Title - If you came back from Heaven (1/1)
Author -Char Priolo      
E-Mail address -Marajsky@snip.net
Archive: Anywhere and everywhere
Rating -PG  (one bad word)
Category -V, A (Angst), MSR, S(Song)
Spoilers -End of 4th season
Disclaimers: None of these characters belong to me. I'm just borrowing them
and I promise to return them in good or excellent condition to their
original
owners. "If you came back from heaven" written by  Lorrie Morgan/Richard
Landis (BMI) from the CD Lorrie Morgan-"War Paint"
Summary - After Dana comes home from her meeting with the big guys
in "Gethsemane", she sits and plays one of her favorite country CD's
(Let's pretend she is NOT in on the deal)

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If you came back from heaven
By: Char Priolo

What a day! I wish I could just wake up from this nightmare!
I can't believe he's gone. What will I do now? (Dana, can you 
say 'CO-depended'?) Music?! That's what I need, but nothing too happy 
or upbeat. Country Music, that's it, perfect for the mood I'm in right
now. 
Let's see, I'll sit right here on the floor and look through my CD's. Um, 
Garth Brooks? NO, no men! Leann Rines? No, too perky! Lorrie 
Morgan? PERFECT! Let's see 'Something in Red'? No. What about 
"War Paint"? That's it! I'll put this into the CD player and get some
wine. 
While the song "My night to howl" played I thought back to my night to 
howl in Philly with Ed and the tattoo. Too bad it ended the way it did, I 
would have loved to have just 1 one night stand that would work out. One 
where the guy would not try to kill me because his tattoo told him to. Oh
well, I'll go to the wire rack in my dining room and pick out some wine. 
While I pour some red wine into a glass I heard the song "War Paint" 
playing, I can't handle that one, I reach for the remote and hit the skip 
button to the next song "If you came back from heaven". I sat on the 
couch with my favorite blanket as the song played. I can't believe a song 
could hit me like a ton of bricks like this one, the tears finally came as
the
song started.
        
        I wouldn't know what to say
        I wouldn't know what to do
        If you came back from heaven and I could look at you
        Would I fumble for the words
        Would I be a little shy
        Would I bust right out with laughter or brake right down and cry
                       
        Oh if you came back from heaven would it be like it was then
       Could we just pick up where we left off or try it all again
       Oh if you came back from heaven it would freeze me in my tracts.
       And I hope God knows if he let you go, I'll never send you back

        Do you kiss feel the same       
        Do you have the same touch 
        Will you whisper softly that you missed me so much      
        Have you heard all my prayers when I laid down at night
        And did you feel my body as I held your pillow tight

        Oh if you came back from heaven would it be like it was then
       Could we just pick up where we left off or try it all again
       Oh if you came back from heaven it would freeze me in my tracts.
       And I hope God knows if he let you go, I'll never send you back

        And if god forbid you leave this earth again while I sleep
        I hope He knows if you go you'll be bringing me
        
        Oh if you came back from heaven would it be like it was then
       Could we just pick up where we left off or try it all again?
       Oh if you came back from heaven it would freeze me in my tracts.
       And I hope God knows if he let you go, I'll never send you back  
        I hope god know if he let you go I'll never send you back

Oh my god, what would I do if I could see him again? I would hold him and 
NEVER let him go. I would tell him that I love him, I always have. Well it 
doesn't matter anyway since I will be joining him soon enough. I just hope
I can do this alone. Oh God why? How did things get so fucked up? 
Why us? What did we do to deserve such a raw deal? I guess the old 
saying is true "Only the good die young" I alone, frighten and I'm dying.
I will be with you soon Mulder, just be there for me, because I know 
you will not be back from heaven. But I will be there with you soon, 
very soon.


THE END
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