Blood Drive - 5/5 Lisa A. Bennett (lisabee@flash.net) Disclaimed in part 1 ********************************** Red Cross Boiler Room 12:08 p.m. After destroying the phone, Daniels finished the chant, but he wanted Dana awake for the ritual. He strolled easily over to where she hung limply and patted her cheek with his open palm, taking care not to let any of her impure blood touch his skin. "Agent Scully, you must wake up." When Scully opened her eyes, she was overcome with dizziness. Her immobility coupled with the blood loss was causing her to become woozy, and she fought to clear her vision. The cut on her neck felt tight, like it had surface clotted, and she was thankful for the small favor. "Wha.what's happening?" she managed in a barely audible whisper. She felt so weak, and it was becoming more difficult to support herself enough to keep the tension off her wrists. "What's happening, Dana, is I am going to purify your blood, then partake in the rite of consumption." Then, with a smile, he added, "It's almost over." She heard a metallic sound and watched as Daniels moved a bucket with the same pattern as the knife towards her. It was the collection pail, being placed to receive her blood. He spoke to her in a more gravelly voice than before, "Dana, I advise you not to move the sacred vessel, lest it is your wish to suffer needlessly. The spirits will become angry, and their wrath is not something to be toyed with. Understand?" Scully nodded once in feeble response. He was changing right before her eyes. His face was developing more jagged features, and his voice was becoming deeper, more demonic. Even the hand which held the knife looked larger. He placed the receptacle between her feet, using them as an anchor to hold it in place. As she grew weaker, and it filled up, it would become more stable, and the dead weight from her body would hold her feet in place. Scully willed herself to full alert at the realization that her end was near, and that she couldn't count on Mulder to reach her in time, especially since he had no way of knowing where she was. She didn't even know how she had gotten there, or exactly where there was. She knew that now she was totally on her own. Any chance of survival rested solely on her shoulders, yet she obviously was powerless to defend herself. With certainty, she also accepted the other obvious reality. She was not going make it out of this alive. Daniels took one step back from her, and held the knife - blade towards the sky - over his head. He recited a verse in what sounded to Scully, like latin. Then he lowered the glowing blade between them. His eyes were wild, and his face seemed different, like the features were no longer only his own, like they were almost superimposed with something else. Scully tried to back away as far as she could, unmindful of the renewed stream of blood running down her arms. She began to tremble, as she felt herself growing faint. Daniels looked carefully at the encrusted cut on Scully's throat. The incision had to be continuous, or it's effects would be nullified. He was going to have to remove the clot so he could continue his work, but neither the blade, nor his skin could touch it, and the front of her blouse was almost totally soaked with blood. But the back wasn't. Keeping the knife in place, he reached behind her head, and grabbed hold of her collar. Yanking down on it, he tore it and most of the fabric from her back. The front of her blouse sagged with the weight of the blood, and as he wiped the piece of cloth across the wound, reopening it, he got another idea. Scully winced as he touched the deep wound on her throat, and an involuntary groan escaped her lips. Fighting dizziness, she tried to pull in a different direction, but his fist, still holding the cloth, closed around a button and jerked down hard. The material made a wet, sloshing sound as it piled to the floor. She felt the air against her unprotected skin, and wanted nothing more than to cover herself as she began to understand his thinking. He wanted an unobstructed pathway to make the life-ending slice. Once again, Scully watched as whatever was left of Daniels raised the hot knife over his head and recited his verse. She began to sob. She was going to leave this life without ever having told Mulder what she really felt. She had never known anyone like him. For all the times they disagreed or he had left her to go searching on his own, there were at least an equal amount of times he had unhesitatingly been ready to give his life for hers, no questions asked. The unselfishness and purity of his devotion to her well-being and the knowledge that he would end his life so that she could continue living had driven her secretly to guilt-ridden tears many times. It had also caused her to fall undeniably and inexhaustibly in love with him. She