scully's face and scanned the table. "Where's Fox?" "He'll be right back. Can I get you something to eat? Some hot tea?" Kira shook her head, not even bothering with the pretense of a smile. "No, thank you. I just really need to talk to Fox." "I'm here." Mulder sent Scully an inquiring look as he detoured around the table to stand at her side. She responded with the slight lift of one shoulder. "Fox, I need to talk to you, I..." Kira studied his face, her fingers twisting and knotting together. "...I know I kind of ran out on you, before, and I didn't want to give you the impression... I'm so grateful for everything you've done to help Claire. If I was less than...receptive to your suggestion, it's certainly not because I think...because I *don't*..." "Kira." Mulder put his hand over hers, stilling them. "It's all right. You don't have to apologize. You're Claire's mother. You have every right to decide--" "Please. Let me finish." She drew in a deep breath and blew it out. "I'm not like you, Fox. I believe in what I can see, what I can hold in my hand. Taking a leap of faith has never been my strong suit--I have a hard time believing in God, let alone aliens. But even I can see that whatever happened to Claire defies rational explanation. And I think that if anyone can make sense of such a completely senseless situation, maybe it's you." Her fingers clamped down on his in a bruising grip and her voice trembled with emotion. "You've been right about so many things up till now. I just...I have to trust you're right about this, too." Mulder went very still. "What are you saying, Kira?" She dropped his hand and stepped back, struggling to maintain her composure. "I've decided to have Claire undergo the ECT. I've already spoken to Dr. Pratt. They're going to be moving Claire up to the fifth floor within the next hour." She turned her gaze from Mulder to Scully. "He'd like you both to be there." "Of course." Seeing Mulder was still struggling to assimilate Kira's news, Scully gave her a reassuring smile. "We'll be right up." "Thank you. I'd better get back. Steve's...having a little trouble accepting all this." She turned to leave, but Mulder caught her elbow. "Kira, wait." When she faced him once more, he released her. "I'm just wondering... What changed your mind?" A wry expression crinkled the corners of her eyes. "There's no mystery there, Fox. My big brother can be very convincing when he believes he's right." She turned and walked back toward the elevators, oblivious to the stunned disbelief she'd put on his face. Waiting room 7:12 PM Mulder found his eyes straying to the wall clock for the third time in ten minutes. Nearly half an hour had passed since Claire, Kira, and Scully had disappeared behind the double doors to the psychiatric wing. Time seemed to have slowed to a snail's pace, every tick of the clock fueling his rising anxiety and impatience. >From what he could see, Grey, his parents, and Steve Talbot were faring no better. Across the room, Talbot resumed pacing, casting baleful glances in Mulder's direction and muttering under his breath. He'd been roaming the small room like a caged tiger for most of the past 20 minutes, his agitation only exacerbating Mulder's nervousness. And evidently Grey's, as well. His brother ignored Talbot for several minutes, then pinched the bridge of his nose. Mulder tensed, expecting trouble. "Steve, do us all a favor? Sit down and shut the hell up." Grey's words, amazingly, held weary resignation rather than animosity. Unfortunately Talbot, strung tighter than a bow, didn't hear the difference. Two quick strides and he was standing over Grey. "Fuck off. You expect me to just sit and twiddle my thumbs, not knowing what's happening to my little girl? This is *your* fault, Grey. Anything happens to Claire, and so help me God, I'll--" Grey slowly stood up. His lip curled and his voice dropped to a dangerously intimate level. "You'll what? Knock me around like you did Kira? Go ahead, Steve. Let's see how you do against someone your own size." Mulder moved to separate them, but was outstripped by Grey's father, who wedged himself between the two men, expression stern. "That's enough. Last time I checked they didn't allow brawling in this hospital. If you two aren't careful you'll be waiting out on the street." He gave Grey a look that said he expected more from him, then placed a hand on Talbot's shoulder. "Steve, everyone in this room wants the best for Claire. Casting blame is not only pointless, it's unfounded." Steve shrugged off the touch, face twisted with anger and grief. "Why can't you all see how ridiculous this is? You won't listen to me, but you'll take advice from a guy that hunts aliens for a living. And you..." He