12/24/1995 Laura Cooksey lcooksey@clark.net Big time NC-17 warning on this one! You've got your male/male sex, your power trips -- YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! I'm not responsible if this story freaks you out or pisses you off. So there! All X-Files characters (c) Ten-Thirteen, Chris Carter, and 20th Century Fox, and used without permission. No copyright infringement is intended. This story may be distributed freely, so long as no fee is charged and this header is preserved. The author welcomes comments at her e-mail address. Flames will collected and used to start fires, appropriately enough. Authority by Laura Cooksey Part 2 of 2 Mulder woke up slowly, aware of someone's mouth wrapped around his penis. He was hard -- not uncomfortably so, but just beginning to feel _really_ good. Her tongue was stroking him just right, and he sighed. The sigh turned into a shudder as she pulled on him in a long, slow suck that started right at the base and slid up to the head, then he was drawn back in as the motion was reversed. When her hand cupped his scrotum and rolled one testicle slowly between two fingers, he shuddered in pleasure and reached down to stroke her hair. What he found was Walter Skinner's bald head. "Gaah!" Mulder exclaimed with a start, sliding out from under his boss and half-cowering against the headboard. The touch of the cold brass rails was almost painful on his bare back, but he was too shocked to notice. It took him a moment to remember that he was at Skinner's house, in Skinner's bed, and that he'd let Skinner fuck him up the ass only a few hours before. Skinner had thoroughly dominated him, and he'd enjoyed it. Reacting this way didn't exactly fit into the game plan of a dominant/submissive relationship, and that scared him much worse than his initial fright. *Oh, shit. What the hell is he going to do to me? And why am I doing this? Why have I given myself up so quickly to his control? God, I'm more fucked up than he is.* Skinner gazed up at him calmly, leaning on his crossed forearms. "Now is that any way to express your appreciation, Agent Mulder?" He was careful not to let on how amused he was at the fear in Mulder's eyes. He knew that he would never actually hurt Mulder during sex. But Mulder didn't. He hadn't figured out the limits of the game yet, and Skinner wasn't sure if he ought to tell him, or just let him find the boundaries by himself. "I'm sorry, sir. You startled me." There was real fear in that voice, enough that it worried the Assistant Director. Skinner moved to kneel next to Mulder, one hand wrapped around the top tube of the headboard, deliberately looming over the more slender Mulder, looking down at him. "Mulder, are you afraid of me?" "I think that's only prudent, sir." Skinner smiled slightly and reached out to cup the back of Mulderís head, painfully tugging a few of the hairs taut. He saw Mulder wince and stroked his cheek lightly with his thumb. "While youíre here, you are _mine_. But Iím not a sadist, Mulder. If I hurt you, you have to tell me so I can decide if I need to stop. If youíre having a real problem, if I push some sort of emotional button for you, you have to tell me. Understood?" Mulder looked at him in awe. How could any man hold such an emotional grip on him that he could listen to what he just heard and want to burst into tears. Why didn't he feel disgusted with himself (more disgusted, anyway)? What was it about Skinner that made him want to give up control and just do whatever Skinner asked, whatever Skinner told him to do? "Agent Mulder? Do you understand?" "Yes, sir. I'm sorry, sir. I've got a lot of emotional buttons." *Damn it, why is my voice choking up?* Skinner nodded knowingly. "Mulder, were you abused as a child?" The wide-eyed look Mulder gave him answered the question effectively. "Sexual abuse?" The whispered voice cracked. "No, sir." Skinner nodded again. "I've met a lot of people who're working out some deep issues through games. Sometimes it's a mess, but often it's a very healthy outlet." He paused, waiting until Mulder's curiosity brought the younger man's eyes up to meet his. "It is for me. Is it for you?" "I'm not sure, yet." Skinner grabbed Mulder by both shoulders and pulled him into a hug as if it were the most natural thing in the world for them to be sitting naked, in bed, holding one-another. Mulder tensed reflexively, then rested his head on Skinner's broad shoulder, feeling the other man's hairy chest rubbing against his own more lightly furred one. He laughed weakly, saying, "My father always said I grow up to be cocksucking faggot." "Are you gay?" "No, sir. At least, that's what I'd have said if you'd asked me this morning." "I'm sure Agent Scully would be a good judge." Mulder sat up, but didn't let go of Skinner. "Sir, Agent Scully and I have never been intimate." Skinner thought about it, realized that Mulder was totally sincere, and replied, "Then you either have tremendous self-control, no guts, you're blind, or Scully really is the Ice Queen." Mulder ducked his head and shrugged, smiling. Skinner was stuck by how charming and vulnerable Mulder could look, especially since he usually seemed so aloof, so in control. He lifted Mulder's chin and leaned in close to kiss him. As they parted, he said, "You're a handsome man, Mulder." The head ducked again, and Mulder shrugged, as if to deny Skinner's words. Skinner grinned. *Oh, no, you don't.