knew he was completely dedicated to her because she was the only one who had stood by him, cared for him, and believed in him when everyone else in his life had caused him pain or grief. She was probably the only reason he was still alive, and for that she could feel glad. Glad that she had made a difference in one person's life. And for him, she would gladly give her own. She was happy to repay the favor. Daniels had the knife in front of her again, menacingly close to the seeping incision. A look of stony determination set on her face as he brought the blade to the base of the cut. "You go straight to hell," she hissed. "Agent Scully, we're already in hell," he leered at her. Then she felt a sharpness as the point of the blade touched the hole in her neck, causing her to gasp. Tears flowed freely down her cheeks as she readied herself for the inevitable, hoping that she would pass out before the pain got too intolerable. He very slowly began to draw the hot dagger through her skin, and Dana managed one scream before she thankfully lost consciousness. "Mulderrrr..!" Then her head lolled backwards and she hung freely >from the ceiling. "Scully! Get away from her you blood-sucking devil's spawn!" Mulder jumped out of the darkness and aimed his gun towards Daniels. He was horrified by what he saw. Scully hung like a ragdoll, soaked in blood, with no sign of life at all. He hadn't gotten there in time. Narrowing his eyes in determined rage, he steadied his aim and cocked the gun. He heard the beginning drops of blood striking the hollow metal in the collecting bin. "Scully!" he yelled again. "What have you done to her, you son of a bitch!?" Daniels did not move away from Scully. Instead he kept the knife on her and did not look away before he spoke. "She is still alive Mr. Mulder, as she must be for the ritual. And you have no reason to fear her death, because although this human casing will whither away, her soul will remain alive for eternity," Daniels voice was rough, but calm. "Back away from her!" Mulder ordered. "There is nothing you can do for this body now, the ritual is almost complete. Our souls will combine, and she will live. I know you don't want to be responsible for her death. If you shoot me, you will be killing her also. Is that what you want, Mr. Mulder?" Mulder maintained his shooters stance while he considered what Daniels said. He'd studied various forms of Satanic worship and cultism. What Daniels was doing was called transference, and he had heard of many people who had the souls of others living conjoined in one body. If that really was what was happening here, and Scully's soul entered his body, he would not allow himself to murder the body which possessed the soul of the only woman he had ever loved. He looked towards her limp body and knew what he had to do. Daniels smiled triumphantly as Mulder lowered his gun and stared longingly at the small woman's body. Blood continued to steadily drip into the bucket. "Can I at least say goodbye to her?" he asked, his voice cracking. Daniels looked at Mulder for the first time. He saw the face of a beaten man and an opportunity to secure his youthful immortality forever. He stepped away from Scully and nodded towards Mulder. "Lay your gun on the floor, and walk slowly over. If you attempt anything, I will finish the ritual in a more, shall we say, agonizing manner," he warned. Mulder did as he was instructed and approached an unconscious Scully. His face crunched in realized despair as he watched her blood drain slowly from a cut that ran from her neck to mid-sternum. Tentatively, he touched his hands to the bare skin of her belly, and ran them slowly up to lift her head. He caressed her cheeks, brushing the undried tears away with his thumbs. As he brushed a soaked section of hair away from her face, he whispered the only thing he could to her now. "I will always love you, Scully." Daniels stood behind Mulder, poised for the right moment. When he heard the agent profess his undying love for the woman, he raised the dagger over his to bring it down and plunge it into the back of the young man. "Mulder!" The shout came accompanied by two rapid shots behind him. Mulder turned in time to have a shock stricken Daniels look at him. The knife fell >from his hands as his body shut down, and he fell forward into Mulder's arms. "This cannot happen.I'm supposed.to.live" he stammered. Then he slipped through Mulder's grasp and slumped to the ground. Madison emerged from the shadows preceded by his gun, still pointing it at the dead body on the floor. "Don't just stand there, Mulder, get her down and taken care of!" ordered the burly man. Mulder spun around and attempted to free Scully from her binds, but they were too strong and he would need help. He could see the open wounds on her wrists, and lifted her into his arms