stabbed a finger in Grey's direction. "You're the reason things have gotten so out of control. Kira never would have agreed to this...this *treatment*...if you'd've kept your mouth shut. There's nothing unfounded in--" He broke off with a pained cry, grabbing his head and crumpling. Grey and his father caught hold of Steve's arms, easing him onto the linoleum as his eyes rolled back in his head and his limbs twitched and spasmed. Mulder knelt beside them, loosening the top button of Talbot's shirt. Grey watched him, face pale. "What the--?" "The tumor." Mulder ground out the words as he shoved aside a chair. "He's on medication for seizures, remember?" Grey watched Talbot's body jerk and twist. "What do we do?" "Nothing." Mulder stole a quick look over his shoulder; saw Grey's mother approaching with a nurse in tow. "Just make sure he doesn't hurt himself." By the time medical personnel arrived, the spasms had ended, leaving Talbot dazed and semi-conscious. Mulder gave the young woman a brief rundown of Talbot's medical condition as she checked his vital signs. Once she was satisfied he had stabilized, she fetched an orderly to help her move him down to the ER. "We'll run a few tests; make sure nothing else is wrong," she told them as Steve was carefully strapped to a gurney for transport. "He'll probably just need to sleep for a while. If, as you say, it's due to the tumor, there's really not much we can do but provide a place for him to rest and keep an eye on him." "We'll come along." Grey's mother looked to her husband for confirmation. When he nodded, she turned to her son. "We'll be back as soon as Steve gets settled. Tell Kira--" "I will." Grey looked at Talbot, pity darkening his eyes before he glanced quickly away. "I'll track you down if there's any news." Once Talbot's little entourage had left, Mulder reclaimed his chair. His brother, however, remained standing, forehead creased and teeth gnawing his lower lip. After several minutes had passed and Grey showed no signs of moving, Mulder cleared his throat. "Are you all right?" "Yeah. Yeah, I just..." Grey sounded far away. Distracted. "I guess I was so worried about Claire, it never sank in." "Steve dying?" His brother nodded, shame flushing his cheeks. "To be honest, up until now I've barely given it a passing thought. And when I did..." He winced. "The only thing I felt was relief." Mulder chose his words carefully. "He's not exactly the easiest person to like." Grey snorted. "Tell that to Kira." He sighed; scrubbed a hand across his stubbled jaw. "I never thought I'd see the day when I'd feel sorry for the bastard." "Lack of sleep, stress--I'm sure the past few days have aggravated his condition. It's not really surprising that he's feeling the repercussions. In fact, it's possible some of Steve's…anger management issues could be traced to this tumor." Grey walked over and dropped into the chair beside Mulder. "It's a helluva way to die." He turned his head to study his brother's face. "Fox... Have you wondered if there could be more to Steve's tumor than meets the eye?" "Why--just because Steve and Claire both are suffering from a malfunctioning of the cells in their brains? "Quite a coincidence--huh?" It coaxed a small smile onto Mulder's lips. "You know what I'm gonna say, right?" Grey's mouth twitched. "I've heard it a time or two, yeah." The grin faded and Mulder shook his head. "Steve said his tumor is located in the parietal lobe, which just happens to be the location of the children's epilepsy *and* the area of missing tissue. I can't help feeling there is a connection, at least on some level. If Claire and the other kids carry the genetic precursor for the abilities possessed by Gibson Praise, then perhaps Talbot carries the precursor to what they have. Maybe he's one step back in the evolutionary chain." "So why the tumor? And please don't tell me aliens did something to him, too." Mulder rolled his eyes. "Contrary to what you may think, I don't see little green men around every corner." He tipped his head back against the wall, thinking aloud. "There's an element of trial and error in gene mutation, with natural selection serving to ensure only the most desirable traits survive. Maybe Talbot's tumor is nature's way of weeding out a less successful attempt." He sighed rubbing the heels of his hands into gritty eyes. "We'll probably never know--though I'd definitely like Scully to take a peek at his medical records when this is all over." Grey shifted in his chair. "I just hope it's soon. I can't take this waiting much longer." Mulder watched his brother search for a more comfortable position, Kira and Talbot's words resonating in his head. Finally, he could keep silent no longer. "Why