Title: You Betrayed My Love Author: dayflow (dayflow@hotmail.com) Disclaimer: as long as it says i don't own 'em and ain't making any $$$ it's kewl... Archive: go for it Gossamer! NOT ATXC! i'll post it there myself. anyone else, just let me know where it is! :-) Rating: i guess it's PG-13 cuz of subject matter... Category: S, Slash, Poem Keywords: Mulder/Krycek, Scully/Krycek, MulderAngst, Character Death Spoilers: none Summary: keywords pretty much spell it out... Feedback: yes please! :-) dayflow@hotmail.com Author's Notes: it was supposed to be an ode to Krycek, but the muse had other ideas... so please, don't hurt me... *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* You Betrayed My Love You stand in shadows Watching Waiting My gun trained on you Hoping Praying That this isn't what it seems "No, not you!" I want to scream But it is And I can tell I know your features Oh so well Damn your jade eyes Your short cropped hair Your tight jeans I can hardly bear Criminal bad boy sex appeal I'm forced to muffle a girly squeal Of joy and rapture and delight For you You creature of the night But I won't love you Not anymore Your actions make me shut that door That door that lets you in my heart You try to explain I won't let you start I know there's more than meets the eye You don't just steal, cheat, or lie Murder, mayhem, take a dive You do what you must to survive But how can she be your survival? It just adds chaos More upheaval To our already crazy existence All she does is create distance And as you protect her with your body My heart breaks You love her Not me "How could you Scully?" I hear myself say "I love him Mulder" I hear with dismay My gun clatters to the floor And I'm racing for the door Into the night It's protective shadows From this waking nightmare and its horrors Rain, dark clouds, smoky gloom Should have warned me of my doom I should have known it was the end I've lost my love Plus my best friend But I cannot kill what they have Though my heart is dead with their joined stab I'll leave them with their happiness And die here of my loneliness My other gun goes to my head "It's for the best" my brain has said My last thought So sad So blue Oh Alex... Why did it have to be you? dayflow http://users.ez2.net/dayflow/xfiles/Obsession.html daisyd143@ez2.net dayflow@hotmail.com *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* MSNBC: If Fox Mulder discovered that Larry Sanders was a clone would you have the heart to kill him with an Ice pick? David Duchovny: I think he would stab him but it wouldn't be with an ice pick. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*