to relieve the pressure on the binds and called for Madison. "Madison, I need help here. You've got to unhook her from the ceiling." Madison, who was double checking Daniels for a pulse, moved immediately to assist Mulder. The beam that she was attached to was too high to reach, so he quickly searched for a step ladder. While he searched, Mulder held Scully close to him in an attempt to keep her warm until he could get her covered up. He smiled at the thought that she would have a fit if she knew she was topless and being held in his arms right then. She was so private about her body, although he couldn't understand why. Standing there, watching her chest rise and fall was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Suddenly, her eyes flickered open and he could see her fighting to focus. "C'mon Scully, you can do it. Come back to me, please," he pled. She recognized the voice, but could not get her vision to cooperate. All she could see were blurred images and the shape of a man looming over her, and she stiffened in instinctual fear. "No, Scully. It's me, you're all right now," he voice cracked with tears. He lowered himself to whisper in her ear. "I'm here." Scully relaxed as it dawned on her that it was Mulder speaking to her, and it was his arms she was in. She felt the warmth of his body against hers and a feeling of security encompassed her. She knew that everything was over, that he would keep her safe. "I thought you'd like it if I got tied up without any clothes on," she playfully referenced his magazine back at the office. Mulder couldn't help but giggle at that. "What? Oh, uh, you saw that?" he stammered. "That was just, uh, the uh, featured pictorial this month. I was just reading it for the articles." He smiled childishly at her, as if waiting for her approval. Then she smiled as she remembered what he had said to her a few moments before, and for an unknown reason, felt a desperate need to make sure he knew she felt the same. "I love you, too." But she was so cold and tired. She just wanted to go back to sleep, and she let her eyes drift shut again. "No, Scully! You stay awake! Scully, c'mon. Stay with me!" Mulder's voice sounded so far away, but he wouldn't stop talking. She just needed a little rest, and would talk to him later, couldn't he understand that? "Scully," he warned. "Wake up, you hear me? Madison, get in here!" he shouted. Madison appeared again, carrying a ladder to where Mulder stood holding a very grave looking Scully. If they didn't get help for her soon, she was definitely not going to make it. He wondered if she would anyway. "Get her unhooked, we've got to get her out of here, now." Madison could hear the tears in Mulder's voice, and his heart ached for the man. He could not imagine what it would be like to hold someone he loved in his arms and watch them die. He climbed as quickly as he could up to the rafter and unhooked the clasp holding her up. Then he watched as her arms fell limply down into Mulder's grasp. Mulder maneuvered his head between her still bound hands and flipped them over his head to distribute her weight, then tore off towards the stairs with Madison right behind him. "Scully! Dana," he shouted at the lifeless form, "Open your eyes right now! I know you can hear me, and now is not the time to be stubborn. There'll be plenty of time for that later." He was starting to ramble in desperation. He couldn't see clearly through the tears in his eyes, and he almost didn't clear the stairway entrance. Scully saw Mulder smile when she opened her eyes. "Yes, I hear you and no, I am not stubborn," she managed weakly. Mulder laughed nervously. "All right, you're not stubborn, but I need you to keep your eyes open and keep talking to me, o.k.? And I'm not going to take `no' for an answer. How's that for stubborn?" "Anyone ever tell you, you talk too much, Mulder?" She knew what he was doing, but the peacefulness of sleep was beckoning her, and she was too tired to resist. They reached the top of the stairway and Madison, who had heard their playful banter stepped in front of Mulder to open the door. These two were quite a pair. Here they were faced with the prospect of permanent separation, and still they joked. Couldn't they just be honest with each other? "Dana! No, God please, no!" Mulder sobbed. Madison watched as the petite body of the redheaded agent went limp in Mulder's arms again. They were losing the battle, and Madison felt himself begin to break down at the sight. Clearing his throat, he motioned for Mulder to step forward, where a pair of EMT's were waiting, ready to spot treat her and rush her to the best medical facility in Detroit. Mulder pulled his head out from under her arms and unwillingly relinquished his hold on the woman who owned his heart. He stood with his arms hanging by his side, watching the