did you do it?" Grey's jaw tightened and he glanced away. "What do you mean?" "Kira told me you were the one who convinced her that Claire should undergo the procedure." "That's right." "Why?" When Grey didn't immediately answer, Mulder sat up and turned to study him. "We've been at odds over this case from almost the moment Scully and I got here. You certainly made no secret of the fact you wanted nothing to do with our investigation. Why are you backing me now, Grey?" His lips twisted into a grim smile. "Are you trying to tell me you've come to believe in aliens?" Grey's reply was very soft. "No. I can't say that I do." "Then why go along with this line of treatment; why put your neck on the block with Kira and the rest of your family? Talbot was right, you know--if Claire dies they will never truly forgive either one of us." Mulder shook his head, voice rising along with his anger. "If you did it out of regret, as an attempt to fix the trouble between us, then you needlessly risked Claire's life. And it doesn't prove anything." "It should prove something to you. But not what you're thinking." Grey dropped his eyes to stare at his shoes for a long moment, then lifted them to Mulder's face. "I do regret what's happened to us, Fox. God help me, if I could take back the words, I would. But that's not the reason I talked to Kira." The honest emotion in Grey's eyes was too much. Mulder looked away, blinking hard. "Then why?" "Because as terrible as the past three days have been, they've helped me to understand something. Not that I believe in aliens." He chuffed. "Give me some time. It took Dana years--I think I deserve at least a week." The laughter faded from his voice. "I may not believe in aliens, Fox. But I believe in you." Mulder sucked in a sharp breath as Grey continued. "You're a hell of an investigator. You find patterns, make connections most people would never see. And you're willing to look beyond established boundaries for the answers you need." He bit his lip, shame creeping into his voice. "Even if you wind up taking shit for it. "You were right about this case. Every step of the way. And I think...I believe...you're going to be right about Claire. *That's* why I talked to Kira." "You may be sorry." Mulder squeezed the words past the lump in his throat, then forced a smile. "Despite what I tell Scully, I'm not always right." Grey's lips curved. "I'll take the odds, little brother." Before Mulder could find his voice, the double doors swung outward, discharging Scully, Kira, and several medical personnel pushing a gurney bearing Claire. Mulder and Grey sprang to their feet. "What happened? How is she?" Grey trotted alongside the gurney, staring down at Claire's still face. "Too soon to tell." Kira's hand enveloped her daughter's; she looked very pale but composed. "Dana will explain everything, Grey. I'll see you downstairs." Grey let them go, watching until they'd disappeared into the elevator. He turned to Scully, hope and fear clouding his face. "Dana?" Scully pursed her lips. "Dr. Pratt delivered the mildest dose for the shortest amount of time. And it appears to have worked. The post treatment EEG shows a drastic reduction in electroconductivity." "But?" She lay her hand on his arm. "Claire's brain has suffered a prolonged period of extreme stress to the neurons and synapses. It's too soon to tell if there will be irreversible damage." Mulder frowned. "What exactly are you saying, Scully?" Her eyes drifted closed and she shook her head. "Dana?" When she looked up, Scully's eyes glistened with tears. "Claire's in a coma. We're not certain she'll come out of it." Raleigh Community Hospital Saturday 6:16 AM *Coffee.* Grey's nose twitched. He sucked in a deep draught of the rich, steamy fragrance, forcing heavy eyelids to cooperate. Bleary eyes focused first on the styrofoam cup suspended just beneath his chin, then on Dana's smiling face. Accepting the cup from her hand, he smothered a yawn before taking a sip. Hot and strong, it chased a few of the cobwebs from his head. A larger swallow and he heaved a contented sigh. "Darlin', you are a goddess." She offered him a little smirk and raised her own cup. "Nope. Just a fellow addict." Her gaze cut over to the couch where his brother lay sprawled across the cushions, motionless. "Do I need to check for a pulse?" Grey chuckled and patted the chair beside him. "Trust me, he's fine. I can see his chest move from here." "Where's Kristen?" Scully took the proffered seat and nudged the loafers off her feet, wriggling her toes. "Having some breakfast with my folks. I wasn't hungry." She cocked one eyebrow, lips tightening. "You're as bad as Mulder. Both of you are going to wind up hypoglycemic before