* Lifting Mulder's chin again, he emphasized, "I said you're a handsome man." Mulder looked extremely uncomfortable, but managed to say, "Thank you, sir. I'm not very good at taking compliments." Skinner reached out and cupped Mulder's face in his large hand. "That'll just have to be part of my job as your top, Mulder -- getting you used to compliments." "Yes, sir," Mulder said, and this time he didn't look away. Sliding down on the bed, Skinner put his hands behind his head and stretched. "Massage my chest." "Yes, sir." Mulder sat beside the AD and did as he'd been told, working on Skinner's shoulders and abdomen as well, and massaging his arms and hands. He felt oddly safe, here, and thought perhaps his boss had fallen asleep, until he took a deep breath and opened his eyes. "Thank you, Mulder." "You're welcome, sir. Would you like me to do anything else?" "Well, now that you mention it, yes." He sat up and motioned for Mulder to first get up, then to kneel beside the bed. Skinner slid far forward, putting his quiescent genitals right in Mulder's face. Mulder swallowed and reached out tentatively for him, but Skinner added, "No hands." Mulder balked for a few seconds as a thrill ran through him. *Oh, God, I'm going to do this, aren't I? I'm really going to go down on him.* "I don't know if I can." "Of course you can," Skinner said, stroking Mulder's soft brown hair with a gentle intensity that made Mulder wonder how many men had thrown themselves in the line of fire for this man in Vietnam. Skinner smiled at him and leaned back on the bed, settling himself comfortably on the mattress. Mulder placed his hands halfway up Skinner's thighs and kept leaning forward until he couldn't even focus on the soft pink flesh, then closed his eyes and opened his mouth a little, feeling silky skin touch his lips. His own penis began to twitch in response to his movements as he ran his lips along Skinner's organ, exploring from the curls that tickled his nose at one end to the drop of pre-ejaculate at the other. With a shiver, he used his lips and tongue to lift the glans into his mouth. Skinner let his breath out in a loud sigh and placed his hands over Mulder's for a few seconds before taking his face in both hands. Mulder's movements hesitated for a couple of seconds, then his tongue resumed tracing the contours of Skinner's engorging flesh as he sucked on it. Mulder was both fascinated and repulsed as he felt Skinner growing longer and harder in his mouth. His own penis responded eagerly in echo to the effect he was having on the older man, aching to be stroked and caressed, yearning to be somewhere tight and wet. Skinner's fingers twined in his hair scared the shit out of him, despite the fact that the grip was light, and Skinner had made no movement to force himself deeper into Mulder's mouth. Another drop of fluid coated his tongue and Mulder closed his eyes tighter, feeling a tear trickle down his face as his father's accusations whispered in the back of his mind. "Don't stop, Fox," Skinner sighed. "You're doing very well." He let go of Mulder's head, not wanting to frighten him too badly this first time, letting his hands rest on Mulder's again. He felt Mulder repeat the move that he'd used in waking the younger man earlier: pulling far back, then sliding forward all the way to put his lips at the base. Apparently that was a little too much, because he gagged and released Skinner, coughing. "Sorry, sir." A few seconds hesitation. "Do you want me to continue?" Skinner sat up and motioned for Mulder to climb back into the bed, saying, "No, that was fine, Mulder, for your first time. Especially for your first time. I'm sure you'll get better with more practice." An eager grin. "Thank you, sir." Skinner climbed half-way on top of Mulder, stradling one leg, letting their balls and erections touch, pulling the taller man into a kiss. He reached down and cupped one hand under Mulder's penis so he could guide his thrusts to ensure that they stroked across each other. Mulder moaned and bucked, startled by the sensation. "Easy." "Yes, sir. Sorry." "Roll over," Skinner ordered. Mulder nodded and turned away, shuddering when he heard Skinner putting on one of the latex gloves and opening the bottle of lubricant. He put a slick fingertip onto the ring of muscle, rubbing in a gentle circle. "Are you tender?" "No, sir." Shakily. "Come on, Mulder." "Just a little." Skinner