paramedics labor exhaustingly over Scully, while tears streamed down his cheeks. He felt a hand on his shoulder, and turned to see the somber face of Madison with pity and condolences in his eyes. "No, she'll be all right. She's got to be." he trailed off. The emergency medical team had strapped Scully onto a gurney and were moving her towards the entrance of the building. Mulder followed as if he belonged with the team. "Mulder, there isn't anything more you can do for her now," Madison said quietly. "Let her go. We'll find out where they're taking her and meet them there." "I'm going with them," Mulder said firmly. "Mulder, you can't. You'll only be in the way." Madison reached to stop him, but Mulder jerked away from his grasp. "I said I'm going with them. She still needs me, Madison. Don't try to stop me." Madison held up his hands in surrender and allowed Mulder to follow the EMT's into the back of the ambulance. One of them pointed towards a seat away from where they needed to work, and he saw some hand motions that looked like Mulder was arguing. Then he watched as Mulder moved towards the front of the cabin. Another worker shut the door and hit the back of the ambulance twice, signaling everything was secure to move out. Madison said a silent prayer as they drove away. Epilogue October, same year Mulder's eyes shot open from the nightmare that had plagued him since the case in Detroit. He was sweating and had only been asleep a little over two hours. He sat up and rubbed his eyes, ready to add another night of sleeplessness to his scorecard. As he swung his feet out of bed, he noticed the light coming from under the bathroom door. He was sure he hadn't left it on when he went to bed, which could only mean one thing. He quietly strode across the cold floor towards the door. Using one knuckle to rap quietly, he called into the little room. "Scully, you o.k.?" He heard a sniffle, then a weary response. "I'm fine, Mulder. I just needed something for my headache. Go back to bed, I'll be out in a minute." He tried the knob and found it unlocked, which surprised him, since she started locking everything once they had gotten back from Detroit. The counselors said it was a natural reaction to severe trauma of this type, and to let her work through it on her own terms. When he swung the door open, he saw her standing in front of the mirror, staring at the scars and sobbing. He slowly approached her from behind, making sure she saw him in the mirror before he touched her. The wide, vertical line that ran from her throat to the middle of her chest looked like a heart surgery scar to the untrained eye, but he knew what went through her mind every time she looked at it. He placed his hands on her shoulders and brought his head down to nuzzle hers. "Dana, you are beautiful." Still crying, she lifted her hands, wrists up, towards the mirror. The scars there were large, raised welts and were difficult to keep hidden. They were distinctively like suicide attempt scars, and even most long sleeved suits didn't cover them up entirely. "How can you say that, Mulder? I'm hideous. I look like a street suicide gone wrong." Sadly, she added, "Everyone thinks I'm a lunatic." Other agents at the bureau had avoided her when she first went back to work, more afraid of where the bandages were placed than the actual injuries themselves. Scully felt like a monster, but had refused the cosmetic surgery portion of her treatment, saying that covering up evidence of the incident would be a denial, and she needed to see the scars to maintain a rational perspective on the situation. Only after she had attained a level of comfort and security in her life, would she have the surgery. "Scully, it doesn't matter what other people think." He turned her around to face him. "What matters is that you are the most beautiful woman I have ever known, inside and out. And we both know it. At least, that's what matters to me." They gazed at each other for a long moment, then Dana smiled. Not just a facial movement, but a smile that came from her heart. It was something Mulder had not seen in a long time. "Mulder, I think I'm ready for the surgery." Mulder pulled her to his chest, smiling into her hair. "We'll call the surgeon first thing in the morning." He liked it when they held each other like this. It felt good, it felt secure, it felt right. "In the meantime, what do you say we go back to bed and get some rest?" She let him lead her back to her bed, where she settled herself into his arms, laying her head on his chest. It was only a matter of minutes before she drifted back to sleep. Feeling her breath even out, Mulder was content to hold her in his arms until morning. He laid with his eyes open, staring at the ceiling, and silently mouthed the only words in his head. "Thank you." End of Document Blood Drive 5/5