this is over." "Speaking of which... Did you talk to the doctor?" Annoyance gave way to a genuine smile. "He's cautiously optimistic. Claire continues to show an increasing amount of brain activity. The EEG indicates something in the neighborhood of four to six cycles per second. If the improvement persists, she should wake soon." Grey felt a goofy smile take over his face. "Coffee *and* good news. Definitely a goddess." Scully held up one hand, obviously struggling to control her own enthusiasm. "There's still the possibility of brain damage. We won't know for sure until she regains consciousness." "But you don't think so." Grey scrutinized her expression, looking for any sign of apprehension and finding none. "You think she's going to be all right. Don't you?" "I think Claire's overloaded neurological system came dangerously close to self-destructing. And that the coma is her brain's way of shutting down for repairs." Grey turned to look at his brother, something like awe creeping into his voice. "He did it again, didn't he?" He shook his head. "Even when the situation looks hopeless, he finds a way. He's a regular Houdini--put him in a locked room and he manages to conjure up the key." Scully pursed her lips, unable to hide the twinkle in her eyes. "Mulder's methods rarely involve the front door, Grey. A more apt analogy would be to say he crawls out a window." She chuckled. "One that nobody knew existed." Grey shook his head, one corner of his mouth turning up. "ECT. Nobody but Fox would come up with such a crazy...brilliant idea. We owe him Claire's life." "I've been in touch with the other hospitals, detailed Claire's treatment and the results. So far it seems to be achieving similar success with the other children." "That's great, Dana. Really great." He leaned back in the chair, aware of her sharp, assessing gaze as he continued to drink his coffee. Deliberately ignoring it, he smiled inwardly and waited for her to ask. "Things have changed between you. Again." He let the smile seep onto his face. "I hope so. How could you tell?" "We haven't had much chance to talk, but..." She gestured at Fox's sleeping form. "He's relaxed for the first time in days. It's as if a weight has been lifted from his shoulders." She looked at Grey from the corner of her eye. "I didn't think it was simply relief over Claire." "Upstairs, in the waiting room, we had a talk." Grey set his empty cup beside his chair, wincing. "Well, I did most of the talking, I guess." Scully's lips thinned. "I'm glad to hear it." Grey snorted. "Yeah. Amazing how clearly you can see things once you take your head out of your ass." Her chuckle warmed him, giving him the strength to continue. "I'm sorry, Dana. If hard times are a test of character, then I'm afraid I've failed. Miserably. I hope you both will eventually be able to forgive me." Her small hand pried open his clenched fist and curled around his fingers. "You made a rocky start, Grey. But when push came to shove, I'd say you ended well." Grey lifted their joined hands, pressing a kiss to her knuckles. "I'd say you're being generous. More than I deserve." "*I'd* say you're kissing my wife. Back off, Bubba." Grey gave Scully's hand a squeeze and released it, watching his brother roll to a sitting position. Clothing disheveled and cheek creased by the couch, Mulder ran his hands through sleep-tousled hair and feigned a scowl. Grey chuckled. "Better me than you. I've seen road kill in better shape, little brother." "Looked in a mirror lately? I've got serious competition." "None of us is exactly fresh," Scully observed dryly. "I'm having a hard time remembering when I last saw a shower." Mulder stood and stretched, then shifted with a grimace. He pinned Scully with a reproachful pout. "At least one of us had a *complete* change of clothing in the overnight bag." "Did I forget something when I packed?" Scully was all wide-eyed innocence. "I'm sorry, Mulder. We were in such a rush..." Grey's gaze flitted between them, a slow grin taking over his face. "I've warned you about her, Fox. This is a dangerous woman." "You have no idea." The patter of running footsteps, and a moment later Kira appeared. Flushed and breathless, her eyes glowed with happiness and tears. "She's awake! I had to step out while the doctor checks her over, but she seems fine, more than fine, she asked where she was and she...she complained that she's hungry..." Kira's gush of words ended in a sob and she threw her arms around Mulder's neck. "Thank you." Mulder blinked, his arms slowly coming up to return the embrace. "You're welcome." She pressed a kiss to his cheek and turned, latching onto Grey, who had come to stand beside her. "And you." She lay her cheek against his and