applied a little more lubricant and pushed his finger gently into Mulder. "Is it okay if I keep going? I don't want to make you too sore." He slid the finger in and out, rubbing the fingertip along Mulder's prostrate. "I'm okay, sir." A long low groan as he squirmed. "Tell me you want it." Swallow. "I want it." "Tell me what you want." A shaky breath. "I want..., I want you to...." He closed his eyes for several seconds, gathering up his courage. He'd faced down mutants, serial killers, alien shapeshifters, and nothing -- nothing -- had ever frightened him as much as this look into his own soul. "I want you to fuck me." "No. Try again." Mulder looked back over his shoulder, confused. "I'm sorry, sir. I don't understand." "Don't tell me what you think I want to hear. Tell me what _you_ want." He bit his lip and looked away, but Skinner touched his chin and forced him to look back. "I want you to make love to me," Mulder whispered, feeling his cheeks burn, his throat tighten. *What if he says no? I've bared my soul to him. What if he laughs at me?* Mulder held his breath as Skinner stared at him calmly, revealing nothing. Then Skinner smiled. When he saw the relief on Mulder's face, he smiled even more broadly and pulled the slender man into his arms, stroking the smooth back and ass, kissing him long and hard and deep. "I want to make love to you, Mulder. I want to take you and own you, for just a little while. I want to feel your whole body tense right before you come, and feel you let go." Mulder's eyes were huge, beautifully dark. Licking his lips, he joked, "Can I use that speech?" After Skinner laughed, he added, "I didn't know you felt that way, sir." "I didn't either. Not really. I've always thought very highly of you, Mulder, even when your attention turned to the X-Files. And when you started attracting the attention of those hostile to your cause, I began to worry about you and Scully. If you won't take care of yourself for yourself, do it for Scully. Do it for me." "I'll try, sir. I'd like to promise more, but I really can't. I'm sorry." "That's a good try, Mulder. We'll go with that, for now." He kissed him again, rolling Mulder onto his back, then lifting himself up onto his knees and rolling on a condom. He handed the bottle of lube to Mulder and watched patiently as Mulder applied the fluid to the rigid member that would soon enter his body. When Mulder tried to turn over, Skinner stopped him and grabbed Mulder's legs by the ankles, one on either side of him. He lifted both legs, and pushed them back until the small, tight ass was bared. "We're going to do it face-to- face, this time." Placing the tip of his penis into the center of Mulder's anus, he pushed, and was enveloped. Mulder's long legs caressed his sides as he pumped his way slowly home, burying his length in the younger man's body. Skinner pushed himself up on his powerful arms and started thrusting, long, slow strokes again. Mulder cried out his pleasure and threw his head back, feeling the motion deep inside. Propping himself up on one arm, Skinner grabbed Mulder's right hand and placed a condom that he had opened into it, guided it between their bodies. Mulder slid the condom on and squeezed some lube into his right palm as Skinner smiled down at him. As Skinner closed his eyes and kept up the maddeningly slow rhythm, Mulder tried to match it. If he speeded up, Skinner slowed down. But if Skinner increased the pace, he allowed Mulder to keep up. Mulder forced open his eyes just before he came, seeing Skinner looking down at him, his face tight with the tension of sex. He heard the wet sounds of being penetrated, flesh slapping flesh, flesh stroking flesh. He could smell Skinner's sweat, could feel how slick their bodies had become. He touched himself just so, finally, and came in a torrent, his ass constricting around Skinner with each pulse of his orgasm. Skinner grunted, and moved faster, the sensation making Mulder cry out sharply, beyond words. Skinner pulled Mulder awkwardly up into a kiss, muffling his own low groans as he came, too. He kept moving for several seconds, finally shuddering to a stop, gasping for air, releasing Mulder, pulling out before collapsing on top of him. They kissed a final time before Skinner cleaned them both up and pulled Mulder into his embrace once more. "Get some sleep, Mulder. We've both got to be at work tomorrow." "Yes, sir. Goodnight, sir." More quietly. "Thank you." A large hand ruffled his hair playfully. "My pleasure, Agent Mulder." ********** "So, Mulder, how'd dinner with the boss go?" "It was interesting, Scully. We might even have dinner again sometime. He's a fascinating man, when he's not preoccupied with work. And I certainly feel like I understand where he's coming from, now." Mulder gave her his most innocent smile and concluded with, "You ought to try to get yourself invited over some night. I'm sure you'd enjoy it." end