murmured into his ear. "You saved me from making a terrible mistake." Stepping back, she grabbed hold of his hand. "C'mon. I know she'd like to see you." Grey allowed himself to be drawn down the hallway, casting a questioning look over his shoulder. Mulder waved him on. "Go ahead. We'll go home and get cleaned up, see you back here a little later." He smirked. "Wouldn't want to scare the poor kid." As they watched them disappear down the hallway, Mulder draped an arm around Scully's shoulders. Sliding her own around his waist, she leaned in to his side. "Everything's going to be all right now." He kissed the top of her head. "Yeah." Tilting her chin up, she looked into his eyes. "You did it, Mulder." He grinned, tightening his embrace. "Nope. *We* did." 133 Waterbrook Lane Monday 7:46 PM The atmosphere was positively festive. Grey's parents and his sister Shannon regaled Kristen with stories of Grey's childhood exploits while Shannon's husband, Rob, rode herd over their two children, chasing them away from the soda. Scully and Kira sat in the corner with heads together, discussing everything from Claire's recovery to the novels they were reading. Grey and Steve, his condition stable for now, were eating chips and checking basketball scores, coexisting peacefully, for once. And presiding over it all, set up on the couch like a small queen, Claire nibbled pizza and soaked up the attention. Mulder, ever the willing slave, delivered her third cup of soda, perching on the edge of a cushion when she coaxed him with big brown eyes. "You feeling all right, slugger? Sure you're not too tired for all this?" Claire rolled her eyes. "I wish people would stop asking me that. I'm fine, Uncle Fox." She looked up at him, lips parted as if about to speak, then pressed them together. Mulder nudged her with his shoulder. "What?" "It's nothing." "Funny. Didn't look like nothing." He nudged her again. "Give." She peered at him from beneath her lashes. "Promise you won't get mad?" "You gonna call me names?" "No." "Use four letter words?" A giggle. "*No.*" "Then I promise I won't get mad." She fiddled with her blanket for a moment, picking at a frayed edge. "Did your sister really get taken away by aliens?" He felt his jaw drop. "I... Where did you hear that?" "Mommy and Uncle Grey were talking once when they didn't know I was around. Uncle Grey said your little sister disappeared when she was eight, and that you believe aliens took her." She studied his expression carefully. "Do you?" He kept his reply calm and matter-of-fact, though he had a feeling he knew where Claire was headed. "Yes. Yes, I do." Her brow furrowed as she considered his answer, teeth gnawing her upper lip. Several minutes passed, and he'd just begun to hope he'd dodged the bullet, when Claire spoke again. "Is that what you think happened to me?" He choked out a laugh. "You hear an awful lot, don't you?" "Is it?" Mulder's eyes swept across the room, but no help was forthcoming. All around him people continued to eat, chat, and laugh, completely oblivious to the fact that an eight-year-old girl had just backed him into a corner. He met Claire's gaze squarely. "Yes." If she was upset by the confirmation, she didn't show it. "I don't really remember very much." "What do you remember?" She squinted a bit, as if trying to decipher a picture in her mind. "Light. A really bright light, except... Instead of being warm, it felt cold." She shivered, her expression too old for her years. "Whoever took me away, I don't think they liked me very much." Mulder tucked the blanket around her with unsteady hands. A dozen responses flickered through his mind, but he discarded them all. In truth, Claire's observation seemed eerily accurate. She watched him, face solemn. "You know what's not fair, Uncle Fox?" When he raised his eyebrows, she continued. "They gave me back to my mommy. Why didn't they give your sister back to you?" The familiar pain pierced his heart, though its edges were blunted by old secrets revealed and new relationships forged. Mulder managed a smile at her childish outrage. "Lots of things aren't fair, sweetheart. But I'm really glad you're here now, and safe. And that you're going to stay that way." He tweaked her nose and was rewarded with another giggle. "I believe that, too." Claire's cousins, Patrick and Amanda, chose that moment to bound up to the couch. Patrick thrust a box onto Claire's lap while his sister perched on the coffee table. "Hey, Claire, wanna play Monopoly? You can be the dog." Amanda, remembering her manners, smiled up at Mulder. "You can play too, Uncle Fox. Patrick called dibs on the race car and I've got the shoe, but you could be the hat." Mulder grinned. "You know, it's been a long time since I've had an offer that tempting, but I think I'll go have another slice of pizza instead. Maybe I'll catch the next game." He wandered into the kitchen, grateful for a respite from the commotion of the living room. Bracing his palms on the counter, he stared out the window at the backyard. Moments later arms encircled his waist and something soft and warm draped itself along his back, coaxing a smile onto his lips. Scully. She pressed a kiss between his shoulder blades. "What's the going rate on thoughts these days?" He shrugged. "Not sure, but I doubt they're worth the investment." She moved to his side, peering up at his face. "Mulder, when you leave a party to brood in an empty room, I'm all ears." "I'm not brooding." Her raised eyebrow communicated more clearly than words what she thought of his evasion. Mulder chuckled, in spite of himself. "I'm not, really. I just... I had a talk with Claire a few minutes ago." "And?" He finally turned to face her, lip caught between his teeth. "It reminded me of all the children who didn't make it home. Claire's right--it isn't fair." "That must have been some talk." "She's some kid." "She is. And she's home now, alive and well. As are eleven of the thirteen other children taken when Claire was. They're going to get their driver's licenses, go to the senior prom, fall in love... All because of the work you did--" At his warning look, she amended, "--we did--on this case. Do you hear what I'm telling you, Mulder?" "That we've ensured years of sleepless nights for their parents? Ow!" He rubbed his ribs where she'd punched him. "All right, all right. I'll stop brooding." "Thank God for that." Grey stepped into the kitchen, giving Scully a wink. He jabbed a finger at his brother. "Only you could get morose in the middle of a party." Mulder folded his arms, feigning an air of injury. "You know, I don't have to stand here and take this. I was invited to join a very high stakes game of Monopoly. They're even saving the hat for me." Grey chuckled. "I wouldn't if I were you. I've played with that crowd and they're a ruthless bunch. Plus, Patrick cheats." Scully chuffed. "Sounds like a near miss, Mulder." Grey sobered, studying their faces. "You know, we don't have to stay. You two look tired, and you've got an early flight." A silent consultation with Scully, and Mulder shook his head. "We'll hang around a bit longer. After all, I still haven't heard half those stories your folks are telling Kristen." Grey groaned. Scully kissed Mulder's cheek and pulled away. "I told Kira I'd bring her something to drink. Are you two coming?" Grey glanced at his brother. "We'll be there in a minute." Once she'd left the room, he cleared his throat, eyes dropping to the tile. "Fox, I... I wanted to talk to you before you left." "Okay." Mulder frowned at his brother's obvious discomfort. "Grey?" Grey looked up. "I just need to know... Are things okay between us?" Mulder considered carefully before replying. "Yeah. Yeah, they are." Grey's whole body relaxed. "I'm glad." Mulder grinned. "You know, I'd almost forgotten what it was like to fight with a sibling." He ran his hand along the yellowed bruise on his jaw and cocked an eyebrow. "I can live without it." Grey was oblivious to his attempted humor. "Me too." He sighed. "This is important to me, Fox. I spent a lot of years wondering what it would be like to have you in my life. I don't want to mess it up." "You haven't." Mulder shook his head. "Maybe even the opposite." Grey's face twisted in confusion. "Come again?" "Look, the last three days have been hell. There've been times I thought we should just pack it in, call it quits. But I think we both learned something about each other, Grey. And that maybe we've come through this better. Stronger." A pause. "You might even say we evolved." He chuckled softly at his own joke. Grey eyed him warily. "Why do I get the feeling I don't know what the hell you're talking about?" He held up both hands. "Never mind. I don't want to know." He tipped a thumb toward the living room. "What do you say we check out that Monopoly game? See if we can catch Patrick cheating?" Mulder pushed himself off the counter, grinning. "I'd say that's the second best offer I've had all evening." He stretched out his arm with a flourish. "After you, Bubba." End AUTHOR'S NOTES: It's hard to believe I've completed the eleventh installment in this series. A huge thank you once again goes to everyone who has encouraged me along the way. It's been such a pleasure to receive your feedback and hear your thoughts. And, of course, many, many thanks to my wonderful betas: Deb, Vickie, Suzanne, and Michelle. You gals make me work for every chapter, and the story is better for it.